54Please respect copyright.PENANARlm2BgiQTx
崩垮的冰川。54Please respect copyright.PENANAeyiM1zg0Ar
人聲嘈雜。54Please respect copyright.PENANATUdBHBjEjr
54Please respect copyright.PENANARQ3V4T3Qvf
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvm3Xumox0n
54Please respect copyright.PENANAzb0ak12K1F
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGSoCScMLKG
力竭的呼喊。54Please respect copyright.PENANAk7tyr97gOC
54Please respect copyright.PENANAoB07PtmHf6
『學長──』54Please respect copyright.PENANAEZwo2tp28E
54Please respect copyright.PENANAoZNqZiY4Gk
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。54Please respect copyright.PENANATcJKO13wmR
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。54Please respect copyright.PENANAEG3yROcIFf
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMjIXgtlQNz
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfVB0rs49cK
禇,別哭。54Please respect copyright.PENANANlHqoP4Lby
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。54Please respect copyright.PENANAbCFpB8z1Ab
54Please respect copyright.PENANAkBI5rhUMur
54Please respect copyright.PENANAUXftDer2Uu
54Please respect copyright.PENANAHDWsgiGto5
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。54Please respect copyright.PENANA8hDpvu3Jv6
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?54Please respect copyright.PENANA4xPGbsZpT9
54Please respect copyright.PENANAdlgmSnjDMh
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。54Please respect copyright.PENANAuGYjZ61q9h
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。54Please respect copyright.PENANAga23jxAcF7
54Please respect copyright.PENANAEaRbMi69Si
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfScrOIS2Sa
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。54Please respect copyright.PENANAaTxqwzy5DW
54Please respect copyright.PENANA8PpJmmIl1D
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。54Please respect copyright.PENANAF6ZFzXx0U6
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGpn9FvDlcS
54Please respect copyright.PENANAX4YIT0KFoI
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──54Please respect copyright.PENANAs1c0AkxlMk
54Please respect copyright.PENANA69xFJWxhLd
告訴他──54Please respect copyright.PENANAgKkzOdsqLf
54Please respect copyright.PENANAc0j95Bnt6L
褚──54Please respect copyright.PENANALv3Z17u16r
54Please respect copyright.PENANAXnAd36oOur
54Please respect copyright.PENANAzm32siXUTV
54Please respect copyright.PENANASqCqjnPNGO
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。54Please respect copyright.PENANAWHeddvJXHz
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。54Please respect copyright.PENANALtMkQb2BQx
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMsELOQnBoY
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?54Please respect copyright.PENANAKvXAorLCvI
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。54Please respect copyright.PENANAM1yo3WolPG
「啊……學長,你醒了?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1Ki64QSL8
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMncqupqKuR
「咦……啊!」54Please respect copyright.PENANA1KWzca0RTl
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。54Please respect copyright.PENANAcX4aUH612j
「學、學長……?」54Please respect copyright.PENANASPftHQMGLd
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。54Please respect copyright.PENANAxTs97uydMS
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。54Please respect copyright.PENANA9gfLeBHhTl
「學學學學長!?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA4fQecBOHEt
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 54Please respect copyright.PENANAVXjr8lTLSL
54Please respect copyright.PENANAWn5xa9HqlX
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。54Please respect copyright.PENANAjzwQ8ki0C1
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfbpLOQQVFh
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。54Please respect copyright.PENANAIf7zAqNyhy
54Please respect copyright.PENANATGtHZ2kel7
幸好,你回來了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAAPjOwlbyLf
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。54Please respect copyright.PENANAHmeKV7w0ww
54Please respect copyright.PENANAc3RE2bWBR5
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAkpQXvSN8pO
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。54Please respect copyright.PENANAziuz87XL10
「咦咦咦?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAtc9yNm4ifS
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?54Please respect copyright.PENANAZC7vGZw4uE
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。54Please respect copyright.PENANA223cGttNXQ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAHoF66YqYVR
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──54Please respect copyright.PENANA3YqJIbiuGt
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIHFAQRzkY2
「我愛你。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAyPkx8Pe3L8
54Please respect copyright.PENANA6V4jj4ws4C
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。54Please respect copyright.PENANApr1DRop60H
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQgQptI0P6V
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVVx2AiIhv1
54Please respect copyright.PENANA4RKKSvZ8xT
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQOXY7KG8Iy
54Please respect copyright.PENANAaYXcAIYyWj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAUqMUUvirwY
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqL7Cw2BFfo
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。54Please respect copyright.PENANAP9HEHT7g7V
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。54Please respect copyright.PENANAQmhKxHMjAJ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAWWkWUKjnzc
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。54Please respect copyright.PENANAzLagbJ8xkk
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7znfQ88Q8i
54Please respect copyright.PENANAA14KriK8GC
54Please respect copyright.PENANAFqHIH4T91u
幸好,他早就已經知道了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvt77yoBEgM
54Please respect copyright.PENANAYcMfXwCBBl
54Please respect copyright.PENANAwDYqCkN8QB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAYF45o1l6k0
54Please respect copyright.PENANAoJp0ljZXxr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVEqiNIgIhk
54Please respect copyright.PENANAp5XkEq2mHc
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3QKTnQ3ARM
54Please respect copyright.PENANASyazM2OYMY
54Please respect copyright.PENANAhC5Cz4t0AG
54Please respect copyright.PENANAgMAjwq6WAs
54Please respect copyright.PENANARuTBvDAtUy
54Please respect copyright.PENANAncfGrd91yp
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崩垮的冰川。54Please respect copyright.PENANAeyiM1zg0Ar
人聲嘈雜。54Please respect copyright.PENANATUdBHBjEjr
54Please respect copyright.PENANARQ3V4T3Qvf
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvm3Xumox0n
54Please respect copyright.PENANAzb0ak12K1F
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGSoCScMLKG
力竭的呼喊。54Please respect copyright.PENANAk7tyr97gOC
54Please respect copyright.PENANAoB07PtmHf6
『學長──』54Please respect copyright.PENANAEZwo2tp28E
54Please respect copyright.PENANAoZNqZiY4Gk
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。54Please respect copyright.PENANATcJKO13wmR
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。54Please respect copyright.PENANAEG3yROcIFf
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMjIXgtlQNz
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfVB0rs49cK
禇,別哭。54Please respect copyright.PENANANlHqoP4Lby
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。54Please respect copyright.PENANAbCFpB8z1Ab
54Please respect copyright.PENANAkBI5rhUMur
54Please respect copyright.PENANAUXftDer2Uu
54Please respect copyright.PENANAHDWsgiGto5
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。54Please respect copyright.PENANA8hDpvu3Jv6
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?54Please respect copyright.PENANA4xPGbsZpT9
54Please respect copyright.PENANAdlgmSnjDMh
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。54Please respect copyright.PENANAuGYjZ61q9h
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。54Please respect copyright.PENANAga23jxAcF7
54Please respect copyright.PENANAEaRbMi69Si
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfScrOIS2Sa
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。54Please respect copyright.PENANAaTxqwzy5DW
54Please respect copyright.PENANA8PpJmmIl1D
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。54Please respect copyright.PENANAF6ZFzXx0U6
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGpn9FvDlcS
54Please respect copyright.PENANAX4YIT0KFoI
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──54Please respect copyright.PENANAs1c0AkxlMk
54Please respect copyright.PENANA69xFJWxhLd
告訴他──54Please respect copyright.PENANAgKkzOdsqLf
54Please respect copyright.PENANAc0j95Bnt6L
褚──54Please respect copyright.PENANALv3Z17u16r
54Please respect copyright.PENANAXnAd36oOur
54Please respect copyright.PENANAzm32siXUTV
54Please respect copyright.PENANASqCqjnPNGO
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。54Please respect copyright.PENANAWHeddvJXHz
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。54Please respect copyright.PENANALtMkQb2BQx
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMsELOQnBoY
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?54Please respect copyright.PENANAKvXAorLCvI
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。54Please respect copyright.PENANAM1yo3WolPG
「啊……學長,你醒了?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1Ki64QSL8
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMncqupqKuR
「咦……啊!」54Please respect copyright.PENANA1KWzca0RTl
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。54Please respect copyright.PENANAcX4aUH612j
「學、學長……?」54Please respect copyright.PENANASPftHQMGLd
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。54Please respect copyright.PENANAxTs97uydMS
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。54Please respect copyright.PENANA9gfLeBHhTl
「學學學學長!?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA4fQecBOHEt
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 54Please respect copyright.PENANAVXjr8lTLSL
54Please respect copyright.PENANAWn5xa9HqlX
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。54Please respect copyright.PENANAjzwQ8ki0C1
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfbpLOQQVFh
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。54Please respect copyright.PENANAIf7zAqNyhy
54Please respect copyright.PENANATGtHZ2kel7
幸好,你回來了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAAPjOwlbyLf
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。54Please respect copyright.PENANAHmeKV7w0ww
54Please respect copyright.PENANAc3RE2bWBR5
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAkpQXvSN8pO
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。54Please respect copyright.PENANAziuz87XL10
「咦咦咦?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAtc9yNm4ifS
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?54Please respect copyright.PENANAZC7vGZw4uE
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。54Please respect copyright.PENANA223cGttNXQ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAHoF66YqYVR
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──54Please respect copyright.PENANA3YqJIbiuGt
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIHFAQRzkY2
「我愛你。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAyPkx8Pe3L8
54Please respect copyright.PENANA6V4jj4ws4C
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。54Please respect copyright.PENANApr1DRop60H
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQgQptI0P6V
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVVx2AiIhv1
54Please respect copyright.PENANA4RKKSvZ8xT
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQOXY7KG8Iy
54Please respect copyright.PENANAaYXcAIYyWj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAUqMUUvirwY
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqL7Cw2BFfo
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。54Please respect copyright.PENANAP9HEHT7g7V
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。54Please respect copyright.PENANAQmhKxHMjAJ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAWWkWUKjnzc
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。54Please respect copyright.PENANAzLagbJ8xkk
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7znfQ88Q8i
54Please respect copyright.PENANAA14KriK8GC
54Please respect copyright.PENANAFqHIH4T91u
幸好,他早就已經知道了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvt77yoBEgM
54Please respect copyright.PENANAYcMfXwCBBl
54Please respect copyright.PENANAwDYqCkN8QB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAYF45o1l6k0
54Please respect copyright.PENANAoJp0ljZXxr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVEqiNIgIhk
54Please respect copyright.PENANAp5XkEq2mHc
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3QKTnQ3ARM
54Please respect copyright.PENANASyazM2OYMY
54Please respect copyright.PENANAhC5Cz4t0AG
54Please respect copyright.PENANAgMAjwq6WAs
54Please respect copyright.PENANARuTBvDAtUy
54Please respect copyright.PENANAncfGrd91yp
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夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
其實這篇只是很想寫寫學長當時的心境,所以也是很一般的題材。54Please respect copyright.PENANAVx8lwNqXQ9
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
這篇的標題真的超難決定的,藍當時真的想超久的,後來還是決定就用最簡單的管他高不高級了OILLLL
幸好著當時的遺憾被彌補了,幸好著後悔的已了結了54Please respect copyright.PENANAcTXvNDHvcI
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了54Please respect copyright.PENANAqzroJgDmRE
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了54Please respect copyright.PENANAqzroJgDmRE
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
54Please respect copyright.PENANAzXCx883yW1
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
以上,感謝鍵閱唷OWO//54Please respect copyright.PENANAOmPuoMWorX
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