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Miss Leung都講到咁絕,我仲可以點?
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「Miss Leung…」
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本來已經走緊既Miss Leung停落黎望住我,疑惑地問︰「你仲有其他問題?」
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「妳話我有緊要事既話仲可以搵妳,係唔係?」我行上前問。
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「係吖。」
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「咁妳可唔可以唔好再block我WhatsApp?」我問︰「我唔會再煩妳,但如果我真係有緊要事,我都可以WhatsApp比妳吖嘛。」
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Miss Leung諗咗一諗,跟住點點頭︰「好。」本來佢講完之後好似想轉身行架喇,但佢突然好似醒起啲乜嘢咁,又道︰「仲有,如果你唔係真係有特別事既話,你都唔好落咁多黎搵我嘞。」
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「點解啊?」
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Miss Leung望咗一望遠處,我順勢望住佢,馬sir就企咗響果度,佢企得遠,一定聽唔到我哋講嘢,但係就一臉好奇咁望住我哋,佢見到Miss Leung望過去,佢就微笑向佢打招呼,Miss Leung都笑咗一下。
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Miss Leung既意思,似乎不言而喻。
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因為馬sir察覺到啲乜嘢?
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「冇乜點解,好正常啫,我哋都係保持返學生同老師既距離,咁樣對大家都會好少少。」Miss Leung既答案好官腔,然後又補多句︰「唔好再逃學啊。」
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佢都冇等我再回答,就咁自己走咗返去教員室。
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我呆咗咁企喺度,但一回過神來既時候突然見到有唔少人望住我…
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屌,佢哋唔係以為我比Miss Leung罰企吓嘛?
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咁肉酸,我都係急急腳咁走人…
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唉,今次落黎又唔可以話一啲收獲都冇既…至少…我見到Miss Leung…至少…佢解鎖返我WhatsApp吖…
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而家我同Miss Leung既關係變化,其實都係源於我果次見完果個Miss Leung男朋友之後咄咄逼人死纏爛打咁追問Miss Leung開始。
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有冇後悔?
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我諗如果我話一啲都冇就係呃你哋既,但係如果當初我冇咁做,我同Miss Leung既關係永遠都唔會有突破,永遠都係維持喺果種亦師亦友既關係。我唔係對呢種關係有啲乜嘢不滿,只係我心知肚明自己話就話我只會默默暗戀Miss Leung,只要保持住亦師亦友既關係就夠,但實際上我根本一啲都唔滿足…我真係想…同Miss Leung既關係可以更上一層樓。
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當日我夾硬逼到Miss Leung答我,但其實佢係咪只係比我搞到唔耐煩求其hea答定係原來果個真係佢男朋友,我都真係唔知,我本來都仲有一絲幻想,希望佢係呃緊我,但觀乎Miss Leung而家對我既態度,果個西裝友係咪佢男朋友,定果個短髪大隻佬先係佢男朋友,已經唔再重要…
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因為…我已經再冇機會。
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其實我心底入面仲有個更加瘋狂既諗法,就係如果Miss Leung唔介意自己一腳踏兩船既,就算要我做佢背後唔見得光既男人都得,我唔會有怨言…但當然我係唔會提出黎,而Miss Leung更加係唔可能有呢種諗法,況且得一想二,難保我唔會想成為佢既正印。經過今次事件之後,我更加明白呢一點。
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我對Miss Leung既鍾意遠遠超過對岑曉怡…我諗我而家終於知道岑曉怡當時對我係乜嘢感覺,當時佢真係為咗我乜都肯做,如果唔係我傷害得佢咁深,佢都唔會好似而家咁。而家個天要我都體驗一次呢啲心情,仲要冇辦法將鍾意既人得到手,呢啲都叫做報應。
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失戀,日子都係要繼續過。
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我應承咗嫲嫲同Miss Leung唔會再逃學,我就講得出做得到,只係日日返學既時候都好似行屍走肉咁好無心機。我個心真係好攰,索性連扮冇嘢都廢事。
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隨住日子一日一日咁過去,關於我既謠言都關始慢慢熄滅,謠言並冇止於智者,而係止於時間。而同我有交流既同學,都慢慢多返少少,談唔上可以做得成啲乜嘢朋友、甚至點頭之交,但至少唔會見到我就好似見到病毒咁彈開。
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時間係可以沖淡一切,包括呢啲無根無據既流言。
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但係,點解時間沖唔走我對Miss Leung既感情既?比Miss Leung拒絕咗、比佢避開咗之後,我發現我其實仲係好鍾意佢,上堂見到佢既時候,好想觸摸到佢,或者至少同佢單獨咁傾下計,望到佢獨有既俏皮表情,聽到佢古古惑惑咁寸我。
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不過…真係再冇機會喇。我只能夠響記憶之中,回憶起我同佢之間既點滴,點樣由最初水火不容、到互相關心,甚至幾次響我有危險、苦惱既時候伸出援手…響留堂班既時候,佢對我先會露出既果副古惑既笑容…仲有,仲有,每次留堂班做既Past paper…明明果陣做既時候係覺得好辛苦,但係而家我只係覺得懷念…
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我諗,雖然唔知點解,但我對Miss Leung既感情,響不知不覺間,原來已經累積得比我想像之中要深。
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我其實…仲係好鍾意Miss Leung啊!
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