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‧學長視角 (PS.標楷體不是喔)11Please respect copyright.PENANA9KWeRyDQ1Z
‧採用漫漫時流的設定,但可單看。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdssry4Lnxj
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世界不存在完美,不管是物非物什麼種族什麼靈魂。11Please respect copyright.PENANADtEqURVCdU
生命卻是在明知如此的情況下持續追求,擅自將憧憬的誰神格化,然後擅自失望、擅自萌生出怨氣然後遠去。11Please respect copyright.PENANAUeIJKeM1Yu
就這麼恨上了,還是依然心念不存在的完美。11Please respect copyright.PENANA2VPccbo9fo
忘了最初駐足的理由,忘了一開始追逐的目光,有些美好還是存在,可都被湮沒在後來滋長的黑色意念,抹煞過去甚至如今不變的好。11Please respect copyright.PENANAaIOzwYFrab
曾經相諾的情感大概就是如此脆弱。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfMACyX8NW6
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風中的聲音、大氣裡的細語,擦肩而過的眼神交會……透露出許多信息。11Please respect copyright.PENANAXyRdVsMas3
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聽說他是別人眼中的完美存在。11Please respect copyright.PENANAP5TjT4NPzV
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錯身傾慕和羞澀的笑意、節日裡蜂擁的關注、熱烈的追求、妒忌的眼神、擅自做為假想敵、不經同意的寄予厚望……11Please respect copyright.PENANA6fbF0fSAjg
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在所有人心底,他是如何?11Please respect copyright.PENANAwuXkiikrWC
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你,所崇拜/敵視的是什麼?11Please respect copyright.PENANAPgWauPnpkN
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不是他,不是真正的他,那只是一個被片段印象與交頭接耳拼湊出來的訊息。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwbRXJChbxK
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那個一切毫無瑕疵的人,僅僅止於想像。11Please respect copyright.PENANAlSA3nOYsnt
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──那,不是他。11Please respect copyright.PENANA55QZGTdH1A
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只是這些讓冰炎更便於存活在千年後的世界,沉默著的冷淡給予無限臆想,偶爾展現一點能力就可以被吹捧,年輕的黑袍史無前例,刻意的距離隔閡當作是了彬彬有禮。11Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3E1WH6rCr
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混血容貌繼承精靈的精緻,由獸王族的血液修飾出銳利的感官。11Please respect copyright.PENANAxHgPRa1aXd
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失傳的技法罕有而珍貴?明明千年前理所當然的事物,在這裡被使用後就算是了神祕而稀缺。11Please respect copyright.PENANAFEbFEq7hhL
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冰牙精靈不只有他,混血王族他也非特例,混入人群出現的時候卻被注目。11Please respect copyright.PENANAorERRycBbS
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那些看著他的人看見了的是什麼?11Please respect copyright.PENANAFmXSz7Q3YC
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……冷冷勾起唇角,或許只是自己不經意透出的輕蔑。11Please respect copyright.PENANA5I4USifZnD
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和厭煩。11Please respect copyright.PENANA9YtIf7KeQ5
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繼續維持一貫自主,放任那些話語在大氣裡傳遞。11Please respect copyright.PENANA2wqW4xU95W
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就他而言,好的想像不過是給予之後的失望更多藉口,但不會與這些人深交所以大概也不會發生這樣的事,也不可能在乎那些一相情願的善意、敵意,幻滅。11Please respect copyright.PENANAlyxbvTd0Le
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就只是依舊。11Please respect copyright.PENANAG2NAoJOYet
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但不知不覺也維持起了表面,即使也沒有刻意為之,但他的態度,似乎讓那些想像變得真實。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6GorRnNtas
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冰炎是不留心的。11Please respect copyright.PENANAxFHyVZaHMX
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早就習慣了的目光,與空氣無異。11Please respect copyright.PENANAaYI0xZmJ12
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一直到與那人相遇之後深思。11Please respect copyright.PENANACeIIXYisZk
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開始在乎起一個人的時候,留下他?還是?11Please respect copyright.PENANAhWNLbqKf8k
如果要得到,就得要像野性世界中飛禽走獸那樣展示自己,務必盡善盡美塑造一個能夠吸引住對方的模樣。11Please respect copyright.PENANALRQASEnLZO
這是一個注重表象的世界,必須要掩飾那份不完美。11Please respect copyright.PENANAusIaNABQ1d
但明明缺失就是存在的。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6kTKjqoIx6
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那一年冰炎再一次遇見了褚。11Please respect copyright.PENANADLThDerO4W
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也許是能聽見對方心理的聲音,自己也忘記了要留一點距離。11Please respect copyright.PENANArS8JRWrpsO
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絕對直來直往敲打碰撞、不假辭色又罵又踹,幾次嚇那個腦袋都不知道裝什麼去了的笨蛋,看那個明明不會發生卻想得煞有其事嚇自己的傢伙,冰炎就順便恐嚇幾下。11Please respect copyright.PENANAvPn1AZOpL6
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有一天回神過來才發現其實挺熱衷於觀察那傢伙的反應。11Please respect copyright.PENANA8YW3LIGRhc
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然後經常抓包某人一邊腦殘一邊偷罵他,腦殘完被巴被踹之後才驚恐想起正在被監聽,可是永遠記不住教訓。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwoIEdDyucv
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有時後則是比較不同的狀況,是可能米可蕥在跟褚竊竊私語時。11Please respect copyright.PENANAg0kEDkimdb
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並非不知道鳳凰族抱持怎樣的心情,雖然該也是不夠了解他所造成的片面傾慕,跟多數人一樣,只態度還算一般所以不會刻意避開,就也不會給予任何希望而已。11Please respect copyright.PENANA0oS2XnbVIb
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那個鳳凰族很聰明,一直安全的距離外看著。11Please respect copyright.PENANAm3t6dy3ovG
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不過之後和褚相熟之後,偶爾會希望藉著那個笨蛋轉交些什麼,這時後他會從褚的腦子裡聽見正在發生的事情經過,以及……一些看法。11Please respect copyright.PENANAXV1X0uBtsI
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通常是腹誹和尷尬。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfPaffnAYHP
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褚很明顯知道他不如那些人所想的完美,建立起來的傳言大概只是因為他的冷淡和外貌,或許比同齡人強得多,可是絕對有更多人在之上。11Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ps7kiW8G4
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個性更不可能都向是外人所見的有禮。11Please respect copyright.PENANA44GgoUBFCU
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所以聽見拜託那傢伙會在腦中繼續轉,想起來這些「私下交易」其實都正在被實況時,偷瞄他的表情。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYEKujL04Ej
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冰炎通常會回以冷笑,叫褚不要腦殘。11Please respect copyright.PENANATyHtTxXdMI
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或是當作不曉得還是冷哼一聲離開。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwZGdbAMKiR
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只是後來,他竟有點失望。11Please respect copyright.PENANAQcZuU4C0L0
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看到陸續被轉交到自己手上東西,冰炎竟然慢慢察覺到不一樣的思緒蘊釀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAenQyeA9ckH
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就只有尷尬和腦海裡悄悄反駁他不是那麼好?11Please respect copyright.PENANA1TFK43eU4v
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沒有其他想法?11Please respect copyright.PENANAnVkutIhkdD
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這些思緒開始在心底擴大擴大──11Please respect copyright.PENANA0dYtNJlhqG
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當褚開始被更多人接受之後,這樣轉交物品的情況有增長的趨勢,他沒有去多管,那些東西也是私下處理掉,是因為想在褚轉交給他的時候聽一點那傢伙的心聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAPCyuLjzMLc
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真的沒有聽到其他想法。11Please respect copyright.PENANAAsnVlWP8qu
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後來冰炎才出手讓這樣的情況到此為止。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfk29krMsYJ
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接著在偶然的時候聽到褚除了鬆了一口氣之外,還想著『奇怪學長行情下跌了?』之類的腦殘,不意外被他狠巴一頓。11Please respect copyright.PENANAxowfxM33VU
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他,跟那個遲鈍的笨蛋不同,光是這樣在意,從見面那一刻起時時留心,半掩飾著也要為這傢伙鋪路。11Please respect copyright.PENANAUtrWkp9iyL
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到之後即使犧牲自己也要救走那個人──11Please respect copyright.PENANADa6QydNe72
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知道絕對不是抱持著什麼單純不過的情感。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwhUmZ87TUP
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所以後來……他在思考著。11Please respect copyright.PENANACrBC3xi2E1
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思考著另一個可能性。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6WkJNT4hHc
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如果他讓自己在這個人面前表現出外人所想著的樣子,這樣一直以來吸引了眾多人目光的形象。11Please respect copyright.PENANAgY1EVdv46K
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會不會這個冰炎開始在意的褚,也會跟其他人一樣用那樣子的目光去看他?11Please respect copyright.PENANARTdw3JMn24
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不過從來沒有後悔過一開始就這樣毫不掩飾自己的缺點。11Please respect copyright.PENANAHPzLnT29vr
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沒有那麼強大、個性更沒有那麼完美。11Please respect copyright.PENANALMS2KBuCl9
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冷淡只是建立在所對人事物的無謂。11Please respect copyright.PENANAAqclqHBXaK
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就是暴躁,不愛惜自己,冷笑是面無表情之外較常的樣子,但是也偶爾會因為誰露出一抹淡淡的笑意,近乎不自覺。11Please respect copyright.PENANA7HgvpU3vXG
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他與外人所想相差甚遠。11Please respect copyright.PENANAx0bJuqa7hh
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刻意彰顯了不完美讓這個人看見,不由自主對他好也是隱藏起來。11Please respect copyright.PENANAgQVUX5i2HN
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或許這就是一場賭局。11Please respect copyright.PENANADU27GiZLJe
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在一開始就讓你看見殘缺,而非美好的虛像。11Please respect copyright.PENANAoioHgA3h8U
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這樣子,會是選擇留下還是遠離?11Please respect copyright.PENANApcluOk7R5C
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他在賭,賭這個可能性。11Please respect copyright.PENANAFVhYZBOJMz
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有時候過多的期望反而成為一種制約。11Please respect copyright.PENANADb1gfeMJQ8
在他人眼中如果是如此完美,就好像必需要符合那個期待。11Please respect copyright.PENANAw8mC4BTmws
強大的人不能被打敗、光鮮亮麗的年輕外表不能夠老去、一個完美的人不能夠有自己的情緒。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYrLiKOt7rO
當所有人覺得你完美,加諸在身上不經允許的期待勢必得達成。11Please respect copyright.PENANA7nBBxxQ9Q5
其實會給予這樣的錯覺,確實這個人已經比很多人都要完美了……11Please respect copyright.PENANAJq0Y6xbWsy
但若一旦無法符合高度要求,還是有一天破滅──明明還是很好,比別人都好,過去到現在依然存在的優點,就會全部被抹滅。11Please respect copyright.PENANAhypXCvxYw3
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即便你只是個外人,沒有要求過你傾慕、也從未給予的承諾,但是就這麼有一天與你想像逆行,擅自期盼的是你,為何我要承受你的恨?11Please respect copyright.PENANArFMtQBq9GD
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冰炎要的,不是一個憧憬虛假的褚冥漾,如果只是憧憬那些虛假總有一天會失望,幻滅後帶來的不只會是回到原點。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdRZWbs96RL
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雖然察覺自己滋生的欲念,那種渴望把對方收入掌心的想法。11Please respect copyright.PENANAzaCAemLQJn
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想要完全得到,就勢必要賭。11Please respect copyright.PENANAiAKjWHGqcw
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用一個真實的、不夠完美的自己賭,這個人會是找不到理由而無法產生愛情、無視那不言明的守護,還是?11Please respect copyright.PENANALySAuONSpx
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突然少了自信。11Please respect copyright.PENANApgzYd77bgj
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他是沒想到最後那些多餘的期待竟也造成了什麼影響。11Please respect copyright.PENANAKqt0t0hWJK
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一直知道那不可能,卻也因此用來比較。11Please respect copyright.PENANAI98zKLVYpt
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不過……他是他。11Please respect copyright.PENANArtqQLGJLHi
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所以繼續賭那個可能。11Please respect copyright.PENANAXZJQLe4RFm
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如果輸了,大概就只事證明了自己的殘缺罷了……11Please respect copyright.PENANAxSDaCkQTlE
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即使如此不想輸。11Please respect copyright.PENANAlVlmLpFnig
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最好一開始就不要給予期盼,這樣最初的友誼甚至到愛情才會是純粹而不托大的。11Please respect copyright.PENANA1UrsAQ1ezr
給你真時的一面,認識的此彼此才會真實,就不會有幻滅的可能。11Please respect copyright.PENANAJq5XoReRIC
如果這樣的我你不能接受,那長痛不如短痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdjiyZ3q2sl
如果可以接受,那這一局,就是我贏了。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYjL1Q48UJK
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所以會贏嗎?11Please respect copyright.PENANAr8RbEgrA29
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千萬年以後,還陪在身邊的人証明了賭徒的勝利。11Please respect copyright.PENANAeQyB5LCIcn
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──END──11Please respect copyright.PENANA66uNlJZXsy
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ns216.73.216.146da2 ‧學長視角 (PS.標楷體不是喔)11Please respect copyright.PENANA9KWeRyDQ1Z
‧採用漫漫時流的設定,但可單看。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdssry4Lnxj
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世界不存在完美,不管是物非物什麼種族什麼靈魂。11Please respect copyright.PENANADtEqURVCdU
生命卻是在明知如此的情況下持續追求,擅自將憧憬的誰神格化,然後擅自失望、擅自萌生出怨氣然後遠去。11Please respect copyright.PENANAUeIJKeM1Yu
就這麼恨上了,還是依然心念不存在的完美。11Please respect copyright.PENANA2VPccbo9fo
忘了最初駐足的理由,忘了一開始追逐的目光,有些美好還是存在,可都被湮沒在後來滋長的黑色意念,抹煞過去甚至如今不變的好。11Please respect copyright.PENANAaIOzwYFrab
曾經相諾的情感大概就是如此脆弱。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfMACyX8NW6
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風中的聲音、大氣裡的細語,擦肩而過的眼神交會……透露出許多信息。11Please respect copyright.PENANAXyRdVsMas3
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聽說他是別人眼中的完美存在。11Please respect copyright.PENANAP5TjT4NPzV
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錯身傾慕和羞澀的笑意、節日裡蜂擁的關注、熱烈的追求、妒忌的眼神、擅自做為假想敵、不經同意的寄予厚望……11Please respect copyright.PENANA6fbF0fSAjg
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在所有人心底,他是如何?11Please respect copyright.PENANAwuXkiikrWC
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你,所崇拜/敵視的是什麼?11Please respect copyright.PENANAPgWauPnpkN
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不是他,不是真正的他,那只是一個被片段印象與交頭接耳拼湊出來的訊息。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwbRXJChbxK
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那個一切毫無瑕疵的人,僅僅止於想像。11Please respect copyright.PENANAlSA3nOYsnt
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──那,不是他。11Please respect copyright.PENANA55QZGTdH1A
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只是這些讓冰炎更便於存活在千年後的世界,沉默著的冷淡給予無限臆想,偶爾展現一點能力就可以被吹捧,年輕的黑袍史無前例,刻意的距離隔閡當作是了彬彬有禮。11Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3E1WH6rCr
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混血容貌繼承精靈的精緻,由獸王族的血液修飾出銳利的感官。11Please respect copyright.PENANAxHgPRa1aXd
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失傳的技法罕有而珍貴?明明千年前理所當然的事物,在這裡被使用後就算是了神祕而稀缺。11Please respect copyright.PENANAFEbFEq7hhL
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冰牙精靈不只有他,混血王族他也非特例,混入人群出現的時候卻被注目。11Please respect copyright.PENANAorERRycBbS
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那些看著他的人看見了的是什麼?11Please respect copyright.PENANAFmXSz7Q3YC
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……冷冷勾起唇角,或許只是自己不經意透出的輕蔑。11Please respect copyright.PENANA5I4USifZnD
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和厭煩。11Please respect copyright.PENANA9YtIf7KeQ5
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繼續維持一貫自主,放任那些話語在大氣裡傳遞。11Please respect copyright.PENANA2wqW4xU95W
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就他而言,好的想像不過是給予之後的失望更多藉口,但不會與這些人深交所以大概也不會發生這樣的事,也不可能在乎那些一相情願的善意、敵意,幻滅。11Please respect copyright.PENANAlyxbvTd0Le
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就只是依舊。11Please respect copyright.PENANAG2NAoJOYet
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但不知不覺也維持起了表面,即使也沒有刻意為之,但他的態度,似乎讓那些想像變得真實。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6GorRnNtas
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冰炎是不留心的。11Please respect copyright.PENANAxFHyVZaHMX
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早就習慣了的目光,與空氣無異。11Please respect copyright.PENANAaYI0xZmJ12
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一直到與那人相遇之後深思。11Please respect copyright.PENANACeIIXYisZk
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開始在乎起一個人的時候,留下他?還是?11Please respect copyright.PENANAhWNLbqKf8k
如果要得到,就得要像野性世界中飛禽走獸那樣展示自己,務必盡善盡美塑造一個能夠吸引住對方的模樣。11Please respect copyright.PENANALRQASEnLZO
這是一個注重表象的世界,必須要掩飾那份不完美。11Please respect copyright.PENANAusIaNABQ1d
但明明缺失就是存在的。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6kTKjqoIx6
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那一年冰炎再一次遇見了褚。11Please respect copyright.PENANADLThDerO4W
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也許是能聽見對方心理的聲音,自己也忘記了要留一點距離。11Please respect copyright.PENANArS8JRWrpsO
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絕對直來直往敲打碰撞、不假辭色又罵又踹,幾次嚇那個腦袋都不知道裝什麼去了的笨蛋,看那個明明不會發生卻想得煞有其事嚇自己的傢伙,冰炎就順便恐嚇幾下。11Please respect copyright.PENANAvPn1AZOpL6
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有一天回神過來才發現其實挺熱衷於觀察那傢伙的反應。11Please respect copyright.PENANA8YW3LIGRhc
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然後經常抓包某人一邊腦殘一邊偷罵他,腦殘完被巴被踹之後才驚恐想起正在被監聽,可是永遠記不住教訓。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwoIEdDyucv
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有時後則是比較不同的狀況,是可能米可蕥在跟褚竊竊私語時。11Please respect copyright.PENANAg0kEDkimdb
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並非不知道鳳凰族抱持怎樣的心情,雖然該也是不夠了解他所造成的片面傾慕,跟多數人一樣,只態度還算一般所以不會刻意避開,就也不會給予任何希望而已。11Please respect copyright.PENANA0oS2XnbVIb
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那個鳳凰族很聰明,一直安全的距離外看著。11Please respect copyright.PENANAm3t6dy3ovG
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不過之後和褚相熟之後,偶爾會希望藉著那個笨蛋轉交些什麼,這時後他會從褚的腦子裡聽見正在發生的事情經過,以及……一些看法。11Please respect copyright.PENANAXV1X0uBtsI
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通常是腹誹和尷尬。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfPaffnAYHP
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褚很明顯知道他不如那些人所想的完美,建立起來的傳言大概只是因為他的冷淡和外貌,或許比同齡人強得多,可是絕對有更多人在之上。11Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ps7kiW8G4
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個性更不可能都向是外人所見的有禮。11Please respect copyright.PENANA44GgoUBFCU
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所以聽見拜託那傢伙會在腦中繼續轉,想起來這些「私下交易」其實都正在被實況時,偷瞄他的表情。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYEKujL04Ej
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冰炎通常會回以冷笑,叫褚不要腦殘。11Please respect copyright.PENANATyHtTxXdMI
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或是當作不曉得還是冷哼一聲離開。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwZGdbAMKiR
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只是後來,他竟有點失望。11Please respect copyright.PENANAQcZuU4C0L0
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看到陸續被轉交到自己手上東西,冰炎竟然慢慢察覺到不一樣的思緒蘊釀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAenQyeA9ckH
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就只有尷尬和腦海裡悄悄反駁他不是那麼好?11Please respect copyright.PENANA1TFK43eU4v
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沒有其他想法?11Please respect copyright.PENANAnVkutIhkdD
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這些思緒開始在心底擴大擴大──11Please respect copyright.PENANA0dYtNJlhqG
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當褚開始被更多人接受之後,這樣轉交物品的情況有增長的趨勢,他沒有去多管,那些東西也是私下處理掉,是因為想在褚轉交給他的時候聽一點那傢伙的心聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAPCyuLjzMLc
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真的沒有聽到其他想法。11Please respect copyright.PENANAAsnVlWP8qu
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後來冰炎才出手讓這樣的情況到此為止。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfk29krMsYJ
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接著在偶然的時候聽到褚除了鬆了一口氣之外,還想著『奇怪學長行情下跌了?』之類的腦殘,不意外被他狠巴一頓。11Please respect copyright.PENANAxowfxM33VU
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他,跟那個遲鈍的笨蛋不同,光是這樣在意,從見面那一刻起時時留心,半掩飾著也要為這傢伙鋪路。11Please respect copyright.PENANAUtrWkp9iyL
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到之後即使犧牲自己也要救走那個人──11Please respect copyright.PENANADa6QydNe72
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知道絕對不是抱持著什麼單純不過的情感。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwhUmZ87TUP
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所以後來……他在思考著。11Please respect copyright.PENANACrBC3xi2E1
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思考著另一個可能性。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6WkJNT4hHc
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如果他讓自己在這個人面前表現出外人所想著的樣子,這樣一直以來吸引了眾多人目光的形象。11Please respect copyright.PENANAgY1EVdv46K
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會不會這個冰炎開始在意的褚,也會跟其他人一樣用那樣子的目光去看他?11Please respect copyright.PENANARTdw3JMn24
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不過從來沒有後悔過一開始就這樣毫不掩飾自己的缺點。11Please respect copyright.PENANAHPzLnT29vr
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沒有那麼強大、個性更沒有那麼完美。11Please respect copyright.PENANALMS2KBuCl9
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冷淡只是建立在所對人事物的無謂。11Please respect copyright.PENANAAqclqHBXaK
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就是暴躁,不愛惜自己,冷笑是面無表情之外較常的樣子,但是也偶爾會因為誰露出一抹淡淡的笑意,近乎不自覺。11Please respect copyright.PENANA7HgvpU3vXG
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他與外人所想相差甚遠。11Please respect copyright.PENANAx0bJuqa7hh
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刻意彰顯了不完美讓這個人看見,不由自主對他好也是隱藏起來。11Please respect copyright.PENANAgQVUX5i2HN
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或許這就是一場賭局。11Please respect copyright.PENANADU27GiZLJe
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在一開始就讓你看見殘缺,而非美好的虛像。11Please respect copyright.PENANAoioHgA3h8U
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這樣子,會是選擇留下還是遠離?11Please respect copyright.PENANApcluOk7R5C
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他在賭,賭這個可能性。11Please respect copyright.PENANAFVhYZBOJMz
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有時候過多的期望反而成為一種制約。11Please respect copyright.PENANADb1gfeMJQ8
在他人眼中如果是如此完美,就好像必需要符合那個期待。11Please respect copyright.PENANAw8mC4BTmws
強大的人不能被打敗、光鮮亮麗的年輕外表不能夠老去、一個完美的人不能夠有自己的情緒。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYrLiKOt7rO
當所有人覺得你完美,加諸在身上不經允許的期待勢必得達成。11Please respect copyright.PENANA7nBBxxQ9Q5
其實會給予這樣的錯覺,確實這個人已經比很多人都要完美了……11Please respect copyright.PENANAJq0Y6xbWsy
但若一旦無法符合高度要求,還是有一天破滅──明明還是很好,比別人都好,過去到現在依然存在的優點,就會全部被抹滅。11Please respect copyright.PENANAhypXCvxYw3
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即便你只是個外人,沒有要求過你傾慕、也從未給予的承諾,但是就這麼有一天與你想像逆行,擅自期盼的是你,為何我要承受你的恨?11Please respect copyright.PENANArFMtQBq9GD
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冰炎要的,不是一個憧憬虛假的褚冥漾,如果只是憧憬那些虛假總有一天會失望,幻滅後帶來的不只會是回到原點。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdRZWbs96RL
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雖然察覺自己滋生的欲念,那種渴望把對方收入掌心的想法。11Please respect copyright.PENANAzaCAemLQJn
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想要完全得到,就勢必要賭。11Please respect copyright.PENANAiAKjWHGqcw
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用一個真實的、不夠完美的自己賭,這個人會是找不到理由而無法產生愛情、無視那不言明的守護,還是?11Please respect copyright.PENANALySAuONSpx
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突然少了自信。11Please respect copyright.PENANApgzYd77bgj
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他是沒想到最後那些多餘的期待竟也造成了什麼影響。11Please respect copyright.PENANAKqt0t0hWJK
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一直知道那不可能,卻也因此用來比較。11Please respect copyright.PENANAI98zKLVYpt
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不過……他是他。11Please respect copyright.PENANArtqQLGJLHi
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所以繼續賭那個可能。11Please respect copyright.PENANAXZJQLe4RFm
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如果輸了,大概就只事證明了自己的殘缺罷了……11Please respect copyright.PENANAxSDaCkQTlE
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即使如此不想輸。11Please respect copyright.PENANAlVlmLpFnig
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如果這樣的我你不能接受,那長痛不如短痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdjiyZ3q2sl
如果可以接受,那這一局,就是我贏了。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYjL1Q48UJK
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