57Please respect copyright.PENANAzVeB0B9rtv
崩垮的冰川。57Please respect copyright.PENANAswUFtbbhjr
人聲嘈雜。57Please respect copyright.PENANArY2ROObUnj
57Please respect copyright.PENANABwn0fGEWOt
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。57Please respect copyright.PENANALSoBKNnNDx
57Please respect copyright.PENANAARk3GeCbYu
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。57Please respect copyright.PENANAVYyuOdw18Y
力竭的呼喊。57Please respect copyright.PENANAZnxvmQBtD7
57Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ26WWBAJn
『學長──』57Please respect copyright.PENANAGrWzjXCW4K
57Please respect copyright.PENANALtUnKo01yK
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。57Please respect copyright.PENANAdEcGjPnp5O
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。57Please respect copyright.PENANAELp1LzbFk0
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。57Please respect copyright.PENANAjrCQTN3b2x
57Please respect copyright.PENANAvNhIAiYoRC
禇,別哭。57Please respect copyright.PENANAXfFvgeypnO
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。57Please respect copyright.PENANAC62e8nrhnh
57Please respect copyright.PENANAgR3Z2rjPZk
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmpqxECxBPm
57Please respect copyright.PENANALp8htMCzrO
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。57Please respect copyright.PENANA53CgrcvCQJ
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANAzc0V3BNX3b
57Please respect copyright.PENANAiCUYSgogVA
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。57Please respect copyright.PENANAP3eNuZI3qU
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJwm3BGI3Lp
57Please respect copyright.PENANAddSk77s6CX
57Please respect copyright.PENANAduiSOYbHOE
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。57Please respect copyright.PENANAfnKX2rEoPv
57Please respect copyright.PENANA3kLfAYFllJ
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。57Please respect copyright.PENANAnB5Gb2ZstL
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。57Please respect copyright.PENANAgEckf5FGpF
57Please respect copyright.PENANAwEXpiZeBg1
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──57Please respect copyright.PENANAY8caqCEBSy
57Please respect copyright.PENANAPYogq55kxC
告訴他──57Please respect copyright.PENANAQgg552sL1h
57Please respect copyright.PENANAqbUnboZDPw
褚──57Please respect copyright.PENANAkbQJxm3WPV
57Please respect copyright.PENANAz6AqktwUb0
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJSDPqjZkmn
57Please respect copyright.PENANAqg7MWhS10B
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。57Please respect copyright.PENANAocqJfsxvJ6
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。57Please respect copyright.PENANASVhAFwpb0D
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。57Please respect copyright.PENANArdewkskJhV
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANAT5bwWTNM5D
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。57Please respect copyright.PENANAMZRuua5zEU
「啊……學長,你醒了?」57Please respect copyright.PENANApKUWrexzpc
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQYitWAs5yH
「咦……啊!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAVVGgJMtPaP
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。57Please respect copyright.PENANAtWlBOLXEJU
「學、學長……?」57Please respect copyright.PENANANtEnY3rI76
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。57Please respect copyright.PENANABPgalyhrla
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQwa5VyIURU
「學學學學長!?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAA3YGAHJyrX
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAbghEUaTLyX
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJOJTY3IE6Z
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。57Please respect copyright.PENANABFFTslMF2V
57Please respect copyright.PENANA7U1uWDTfWi
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhegFEsqsYJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAnX8JdV2Par
幸好,你回來了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAwSv0MFS4MY
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。57Please respect copyright.PENANAc1PfHW88g1
57Please respect copyright.PENANAZYH57NcOxn
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。57Please respect copyright.PENANAOCyVMNHlbe
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。57Please respect copyright.PENANAddCQNHclB0
「咦咦咦?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAyKE2ilftzt
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANA7VPlQaAlXa
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。57Please respect copyright.PENANARV7IMOCT37
57Please respect copyright.PENANAcx6CKwuZip
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──57Please respect copyright.PENANAPzCmsdN0TO
57Please respect copyright.PENANAchakeQKECV
「我愛你。」57Please respect copyright.PENANALV1eS0E5NB
57Please respect copyright.PENANAj0HSfGkK3B
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。57Please respect copyright.PENANAMTtbJ6yJOu
57Please respect copyright.PENANAd1Y5ryYE8u
57Please respect copyright.PENANA17pNlmDkQF
57Please respect copyright.PENANA9huShL9BJA
57Please respect copyright.PENANAzvfY1nQ72a
57Please respect copyright.PENANAO6QWhSRIKT
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJhqQajyFLj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAMZTtfyy81G
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。57Please respect copyright.PENANAfR4BfUck6m
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4C4oiP0A0f
57Please respect copyright.PENANAZL7VoFSGZE
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。57Please respect copyright.PENANAFH3JtkQnfP
57Please respect copyright.PENANAyzndLWapsc
57Please respect copyright.PENANACFpdbFsadr
57Please respect copyright.PENANAKrU2oCPEnE
幸好,他早就已經知道了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAwcAWGHOAev
57Please respect copyright.PENANAb51nvqhzEq
57Please respect copyright.PENANATett9bnDn9
57Please respect copyright.PENANAh01CrlLum9
57Please respect copyright.PENANAeilzsZQqRh
57Please respect copyright.PENANAiBHxpL4WeY
57Please respect copyright.PENANAK5TW9KldUI
57Please respect copyright.PENANAb08VVeq21O
57Please respect copyright.PENANAw0J9DyQF8W
57Please respect copyright.PENANABfFCrE5vXs
57Please respect copyright.PENANAQX7xMQYlUL
57Please respect copyright.PENANAgtAmdlvnkN
57Please respect copyright.PENANAekkmHKazko
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崩垮的冰川。57Please respect copyright.PENANAswUFtbbhjr
人聲嘈雜。57Please respect copyright.PENANArY2ROObUnj
57Please respect copyright.PENANABwn0fGEWOt
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。57Please respect copyright.PENANALSoBKNnNDx
57Please respect copyright.PENANAARk3GeCbYu
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。57Please respect copyright.PENANAVYyuOdw18Y
力竭的呼喊。57Please respect copyright.PENANAZnxvmQBtD7
57Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ26WWBAJn
『學長──』57Please respect copyright.PENANAGrWzjXCW4K
57Please respect copyright.PENANALtUnKo01yK
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。57Please respect copyright.PENANAdEcGjPnp5O
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。57Please respect copyright.PENANAELp1LzbFk0
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。57Please respect copyright.PENANAjrCQTN3b2x
57Please respect copyright.PENANAvNhIAiYoRC
禇,別哭。57Please respect copyright.PENANAXfFvgeypnO
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。57Please respect copyright.PENANAC62e8nrhnh
57Please respect copyright.PENANAgR3Z2rjPZk
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmpqxECxBPm
57Please respect copyright.PENANALp8htMCzrO
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。57Please respect copyright.PENANA53CgrcvCQJ
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANAzc0V3BNX3b
57Please respect copyright.PENANAiCUYSgogVA
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。57Please respect copyright.PENANAP3eNuZI3qU
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJwm3BGI3Lp
57Please respect copyright.PENANAddSk77s6CX
57Please respect copyright.PENANAduiSOYbHOE
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。57Please respect copyright.PENANAfnKX2rEoPv
57Please respect copyright.PENANA3kLfAYFllJ
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。57Please respect copyright.PENANAnB5Gb2ZstL
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。57Please respect copyright.PENANAgEckf5FGpF
57Please respect copyright.PENANAwEXpiZeBg1
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──57Please respect copyright.PENANAY8caqCEBSy
57Please respect copyright.PENANAPYogq55kxC
告訴他──57Please respect copyright.PENANAQgg552sL1h
57Please respect copyright.PENANAqbUnboZDPw
褚──57Please respect copyright.PENANAkbQJxm3WPV
57Please respect copyright.PENANAz6AqktwUb0
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJSDPqjZkmn
57Please respect copyright.PENANAqg7MWhS10B
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。57Please respect copyright.PENANAocqJfsxvJ6
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。57Please respect copyright.PENANASVhAFwpb0D
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。57Please respect copyright.PENANArdewkskJhV
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANAT5bwWTNM5D
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。57Please respect copyright.PENANAMZRuua5zEU
「啊……學長,你醒了?」57Please respect copyright.PENANApKUWrexzpc
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQYitWAs5yH
「咦……啊!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAVVGgJMtPaP
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。57Please respect copyright.PENANAtWlBOLXEJU
「學、學長……?」57Please respect copyright.PENANANtEnY3rI76
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。57Please respect copyright.PENANABPgalyhrla
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQwa5VyIURU
「學學學學長!?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAA3YGAHJyrX
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAbghEUaTLyX
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJOJTY3IE6Z
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。57Please respect copyright.PENANABFFTslMF2V
57Please respect copyright.PENANA7U1uWDTfWi
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhegFEsqsYJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAnX8JdV2Par
幸好,你回來了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAwSv0MFS4MY
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。57Please respect copyright.PENANAc1PfHW88g1
57Please respect copyright.PENANAZYH57NcOxn
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。57Please respect copyright.PENANAOCyVMNHlbe
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。57Please respect copyright.PENANAddCQNHclB0
「咦咦咦?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAyKE2ilftzt
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANA7VPlQaAlXa
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。57Please respect copyright.PENANARV7IMOCT37
57Please respect copyright.PENANAcx6CKwuZip
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──57Please respect copyright.PENANAPzCmsdN0TO
57Please respect copyright.PENANAchakeQKECV
「我愛你。」57Please respect copyright.PENANALV1eS0E5NB
57Please respect copyright.PENANAj0HSfGkK3B
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。57Please respect copyright.PENANAMTtbJ6yJOu
57Please respect copyright.PENANAd1Y5ryYE8u
57Please respect copyright.PENANA17pNlmDkQF
57Please respect copyright.PENANA9huShL9BJA
57Please respect copyright.PENANAzvfY1nQ72a
57Please respect copyright.PENANAO6QWhSRIKT
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJhqQajyFLj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAMZTtfyy81G
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。57Please respect copyright.PENANAfR4BfUck6m
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4C4oiP0A0f
57Please respect copyright.PENANAZL7VoFSGZE
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。57Please respect copyright.PENANAFH3JtkQnfP
57Please respect copyright.PENANAyzndLWapsc
57Please respect copyright.PENANACFpdbFsadr
57Please respect copyright.PENANAKrU2oCPEnE
幸好,他早就已經知道了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAwcAWGHOAev
57Please respect copyright.PENANAb51nvqhzEq
57Please respect copyright.PENANATett9bnDn9
57Please respect copyright.PENANAh01CrlLum9
57Please respect copyright.PENANAeilzsZQqRh
57Please respect copyright.PENANAiBHxpL4WeY
57Please respect copyright.PENANAK5TW9KldUI
57Please respect copyright.PENANAb08VVeq21O
57Please respect copyright.PENANAw0J9DyQF8W
57Please respect copyright.PENANABfFCrE5vXs
57Please respect copyright.PENANAQX7xMQYlUL
57Please respect copyright.PENANAgtAmdlvnkN
57Please respect copyright.PENANAekkmHKazko
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57Please respect copyright.PENANAV8UTX02rua
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
其實這篇只是很想寫寫學長當時的心境,所以也是很一般的題材。57Please respect copyright.PENANAH0cmm2jdIq
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
這篇的標題真的超難決定的,藍當時真的想超久的,後來還是決定就用最簡單的管他高不高級了OILLLL
幸好著當時的遺憾被彌補了,幸好著後悔的已了結了57Please respect copyright.PENANAYdL8C6r1lx
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了57Please respect copyright.PENANApq5CZuKL0a
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了57Please respect copyright.PENANApq5CZuKL0a
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
57Please respect copyright.PENANAViHc5dMNb4
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
以上,感謝鍵閱唷OWO//57Please respect copyright.PENANAtO3aryxN90
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