60Please respect copyright.PENANAM4vAu6y9gP
崩垮的冰川。60Please respect copyright.PENANAw8HRdzXDWm
人聲嘈雜。60Please respect copyright.PENANA2GTX0nqml0
60Please respect copyright.PENANAHQoUOAXtB3
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。60Please respect copyright.PENANA6r2JQjdHCG
60Please respect copyright.PENANA2OePD0fzZn
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。60Please respect copyright.PENANAdwkVIGqD7X
力竭的呼喊。60Please respect copyright.PENANA007a1UuJeo
60Please respect copyright.PENANAkZxJzYjWLp
『學長──』60Please respect copyright.PENANAZLH1AHSmxI
60Please respect copyright.PENANATqr1UvFaqV
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。60Please respect copyright.PENANA10K1NoBBfu
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。60Please respect copyright.PENANAioaJ6J6naF
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。60Please respect copyright.PENANAVjIbbqMpCD
60Please respect copyright.PENANAJvQsMGehSC
禇,別哭。60Please respect copyright.PENANADbEapHEJHs
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。60Please respect copyright.PENANAMYD6NYJwBX
60Please respect copyright.PENANALLbmFWqqWg
60Please respect copyright.PENANA6tWZXP3U24
60Please respect copyright.PENANAXS6fjlTw48
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。60Please respect copyright.PENANAJFcTOwdr7c
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?60Please respect copyright.PENANA1pijaY80ag
60Please respect copyright.PENANApCwniwbZDc
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。60Please respect copyright.PENANAzdar3BQXYy
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。60Please respect copyright.PENANA3mO9eDhThZ
60Please respect copyright.PENANAa2JFXbu7vC
60Please respect copyright.PENANAXGQk9uDwqP
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。60Please respect copyright.PENANAesspZIifNu
60Please respect copyright.PENANALStCGuwEFu
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。60Please respect copyright.PENANAAe0ObhokoF
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。60Please respect copyright.PENANAqMuCPZvRWg
60Please respect copyright.PENANAoVsi4naUM3
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──60Please respect copyright.PENANApVOC7Vus1W
60Please respect copyright.PENANATlTcZZo7xR
告訴他──60Please respect copyright.PENANAKONPt2wxG6
60Please respect copyright.PENANAiYw8qO9bEv
褚──60Please respect copyright.PENANAl78BKjEC4l
60Please respect copyright.PENANA2vC2HE4P7o
60Please respect copyright.PENANAHKRasMLTAD
60Please respect copyright.PENANAPJ7GUPtrvL
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。60Please respect copyright.PENANAArc8IpTVOR
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。60Please respect copyright.PENANAzocFZhkHSK
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。60Please respect copyright.PENANAcGcqWMvVXS
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?60Please respect copyright.PENANASITuEnfJQU
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。60Please respect copyright.PENANAIoqlAxqIQ1
「啊……學長,你醒了?」60Please respect copyright.PENANAnzbLDt76PQ
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。60Please respect copyright.PENANArykwTeyIbC
「咦……啊!」60Please respect copyright.PENANAUcGkQM7mXi
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。60Please respect copyright.PENANATC29ljhK3v
「學、學長……?」60Please respect copyright.PENANA931cH8yg7J
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。60Please respect copyright.PENANA9e41HOAdjn
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。60Please respect copyright.PENANAbERKnkKYm5
「學學學學長!?」60Please respect copyright.PENANA12gjtWIzu9
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 60Please respect copyright.PENANABd2VVGogTW
60Please respect copyright.PENANACPAoMnPOYr
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。60Please respect copyright.PENANA9298XRbiAx
60Please respect copyright.PENANAPDyRR385v7
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。60Please respect copyright.PENANAxX7Xv7t0ot
60Please respect copyright.PENANAYAOO8QA7qs
幸好,你回來了。60Please respect copyright.PENANArGAWYNp1bK
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。60Please respect copyright.PENANAjpN1XeWWjR
60Please respect copyright.PENANAzVzNBtuInJ
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。60Please respect copyright.PENANABOwW8sUsca
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。60Please respect copyright.PENANAoHpU3mj7fu
「咦咦咦?」60Please respect copyright.PENANAvf1Ud0W8MF
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?60Please respect copyright.PENANAOdybrgVQba
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。60Please respect copyright.PENANAfL3TCDnwnT
60Please respect copyright.PENANAmvN6rbwVZT
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──60Please respect copyright.PENANAZJaLx5agIW
60Please respect copyright.PENANA1NYKoxh8oY
「我愛你。」60Please respect copyright.PENANAIRrJ6sza8p
60Please respect copyright.PENANAlH92VxiI5C
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。60Please respect copyright.PENANAFxm0CCXfny
60Please respect copyright.PENANAOgOHamqTvs
60Please respect copyright.PENANA42N9zmXhZX
60Please respect copyright.PENANAQzpDoqwqyo
60Please respect copyright.PENANAOv7VRiSctC
60Please respect copyright.PENANAC9sIpYtTSV
60Please respect copyright.PENANAGLWmoSNWtn
60Please respect copyright.PENANADZvr9j03eq
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。60Please respect copyright.PENANAe7AW3cT4bU
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。60Please respect copyright.PENANAxV2ZMg0Do1
60Please respect copyright.PENANAmRGDHfTkNz
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。60Please respect copyright.PENANAzOUU9E98bG
60Please respect copyright.PENANAFGf5JnweeG
60Please respect copyright.PENANAA3M7gahEAF
60Please respect copyright.PENANA6L1bDoCSlU
幸好,他早就已經知道了。60Please respect copyright.PENANAZj6RzsU9rh
60Please respect copyright.PENANAn504Wb6z5j
60Please respect copyright.PENANADDq1P2krOt
60Please respect copyright.PENANAIG7pyUoF8P
60Please respect copyright.PENANAa6hx64mIFH
60Please respect copyright.PENANAaBkeOYVEvS
60Please respect copyright.PENANAtD0hZkLFKp
60Please respect copyright.PENANAi4Kvg3rJuh
60Please respect copyright.PENANAlaA0z5xNmr
60Please respect copyright.PENANA2V5Svqnti4
60Please respect copyright.PENANAw6dwZV5AJF
60Please respect copyright.PENANAI0lLomMEQP
60Please respect copyright.PENANApgAKUcnP44
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崩垮的冰川。60Please respect copyright.PENANAw8HRdzXDWm
人聲嘈雜。60Please respect copyright.PENANA2GTX0nqml0
60Please respect copyright.PENANAHQoUOAXtB3
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。60Please respect copyright.PENANA6r2JQjdHCG
60Please respect copyright.PENANA2OePD0fzZn
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。60Please respect copyright.PENANAdwkVIGqD7X
力竭的呼喊。60Please respect copyright.PENANA007a1UuJeo
60Please respect copyright.PENANAkZxJzYjWLp
『學長──』60Please respect copyright.PENANAZLH1AHSmxI
60Please respect copyright.PENANATqr1UvFaqV
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。60Please respect copyright.PENANA10K1NoBBfu
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。60Please respect copyright.PENANAioaJ6J6naF
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。60Please respect copyright.PENANAVjIbbqMpCD
60Please respect copyright.PENANAJvQsMGehSC
禇,別哭。60Please respect copyright.PENANADbEapHEJHs
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。60Please respect copyright.PENANAMYD6NYJwBX
60Please respect copyright.PENANALLbmFWqqWg
60Please respect copyright.PENANA6tWZXP3U24
60Please respect copyright.PENANAXS6fjlTw48
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。60Please respect copyright.PENANAJFcTOwdr7c
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?60Please respect copyright.PENANA1pijaY80ag
60Please respect copyright.PENANApCwniwbZDc
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。60Please respect copyright.PENANAzdar3BQXYy
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。60Please respect copyright.PENANA3mO9eDhThZ
60Please respect copyright.PENANAa2JFXbu7vC
60Please respect copyright.PENANAXGQk9uDwqP
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。60Please respect copyright.PENANAesspZIifNu
60Please respect copyright.PENANALStCGuwEFu
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。60Please respect copyright.PENANAAe0ObhokoF
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。60Please respect copyright.PENANAqMuCPZvRWg
60Please respect copyright.PENANAoVsi4naUM3
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──60Please respect copyright.PENANApVOC7Vus1W
60Please respect copyright.PENANATlTcZZo7xR
告訴他──60Please respect copyright.PENANAKONPt2wxG6
60Please respect copyright.PENANAiYw8qO9bEv
褚──60Please respect copyright.PENANAl78BKjEC4l
60Please respect copyright.PENANA2vC2HE4P7o
60Please respect copyright.PENANAHKRasMLTAD
60Please respect copyright.PENANAPJ7GUPtrvL
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。60Please respect copyright.PENANAArc8IpTVOR
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。60Please respect copyright.PENANAzocFZhkHSK
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。60Please respect copyright.PENANAcGcqWMvVXS
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?60Please respect copyright.PENANASITuEnfJQU
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。60Please respect copyright.PENANAIoqlAxqIQ1
「啊……學長,你醒了?」60Please respect copyright.PENANAnzbLDt76PQ
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。60Please respect copyright.PENANArykwTeyIbC
「咦……啊!」60Please respect copyright.PENANAUcGkQM7mXi
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。60Please respect copyright.PENANATC29ljhK3v
「學、學長……?」60Please respect copyright.PENANA931cH8yg7J
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。60Please respect copyright.PENANA9e41HOAdjn
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。60Please respect copyright.PENANAbERKnkKYm5
「學學學學長!?」60Please respect copyright.PENANA12gjtWIzu9
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 60Please respect copyright.PENANABd2VVGogTW
60Please respect copyright.PENANACPAoMnPOYr
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。60Please respect copyright.PENANA9298XRbiAx
60Please respect copyright.PENANAPDyRR385v7
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。60Please respect copyright.PENANAxX7Xv7t0ot
60Please respect copyright.PENANAYAOO8QA7qs
幸好,你回來了。60Please respect copyright.PENANArGAWYNp1bK
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。60Please respect copyright.PENANAjpN1XeWWjR
60Please respect copyright.PENANAzVzNBtuInJ
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。60Please respect copyright.PENANABOwW8sUsca
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。60Please respect copyright.PENANAoHpU3mj7fu
「咦咦咦?」60Please respect copyright.PENANAvf1Ud0W8MF
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?60Please respect copyright.PENANAOdybrgVQba
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。60Please respect copyright.PENANAfL3TCDnwnT
60Please respect copyright.PENANAmvN6rbwVZT
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──60Please respect copyright.PENANAZJaLx5agIW
60Please respect copyright.PENANA1NYKoxh8oY
「我愛你。」60Please respect copyright.PENANAIRrJ6sza8p
60Please respect copyright.PENANAlH92VxiI5C
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。60Please respect copyright.PENANAFxm0CCXfny
60Please respect copyright.PENANAOgOHamqTvs
60Please respect copyright.PENANA42N9zmXhZX
60Please respect copyright.PENANAQzpDoqwqyo
60Please respect copyright.PENANAOv7VRiSctC
60Please respect copyright.PENANAC9sIpYtTSV
60Please respect copyright.PENANAGLWmoSNWtn
60Please respect copyright.PENANADZvr9j03eq
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。60Please respect copyright.PENANAe7AW3cT4bU
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。60Please respect copyright.PENANAxV2ZMg0Do1
60Please respect copyright.PENANAmRGDHfTkNz
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。60Please respect copyright.PENANAzOUU9E98bG
60Please respect copyright.PENANAFGf5JnweeG
60Please respect copyright.PENANAA3M7gahEAF
60Please respect copyright.PENANA6L1bDoCSlU
幸好,他早就已經知道了。60Please respect copyright.PENANAZj6RzsU9rh
60Please respect copyright.PENANAn504Wb6z5j
60Please respect copyright.PENANADDq1P2krOt
60Please respect copyright.PENANAIG7pyUoF8P
60Please respect copyright.PENANAa6hx64mIFH
60Please respect copyright.PENANAaBkeOYVEvS
60Please respect copyright.PENANAtD0hZkLFKp
60Please respect copyright.PENANAi4Kvg3rJuh
60Please respect copyright.PENANAlaA0z5xNmr
60Please respect copyright.PENANA2V5Svqnti4
60Please respect copyright.PENANAw6dwZV5AJF
60Please respect copyright.PENANAI0lLomMEQP
60Please respect copyright.PENANApgAKUcnP44
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夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
其實這篇只是很想寫寫學長當時的心境,所以也是很一般的題材。60Please respect copyright.PENANAT8vq5M6T9u
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
這篇的標題真的超難決定的,藍當時真的想超久的,後來還是決定就用最簡單的管他高不高級了OILLLL
幸好著當時的遺憾被彌補了,幸好著後悔的已了結了60Please respect copyright.PENANAAXwXAkb1ik
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了60Please respect copyright.PENANAaM8v2pHnqa
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了60Please respect copyright.PENANAaM8v2pHnqa
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
60Please respect copyright.PENANAzWDBecvuy7
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
以上,感謝鍵閱唷OWO//60Please respect copyright.PENANANhmrzwNknd
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