我大概知道,為什麼學長選離家還有一段距離的地方當傳送點了,因為他希望我能沉澱心情。12Please respect copyright.PENANA7JYZFxECac
12Please respect copyright.PENANAxqViw34muu
而且……如果可以,他想給我後路,有些話說出口之後便不能再收回……12Please respect copyright.PENANADkf8pY8cLv
12Please respect copyright.PENANAmIdSjIqMVO
但其實不需要,並不是每個人都能夠在下定決心後就不會因此感到難過,至少自己就不行,不過雖然心底的刺痛無可避免,可是……我真的可以、面對。12Please respect copyright.PENANALCqCos2fMv
12Please respect copyright.PENANAeVMcB3kYO5
12Please respect copyright.PENANAE9Cv6HdtnG
12Please respect copyright.PENANA7tjXnnQPQs
客廳的電視開著,裡面的人兀自嬉笑打鬧,背景音樂以及配合時間忽大忽小的說話聲充斥整個空間,不過沒有人盯在上頭,或者是說……開電視不過是個習慣,剛好開起來轉到哪一台就放在那裡隨便它演了。12Please respect copyright.PENANAbGSsGx9M17
12Please respect copyright.PENANAus7LUMWmCa
而另一頭──廚房,也很熱鬧,水聲以及鍋子翻炒、碗盤碰撞還有斷續的說話聲交雜,濃濃的香味一陣陣傳來,弄得本來因為緊張而緊縮的胃,有了飢餓的感覺。12Please respect copyright.PENANApOxMuFt2tt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAogHixbUmPc
我有點發呆的看著聽著這曾經熟悉,卻又逐漸陌生的地方,安靜的坐在客廳,學長也在身邊,他瞄了眼螢幕表示沒興趣後,便翻出了手機兀自檢視訊息,不過就始終待在身邊的感覺,一直令人安心。12Please respect copyright.PENANAzNh3pwSaIE
12Please respect copyright.PENANAQjHVI9wvRB
於是我不自覺閉上了眼,靠在他身上放鬆了呼吸。12Please respect copyright.PENANAvjuWUoZ74O
12Please respect copyright.PENANADaPuFGP7Yf
牆上的時鐘,指針滴滴答答的走動,家裡一直沒有換上換上液晶時刻表,也許是因為熟悉的齒輪轉動聲更能提醒時間的流逝。12Please respect copyright.PENANAzeSIZ0uO54
12Please respect copyright.PENANAOhnxAuWBSJ
規律的聲響勾起了一點睏意……12Please respect copyright.PENANAe19D8ulGDb
12Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xqxc99WK6
一切都是這麼令人懷念,懷念得令人不捨,我已經想不起來,上次這樣「在家」的感覺到底是什麼時候了。12Please respect copyright.PENANA3FnPjvtQRv
12Please respect copyright.PENANABOCtdkFqQq
「……」12Please respect copyright.PENANAg53mz02U9Z
12Please respect copyright.PENANAFJ5PFE3QdP
……12Please respect copyright.PENANAnBzTLqOuhs
12Please respect copyright.PENANAYSObBfrWjP
『叩──』拖盤放在桌上的聲音打斷了我的思緒,我坐起身睜眼看見了老姊站在前方,放下拖盤後她直起身看著我們,淡淡的說:「喝茶。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAHb5tRWaSkU
12Please respect copyright.PENANAn9Yubyvnie
然後便取走了其中一個杯子,率性的坐到斜對角,慢慢喝了起來。12Please respect copyright.PENANAxIECgwne0Y
12Please respect copyright.PENANAOLKIjbIWnX
我取過後遞了一杯給學長,然後也拿了一杯握在手裡,捧在手心中有種很暖的感覺,我嚐了一口,熱蜂蜜的香氣淡淡傳來,入口暖熱甜而不膩。12Please respect copyright.PENANACnoT1BMcns
12Please respect copyright.PENANAMQLMsnmOZC
學長也試了點味道,稍微皺起的眉顯示他不是很喜歡,可能是太甜,可是沒說什麼他還是喝完它後擱下。12Please respect copyright.PENANAEq36f57IHg
12Please respect copyright.PENANAEJWBb8kpxW
其實一杯茶的時間真的不長,我也很快的就喝完他,輕輕的把杯子放回拖盤。12Please respect copyright.PENANASfHUvlsc6m
12Please respect copyright.PENANAxwGvswlVY3
就剩老姊,她依然修長漂亮手指沿著杯緣慢慢磨過,銳利的視線透過杯子上方沉默的盯著我看,良久才一口氣飲盡了杯中所剩不多的茶水,落在桌上的杯子發出輕脆的聲響。12Please respect copyright.PENANAYtkTCwQcAo
12Please respect copyright.PENANAm7Ioa7TIdz
優雅的翹起腳,她支著頭像是再思考又像是在衡量,視線轉了一圈從學長的方向又回到了我身上,然後有如風輕雲淡的開口──12Please respect copyright.PENANANcdyV7sK2v
12Please respect copyright.PENANAYG7lvk2Xl2
「前天,媽說很想你……爸也是,問我你什麼時候要回來。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAxJqSicitmW
12Please respect copyright.PENANASYbU6yc526
震了一下,我點點頭表示聽到了。12Please respect copyright.PENANAxkbsgrcOZQ
12Please respect copyright.PENANA9NahTYyvh9
「你該常回來的,而不是到了事情都決定好了才回家,爸媽的時間不會太多了,你也知道吧。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAOhcoLOT1o6
12Please respect copyright.PENANAjeXTN4x1yQ
「……」12Please respect copyright.PENANAqLqrxh2K98
12Please respect copyright.PENANA1JGx4HISQR
她果然什麼都知道了……我想說些什麼,卻覺得一切都是藉口。12Please respect copyright.PENANAHlqUeV5FlH
12Please respect copyright.PENANAWaUN6cWb2y
「……算了,我也知道你不是故意的,不過這次你回來,身上多了那種氣息……還帶著你家學長──你確定已經準備好了嗎?」12Please respect copyright.PENANA2WOx3pwkxc
12Please respect copyright.PENANAqIWdvF5pHv
「嗯。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAW4mhRQXCEr
12Please respect copyright.PENANAcyFlOJzGRj
「那就……吃過飯再說,他們很高興久久未歸得兒子終於又回家了,現在在廚房瞎忙我也攔不住,你自己……多注意一點。」12Please respect copyright.PENANArrZoV2vmET
12Please respect copyright.PENANANtTUrPZldx
我又一次點頭。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZbUFHYrgrW
12Please respect copyright.PENANARMZ6RcctlF
「別再讓他們擔心了。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAYieD8Eq7zZ
12Please respect copyright.PENANArAMYNlkPcE
「……好。」12Please respect copyright.PENANA1xLwUMsrzf
12Please respect copyright.PENANAam0hXDncEu
老姊很可怕,一直都是我什麼事都還沒開口就好像一切都知道了,很多時後連學長遇到她也要敗退三步,不過……今天這樣反而讓我鬆了一口氣,因為我不需要再跟她解釋一次,而且……她和學長一樣,總是盡可能得為我鋪好了路。12Please respect copyright.PENANAmWLevGAl5F
12Please respect copyright.PENANAD1ACllPXTV
相信這時全家人會都在家裡,也是她的傑作。12Please respect copyright.PENANA73IkIr341m
12Please respect copyright.PENANAN8QcXwzlQV
曾經我有點怕她,現在也是……可是,其實最多的還是感謝,我真的不知道,要怎麼回報這些總是為我打算、為我思量的人。12Please respect copyright.PENANA9AxKP8iCi4
12Please respect copyright.PENANAnDYdaGbw86
12Please respect copyright.PENANAyk3ETHwb9L
12Please respect copyright.PENANAu0WlrWiwAg
ns216.73.216.37da2 12Please respect copyright.PENANAxqViw34muu
而且……如果可以,他想給我後路,有些話說出口之後便不能再收回……12Please respect copyright.PENANADkf8pY8cLv
12Please respect copyright.PENANAmIdSjIqMVO
但其實不需要,並不是每個人都能夠在下定決心後就不會因此感到難過,至少自己就不行,不過雖然心底的刺痛無可避免,可是……我真的可以、面對。12Please respect copyright.PENANALCqCos2fMv
12Please respect copyright.PENANAeVMcB3kYO5
12Please respect copyright.PENANAE9Cv6HdtnG
12Please respect copyright.PENANA7tjXnnQPQs
客廳的電視開著,裡面的人兀自嬉笑打鬧,背景音樂以及配合時間忽大忽小的說話聲充斥整個空間,不過沒有人盯在上頭,或者是說……開電視不過是個習慣,剛好開起來轉到哪一台就放在那裡隨便它演了。12Please respect copyright.PENANAbGSsGx9M17
12Please respect copyright.PENANAus7LUMWmCa
而另一頭──廚房,也很熱鬧,水聲以及鍋子翻炒、碗盤碰撞還有斷續的說話聲交雜,濃濃的香味一陣陣傳來,弄得本來因為緊張而緊縮的胃,有了飢餓的感覺。12Please respect copyright.PENANApOxMuFt2tt
12Please respect copyright.PENANAogHixbUmPc
我有點發呆的看著聽著這曾經熟悉,卻又逐漸陌生的地方,安靜的坐在客廳,學長也在身邊,他瞄了眼螢幕表示沒興趣後,便翻出了手機兀自檢視訊息,不過就始終待在身邊的感覺,一直令人安心。12Please respect copyright.PENANAzNh3pwSaIE
12Please respect copyright.PENANAQjHVI9wvRB
於是我不自覺閉上了眼,靠在他身上放鬆了呼吸。12Please respect copyright.PENANAvjuWUoZ74O
12Please respect copyright.PENANADaPuFGP7Yf
牆上的時鐘,指針滴滴答答的走動,家裡一直沒有換上換上液晶時刻表,也許是因為熟悉的齒輪轉動聲更能提醒時間的流逝。12Please respect copyright.PENANAzeSIZ0uO54
12Please respect copyright.PENANAOhnxAuWBSJ
規律的聲響勾起了一點睏意……12Please respect copyright.PENANAe19D8ulGDb
12Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xqxc99WK6
一切都是這麼令人懷念,懷念得令人不捨,我已經想不起來,上次這樣「在家」的感覺到底是什麼時候了。12Please respect copyright.PENANA3FnPjvtQRv
12Please respect copyright.PENANABOCtdkFqQq
「……」12Please respect copyright.PENANAg53mz02U9Z
12Please respect copyright.PENANAFJ5PFE3QdP
……12Please respect copyright.PENANAnBzTLqOuhs
12Please respect copyright.PENANAYSObBfrWjP
『叩──』拖盤放在桌上的聲音打斷了我的思緒,我坐起身睜眼看見了老姊站在前方,放下拖盤後她直起身看著我們,淡淡的說:「喝茶。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAHb5tRWaSkU
12Please respect copyright.PENANAn9Yubyvnie
然後便取走了其中一個杯子,率性的坐到斜對角,慢慢喝了起來。12Please respect copyright.PENANAxIECgwne0Y
12Please respect copyright.PENANAOLKIjbIWnX
我取過後遞了一杯給學長,然後也拿了一杯握在手裡,捧在手心中有種很暖的感覺,我嚐了一口,熱蜂蜜的香氣淡淡傳來,入口暖熱甜而不膩。12Please respect copyright.PENANACnoT1BMcns
12Please respect copyright.PENANAMQLMsnmOZC
學長也試了點味道,稍微皺起的眉顯示他不是很喜歡,可能是太甜,可是沒說什麼他還是喝完它後擱下。12Please respect copyright.PENANAEq36f57IHg
12Please respect copyright.PENANAEJWBb8kpxW
其實一杯茶的時間真的不長,我也很快的就喝完他,輕輕的把杯子放回拖盤。12Please respect copyright.PENANASfHUvlsc6m
12Please respect copyright.PENANAxwGvswlVY3
就剩老姊,她依然修長漂亮手指沿著杯緣慢慢磨過,銳利的視線透過杯子上方沉默的盯著我看,良久才一口氣飲盡了杯中所剩不多的茶水,落在桌上的杯子發出輕脆的聲響。12Please respect copyright.PENANAYtkTCwQcAo
12Please respect copyright.PENANAm7Ioa7TIdz
優雅的翹起腳,她支著頭像是再思考又像是在衡量,視線轉了一圈從學長的方向又回到了我身上,然後有如風輕雲淡的開口──12Please respect copyright.PENANANcdyV7sK2v
12Please respect copyright.PENANAYG7lvk2Xl2
「前天,媽說很想你……爸也是,問我你什麼時候要回來。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAxJqSicitmW
12Please respect copyright.PENANASYbU6yc526
震了一下,我點點頭表示聽到了。12Please respect copyright.PENANAxkbsgrcOZQ
12Please respect copyright.PENANA9NahTYyvh9
「你該常回來的,而不是到了事情都決定好了才回家,爸媽的時間不會太多了,你也知道吧。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAOhcoLOT1o6
12Please respect copyright.PENANAjeXTN4x1yQ
「……」12Please respect copyright.PENANAqLqrxh2K98
12Please respect copyright.PENANA1JGx4HISQR
她果然什麼都知道了……我想說些什麼,卻覺得一切都是藉口。12Please respect copyright.PENANAHlqUeV5FlH
12Please respect copyright.PENANAWaUN6cWb2y
「……算了,我也知道你不是故意的,不過這次你回來,身上多了那種氣息……還帶著你家學長──你確定已經準備好了嗎?」12Please respect copyright.PENANA2WOx3pwkxc
12Please respect copyright.PENANAqIWdvF5pHv
「嗯。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAW4mhRQXCEr
12Please respect copyright.PENANAcyFlOJzGRj
「那就……吃過飯再說,他們很高興久久未歸得兒子終於又回家了,現在在廚房瞎忙我也攔不住,你自己……多注意一點。」12Please respect copyright.PENANArrZoV2vmET
12Please respect copyright.PENANANtTUrPZldx
我又一次點頭。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZbUFHYrgrW
12Please respect copyright.PENANARMZ6RcctlF
「別再讓他們擔心了。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAYieD8Eq7zZ
12Please respect copyright.PENANArAMYNlkPcE
「……好。」12Please respect copyright.PENANA1xLwUMsrzf
12Please respect copyright.PENANAam0hXDncEu
老姊很可怕,一直都是我什麼事都還沒開口就好像一切都知道了,很多時後連學長遇到她也要敗退三步,不過……今天這樣反而讓我鬆了一口氣,因為我不需要再跟她解釋一次,而且……她和學長一樣,總是盡可能得為我鋪好了路。12Please respect copyright.PENANAmWLevGAl5F
12Please respect copyright.PENANAD1ACllPXTV
相信這時全家人會都在家裡,也是她的傑作。12Please respect copyright.PENANA73IkIr341m
12Please respect copyright.PENANAN8QcXwzlQV
曾經我有點怕她,現在也是……可是,其實最多的還是感謝,我真的不知道,要怎麼回報這些總是為我打算、為我思量的人。12Please respect copyright.PENANA9AxKP8iCi4
12Please respect copyright.PENANAnDYdaGbw86
12Please respect copyright.PENANAyk3ETHwb9L
12Please respect copyright.PENANAu0WlrWiwAg