58Please respect copyright.PENANAJNJJMI4sW7
崩垮的冰川。58Please respect copyright.PENANABIPPeCkBz2
人聲嘈雜。58Please respect copyright.PENANAaXuy32W52B
58Please respect copyright.PENANAoN5SB8A9qh
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2nFGzPlx5X
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOatEqgNBFm
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。58Please respect copyright.PENANAKMOR6OA89S
力竭的呼喊。58Please respect copyright.PENANATCrnPam9xD
58Please respect copyright.PENANAithXhnQsWW
『學長──』58Please respect copyright.PENANAwXaudAKnlY
58Please respect copyright.PENANArq4lv608Oo
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQtasb8OrAB
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGPLPMfiyto
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。58Please respect copyright.PENANAcaaLHq1C4p
58Please respect copyright.PENANAtGrlrgZt4F
禇,別哭。58Please respect copyright.PENANAH2m6N0ztyo
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGHoCJVuPj5
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnXuDZlT2jB
58Please respect copyright.PENANAxRbvxYdb60
58Please respect copyright.PENANAxIKXbxlP8E
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。58Please respect copyright.PENANAI2zU0qfcZD
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?58Please respect copyright.PENANASeInEAVP85
58Please respect copyright.PENANAeE1ImhJqPr
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHbkz9pzUkB
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7nULKm2WaJ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAe230jDcPDr
58Please respect copyright.PENANAfD5sWo3d68
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。58Please respect copyright.PENANAdhzk4Jo2OM
58Please respect copyright.PENANA6gULczC1zo
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。58Please respect copyright.PENANARJLbjR2v9b
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。58Please respect copyright.PENANANhH91KAlAk
58Please respect copyright.PENANAG8P8T1f0wt
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──58Please respect copyright.PENANAwh7ymbxiPN
58Please respect copyright.PENANAmVZnHl1cQI
告訴他──58Please respect copyright.PENANAJPQF1OypTf
58Please respect copyright.PENANArwV2kNP1rp
褚──58Please respect copyright.PENANAvXWNcNNeeq
58Please respect copyright.PENANAz5yyuxeXZR
58Please respect copyright.PENANALOBv5DyG67
58Please respect copyright.PENANAMHt1ins0b2
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。58Please respect copyright.PENANAzi02Zrncij
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。58Please respect copyright.PENANA95uifl6vz6
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。58Please respect copyright.PENANAr6XvkJ2cNg
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?58Please respect copyright.PENANALiwOokKDnc
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。58Please respect copyright.PENANA8Jfarevyh8
「啊……學長,你醒了?」58Please respect copyright.PENANA2gxkrGmgeh
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。58Please respect copyright.PENANAd57BGwKdUi
「咦……啊!」58Please respect copyright.PENANA5wohefrlbS
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。58Please respect copyright.PENANA06x55XZ3QK
「學、學長……?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAj61sWVBzaE
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。58Please respect copyright.PENANA9PcM9g1O4D
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。58Please respect copyright.PENANAVeRo4XWMv0
「學學學學長!?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAicl9FhG0uN
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 58Please respect copyright.PENANAJnjkujVTGq
58Please respect copyright.PENANA3SIVpDqxRb
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。58Please respect copyright.PENANA4YNiS6EcyK
58Please respect copyright.PENANAFYneJpDF9n
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。58Please respect copyright.PENANAK9wjBCClGc
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdPQAkFJdBF
幸好,你回來了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAVRgocWpLkm
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。58Please respect copyright.PENANAKJozEByY66
58Please respect copyright.PENANAYVUwwXEVhl
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。58Please respect copyright.PENANAMBDtAHWI5B
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。58Please respect copyright.PENANAr9nzjOXNC8
「咦咦咦?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAtgi6yGOSdQ
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?58Please respect copyright.PENANA8dZOjQSQoT
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。58Please respect copyright.PENANAEnkM1oqRhG
58Please respect copyright.PENANACPWIR8oHGL
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──58Please respect copyright.PENANAbxuTYgHdlh
58Please respect copyright.PENANAJnQ4L3I2d0
「我愛你。」58Please respect copyright.PENANA4YwOC7x4ON
58Please respect copyright.PENANAY1xCLGGOy0
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。58Please respect copyright.PENANA9pAIRshXAj
58Please respect copyright.PENANAekQIEenIfz
58Please respect copyright.PENANAeZmTqgshkS
58Please respect copyright.PENANAkx5jx7r58p
58Please respect copyright.PENANApOdWOzbxsb
58Please respect copyright.PENANAZpw64csRpC
58Please respect copyright.PENANAv75RFSUNhE
58Please respect copyright.PENANA42wdiSKfK3
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2fSOY7sLYR
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。58Please respect copyright.PENANApDlqy3jLFO
58Please respect copyright.PENANAA3uTtb9WBt
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。58Please respect copyright.PENANA1vxmVwN7AM
58Please respect copyright.PENANACN55zAGtUY
58Please respect copyright.PENANATqLIX0ISOp
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOcF8yNVtkm
幸好,他早就已經知道了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAO0PAcTNPpR
58Please respect copyright.PENANAvp8KugmbGS
58Please respect copyright.PENANArEbWEiagqq
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHIzDRFA1RQ
58Please respect copyright.PENANA4YZmnZ7OCW
58Please respect copyright.PENANAaz18duP7oi
58Please respect copyright.PENANAqOhbjsq1vs
58Please respect copyright.PENANAb3FWC57ES9
58Please respect copyright.PENANAwnhC75tDbS
58Please respect copyright.PENANAexe0ZNO4sO
58Please respect copyright.PENANA4IIjsEgrn8
58Please respect copyright.PENANAIekmX6Gtui
58Please respect copyright.PENANA1WnnHwGq6v
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崩垮的冰川。58Please respect copyright.PENANABIPPeCkBz2
人聲嘈雜。58Please respect copyright.PENANAaXuy32W52B
58Please respect copyright.PENANAoN5SB8A9qh
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2nFGzPlx5X
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOatEqgNBFm
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。58Please respect copyright.PENANAKMOR6OA89S
力竭的呼喊。58Please respect copyright.PENANATCrnPam9xD
58Please respect copyright.PENANAithXhnQsWW
『學長──』58Please respect copyright.PENANAwXaudAKnlY
58Please respect copyright.PENANArq4lv608Oo
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQtasb8OrAB
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGPLPMfiyto
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。58Please respect copyright.PENANAcaaLHq1C4p
58Please respect copyright.PENANAtGrlrgZt4F
禇,別哭。58Please respect copyright.PENANAH2m6N0ztyo
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGHoCJVuPj5
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnXuDZlT2jB
58Please respect copyright.PENANAxRbvxYdb60
58Please respect copyright.PENANAxIKXbxlP8E
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。58Please respect copyright.PENANAI2zU0qfcZD
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?58Please respect copyright.PENANASeInEAVP85
58Please respect copyright.PENANAeE1ImhJqPr
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHbkz9pzUkB
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7nULKm2WaJ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAe230jDcPDr
58Please respect copyright.PENANAfD5sWo3d68
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。58Please respect copyright.PENANAdhzk4Jo2OM
58Please respect copyright.PENANA6gULczC1zo
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。58Please respect copyright.PENANARJLbjR2v9b
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。58Please respect copyright.PENANANhH91KAlAk
58Please respect copyright.PENANAG8P8T1f0wt
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──58Please respect copyright.PENANAwh7ymbxiPN
58Please respect copyright.PENANAmVZnHl1cQI
告訴他──58Please respect copyright.PENANAJPQF1OypTf
58Please respect copyright.PENANArwV2kNP1rp
褚──58Please respect copyright.PENANAvXWNcNNeeq
58Please respect copyright.PENANAz5yyuxeXZR
58Please respect copyright.PENANALOBv5DyG67
58Please respect copyright.PENANAMHt1ins0b2
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。58Please respect copyright.PENANAzi02Zrncij
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。58Please respect copyright.PENANA95uifl6vz6
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。58Please respect copyright.PENANAr6XvkJ2cNg
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?58Please respect copyright.PENANALiwOokKDnc
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。58Please respect copyright.PENANA8Jfarevyh8
「啊……學長,你醒了?」58Please respect copyright.PENANA2gxkrGmgeh
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。58Please respect copyright.PENANAd57BGwKdUi
「咦……啊!」58Please respect copyright.PENANA5wohefrlbS
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。58Please respect copyright.PENANA06x55XZ3QK
「學、學長……?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAj61sWVBzaE
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。58Please respect copyright.PENANA9PcM9g1O4D
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。58Please respect copyright.PENANAVeRo4XWMv0
「學學學學長!?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAicl9FhG0uN
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 58Please respect copyright.PENANAJnjkujVTGq
58Please respect copyright.PENANA3SIVpDqxRb
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。58Please respect copyright.PENANA4YNiS6EcyK
58Please respect copyright.PENANAFYneJpDF9n
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。58Please respect copyright.PENANAK9wjBCClGc
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdPQAkFJdBF
幸好,你回來了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAVRgocWpLkm
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。58Please respect copyright.PENANAKJozEByY66
58Please respect copyright.PENANAYVUwwXEVhl
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。58Please respect copyright.PENANAMBDtAHWI5B
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。58Please respect copyright.PENANAr9nzjOXNC8
「咦咦咦?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAtgi6yGOSdQ
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?58Please respect copyright.PENANA8dZOjQSQoT
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。58Please respect copyright.PENANAEnkM1oqRhG
58Please respect copyright.PENANACPWIR8oHGL
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──58Please respect copyright.PENANAbxuTYgHdlh
58Please respect copyright.PENANAJnQ4L3I2d0
「我愛你。」58Please respect copyright.PENANA4YwOC7x4ON
58Please respect copyright.PENANAY1xCLGGOy0
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。58Please respect copyright.PENANA9pAIRshXAj
58Please respect copyright.PENANAekQIEenIfz
58Please respect copyright.PENANAeZmTqgshkS
58Please respect copyright.PENANAkx5jx7r58p
58Please respect copyright.PENANApOdWOzbxsb
58Please respect copyright.PENANAZpw64csRpC
58Please respect copyright.PENANAv75RFSUNhE
58Please respect copyright.PENANA42wdiSKfK3
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2fSOY7sLYR
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。58Please respect copyright.PENANApDlqy3jLFO
58Please respect copyright.PENANAA3uTtb9WBt
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。58Please respect copyright.PENANA1vxmVwN7AM
58Please respect copyright.PENANACN55zAGtUY
58Please respect copyright.PENANATqLIX0ISOp
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOcF8yNVtkm
幸好,他早就已經知道了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAO0PAcTNPpR
58Please respect copyright.PENANAvp8KugmbGS
58Please respect copyright.PENANArEbWEiagqq
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHIzDRFA1RQ
58Please respect copyright.PENANA4YZmnZ7OCW
58Please respect copyright.PENANAaz18duP7oi
58Please respect copyright.PENANAqOhbjsq1vs
58Please respect copyright.PENANAb3FWC57ES9
58Please respect copyright.PENANAwnhC75tDbS
58Please respect copyright.PENANAexe0ZNO4sO
58Please respect copyright.PENANA4IIjsEgrn8
58Please respect copyright.PENANAIekmX6Gtui
58Please respect copyright.PENANA1WnnHwGq6v
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAmS85vec7Ha
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
其實這篇只是很想寫寫學長當時的心境,所以也是很一般的題材。58Please respect copyright.PENANAUegAdGOfQL
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
這篇的標題真的超難決定的,藍當時真的想超久的,後來還是決定就用最簡單的管他高不高級了OILLLL
幸好著當時的遺憾被彌補了,幸好著後悔的已了結了58Please respect copyright.PENANAwcDlhhLhkf
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了58Please respect copyright.PENANAzqxwiZJVy7
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了58Please respect copyright.PENANAzqxwiZJVy7
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
58Please respect copyright.PENANAeecqNSn45d
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
以上,感謝鍵閱唷OWO//58Please respect copyright.PENANAYejERZimmB
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