No Plagiarism!wMdMKlSPIEmvNJI0p5A0posted on PENANA 我很喜歡去家附近的一間二手書店,人不多總是很安靜,閑餘時到那兒泡上一個下午,是我最幸福的時間。可是,最近書店老闆伯伯因傷入院暫時未能營業,而且家中子女都各自有自己的工作,亦無法代替伯伯顧店。以為書店會暫時休業,卻沒想到幾天後經過看見它開門營業。我喜出望外,心想難道是伯伯的傷勢轉好能夠重新營業?8964 copyright protection129PENANA19wQ9lCOL8 維尼
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一踏店内,看向左手邊的收銀櫃檯,不見往昔伯伯駝背身影,反而有個金髮青年在那兒托頭打盹。8964 copyright protection129PENANAevSVkFBjXe 維尼
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我腳步輕巧,青年似乎沒注意到我已走到他跟前。我仔細端詳青年的長相,他臉蛋細小,五官玲瓏,衣服打扮也很是新潮,感覺他年紀不大,最多只有二十。8964 copyright protection129PENANAAgevmqpXNm 維尼
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這時,他托著的右臉從掌心滑下,頭一下撞到櫃檯上,發出硬實的撞擊聲,聽著也覺得痛。8964 copyright protection129PENANASq23VCAs6Y 維尼
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他皺著眉揉揉紅腫起來的前額,然後才發現我正站在他面前。8964 copyright protection129PENANA3pBOFlltnj 維尼
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他語氣略有不耐煩,似乎因為撞到頭而心情不好,但就算這様,對著客人說這句也太過失禮了。8964 copyright protection129PENANAI5W8n61w3i 維尼
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我沒有回答,轉身走向自己最愛待著的最後一列書架。而他見我走開也沒多說什麼。8964 copyright protection129PENANAEOXWiYnive 維尼
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我隨手拿起一本書假裝在看,實質在偷偷觀察他。我好奇他到底是誰?為什麼會代替伯伯在顧店?是伯伯的孫子還是親戚?從前似乎沒有聽伯伯提及過他⋯⋯8964 copyright protection129PENANAc997lvOIOk 維尼
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儘管内心有千言萬語,我卻拿不出一點勇氣去問。我怕人,更怕與人交流,所以我只能在我的世界中好奇,思考,然後封存。或許我會把它寫下來,變成一個有結局的故事,只是很多時都是不了了之,相信這次也亦然。8964 copyright protection129PENANAUtUqhxkjr7 維尼
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打過盹後,他端起收銀櫃檯旁的一堆書走進書架間,似乎是想將書放到書架,我見他走過來便連忙別過眼睛。8964 copyright protection129PENANA3PdgIJShjG 維尼
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他比我想像還要高,這樣並肩而立,我只及他耳下。8964 copyright protection129PENANA8WdQxlXzwW 維尼
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以為他會就此走過,但卻突然停在我面前。我頓時緊張的捏緊書頁,雙眼使勁的盯著書中文字,裝作専注看書,但其實一個字也看不入腦。8964 copyright protection129PENANAotynrTXje0 維尼
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他瞧了一眼書封面。8964 copyright protection129PENANAR4NomHYl3F 維尼
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「沒想到你會喜歡看這類書。」8964 copyright protection129PENANA0sAYJKMdZj 維尼
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然後,轉身走去。8964 copyright protection129PENANAS2Mpydr8nW 維尼
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嗯?這類書?我閤上書,轉過來察看封面,封面上有兩個漫畫男性人物相擁而笑。我頓時漲紅臉頰,心裡慌亂的想著,說起來最近的確多了不少這類書,沒想到自己隨手拿也能拿到?!8964 copyright protection129PENANAqBFC66wNlA 維尼
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「不、不是這樣的,這⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection129PENANAaOjRv5gXlB 維尼
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我低頭看著這煽情的封面,完全想不到開脫的理由。8964 copyright protection129PENANAESf6Td0Fpq 維尼
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「沒關係,你看什麼也⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection129PENANALnD6O5Ckz1 維尼
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他將手上的書都放到最角落的書架上,我這才發現那堆書全是我的小說。那裡看來起碼有十多本,幾乎是我自出道以來的所有出版書,竟然有人一次過賣掉那麼多我寫的小說,果然是對現在的我失望了吧,總覺得心裡有點不是滋味⋯⋯8964 copyright protection129PENANAnQG2YW9Xez 維尼
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他朝我瞟了一眼,見我一直看著他剛擺上書架的書,便開口冷淡的說。8964 copyright protection129PENANAZq60e3myav 維尼
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「這些書是非賣品。」8964 copyright protection129PENANAL2HPLgTvQ4 維尼
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「欸?」8964 copyright protection129PENANAhFQ7JNpy1f 維尼
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他走到我跟前,垂下眼睛俯視我,語氣兇兇的說道。8964 copyright protection129PENANAcP1pWOaNg5 維尼
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「剛搬家,暫時沒地方放才先放在這,別拿喔,不然殺了你。」8964 copyright protection129PENANAJwpvnIyAZc 維尼
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原來那些書是他自己的啊。8964 copyright protection129PENANAZ3VDbjvWYI 維尼
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「我才不會⋯⋯」我嘀咕。8964 copyright protection129PENANAzeKIFcQxSO 維尼
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家裡還存了不少,才不會拿呢,而且我才不會被你兇得到。我側過頭去想。8964 copyright protection129PENANADCt3zQUloE 維尼
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然後,他便逕自走回收銀櫃檯。我拿著那本BL小說跟著他過去。8964 copyright protection129PENANAUBqZjPKhHc 維尼
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「那麼⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection129PENANAHESPxSDn8r 維尼
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我很想問,他怎樣看現在的我?8964 copyright protection129PENANAVQHbpuL79O 維尼
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我已經有一年多沒有出版任何小說,亦沒有構想下一部作品,像是人間蒸發在小說的世界突然消失。理由無他,就是突然覺得一切都無所謂,寫與不寫似乎沒太大分別。8964 copyright protection129PENANAxgqCD6lKOJ 維尼
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「你要買這本書嗎?」8964 copyright protection129PENANAxqGsti0rdE 維尼
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「呃?啊⋯⋯這個不是⋯⋯」我又緊張的捏緊這書的書頁。「我⋯⋯那個⋯⋯想問⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection129PENANAe574wpwLkm 維尼
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他輕皺起眉頭,不耐煩的側起頭,用冷峻的眼神看著我。這讓我更緊張了。8964 copyright protection129PENANAqnf6SLJm2T 維尼
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「想問什麼?」他催促問。8964 copyright protection129PENANA6HjHI88Spd 維尼
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「就是、你覺得那個作家怎樣?」8964 copyright protection129PENANAP9faN7uNkX 維尼
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在他眼神與話語的催促下,我著急的喊出這句。8964 copyright protection129PENANAHVP43fpJR2 維尼
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他循我手指的方向看去,是剛才他放書的位置。他頓時明白我說的那個作家是誰。8964 copyright protection129PENANApEvZKDQFjD 維尼
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「怎樣又怎樣呢?」8964 copyright protection129PENANAJUrKw4bLBj 維尼
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「他不是一直在休息嗎?可能已經⋯⋯」我別過眼睛,躲開他的視線。「已經不再寫作了⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection129PENANATd8T44MNk5 維尼
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「那我就揪他出來痛打一頓。」8964 copyright protection129PENANAcgxh4lTLsK 維尼
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聽之,我頓感一襲惡寒。8964 copyright protection129PENANAcA4WjdjsN2 維尼
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「為什麼?他可能⋯⋯就是覺得⋯⋯差不多想要引退⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection129PENANA5h6GtNyahy 維尼
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「他才寫了幾多年!」他忽然提起聲音斥道。「想要休息,多久我也會等待,唯獨⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection129PENANAgIHtYaaONN 維尼
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他生氣的鼓起臉蛋,別過臉去。8964 copyright protection129PENANAw6FfYWndz8 維尼
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「唯獨引退,我是絕不會原諒他。」8964 copyright protection129PENANAhKpg9OFckF 維尼
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語音剛落,心田瞬間溢滿一股令人鼻頭酸酸的感動。我攥起拳頭,下定決心。8964 copyright protection129PENANADBwe3q30g9 維尼
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「我知道了。」8964 copyright protection129PENANAdTDe9WuV7V 維尼
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「知道就好。」他用我聽不見的聲量喃喃。8964 copyright protection129PENANAW3TvoZRJ2X 維尼
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「話說你到底要不要買這本書?」8964 copyright protection129PENANAa9MMptGgJH 維尼
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「啊,對不起⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection129PENANAtjRoS7FWgX 維尼
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結果,我還是糊裡糊塗買下那本BL小說。細閱之下,裡頭有太多不可描述的事,讓我臉紅心跳之餘,還似乎打開了另一個世界——8964 copyright protection129PENANALTA1O8fush 維尼
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