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_____突然好想你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAPWE1ZuBndp
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你要走了嗎?61Please respect copyright.PENANADJSUAfiaLJ
那一天,你衝動的闖進他正在上課的教室質問他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAI2YwQNk6nj
他就要走了。回到那個遙不可及的冰牙領地,回到他本該出生長大的眷族,卻是離開你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgqPFhIZKY8
從好友口中得知消息同時你震驚的發現,自己是最後才知道的人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQOIxk0UXYj
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你幾乎無法維持冷靜,只想抓著他的領子大吼大叫,但你只是踹開他任課的班級門,蒼白著臉瞪著他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKSnxLdjZPs
台下本來就像死人一樣安靜的學生非常有默契的一齊刷白了臉,像躺在棺材裡的屍體。61Please respect copyright.PENANAARGiRrjrr3
而台上的他只有一瞬間的怔忡,接著他以一貫的、冷冷的表情,紅眸往旁一掃,嚇住了一房學生。61Please respect copyright.PENANAiewxKr45UI
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「下課。」充滿威嚇的低沉嗓音與平時無什麼不同,但你卻莫名覺得好陌生。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsfdQCz2kX4
非常具有危機意識的學生們以逃難般的速度奔往唯一的逃生出口,幾秒便乾淨溜溜,連一根頭髮也沒留下,若在平時你可能會不怕死的調侃幾句,惡鬼啊魔王啊什麼都好,但此刻你愣著任由學生跑過身邊帶起一陣風,翻起的髮絲刺進眼中,讓你好想流淚。61Please respect copyright.PENANASBauMiGjKl
你低垂著腦袋,淨空的教室內唯有兩人,兩人皆不言不語,讓人窒息般的空氣壓迫著你每一條神經,你突然不知道該說些什麼。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhmBPGKTPJi
他就原本打算一聲不響的走,現在自己的行為,只是為他帶來困擾。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmGKF36ZyQf
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「褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAZkNGdrQ67F
溫熱的觸感覆上了臉龐,你愣了愣。61Please respect copyright.PENANAI8QvQORcyZ
「在想什麼?」紅色的眼睛混著一些你不明白的情緒,他扶著你的頰,在你發呆的時候已經走到面前,認真端詳你的表情。61Please respect copyright.PENANASnxYU0sTh1
看了他一眼,別開頭離開他的碰觸,側開視線,感到胸口一陣翻絞,嗓音低啞,「為什麼不告訴我?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAxkcfhrNwIu
他的眼、他的聲音,是如此令你疼痛。能夠令你如此心痛挫折的,唯有這個人,不會再有了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8zofMncen
眼角瞥見他的身體一僵,收回的手指緊緊握拳。再次開口的時候,他聲音添上明顯不悅。61Please respect copyright.PENANAl2VFlozU7U
「告訴你什麼?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAwX51HJrkWk
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「你不是要走?」你的聲音帶有一絲賭氣,只是他聽不出來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtUcRazhlAG
離開,離開學院,離開你的世界。61Please respect copyright.PENANAajxdus6R1m
你突然發現自己是真不應該來這裡的,他即將離開的事實早已傳得沸沸揚揚,已不可動搖,而你來到這裡,他的面前,是想聽見一聲否認。61Please respect copyright.PENANASNh4woYw6R
你想聽的,只是他告訴你,他不會離開,留在這裡,留在你身邊,留在你看得見的,你所熟悉的世界。61Please respect copyright.PENANAwYVssKr1Jl
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回答你的是令你訝異的沉默。你認識的他不曾有過如此示弱的反應,你一抬頭望見他怔怔注視著你,那也是從未有過的表情。61Please respect copyright.PENANACoiWidMLWF
他的異樣只持續了幾秒,在對上你視線後很快恢復平靜。61Please respect copyright.PENANAp2agtYY2gw
他的想法,從一開始認識到熟識,從學生時代到任職學院的現在,不會有人比你更清楚明白他的脾氣,尤其此時此刻兩人離的是這樣的近,你發覺他的情緒似乎有點壓抑。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgMqRZUknpB
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「學長?」疑惑的抬起頭,你發現他瞪著別的地方,臉色陰沉。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5pPszAJbr
「什麼時候知道的?」你等待了半晌,似乎也是被看的不自在,他低低開口,可是並不看向你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJAyDuSQkv8
「……就在剛剛。」是誰過說,說話時看著對方叫做禮貌?你很想撲過把他的頭喬回來,只是沒那個膽子,「……是真的嗎?你要回冰牙了?」也不和我說一聲?61Please respect copyright.PENANAwwPIvmzfY3
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你知道,這時候的你只是垂死掙扎,他們族內決定的事情,哪是他這小小妖師能夠插嘴的?61Please respect copyright.PENANAgFn0ZF6In8
你只是很天真的……想要從他口中聽見否認,只是很天真的……61Please respect copyright.PENANA2j2Tl0jxun
縱使在這近百年來從沒釐清過你對他的感情,但他對你而言一直都是最重要的人,這一點無庸置疑。61Please respect copyright.PENANAUDO0pEfM9a
你根本無法想像,沒有他的日子該怎麼過、你是連一想起來都會惶恐。61Please respect copyright.PENANAAggJuyxd6D
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從他看向你,到他開口的那一瞬間,看在你眼中是如此漫長。61Please respect copyright.PENANAZaD2gr1Rk0
你還是沒有聽見你想聽的答案。61Please respect copyright.PENANAZVxv6kv25y
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「是的。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAqWp4pBzbSk
那個時候,你恍惚的的聽見世界崩毀的聲音。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuwwO4n8gLd
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三月初的天氣微暖,路上行人仍穿著著單薄的長袖與外套,在早晨晴朗的陽光下街揭開一天的序幕。61Please respect copyright.PENANA3VeCDhgIIB
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原世界,指針即將指向早上六點鐘。擺放在某民房二樓房間床頭的某機器盡責地開始它每日早晨艱辛的任務──叫醒他的主人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAHZlTUA6xmt
於是它開始像所有的同胞們一樣,開始發出震耳欲聾的響亮。61Please respect copyright.PENANATHz0EB14WI
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「呀啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊嗚啊啊啊啊嘎啊啊啊啊啊啊────呃、碰咚!」61Please respect copyright.PENANAxAI2NaDlSh
「吵死了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAAKN4btKXnK
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擺在床頭邊的無辜鬧鐘被主人俐落的掃到床底下,年復一年沒什麼不同的悲慘無人道的待遇讓它心甘情願閉上了嘴巴,等待夜晚的來臨主人將再次把它放回床頭櫃,重複進行艱辛的任務內容。61Please respect copyright.PENANAXOayeYtlqK
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而鬧鐘的主人、房間的擁有者在意識朦朧之際暴力地舉動讓他重心不穩上半身懸空,直接頭下腳上重重跌在木製地板上,雙腳還纏繞著留有餘溫的棉被。這一撞倒是讓他徹底清醒過來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAblHNISQdFa
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褚冥漾其實並不清楚自己想不想醒來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgsPy3tuuWj
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背靠著清冷的地板,他仰躺望著天花板發愣,沒有念頭起身動作,一時之間陷在夢境之中無法自拔。61Please respect copyright.PENANAvCFkKARtRx
原來、是夢。他承認是有點小小的失落,然而胸口的痛楚如此地深刻讓他無法招架,他的靈魂似乎還停留在那天,他從對方眼中看見自己的失望。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8uMOHF5HGY
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原來終究是無法放下。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWqg9cTTnEB
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「學長……」61Please respect copyright.PENANA2agNgjWmVq
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不知不覺從口中呼喚出從前的稱呼,他呆滯後隨即便是苦笑。他以為他已經足夠堅強去忽略胸口那一塊空缺,沒想到過了那麼久時間,還會夢見那個人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAaBag34U1qq
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是了,那麼久,都已經超過了十年。61Please respect copyright.PENANA47D5oyNc5o
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連面孔已經不再清晰、連他的聲音都是如此陌生。冰與炎、銀與焰。突兀卻又確實相襯的色彩,他的記憶像剝落的油漆一塊一塊空缺,他已經不再想起他的模樣,卻是在遙遠的夢境中反覆溫習。61Please respect copyright.PENANAob3KypjMEK
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喜歡啊,對於那個人,他從來都是抱持著眷戀與壓抑的獨佔慾,為什麼會在生離後才來理解這一點。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuzheZzzGs6
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他怔怔仰望窗外透進的晨光,覺得像是照耀在那人髮上的光芒,他其實想要快點忘記那個夢境,回憶卻緊咬他不放。61Please respect copyright.PENANA1eXte7yxTu
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結果到了最後,他沒有去送行。61Please respect copyright.PENANACCPtAbaIHg
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已經沒有後悔的印象,只知道那人的離去比甚麼都痛,幾乎吞沒他所有的堅強,他閉上眼睛。61Please respect copyright.PENANAFWpgFJ04Zk
學長一定很生氣,不然不會在那之後,再也沒有消息。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWXXwa4WJiO
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曾經,他們在一起一個百年。他們像親人一樣互相依靠、依戀,即使沒有愛情為基礎,他們還是在一起很久的時間,曾經他以為,彼此就是他們的終點。61Please respect copyright.PENANANGNfkxFRMR
他是在他離去以後才真正發現自己的感情,在那麼樣痛楚之後,在那個人徹底從生命中消失之後。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfQaZPKOXnO
他也終於發現,那個人不是選擇搭檔,而是選擇他作為同處一間屋簷下的室友的真正意義。61Please respect copyright.PENANAOtMAih6KX1
而自己之所以繼續走下去、而不是像個普通人類終老百年的理由。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtpxTKHpY6K
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一切都已經太遲了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsIIFXvs1Re
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他慢慢的閉上眼睛。任由睡意占據,維持著滑稽的姿勢懸在床邊頭上腳下,抓下了抱枕輕輕蹭著,心底深處似乎期待能回到虛幻卻忠實反映內心渴望的夢境之中。61Please respect copyright.PENANAeIdtMGKMfS
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如果當年的他,能夠說些什麼、做些什麼,一切是否會有所不同?61Please respect copyright.PENANAPSh3dYd0a8
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就在他即將進入夢鄉的同時,一個該死熟悉的嗓音驀然響起。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqGmUzaqv8p
在離他不遠處。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfAMvfRcYK7
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「你要遲到了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAUPjqFKmFRY
那個聲音很輕、很淡,雖然在平常狀態下是足以令他放鬆戒備的熟悉,但褚冥漾當下唯一的反應是抓住懷中的枕頭,狠狠的往聲源處砸去!61Please respect copyright.PENANAD7ZaDgyPBJ
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憤怒的力道在來者臉上發出慘烈的碰撞聲,褚冥漾猛地跳起來蹦起身,羞憤的小臉紅得像蘋果,讓人想一口咬下去的嬌態。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIdEcgmGU9s
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「──我不是說過進房要敲門嗎!?」褚冥漾吼道。61Please respect copyright.PENANA7JnVglPGMD
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……自從某次某夜妖精在他洗澡時候誤闖進浴室後他就對這個人產生了小動物般的警戒心。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQP42XwmRdK
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「……你要遲到了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA5daNJrRAJN
即使凶器在臉上發出了陣亡的聲音,發話者仍舊面不改色堅守他的崗位試圖清醒褚冥漾羞憤交加的腦袋:哈維恩不明顯的皺了下眉頭,在褚冥漾滾下床前伸手將人摟至懷中,小人兒冰涼的體溫讓眉間的61Please respect copyright.PENANAf0CkRSVnvd
皺褶加深,但顯然受關護者並不稀罕他溫柔。61Please respect copyright.PENANAPpvkThUeHk
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「你要遲到了。巡司她……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAAIrtXOyHLb
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「咚!磅!」61Please respect copyright.PENANA8q268qJxFq
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……此人的壞脾氣,經常顯見於剛睡醒或睡眠不足時。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWf7qUZiFfS
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第一聲異響是受驚嚇的褚冥漾下意識讓拳頭狠狠砸上對方胸口,第二聲是在自由落體的運作下他自作孽從哈維恩的懷抱中狼狽地栽到地板上。61Please respect copyright.PENANA29IE8d4BxX
他似乎聽見那個黑嚕嚕的夜妖精輕飄飄地嘆一口氣,帶著某種令他羞憤的無奈。61Please respect copyright.PENANAkGpiUp1hdk
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他其實不討厭這個人,他只是討厭這個人之所以會在他身邊的理由。61Please respect copyright.PENANATpji6psTFy
討厭這個總令他不自覺想起另一個人的傢伙。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8E9TkR9oBx
為什麼是在那個人離開後、為什麼理當卸除責任的哈維恩必須照顧他的生活起居,以護衛之名,褚冥漾知道是誰以什麼樣的身分下了這個命令,他對那人決定的事情向來無話可說。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhkeYHOjsnY
事實上也無法拒絕,當年學長離開後的那一段時間他的記憶及理智模糊而短暫,悲傷絕望的黑暗吞沒了他偽裝的面容,到後來他從來沒有試圖去了解過毫無意識的那段時間到底發生過什麼事。61Please respect copyright.PENANAn7FsS5oO0d
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只是在他緩過來之後那些日子他發覺自己變的迷茫而寡言,自己一個人可以發呆一整天,靠著蠶食回憶而活,不食不語,但在外人面前他完全可以維持應有的進退禮 儀維護袍級和妖師的門面,不漏一絲縫隙供人打擊。緊接著原本已經從身邊消失了很久的哈維恩突然來到了身邊,彆扭的以護衛之名成為他的保母。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuagLJTQDV8
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以許多方面來說褚冥漾是感激他的,只要他不要那麼囉嗦的話。61Please respect copyright.PENANA4KsohoCdX5
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「你要遲到了。巡司說過今天三點去見她,你忘了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAsCixhzKHyL
終於不被打斷簡潔盡責地說完提醒,但是哈維恩默默覺得現在不管說什麼褚冥漾都會生氣,幾年的相處下來他已經很了解對方的個性,只有在精神不濟時理直氣壯任性暴力的一面。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8lx0A4OtA4
……是說早就已經遲到了啊現在。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgMn6z2uxqv
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「啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!」61Please respect copyright.PENANAlxd90rY1sm
僵硬停頓一秒,褚冥漾便如觸電一般驚嚇跳起,牆上鐘的分針已指向五的位置,於是哈維恩看著方才還炸毛一樣的小動物以光速整理儀容,頭髮都沒整齊就打開移送陣瞬間消失。61Please respect copyright.PENANAEZpC77yYYG
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其實褚冥漾也不知道當初自己所有的頹廢與失控是為了什麼,也許他只是想嘗試看看,看看學長會不會其實還偷偷觀察著他,是不是真的如他表現出來一般,從他生命中徹底消失。61Please respect copyright.PENANAUFLPQJoztM
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……毫不留情,並且殘忍。61Please respect copyright.PENANAjGwYRnAdgl
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在那之後好長一段時間公會充斥著他,妖師一族的表率與門面白陵家的褚冥漾與冰與炎的殿下翻臉決裂的八卦。儘管有些空穴來風的閒言閒語令他哭笑不得,但至少有一件事是事實。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtJO2fhYpiN
就是無論他做什麼或被做什麼,冰炎殿下再也不會是他的助力與靠山,從此褚冥漾和颯彌亞‧伊沐洛‧巴瑟蘭,是毫不相關的兩個人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAN2t9nM8haV
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順帶一提這句後面接著的是:想報仇的要快趁現在!先搶先贏!慢了後悔來不及!61Please respect copyright.PENANAga0xZBPqhY
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至於說話的人和相信這些話的人有沒有受到天譴是後話,我們暫且不提。61Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ9qwnnKR1
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「遲到二十八分十五秒,本月任務追加S級三則、A級四則,有問題嗎?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAwlOptZze2p
……到底是誰把他安排到他老姊手下的呢?雖然到目前為止還沒抓到始作俑者,不過他會努力等待報復的那一天到來──當然是對安排的那個人,不是他老姊。61Please respect copyright.PENANATSiDW0MU02
七則無償任務啊……他已經開始覺得腳軟了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcNpLgIzf9n
好不容易熬出頭做到黑袍卻還是被自家胞姊壓得死死的,真不知是幸或不幸。61Please respect copyright.PENANAX68ziTGGfo
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褚冥漾狼狽的連黑袍都沒穿好就衝進巡司辦公處,辦公桌後面那個人頭也不抬一句話就把他狠狠砸趴下。61Please respect copyright.PENANAi8gMuymjnV
該慶幸的是老姊再忙沒有時間親手修理他嗎?自從褚冥漾累積到一定實力不至於在自家姊姊手底下一招斃命後褚冥玥似乎一直熱衷於親自調教她不成才弟弟的這個遊戲,身為苦主的褚冥漾能夠告訴你這絕對是一個只有調教方才能領會到遊戲樂趣的地獄遊戲……61Please respect copyright.PENANArywDJurw87
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「我、我明白了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAaAtRN482Ow
「任務記得帶上你家那隻雞,再損毀任何建築物請款單自己付。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAfa6w9P4v03
「呃……我會努力……」可是那隻雞如果能聽話的話,就不姓羅耶伊亞了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmTTToDHefh
「晚上回本家一趟,然上次跟我抱怨你很久沒回去吃飯了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAUfBQx1qTqS
「好。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAc843LlquVL
「這個禮拜回醫療班做例行健康檢查,讓哈維恩陪你一起去,最好是檢查完再去任務,我不想下次見面再聽到越見的抱怨。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAiljMlCIktL
「知道了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAL6oFrsL3Vm
「還有,」拉拉雜雜交代了一大堆無關痛癢的閒事褚冥玥才從公文中抬起目光,向門邊的胞弟扔去一樣東西,「這場舞會你代替我出席,我和然有事情去不了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAVsncPLWLuK
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「好……咦咦咦!!?」61Please respect copyright.PENANA0z51iKX2eM
飛過來的暗器差點削掉他一半的腦殼,手忙腳亂接住那一樣事物,發現是一張晚會請帖,守世界常見的舞會形式,時間是這個周末,「啊……一定要去嗎……」一想到那種場合他就頭痛,褚冥漾開始努力回想自己還有沒有能夠重大到推掉這個任務的事情忘記。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKt5K4otQyf
啊啊……這才是正事吧,他剛剛還想說今天老姊怎麼那麼好說話,根本只是閒話家常……61Please respect copyright.PENANATYmog3insF
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辦公桌後他偉大的親姊大人、公會中美艷與威名並駕齊驅不相上下的惡魔巡司哼出一口氣,「我叫你去就去。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAsWgaFk9tk5
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拍案已定,從褚冥玥口中出來的話就叫做命令。61Please respect copyright.PENANAyE89ac8XB5
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褚冥玥知道還有些該交代沒交代的事沒說,是因為覺得沒必要。61Please respect copyright.PENANARWlIrmSWMl
例如說某個很久以前就拐走她弟的心的混蛋按捺不住相思決定放下族裡的差事藉口回來一趟。61Please respect copyright.PENANAnORDuHf7XY
例如說某個監視覬覦她親弟很久的混蛋終於忍無可忍某夜妖精藉護衛之名對護衛對象吃豆腐(?)毛手毛腳(?)意圖不軌(?)決定這次回來好好他修理一頓。61Please respect copyright.PENANA45y7W0u3jX
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她相信自家弟弟有足夠的理智迎接這個「驚喜」。61Please respect copyright.PENANAiliQLgLd8A
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所有損失賠償她會好好代公會敲詐精靈王一筆的。61Please respect copyright.PENANACsPWOsxTnP
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身在臥虎藏龍的白陵家,交際應酬這種麻煩差事本來是落不到他頭上的。61Please respect copyright.PENANAlKD8ShD8gn
先不說他有沒有這個實力,身體時間滯留在十八歲的褚冥漾本身外貌就不可能有什麼威嚇威脅能力對付各族的族長長老們,再者他這個人脾氣本就不大容易生氣,經常在言語間就被人家欺負到頭上去。61Please respect copyright.PENANAnv17x8Rjlg
相比較開來,白陵然身為族長的笑裡藏刀、褚冥玥以實力和美貌為基礎犀利霸道的為人手段,常常使褚冥漾被年輕一輩的族人裡看不起,認為他的實力只是誇大與虛有其表。61Please respect copyright.PENANASXpVXgXWqA
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揉了揉痠軟僵硬的兩頰,褚冥漾終於在舞會開始三個小時後成功避開下一波搶著和他跳舞聊天的小姐少爺們逃難到一處無人的陽台。61Please respect copyright.PENANA2viCRoVPeW
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所以比起難突破的姊姊與表哥,金玉其外敗絮其中的他就只有聯姻的價值了嗎……?61Please respect copyright.PENANAdwK5uCeM1i
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褚冥漾苦笑著看高掛夜空明亮的月。61Please respect copyright.PENANA64cnCtSCaJ
他就是煩這件事情才討厭出席這種場合。尤其那個人走了以後,所有認為他好欺負的蠢蛋連在宴會場合也開始肆無忌憚,似乎妖師一族少了最大靠山之後就沒有活人了一樣。61Please respect copyright.PENANAUGw1dnJYA9
只是資深黑袍的實力容得他人輕視?他只是不喜歡惹麻煩。61Please respect copyright.PENANAogcWW50UYA
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在那之後他再也沒有出席這種場合,直到被趕鴨子上架。61Please respect copyright.PENANAGkE2KyaLzo
他的朋友們都不是熱衷於這種場合的紈绔子弟,理所當然找不到任何熟人來當擋劍牌,除了阿諛諂媚套關係的竟然沒有其餘與他交談的對象。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW2iQXOKZmu
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是他脫節社會太久嗎……褚冥漾開始認真反省,接著又想到那個近幾天來思念不下百次、已經遙遠而陌生的人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAeoOhqRAWnE
從很久以前,從那個人闖入他的生命開始,他的世界就是由那個人組成。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhUktpEyEj1
關於守世界所有的一切是那個人把手教給他的,甚至於他心中最刻骨銘心的情感也是出自於那個人,以致於當那人徹底的從他生命中消失,他會痛苦到近乎崩潰。61Please respect copyright.PENANA04yAyfG8Qk
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晚風吹撫在泛紅的臉頰上刺骨的凍人,剛才為了趕緊擺脫那些人灌酒灌的沒什麼節制,現在現世報來了。褚冥漾鬱悶的搓搓臉,指頭冷的像冰塊,身體卻有微燒的溫度。61Please respect copyright.PENANADOxwAMjApP
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最近,常常夢到學長。61Please respect copyright.PENANArm32sdLD3T
他們生活時候的日常、相遇之初的景象,或是他黑袍翻飛的背影。61Please respect copyright.PENANA4TP6A4Wq95
大概日有所思夜有所夢,他為了十年一次的黑袍評鑑跑去翻了學長留下來的術法筆記,有些是自己寫的,有些是那個人端整細長的筆跡,他常常一看看到渾然忘我,最後到底要找什麼都忘記了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhPHbEalO7u
就連無法選擇的夢境都盡是那人潦草的痕跡。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtBoW8fTNKI
那個人就是,連離開後都要掌控他的一切,使他相思欲狂。61Please respect copyright.PENANA2M1vG51xEx
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他可以習慣那個人所有的壞習慣暴躁的脾氣,唯有最後這件事情使他無所適從,至今無法平復。61Please respect copyright.PENANAdvGawVnP0u
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說起來,他的手機裡還存著學長的號碼。61Please respect copyright.PENANARE6Lx4iGJm
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在陽台吹了好久的冷風他有點無聊,花了一點時間避開人潮出了宴會廳,不小心在花園迷了路,褚冥漾突然毫無理由的想起這個無關痛養的小細節。61Please respect copyright.PENANA4BkWujqS8I
冰牙領地有訊號嗎?冰牙精靈有沒有人在用手機?他當然不會認為精靈是種與電波無緣的生物,他手機裡也有各種不同種族性別年齡地位(他沒有特別去收集)的精靈擅自輸進他手機的手機號碼,只是他沒有認識別的冰牙精靈,而學長在這幾年當中也不曾打給過他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW9np317j2x
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鬼使神差的,他按進通訊錄後竟然嘗試撥出了電話。61Please respect copyright.PENANAyrsmVx7Jwm
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當手機傳來「嘟、嘟」表示接通中聲音的時候他不知他該錯愕學長還讓這個號碼通用著,還是在下一秒號碼的主人就驚悚的接起了電話,還「喂」了一聲。61Please respect copyright.PENANANwfrWhKOBG
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不知道現在掛斷電話,學長會不會當作沒發生過這件事…………61Please respect copyright.PENANAIEa3QpBqpS
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這當然是絕對不可能的事情啊!!!61Please respect copyright.PENANAJMc598Wfkc
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「喂。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAHNJeoS56tO
那個人的聲音是,低沉,冷淡,偶爾帶上一點漫不在乎。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgMNNJJQZrv
算是那人餘威(?)猶在吧,只是輕輕一聲呼喚,褚冥漾就連心臟都顫慄了起來,呼吸開始不穩,別說回應,他根本覺得自己快昏倒了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAimZuAkF7GZ
手指緊緊攢著熱燙的手機,用力到指節發白,呼吸急促。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuevTILvXFy
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多久了呢?沒有聽到他的聲音、聞到他的呼吸、觸摸到他冷涼卻舒服的溫度。61Please respect copyright.PENANAosr65sl978
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線路另一端是朝思暮想的學長,褚冥漾卻只聽得見自己的心跳聲。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcAgbEVz1p4
噗通。噗通。噗通。61Please respect copyright.PENANApL6O5cs6v9
說什麼?61Please respect copyright.PENANAeb7ys1Dc7E
上千上萬一個人的夜晚,上千上萬的孤寂。61Please respect copyright.PENANAAFw4I8Qi0H
眼角酸酸的,很想很想哭著說很想很想你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmIRslgrh2Y
說愛太矯情,說喜歡也無法表達烙印在骨隨的意義。也許是習慣讓他們都忽略最後那一步,但那僅僅一句差別的一步。61Please respect copyright.PENANAM6Q8FZi0cN
聲音哽在喉嚨,淚水一點一點在心中化成有點酸有點澀的液體。61Please respect copyright.PENANAwMQYxH2XPh
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「我、我……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAtWyKYsw0Y4
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學長是大笨蛋。61Please respect copyright.PENANA22pysSQbXJ
不知為何很想氣嘟嘟地罵一句,然後那個人會狠狠巴他,然後他會委屈的揉揉自己的腦袋瞪著那個人勾起一抹微笑。61Please respect copyright.PENANASL6fiO8sr7
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耳邊那道清晰的呼吸聲一直持續著,褚冥漾想這大概是學長第一次持續通話那麼久的時間,想了想不知不覺模糊的笑了出來,很多很多的話哽在喉嚨,不知為什麼就 是張開嘴巴一點也說不出口,這時候那個人突然結束了沉默,說了一個字,帶上微微輕柔的笑意,他很少看見的那種,與三王子特別相像的那種笑容。61Please respect copyright.PENANAogsU7wTytT
褚冥漾看不到,只是有一種感覺,從學長喚他的那個字暖暖地蔓延到心底。61Please respect copyright.PENANAESFWaM6c74
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「褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAUIcHccNIyy
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心臟噗通噗通的跳得更急,「啊……」單手摀住自己的臉,如果現在因為高熱而昏倒的話,他一點都不會感到驚訝。61Please respect copyright.PENANAjB1W23f6cI
褚冥漾已經很久很久沒有覺得臉燙到這種程度,只不過是學長喊了自己的名字。61Please respect copyright.PENANAu1jdmv1XCI
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曼陀羅的呼喚還在繼續,「……褚,你想說什麼?」61Please respect copyright.PENANA0XnfbF22Yl
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那人低沉的嗓音像蠱惑獵物而刻意為之輕慢的引誘,一點一點的,擾亂他的心魄。褚冥漾在月光下空無一人的陽台慢慢縮成一團,沒有握在手機的另一隻手抓緊胸口。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJoMaXdeRB2
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他突然覺得好痛。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKhAq08RycK
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為什麼要讓他離開,為什麼寧可獨自緊縮在漆黑的房間痛苦的近乎死去,也不願對他誠實。61Please respect copyright.PENANAavIxw2cbfz
為什麼懦弱到這種程度,裝作沒有看見學長眼中的失望,自欺欺人。在怎麼樣也總好過眼睜睜放著他離開。61Please respect copyright.PENANArmz00s5Xxi
在恨了許久後才無力地發現自己也錯了,錯的很離譜。61Please respect copyright.PENANAaUcNP6EtkK
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「學長、我……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAWGvatRfyJk
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裝作無動於衷的自己也是愚蠢的混帳。61Please respect copyright.PENANACJiK372e4H
有很多事情,其實在當年褚冥漾偷偷趁對方睡著親吻時就已經明白。61Please respect copyright.PENANABzsWdmdgOm
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「…………」61Please respect copyright.PENANAeAFOfSNAba
電話另一頭的人展現了難得的耐心,竟然沒有催促也沒有不耐於他的語無倫次;褚冥漾覺得自己被鼓勵了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgRCDc945FI
被鼓勵的後果是一句話沒經大腦就吐了出來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWvmnh9NdfF
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「我只是……很想你。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA9RQk2jlTds
很想很想你。61Please respect copyright.PENANA5EqnDP8atd
疼痛的似乎像上一輩子用燙鐵烙印在靈魂上的錯覺,很想很想你,其實就是這一句話而已。61Please respect copyright.PENANAXGhhEfTz7b
當年應該出口的那一句既然已經太晚,那就從這一句開始吧。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgmYTNZbZTP
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但褚冥漾現在幾乎連死了的心都有了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAH3Za4x88Vp
他覺得自己像白癡一樣,一句話說出來酒也醒了半多,手腳一齊軟了,剩下想說什麼一並忘了也算,心裡那個後悔,現在更沒有膽子掛電話,牙齒膽顫心驚的喀喀作響。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIjhiKitjdJ
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嗚嗚嗚嗚……現在通電話的是什麼人啊,他學長啊,看看他說的是什麼話,接下來連口吃也不會了,只是咬著牙無措的握著手機,耳邊的呼吸像判決的倒數計時。61Please respect copyright.PENANA06oPscyJUd
褚冥漾不會知道另一端他心目中的大魔王笑得有溫柔、多麼觸目驚心,喜悅的心臟跳躍的強度不會比他少多少、恨不得立刻趕到這個傻到不行的小笨蛋身邊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmdgyAzOlIQ
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所有漫長的等待走到最後盡頭時什麼痛楚都算不了什麼。61Please respect copyright.PENANA6jVKAJrkCe
能夠等來一句思念,他可以大度的原諒這笨蛋好幾年來不連絡他的大錯。61Please respect copyright.PENANAjh35UvfsdY
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────從現在開始,不會再離開你了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAVNpH3aeAys
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褚冥漾呆呆抓著手中被掛斷的手機,還不知道發生什麼事。61Please respect copyright.PENANA9qQYLx3xvV
他在陽台外聽見室內的喧嘩越來越大,興奮驚訝的竊竊私語傳近他耳中,他還是不知道發生什麼事。61Please respect copyright.PENANAO7kvMk28G8
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學長……學長。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKYABHLFWfy
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他覺得一定是自己做夢了,學長怎麼可能用這麼溫柔的聲音說話。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW8I5p7gP69
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「褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAkJcAfCE4cF
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男人踏著大步沉著而肆意的進入大廳,披著純白的披風。銀色的花紋和他美麗的銀髮相映襯,焰色的眸流轉著自信的光輝;他目不斜視、閃爍絢爛光芒的眼中只有一個人存在。61Please respect copyright.PENANAzwc7P4MexY
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至始、至終、唯一。61Please respect copyright.PENANA96kZ04fhpS
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「……我來接你了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA8ww9PlMVOl
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看著男人朝他伸來的手,如果這是夢的話,那一定沒有比這更美麗的夢境了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5bsJaMtYT
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_____突然好想你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAPWE1ZuBndp
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你要走了嗎?61Please respect copyright.PENANADJSUAfiaLJ
那一天,你衝動的闖進他正在上課的教室質問他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAI2YwQNk6nj
他就要走了。回到那個遙不可及的冰牙領地,回到他本該出生長大的眷族,卻是離開你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgqPFhIZKY8
從好友口中得知消息同時你震驚的發現,自己是最後才知道的人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQOIxk0UXYj
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你幾乎無法維持冷靜,只想抓著他的領子大吼大叫,但你只是踹開他任課的班級門,蒼白著臉瞪著他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKSnxLdjZPs
台下本來就像死人一樣安靜的學生非常有默契的一齊刷白了臉,像躺在棺材裡的屍體。61Please respect copyright.PENANAARGiRrjrr3
而台上的他只有一瞬間的怔忡,接著他以一貫的、冷冷的表情,紅眸往旁一掃,嚇住了一房學生。61Please respect copyright.PENANAiewxKr45UI
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「下課。」充滿威嚇的低沉嗓音與平時無什麼不同,但你卻莫名覺得好陌生。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsfdQCz2kX4
非常具有危機意識的學生們以逃難般的速度奔往唯一的逃生出口,幾秒便乾淨溜溜,連一根頭髮也沒留下,若在平時你可能會不怕死的調侃幾句,惡鬼啊魔王啊什麼都好,但此刻你愣著任由學生跑過身邊帶起一陣風,翻起的髮絲刺進眼中,讓你好想流淚。61Please respect copyright.PENANASBauMiGjKl
你低垂著腦袋,淨空的教室內唯有兩人,兩人皆不言不語,讓人窒息般的空氣壓迫著你每一條神經,你突然不知道該說些什麼。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhmBPGKTPJi
他就原本打算一聲不響的走,現在自己的行為,只是為他帶來困擾。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmGKF36ZyQf
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「褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAZkNGdrQ67F
溫熱的觸感覆上了臉龐,你愣了愣。61Please respect copyright.PENANAI8QvQORcyZ
「在想什麼?」紅色的眼睛混著一些你不明白的情緒,他扶著你的頰,在你發呆的時候已經走到面前,認真端詳你的表情。61Please respect copyright.PENANASnxYU0sTh1
看了他一眼,別開頭離開他的碰觸,側開視線,感到胸口一陣翻絞,嗓音低啞,「為什麼不告訴我?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAxkcfhrNwIu
他的眼、他的聲音,是如此令你疼痛。能夠令你如此心痛挫折的,唯有這個人,不會再有了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8zofMncen
眼角瞥見他的身體一僵,收回的手指緊緊握拳。再次開口的時候,他聲音添上明顯不悅。61Please respect copyright.PENANAl2VFlozU7U
「告訴你什麼?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAwX51HJrkWk
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「你不是要走?」你的聲音帶有一絲賭氣,只是他聽不出來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtUcRazhlAG
離開,離開學院,離開你的世界。61Please respect copyright.PENANAajxdus6R1m
你突然發現自己是真不應該來這裡的,他即將離開的事實早已傳得沸沸揚揚,已不可動搖,而你來到這裡,他的面前,是想聽見一聲否認。61Please respect copyright.PENANASNh4woYw6R
你想聽的,只是他告訴你,他不會離開,留在這裡,留在你身邊,留在你看得見的,你所熟悉的世界。61Please respect copyright.PENANAwYVssKr1Jl
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回答你的是令你訝異的沉默。你認識的他不曾有過如此示弱的反應,你一抬頭望見他怔怔注視著你,那也是從未有過的表情。61Please respect copyright.PENANACoiWidMLWF
他的異樣只持續了幾秒,在對上你視線後很快恢復平靜。61Please respect copyright.PENANAp2agtYY2gw
他的想法,從一開始認識到熟識,從學生時代到任職學院的現在,不會有人比你更清楚明白他的脾氣,尤其此時此刻兩人離的是這樣的近,你發覺他的情緒似乎有點壓抑。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgMqRZUknpB
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「學長?」疑惑的抬起頭,你發現他瞪著別的地方,臉色陰沉。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5pPszAJbr
「什麼時候知道的?」你等待了半晌,似乎也是被看的不自在,他低低開口,可是並不看向你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJAyDuSQkv8
「……就在剛剛。」是誰過說,說話時看著對方叫做禮貌?你很想撲過把他的頭喬回來,只是沒那個膽子,「……是真的嗎?你要回冰牙了?」也不和我說一聲?61Please respect copyright.PENANAwwPIvmzfY3
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你知道,這時候的你只是垂死掙扎,他們族內決定的事情,哪是他這小小妖師能夠插嘴的?61Please respect copyright.PENANAgFn0ZF6In8
你只是很天真的……想要從他口中聽見否認,只是很天真的……61Please respect copyright.PENANA2j2Tl0jxun
縱使在這近百年來從沒釐清過你對他的感情,但他對你而言一直都是最重要的人,這一點無庸置疑。61Please respect copyright.PENANAUDO0pEfM9a
你根本無法想像,沒有他的日子該怎麼過、你是連一想起來都會惶恐。61Please respect copyright.PENANAAggJuyxd6D
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從他看向你,到他開口的那一瞬間,看在你眼中是如此漫長。61Please respect copyright.PENANAZaD2gr1Rk0
你還是沒有聽見你想聽的答案。61Please respect copyright.PENANAZVxv6kv25y
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「是的。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAqWp4pBzbSk
那個時候,你恍惚的的聽見世界崩毀的聲音。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuwwO4n8gLd
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三月初的天氣微暖,路上行人仍穿著著單薄的長袖與外套,在早晨晴朗的陽光下街揭開一天的序幕。61Please respect copyright.PENANA3VeCDhgIIB
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原世界,指針即將指向早上六點鐘。擺放在某民房二樓房間床頭的某機器盡責地開始它每日早晨艱辛的任務──叫醒他的主人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAHZlTUA6xmt
於是它開始像所有的同胞們一樣,開始發出震耳欲聾的響亮。61Please respect copyright.PENANATHz0EB14WI
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「呀啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊嗚啊啊啊啊嘎啊啊啊啊啊啊────呃、碰咚!」61Please respect copyright.PENANAxAI2NaDlSh
「吵死了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAAKN4btKXnK
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擺在床頭邊的無辜鬧鐘被主人俐落的掃到床底下,年復一年沒什麼不同的悲慘無人道的待遇讓它心甘情願閉上了嘴巴,等待夜晚的來臨主人將再次把它放回床頭櫃,重複進行艱辛的任務內容。61Please respect copyright.PENANAXOayeYtlqK
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而鬧鐘的主人、房間的擁有者在意識朦朧之際暴力地舉動讓他重心不穩上半身懸空,直接頭下腳上重重跌在木製地板上,雙腳還纏繞著留有餘溫的棉被。這一撞倒是讓他徹底清醒過來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAblHNISQdFa
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褚冥漾其實並不清楚自己想不想醒來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgsPy3tuuWj
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背靠著清冷的地板,他仰躺望著天花板發愣,沒有念頭起身動作,一時之間陷在夢境之中無法自拔。61Please respect copyright.PENANAvCFkKARtRx
原來、是夢。他承認是有點小小的失落,然而胸口的痛楚如此地深刻讓他無法招架,他的靈魂似乎還停留在那天,他從對方眼中看見自己的失望。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8uMOHF5HGY
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原來終究是無法放下。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWqg9cTTnEB
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「學長……」61Please respect copyright.PENANA2agNgjWmVq
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不知不覺從口中呼喚出從前的稱呼,他呆滯後隨即便是苦笑。他以為他已經足夠堅強去忽略胸口那一塊空缺,沒想到過了那麼久時間,還會夢見那個人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAaBag34U1qq
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是了,那麼久,都已經超過了十年。61Please respect copyright.PENANA47D5oyNc5o
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連面孔已經不再清晰、連他的聲音都是如此陌生。冰與炎、銀與焰。突兀卻又確實相襯的色彩,他的記憶像剝落的油漆一塊一塊空缺,他已經不再想起他的模樣,卻是在遙遠的夢境中反覆溫習。61Please respect copyright.PENANAob3KypjMEK
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喜歡啊,對於那個人,他從來都是抱持著眷戀與壓抑的獨佔慾,為什麼會在生離後才來理解這一點。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuzheZzzGs6
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他怔怔仰望窗外透進的晨光,覺得像是照耀在那人髮上的光芒,他其實想要快點忘記那個夢境,回憶卻緊咬他不放。61Please respect copyright.PENANA1eXte7yxTu
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結果到了最後,他沒有去送行。61Please respect copyright.PENANACCPtAbaIHg
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已經沒有後悔的印象,只知道那人的離去比甚麼都痛,幾乎吞沒他所有的堅強,他閉上眼睛。61Please respect copyright.PENANAFWpgFJ04Zk
學長一定很生氣,不然不會在那之後,再也沒有消息。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWXXwa4WJiO
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曾經,他們在一起一個百年。他們像親人一樣互相依靠、依戀,即使沒有愛情為基礎,他們還是在一起很久的時間,曾經他以為,彼此就是他們的終點。61Please respect copyright.PENANANGNfkxFRMR
他是在他離去以後才真正發現自己的感情,在那麼樣痛楚之後,在那個人徹底從生命中消失之後。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfQaZPKOXnO
他也終於發現,那個人不是選擇搭檔,而是選擇他作為同處一間屋簷下的室友的真正意義。61Please respect copyright.PENANAOtMAih6KX1
而自己之所以繼續走下去、而不是像個普通人類終老百年的理由。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtpxTKHpY6K
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一切都已經太遲了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsIIFXvs1Re
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他慢慢的閉上眼睛。任由睡意占據,維持著滑稽的姿勢懸在床邊頭上腳下,抓下了抱枕輕輕蹭著,心底深處似乎期待能回到虛幻卻忠實反映內心渴望的夢境之中。61Please respect copyright.PENANAeIdtMGKMfS
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如果當年的他,能夠說些什麼、做些什麼,一切是否會有所不同?61Please respect copyright.PENANAPSh3dYd0a8
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就在他即將進入夢鄉的同時,一個該死熟悉的嗓音驀然響起。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqGmUzaqv8p
在離他不遠處。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfAMvfRcYK7
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「你要遲到了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAUPjqFKmFRY
那個聲音很輕、很淡,雖然在平常狀態下是足以令他放鬆戒備的熟悉,但褚冥漾當下唯一的反應是抓住懷中的枕頭,狠狠的往聲源處砸去!61Please respect copyright.PENANAD7ZaDgyPBJ
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憤怒的力道在來者臉上發出慘烈的碰撞聲,褚冥漾猛地跳起來蹦起身,羞憤的小臉紅得像蘋果,讓人想一口咬下去的嬌態。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIdEcgmGU9s
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「──我不是說過進房要敲門嗎!?」褚冥漾吼道。61Please respect copyright.PENANA7JnVglPGMD
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……自從某次某夜妖精在他洗澡時候誤闖進浴室後他就對這個人產生了小動物般的警戒心。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQP42XwmRdK
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「……你要遲到了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA5daNJrRAJN
即使凶器在臉上發出了陣亡的聲音,發話者仍舊面不改色堅守他的崗位試圖清醒褚冥漾羞憤交加的腦袋:哈維恩不明顯的皺了下眉頭,在褚冥漾滾下床前伸手將人摟至懷中,小人兒冰涼的體溫讓眉間的61Please respect copyright.PENANAf0CkRSVnvd
皺褶加深,但顯然受關護者並不稀罕他溫柔。61Please respect copyright.PENANAPpvkThUeHk
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「你要遲到了。巡司她……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAAIrtXOyHLb
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「咚!磅!」61Please respect copyright.PENANA8q268qJxFq
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……此人的壞脾氣,經常顯見於剛睡醒或睡眠不足時。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWf7qUZiFfS
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第一聲異響是受驚嚇的褚冥漾下意識讓拳頭狠狠砸上對方胸口,第二聲是在自由落體的運作下他自作孽從哈維恩的懷抱中狼狽地栽到地板上。61Please respect copyright.PENANA29IE8d4BxX
他似乎聽見那個黑嚕嚕的夜妖精輕飄飄地嘆一口氣,帶著某種令他羞憤的無奈。61Please respect copyright.PENANAkGpiUp1hdk
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他其實不討厭這個人,他只是討厭這個人之所以會在他身邊的理由。61Please respect copyright.PENANATpji6psTFy
討厭這個總令他不自覺想起另一個人的傢伙。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8E9TkR9oBx
為什麼是在那個人離開後、為什麼理當卸除責任的哈維恩必須照顧他的生活起居,以護衛之名,褚冥漾知道是誰以什麼樣的身分下了這個命令,他對那人決定的事情向來無話可說。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhkeYHOjsnY
事實上也無法拒絕,當年學長離開後的那一段時間他的記憶及理智模糊而短暫,悲傷絕望的黑暗吞沒了他偽裝的面容,到後來他從來沒有試圖去了解過毫無意識的那段時間到底發生過什麼事。61Please respect copyright.PENANAn7FsS5oO0d
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只是在他緩過來之後那些日子他發覺自己變的迷茫而寡言,自己一個人可以發呆一整天,靠著蠶食回憶而活,不食不語,但在外人面前他完全可以維持應有的進退禮 儀維護袍級和妖師的門面,不漏一絲縫隙供人打擊。緊接著原本已經從身邊消失了很久的哈維恩突然來到了身邊,彆扭的以護衛之名成為他的保母。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuagLJTQDV8
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以許多方面來說褚冥漾是感激他的,只要他不要那麼囉嗦的話。61Please respect copyright.PENANA4KsohoCdX5
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「你要遲到了。巡司說過今天三點去見她,你忘了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAsCixhzKHyL
終於不被打斷簡潔盡責地說完提醒,但是哈維恩默默覺得現在不管說什麼褚冥漾都會生氣,幾年的相處下來他已經很了解對方的個性,只有在精神不濟時理直氣壯任性暴力的一面。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8lx0A4OtA4
……是說早就已經遲到了啊現在。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgMn6z2uxqv
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「啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!」61Please respect copyright.PENANAlxd90rY1sm
僵硬停頓一秒,褚冥漾便如觸電一般驚嚇跳起,牆上鐘的分針已指向五的位置,於是哈維恩看著方才還炸毛一樣的小動物以光速整理儀容,頭髮都沒整齊就打開移送陣瞬間消失。61Please respect copyright.PENANAEZpC77yYYG
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其實褚冥漾也不知道當初自己所有的頹廢與失控是為了什麼,也許他只是想嘗試看看,看看學長會不會其實還偷偷觀察著他,是不是真的如他表現出來一般,從他生命中徹底消失。61Please respect copyright.PENANAUFLPQJoztM
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……毫不留情,並且殘忍。61Please respect copyright.PENANAjGwYRnAdgl
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在那之後好長一段時間公會充斥著他,妖師一族的表率與門面白陵家的褚冥漾與冰與炎的殿下翻臉決裂的八卦。儘管有些空穴來風的閒言閒語令他哭笑不得,但至少有一件事是事實。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtJO2fhYpiN
就是無論他做什麼或被做什麼,冰炎殿下再也不會是他的助力與靠山,從此褚冥漾和颯彌亞‧伊沐洛‧巴瑟蘭,是毫不相關的兩個人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAN2t9nM8haV
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順帶一提這句後面接著的是:想報仇的要快趁現在!先搶先贏!慢了後悔來不及!61Please respect copyright.PENANAga0xZBPqhY
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至於說話的人和相信這些話的人有沒有受到天譴是後話,我們暫且不提。61Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ9qwnnKR1
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「遲到二十八分十五秒,本月任務追加S級三則、A級四則,有問題嗎?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAwlOptZze2p
……到底是誰把他安排到他老姊手下的呢?雖然到目前為止還沒抓到始作俑者,不過他會努力等待報復的那一天到來──當然是對安排的那個人,不是他老姊。61Please respect copyright.PENANATSiDW0MU02
七則無償任務啊……他已經開始覺得腳軟了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcNpLgIzf9n
好不容易熬出頭做到黑袍卻還是被自家胞姊壓得死死的,真不知是幸或不幸。61Please respect copyright.PENANAX68ziTGGfo
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褚冥漾狼狽的連黑袍都沒穿好就衝進巡司辦公處,辦公桌後面那個人頭也不抬一句話就把他狠狠砸趴下。61Please respect copyright.PENANAi8gMuymjnV
該慶幸的是老姊再忙沒有時間親手修理他嗎?自從褚冥漾累積到一定實力不至於在自家姊姊手底下一招斃命後褚冥玥似乎一直熱衷於親自調教她不成才弟弟的這個遊戲,身為苦主的褚冥漾能夠告訴你這絕對是一個只有調教方才能領會到遊戲樂趣的地獄遊戲……61Please respect copyright.PENANArywDJurw87
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「我、我明白了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAaAtRN482Ow
「任務記得帶上你家那隻雞,再損毀任何建築物請款單自己付。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAfa6w9P4v03
「呃……我會努力……」可是那隻雞如果能聽話的話,就不姓羅耶伊亞了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmTTToDHefh
「晚上回本家一趟,然上次跟我抱怨你很久沒回去吃飯了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAUfBQx1qTqS
「好。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAc843LlquVL
「這個禮拜回醫療班做例行健康檢查,讓哈維恩陪你一起去,最好是檢查完再去任務,我不想下次見面再聽到越見的抱怨。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAiljMlCIktL
「知道了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAL6oFrsL3Vm
「還有,」拉拉雜雜交代了一大堆無關痛癢的閒事褚冥玥才從公文中抬起目光,向門邊的胞弟扔去一樣東西,「這場舞會你代替我出席,我和然有事情去不了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAVsncPLWLuK
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「好……咦咦咦!!?」61Please respect copyright.PENANA0z51iKX2eM
飛過來的暗器差點削掉他一半的腦殼,手忙腳亂接住那一樣事物,發現是一張晚會請帖,守世界常見的舞會形式,時間是這個周末,「啊……一定要去嗎……」一想到那種場合他就頭痛,褚冥漾開始努力回想自己還有沒有能夠重大到推掉這個任務的事情忘記。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKt5K4otQyf
啊啊……這才是正事吧,他剛剛還想說今天老姊怎麼那麼好說話,根本只是閒話家常……61Please respect copyright.PENANATYmog3insF
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辦公桌後他偉大的親姊大人、公會中美艷與威名並駕齊驅不相上下的惡魔巡司哼出一口氣,「我叫你去就去。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAsWgaFk9tk5
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拍案已定,從褚冥玥口中出來的話就叫做命令。61Please respect copyright.PENANAyE89ac8XB5
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褚冥玥知道還有些該交代沒交代的事沒說,是因為覺得沒必要。61Please respect copyright.PENANARWlIrmSWMl
例如說某個很久以前就拐走她弟的心的混蛋按捺不住相思決定放下族裡的差事藉口回來一趟。61Please respect copyright.PENANAnORDuHf7XY
例如說某個監視覬覦她親弟很久的混蛋終於忍無可忍某夜妖精藉護衛之名對護衛對象吃豆腐(?)毛手毛腳(?)意圖不軌(?)決定這次回來好好他修理一頓。61Please respect copyright.PENANA45y7W0u3jX
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她相信自家弟弟有足夠的理智迎接這個「驚喜」。61Please respect copyright.PENANAiliQLgLd8A
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所有損失賠償她會好好代公會敲詐精靈王一筆的。61Please respect copyright.PENANACsPWOsxTnP
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身在臥虎藏龍的白陵家,交際應酬這種麻煩差事本來是落不到他頭上的。61Please respect copyright.PENANAlKD8ShD8gn
先不說他有沒有這個實力,身體時間滯留在十八歲的褚冥漾本身外貌就不可能有什麼威嚇威脅能力對付各族的族長長老們,再者他這個人脾氣本就不大容易生氣,經常在言語間就被人家欺負到頭上去。61Please respect copyright.PENANAnv17x8Rjlg
相比較開來,白陵然身為族長的笑裡藏刀、褚冥玥以實力和美貌為基礎犀利霸道的為人手段,常常使褚冥漾被年輕一輩的族人裡看不起,認為他的實力只是誇大與虛有其表。61Please respect copyright.PENANASXpVXgXWqA
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揉了揉痠軟僵硬的兩頰,褚冥漾終於在舞會開始三個小時後成功避開下一波搶著和他跳舞聊天的小姐少爺們逃難到一處無人的陽台。61Please respect copyright.PENANA2viCRoVPeW
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所以比起難突破的姊姊與表哥,金玉其外敗絮其中的他就只有聯姻的價值了嗎……?61Please respect copyright.PENANAdwK5uCeM1i
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褚冥漾苦笑著看高掛夜空明亮的月。61Please respect copyright.PENANA64cnCtSCaJ
他就是煩這件事情才討厭出席這種場合。尤其那個人走了以後,所有認為他好欺負的蠢蛋連在宴會場合也開始肆無忌憚,似乎妖師一族少了最大靠山之後就沒有活人了一樣。61Please respect copyright.PENANAUGw1dnJYA9
只是資深黑袍的實力容得他人輕視?他只是不喜歡惹麻煩。61Please respect copyright.PENANAogcWW50UYA
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在那之後他再也沒有出席這種場合,直到被趕鴨子上架。61Please respect copyright.PENANAGkE2KyaLzo
他的朋友們都不是熱衷於這種場合的紈绔子弟,理所當然找不到任何熟人來當擋劍牌,除了阿諛諂媚套關係的竟然沒有其餘與他交談的對象。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW2iQXOKZmu
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是他脫節社會太久嗎……褚冥漾開始認真反省,接著又想到那個近幾天來思念不下百次、已經遙遠而陌生的人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAeoOhqRAWnE
從很久以前,從那個人闖入他的生命開始,他的世界就是由那個人組成。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhUktpEyEj1
關於守世界所有的一切是那個人把手教給他的,甚至於他心中最刻骨銘心的情感也是出自於那個人,以致於當那人徹底的從他生命中消失,他會痛苦到近乎崩潰。61Please respect copyright.PENANA04yAyfG8Qk
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晚風吹撫在泛紅的臉頰上刺骨的凍人,剛才為了趕緊擺脫那些人灌酒灌的沒什麼節制,現在現世報來了。褚冥漾鬱悶的搓搓臉,指頭冷的像冰塊,身體卻有微燒的溫度。61Please respect copyright.PENANADOxwAMjApP
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最近,常常夢到學長。61Please respect copyright.PENANArm32sdLD3T
他們生活時候的日常、相遇之初的景象,或是他黑袍翻飛的背影。61Please respect copyright.PENANA4TP6A4Wq95
大概日有所思夜有所夢,他為了十年一次的黑袍評鑑跑去翻了學長留下來的術法筆記,有些是自己寫的,有些是那個人端整細長的筆跡,他常常一看看到渾然忘我,最後到底要找什麼都忘記了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhPHbEalO7u
就連無法選擇的夢境都盡是那人潦草的痕跡。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtBoW8fTNKI
那個人就是,連離開後都要掌控他的一切,使他相思欲狂。61Please respect copyright.PENANA2M1vG51xEx
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他可以習慣那個人所有的壞習慣暴躁的脾氣,唯有最後這件事情使他無所適從,至今無法平復。61Please respect copyright.PENANAdvGawVnP0u
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說起來,他的手機裡還存著學長的號碼。61Please respect copyright.PENANARE6Lx4iGJm
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在陽台吹了好久的冷風他有點無聊,花了一點時間避開人潮出了宴會廳,不小心在花園迷了路,褚冥漾突然毫無理由的想起這個無關痛養的小細節。61Please respect copyright.PENANA4BkWujqS8I
冰牙領地有訊號嗎?冰牙精靈有沒有人在用手機?他當然不會認為精靈是種與電波無緣的生物,他手機裡也有各種不同種族性別年齡地位(他沒有特別去收集)的精靈擅自輸進他手機的手機號碼,只是他沒有認識別的冰牙精靈,而學長在這幾年當中也不曾打給過他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW9np317j2x
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鬼使神差的,他按進通訊錄後竟然嘗試撥出了電話。61Please respect copyright.PENANAyrsmVx7Jwm
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當手機傳來「嘟、嘟」表示接通中聲音的時候他不知他該錯愕學長還讓這個號碼通用著,還是在下一秒號碼的主人就驚悚的接起了電話,還「喂」了一聲。61Please respect copyright.PENANANwfrWhKOBG
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不知道現在掛斷電話,學長會不會當作沒發生過這件事…………61Please respect copyright.PENANAIEa3QpBqpS
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這當然是絕對不可能的事情啊!!!61Please respect copyright.PENANAJMc598Wfkc
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「喂。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAHNJeoS56tO
那個人的聲音是,低沉,冷淡,偶爾帶上一點漫不在乎。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgMNNJJQZrv
算是那人餘威(?)猶在吧,只是輕輕一聲呼喚,褚冥漾就連心臟都顫慄了起來,呼吸開始不穩,別說回應,他根本覺得自己快昏倒了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAimZuAkF7GZ
手指緊緊攢著熱燙的手機,用力到指節發白,呼吸急促。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuevTILvXFy
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多久了呢?沒有聽到他的聲音、聞到他的呼吸、觸摸到他冷涼卻舒服的溫度。61Please respect copyright.PENANAosr65sl978
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線路另一端是朝思暮想的學長,褚冥漾卻只聽得見自己的心跳聲。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcAgbEVz1p4
噗通。噗通。噗通。61Please respect copyright.PENANApL6O5cs6v9
說什麼?61Please respect copyright.PENANAeb7ys1Dc7E
上千上萬一個人的夜晚,上千上萬的孤寂。61Please respect copyright.PENANAAFw4I8Qi0H
眼角酸酸的,很想很想哭著說很想很想你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmIRslgrh2Y
說愛太矯情,說喜歡也無法表達烙印在骨隨的意義。也許是習慣讓他們都忽略最後那一步,但那僅僅一句差別的一步。61Please respect copyright.PENANAM6Q8FZi0cN
聲音哽在喉嚨,淚水一點一點在心中化成有點酸有點澀的液體。61Please respect copyright.PENANAwMQYxH2XPh
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「我、我……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAtWyKYsw0Y4
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學長是大笨蛋。61Please respect copyright.PENANA22pysSQbXJ
不知為何很想氣嘟嘟地罵一句,然後那個人會狠狠巴他,然後他會委屈的揉揉自己的腦袋瞪著那個人勾起一抹微笑。61Please respect copyright.PENANASL6fiO8sr7
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耳邊那道清晰的呼吸聲一直持續著,褚冥漾想這大概是學長第一次持續通話那麼久的時間,想了想不知不覺模糊的笑了出來,很多很多的話哽在喉嚨,不知為什麼就 是張開嘴巴一點也說不出口,這時候那個人突然結束了沉默,說了一個字,帶上微微輕柔的笑意,他很少看見的那種,與三王子特別相像的那種笑容。61Please respect copyright.PENANAogsU7wTytT
褚冥漾看不到,只是有一種感覺,從學長喚他的那個字暖暖地蔓延到心底。61Please respect copyright.PENANAESFWaM6c74
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「褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAUIcHccNIyy
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心臟噗通噗通的跳得更急,「啊……」單手摀住自己的臉,如果現在因為高熱而昏倒的話,他一點都不會感到驚訝。61Please respect copyright.PENANAjB1W23f6cI
褚冥漾已經很久很久沒有覺得臉燙到這種程度,只不過是學長喊了自己的名字。61Please respect copyright.PENANAu1jdmv1XCI
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曼陀羅的呼喚還在繼續,「……褚,你想說什麼?」61Please respect copyright.PENANA0XnfbF22Yl
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那人低沉的嗓音像蠱惑獵物而刻意為之輕慢的引誘,一點一點的,擾亂他的心魄。褚冥漾在月光下空無一人的陽台慢慢縮成一團,沒有握在手機的另一隻手抓緊胸口。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJoMaXdeRB2
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他突然覺得好痛。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKhAq08RycK
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為什麼要讓他離開,為什麼寧可獨自緊縮在漆黑的房間痛苦的近乎死去,也不願對他誠實。61Please respect copyright.PENANAavIxw2cbfz
為什麼懦弱到這種程度,裝作沒有看見學長眼中的失望,自欺欺人。在怎麼樣也總好過眼睜睜放著他離開。61Please respect copyright.PENANArmz00s5Xxi
在恨了許久後才無力地發現自己也錯了,錯的很離譜。61Please respect copyright.PENANAaUcNP6EtkK
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「學長、我……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAWGvatRfyJk
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裝作無動於衷的自己也是愚蠢的混帳。61Please respect copyright.PENANACJiK372e4H
有很多事情,其實在當年褚冥漾偷偷趁對方睡著親吻時就已經明白。61Please respect copyright.PENANABzsWdmdgOm
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電話另一頭的人展現了難得的耐心,竟然沒有催促也沒有不耐於他的語無倫次;褚冥漾覺得自己被鼓勵了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgRCDc945FI
被鼓勵的後果是一句話沒經大腦就吐了出來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWvmnh9NdfF
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「我只是……很想你。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA9RQk2jlTds
很想很想你。61Please respect copyright.PENANA5EqnDP8atd
疼痛的似乎像上一輩子用燙鐵烙印在靈魂上的錯覺,很想很想你,其實就是這一句話而已。61Please respect copyright.PENANAXGhhEfTz7b
當年應該出口的那一句既然已經太晚,那就從這一句開始吧。61Please respect copyright.PENANAgmYTNZbZTP
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但褚冥漾現在幾乎連死了的心都有了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAH3Za4x88Vp
他覺得自己像白癡一樣,一句話說出來酒也醒了半多,手腳一齊軟了,剩下想說什麼一並忘了也算,心裡那個後悔,現在更沒有膽子掛電話,牙齒膽顫心驚的喀喀作響。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIjhiKitjdJ
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嗚嗚嗚嗚……現在通電話的是什麼人啊,他學長啊,看看他說的是什麼話,接下來連口吃也不會了,只是咬著牙無措的握著手機,耳邊的呼吸像判決的倒數計時。61Please respect copyright.PENANA06oPscyJUd
褚冥漾不會知道另一端他心目中的大魔王笑得有溫柔、多麼觸目驚心,喜悅的心臟跳躍的強度不會比他少多少、恨不得立刻趕到這個傻到不行的小笨蛋身邊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmdgyAzOlIQ
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所有漫長的等待走到最後盡頭時什麼痛楚都算不了什麼。61Please respect copyright.PENANA6jVKAJrkCe
能夠等來一句思念,他可以大度的原諒這笨蛋好幾年來不連絡他的大錯。61Please respect copyright.PENANAjh35UvfsdY
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────從現在開始,不會再離開你了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAVNpH3aeAys
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褚冥漾呆呆抓著手中被掛斷的手機,還不知道發生什麼事。61Please respect copyright.PENANA9qQYLx3xvV
他在陽台外聽見室內的喧嘩越來越大,興奮驚訝的竊竊私語傳近他耳中,他還是不知道發生什麼事。61Please respect copyright.PENANAO7kvMk28G8
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學長……學長。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKYABHLFWfy
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他覺得一定是自己做夢了,學長怎麼可能用這麼溫柔的聲音說話。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW8I5p7gP69
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「褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAkJcAfCE4cF
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男人踏著大步沉著而肆意的進入大廳,披著純白的披風。銀色的花紋和他美麗的銀髮相映襯,焰色的眸流轉著自信的光輝;他目不斜視、閃爍絢爛光芒的眼中只有一個人存在。61Please respect copyright.PENANAzwc7P4MexY
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至始、至終、唯一。61Please respect copyright.PENANA96kZ04fhpS
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「……我來接你了。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA8ww9PlMVOl
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看著男人朝他伸來的手,如果這是夢的話,那一定沒有比這更美麗的夢境了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5bsJaMtYT
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