也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。33Please respect copyright.PENANA2qhTg8tUoL
33Please respect copyright.PENANAlMb7Zx7li2
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。33Please respect copyright.PENANAAxrmkkAOit
33Please respect copyright.PENANA8DMDdwmGOZ
……33Please respect copyright.PENANApHtCsgtMX6
33Please respect copyright.PENANArUyd2irgIY
33Please respect copyright.PENANApxdYc6Mjjh
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMjSTOrFGdm
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──33Please respect copyright.PENANAp9pipCskjv
33Please respect copyright.PENANAOPb3JtJdZf
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。33Please respect copyright.PENANA9CK6rEstDp
33Please respect copyright.PENANAXyhGXZLWkU
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAx5cdiBixi5
33Please respect copyright.PENANAu5mCL6evY2
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。33Please respect copyright.PENANAUVHXA3gPm5
33Please respect copyright.PENANAH1v7pITU6y
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。33Please respect copyright.PENANAwq6KcA8tZv
33Please respect copyright.PENANA9UtFiDBtRm
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。33Please respect copyright.PENANAEKJNtMohtb
33Please respect copyright.PENANAzM7xAZK4L9
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。33Please respect copyright.PENANAtvaG6PbdXp
33Please respect copyright.PENANAuUfIVLeS3e
然後一起出了幾次任務。33Please respect copyright.PENANAghzBJTN9og
33Please respect copyright.PENANAJNqyjOHNbt
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。33Please respect copyright.PENANAmVCh2C9clg
33Please respect copyright.PENANA6aC8aPy7F4
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。33Please respect copyright.PENANA31uaWdqQ76
33Please respect copyright.PENANAhILjKVAjWW
可是……33Please respect copyright.PENANAU6sthrJ8Pd
33Please respect copyright.PENANANHr1BkmqfC
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAS2tcrS19ON
33Please respect copyright.PENANAeRPMEPiGrw
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。33Please respect copyright.PENANARWKFBXX0iK
33Please respect copyright.PENANAYhsXCTxFm8
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。33Please respect copyright.PENANA7bBPC6oTiV
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPVbpPzABV5
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。33Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7nKPiKmiP
33Please respect copyright.PENANAqRpaBxAWhk
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。33Please respect copyright.PENANAk9iUNw4rkv
33Please respect copyright.PENANAcngrAq9kaP
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。33Please respect copyright.PENANAKkre59mln7
33Please respect copyright.PENANA2IJ2sy4i6a
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。33Please respect copyright.PENANA4rdlh8XVxR
33Please respect copyright.PENANAEasBNosjcj
原來自己也會逃避。33Please respect copyright.PENANAnUhENOwbkT
33Please respect copyright.PENANAzQDGGwuZ4i
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?33Please respect copyright.PENANAsLF7yVvxkj
33Please respect copyright.PENANAOgmfvoD610
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……33Please respect copyright.PENANAeYT7jpfQzC
33Please respect copyright.PENANAn9mlmXJRAK
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。33Please respect copyright.PENANAUwPIlu0wQt
33Please respect copyright.PENANAooj5ba3Vf6
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAACujLkWUb5
33Please respect copyright.PENANAKY7il6JOZW
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……33Please respect copyright.PENANA6eH6DXRKht
33Please respect copyright.PENANAwRWQzsxyX6
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?33Please respect copyright.PENANA0ifuwiUz0q
33Please respect copyright.PENANAeGAGKiwVic
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?33Please respect copyright.PENANAFqPZ7oHPcO
33Please respect copyright.PENANAu3XcJQxmx1
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAr9SJ9YcF8u
33Please respect copyright.PENANAG1FCyb3m56
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。33Please respect copyright.PENANAlwap7KB6og
33Please respect copyright.PENANA3tK9GM6K9F
這到底是為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAW2OOP9eIYg
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7gsYhk7jFx
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?33Please respect copyright.PENANAVHR9i1KGRw
33Please respect copyright.PENANA4urCDqvGM9
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?33Please respect copyright.PENANA5WhC6Ui9Eq
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPBVUzsVgTB
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?33Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ7aJ3Inhh
33Please respect copyright.PENANABKeZVjdZMy
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。33Please respect copyright.PENANA2u5WoCSdlT
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ6B0emjiU
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。33Please respect copyright.PENANAIOiRlmdIO8
33Please respect copyright.PENANAsItvXK0zV2
……也該問問自己為什麼了。33Please respect copyright.PENANA53yR5EA44F
33Please respect copyright.PENANAeY4jP3Ni6B
可不是?33Please respect copyright.PENANAgxwS7d34bc
33Please respect copyright.PENANA8KvyPidwTU
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。33Please respect copyright.PENANA4vKLuKOdyc
33Please respect copyright.PENANAHF8WE4s2NP
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!33Please respect copyright.PENANAt59HDwpxpl
33Please respect copyright.PENANAR1E6fvGmWG
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。33Please respect copyright.PENANA3eZEb1iqBv
33Please respect copyright.PENANAxlvxd8Yta9
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。33Please respect copyright.PENANAiT032wKHXJ
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMHyg133M4e
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAdXdPJbHqKd
33Please respect copyright.PENANAceRsF3OI8j
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……33Please respect copyright.PENANAYAT5yDMq2e
33Please respect copyright.PENANAHc2GxKtNdG
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。33Please respect copyright.PENANAiNe83YbzFe
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPv64m5ejsc
這就是答案。33Please respect copyright.PENANAlf9CkAUdLg
33Please respect copyright.PENANA10Vc00a4t8
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。33Please respect copyright.PENANAgD9RmfBDhI
33Please respect copyright.PENANArCzitscfo5
…………33Please respect copyright.PENANAo6X0yEiZ7n
33Please respect copyright.PENANAYsr0PFhtrf
……33Please respect copyright.PENANA6h3itpBdil
33Please respect copyright.PENANARhhvrCwxXt
33Please respect copyright.PENANAR3LhUN7VoR
33Please respect copyright.PENANA0l2L6GkjWt
ns216.73.216.187da2 33Please respect copyright.PENANAlMb7Zx7li2
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。33Please respect copyright.PENANAAxrmkkAOit
33Please respect copyright.PENANA8DMDdwmGOZ
……33Please respect copyright.PENANApHtCsgtMX6
33Please respect copyright.PENANArUyd2irgIY
33Please respect copyright.PENANApxdYc6Mjjh
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMjSTOrFGdm
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──33Please respect copyright.PENANAp9pipCskjv
33Please respect copyright.PENANAOPb3JtJdZf
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。33Please respect copyright.PENANA9CK6rEstDp
33Please respect copyright.PENANAXyhGXZLWkU
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAx5cdiBixi5
33Please respect copyright.PENANAu5mCL6evY2
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。33Please respect copyright.PENANAUVHXA3gPm5
33Please respect copyright.PENANAH1v7pITU6y
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。33Please respect copyright.PENANAwq6KcA8tZv
33Please respect copyright.PENANA9UtFiDBtRm
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。33Please respect copyright.PENANAEKJNtMohtb
33Please respect copyright.PENANAzM7xAZK4L9
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。33Please respect copyright.PENANAtvaG6PbdXp
33Please respect copyright.PENANAuUfIVLeS3e
然後一起出了幾次任務。33Please respect copyright.PENANAghzBJTN9og
33Please respect copyright.PENANAJNqyjOHNbt
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。33Please respect copyright.PENANAmVCh2C9clg
33Please respect copyright.PENANA6aC8aPy7F4
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。33Please respect copyright.PENANA31uaWdqQ76
33Please respect copyright.PENANAhILjKVAjWW
可是……33Please respect copyright.PENANAU6sthrJ8Pd
33Please respect copyright.PENANANHr1BkmqfC
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAS2tcrS19ON
33Please respect copyright.PENANAeRPMEPiGrw
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。33Please respect copyright.PENANARWKFBXX0iK
33Please respect copyright.PENANAYhsXCTxFm8
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。33Please respect copyright.PENANA7bBPC6oTiV
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPVbpPzABV5
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。33Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7nKPiKmiP
33Please respect copyright.PENANAqRpaBxAWhk
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。33Please respect copyright.PENANAk9iUNw4rkv
33Please respect copyright.PENANAcngrAq9kaP
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。33Please respect copyright.PENANAKkre59mln7
33Please respect copyright.PENANA2IJ2sy4i6a
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。33Please respect copyright.PENANA4rdlh8XVxR
33Please respect copyright.PENANAEasBNosjcj
原來自己也會逃避。33Please respect copyright.PENANAnUhENOwbkT
33Please respect copyright.PENANAzQDGGwuZ4i
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?33Please respect copyright.PENANAsLF7yVvxkj
33Please respect copyright.PENANAOgmfvoD610
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……33Please respect copyright.PENANAeYT7jpfQzC
33Please respect copyright.PENANAn9mlmXJRAK
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。33Please respect copyright.PENANAUwPIlu0wQt
33Please respect copyright.PENANAooj5ba3Vf6
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAACujLkWUb5
33Please respect copyright.PENANAKY7il6JOZW
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……33Please respect copyright.PENANA6eH6DXRKht
33Please respect copyright.PENANAwRWQzsxyX6
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?33Please respect copyright.PENANA0ifuwiUz0q
33Please respect copyright.PENANAeGAGKiwVic
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?33Please respect copyright.PENANAFqPZ7oHPcO
33Please respect copyright.PENANAu3XcJQxmx1
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAr9SJ9YcF8u
33Please respect copyright.PENANAG1FCyb3m56
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。33Please respect copyright.PENANAlwap7KB6og
33Please respect copyright.PENANA3tK9GM6K9F
這到底是為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAW2OOP9eIYg
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7gsYhk7jFx
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?33Please respect copyright.PENANAVHR9i1KGRw
33Please respect copyright.PENANA4urCDqvGM9
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?33Please respect copyright.PENANA5WhC6Ui9Eq
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPBVUzsVgTB
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?33Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ7aJ3Inhh
33Please respect copyright.PENANABKeZVjdZMy
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。33Please respect copyright.PENANA2u5WoCSdlT
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ6B0emjiU
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。33Please respect copyright.PENANAIOiRlmdIO8
33Please respect copyright.PENANAsItvXK0zV2
……也該問問自己為什麼了。33Please respect copyright.PENANA53yR5EA44F
33Please respect copyright.PENANAeY4jP3Ni6B
可不是?33Please respect copyright.PENANAgxwS7d34bc
33Please respect copyright.PENANA8KvyPidwTU
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。33Please respect copyright.PENANA4vKLuKOdyc
33Please respect copyright.PENANAHF8WE4s2NP
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!33Please respect copyright.PENANAt59HDwpxpl
33Please respect copyright.PENANAR1E6fvGmWG
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。33Please respect copyright.PENANA3eZEb1iqBv
33Please respect copyright.PENANAxlvxd8Yta9
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。33Please respect copyright.PENANAiT032wKHXJ
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMHyg133M4e
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAdXdPJbHqKd
33Please respect copyright.PENANAceRsF3OI8j
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……33Please respect copyright.PENANAYAT5yDMq2e
33Please respect copyright.PENANAHc2GxKtNdG
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。33Please respect copyright.PENANAiNe83YbzFe
33Please respect copyright.PENANAPv64m5ejsc
這就是答案。33Please respect copyright.PENANAlf9CkAUdLg
33Please respect copyright.PENANA10Vc00a4t8
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。33Please respect copyright.PENANAgD9RmfBDhI
33Please respect copyright.PENANArCzitscfo5
…………33Please respect copyright.PENANAo6X0yEiZ7n
33Please respect copyright.PENANAYsr0PFhtrf
……33Please respect copyright.PENANA6h3itpBdil
33Please respect copyright.PENANARhhvrCwxXt
33Please respect copyright.PENANAR3LhUN7VoR
33Please respect copyright.PENANA0l2L6GkjWt