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#16

.Vent.

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Feb 7, 2024

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Enough?

Am I enough? Good enough?

No, No no no no no, I’m not.

I’m not good enough– nothing I do is right. Nothing I do is what is wanted, nothing I do is good nothing I do is enough nothing i fucking do

I’m a liar- I lie, I lie I lie and I lie and I lie and I just keep lying even when I don’t mean to

I’m fake, i fake emotions, i fake enjoyment i fake laughter i fake how i feel i fake giving a shit sometimes

I’m supposed to be the funny friend

I’m supposed to be the one that makes everyone else laugh and feel good

I’m supposed to take care of other people

And I do, I try

But they don’t want it

But if I don’t help, I’m a bitch

I’m fake

I’m worthless

Worthless!!!!

So do I help when they don’t want it?

Or do I not help?

I don’t know

I can’t even help myself, really

So it’s hard

But..

I don’t know

I don’t know anymore

I don’t

Fucking

KNOW.

How am I supposed to do this?

Any of this?

I get bullied at home and at school

Getting told to kill myself

Getting insulted on any little thing

What I wear, how I talk, how i write, how i type, how i act, what i eat.

All of it.

Gets insulted.

Why?

For what?

To make themselves feel better about themselves?

Am I just a punching bag for everyone to take their insecurities out on?

I guess I am at this point. An emotional and physical punching bag.

“You don’t fucking care.”

“You aren’t fucking trying.”

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“Emo fag”

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“I bet she’s going to go cry”

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“Slut”

“I bet she’s fucked nearly everyone in this school”

“Liar.”

“LIAR.”

LIAR.

You don’t care.

You don’t fucking care.

You don’t try.

You’re just A

LIAR.

Just a liar.

A bitch ass punk.

A careless teenager.

That’s all I am?

Fine then.

I’ll stop giving a shit about anything.

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Good.

Fucking.

Luck.

I would say I wish you the best.

But I don’t.

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Have fun.

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