「決定權在於你」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡML6977SoaV
黑子直視著男人妖異的雙瞳，腦袋一片混沌之時，脫口回給了對方一個肯定的答覆50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPn0euZn10
連黑子自身也無從確定…此言是否妥當……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDkfl7Y43G
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「我知道了」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEucoAmqIa
赤司終於願意鬆開了遭自己鉗制住的孩童的下頷50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsQrizeV1I
擺出了個恭敬的“請“的手勢50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlOP1lzaCW
黑子順應的走出了大門，當自己剛跨出門檻的那一刻，為數不多的光亮也一併被赤司熄滅50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRhVxwbSSG
隨手篕上的門，因力道過大而使門板不停的來回擺動50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcalJBipHf
嘎嘎的門板聲，皮鞋與地面接觸下空蕩的回音，充斥在光線泯滅後過於死寂的長廊，為白晝來臨前的夜幕增添幾分詭譎50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcYAkWeq3e
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漆黑的轎車行駛至杳無人煙的郊區50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk36R7DbXu1
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因長久無人來訪，原本園丁應該修剪整齊的花園至今卻是枯藤雜草盤踞50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAliIh5nTKt
鐵花欄上的油漆也因年代已久，早已經不起陽光的曝曬雨水的澆淋，隨著鐵屑片片剝落50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI009cvtPKZ
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周遭的景物，皆無一不透露著當年輝煌的世家的落敗50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0hhxo7tQc
一夕間，人去樓空…徒留下一片空際50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYCSfTYNmP
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當沉厚的木門被敞開，直襲而來的是漫天的黑白色基調與濃厚的霉味50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL4juMyhGw
那無聲的黑白，是與屋子的主人為伍了一輩子的色彩50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4px2NewVj
「即便我現在接下你的請託，我依舊有事在身，所以我不在時別擅自離屋」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hLEUJpFNF
赤司看著自下車便不斷環顧四周的黑子，再次出言提醒到50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteaKGA3PiV
「好的」黑子乖順的回應著50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgiIflOfoy
但是就目前看來，往後要提醒這孩子的次數必定不會再少數50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pGlelMy5I
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客廳的茶几，沙發，皆被薄薄的灰塵覆蓋上，白色的蜘蛛網也明目張膽的依附上了屋子正上方的水晶掛燈50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuOwQjH9Jo
連水泥牆上的幾幅油畫也難逃落魄的晦暗50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafExiBsQV5
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赤司仿佛對四周的死寂很是習慣，踏著滿佈塵垢的地磚走至落地窗前閉氣放下同樣是滿積塵埃的布簾50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosX84MVD3G
「赤司君」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w1hz4LXAh
「你不能見正常日光，陽陰會相沖」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcK0lFVudv
不待黑子問出赤司便先一語打斷了黑子的發言50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1pBnCY2Ue
「不，不是的…我想問，這是赤司君的家嗎？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRG5XQAvz6
黑子發現自從遇見赤司後，疑問好像每刻都會增長似的50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TWqukvDv6
「是的，家裡的東西你都能碰到不會穿透過」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWYLhgbj77
赤司微微的一愣隨後又立即回復正常，試圖掩蓋過方才的不自然50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfkryqNGZc
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「嗯……好的」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr917Z0j7oR
黑子見對方一直避重就輕，再問下去也不會有任何結果…便就此作罷50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGcqMcaZaM
「如果你覺得累了想先去休息也可以，現在天剛亮，等晚上才能出門」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3Z3b9buHK
赤司環視了四周，中午的陽光會更加放肆，所以才必須確認不會有任何光線射入，後帶領著黑子上至樓上的臥房50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfh9w4l3LG
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原以為臥房會與大廳一般彌漫著濕臭的霉氣50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0DnRPr3lE
但截然不同的是，意外的乾淨整齊50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIdCnr6PCr
乾淨清爽的洗潔精的芬芳充斥整個臥房，令人頓時得到放鬆50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF3HF4PzxL
即便臥室只有昏暗微弱的橘光照耀著，依然能確信此間會如此整潔定是赤司待過的房間50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJqKTAXOAg
唯一不變的，是屋主對於黑色的執著50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGWU3hTDa8
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「在這屋內，你能感受到一切如生前無異的事物，你聞的到氣味感覺的到溫度更能碰到你想碰觸的一切」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxF9N3W3S9
黑子笑著向赤司點了點頭，高興的走向吸引自己目光的一方50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiubcGxGwBw
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「赤司君！我可以看書嗎？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2Id3B1rGL
得到赤司允許後黑子高興的開始挑選要看的類別50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTYrOhH6vx
褐色的櫃子上擺滿了一本又一本硬殼的精裝書，數百本厚書的重量仿佛都要將架子壓垮了50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzJ3DXjfNS
『赤司君好像也很喜歡看書呢』50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA59Af2NU57
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對於選書，黑子覺得有些捆擾50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hJZcMrq2D
因為多半書籍都是英語或是法語的原文書籍，好不容易過濾了數本自己無法翻看的書後，在角落旁找到了相較外語原文來說為數不多的日文書50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvW9zjX8Op
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赤司站立於一旁靜靜看著對方的舉動50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfMzBgvR1i
有如看到了當年在高壓環境下，偷空看書的自己50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9YDOLF6sd
不相同的人，不相同的時空與背景，但那份對書的熱戀卻是相同的50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy909qWRqV
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透過了一個有些熟悉的孩子…看到了自己都快遺忘的童年，破碎模糊的記憶與現在的場景交疊50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU5IsEzsFK
令赤司憶起被潛意識力拚塵封住的不堪時光50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6twAe9Cz5E
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選擇淡忘，有時不是自己不夠有勇氣面對50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKyStLXwTq
而是當你失手劃開的傷口太深，當下承受的劇痛只會讓下一次的傷害變得更微不足道50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKosdB0qqA
血流久了也會凝固，痛久了就會成為常態50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7FKMUssnG
目前赤司對於熟悉的事物，只剩下身體的記憶本能，對於一切都只留有零星的片段50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpMDUJokOg
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或許就是因為不需要，所以才全數不被記憶所容納50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh9rwnEzX5
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黑子乖巧的選好了書後便蹲坐於一旁，但猶豫光線過度的昏暗使的要看清一行又一行的字時更顯吃力50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx6QI7Qhj2
赤司很快就注意到這點，走上前將掛於四方牆面上的油燈一一點燃50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr3BEcgBqe
和煦的橘黃色照耀在黑子過於淡薄的水藍色髮絲上，虛幻到讓赤司有種對方要再次消失的錯覺50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzIH1Td4Yv
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「哲也，我認識你嗎？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnoDZLhbgK
赤司突如其來的問題著實讓黑子勾不著痕跡50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUb5jRP4Gu
「不是認識的嗎？赤司君是幫我處理後事的人，赤司君是指這個？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBdYiLAn7K
放下了手中的書黑子偏著頭回答著50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkIV148oRs
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「不，沒事我多心了」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKndnSB8UZB
赤司輕扯了額前的碎髮笑道50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEsyTc3B72
「抱歉，你繼續看書吧，我先出去一下」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRaItYhoQa
闔上了房門，讓赤司焦躁的事情一一浮現50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmW9n5bIFu
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自己方才便感覺到自己不是第一次看到他死亡，那種窒息感騙不了人……50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwRZmzRvJa
然而自己卻一點也想不起來，關於自己也好，黑子也好50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrTmss5NTa
除了孩提時的記憶，21歲前的一蓋毫無印象50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Iga2pW8Oh
仿佛都被人刻意拉上了層白紗，怎麼樣也看不清黑房外的世界50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsgSXI6xQw
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問題……自己一直都知道…50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hbPzxsXWQ
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