隔日醒來,又回復平常的日子,唯心境上有了一點改變……不過在三天後,傍晚,剛下課學長便帶著我回到原世界。9Please respect copyright.PENANALb140yu4at
9Please respect copyright.PENANAsyLeYLcQIB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAbaBTmNdMOL
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUyXi3CsZ2V
從傳送陣出來的景色與預想不同,並不是之前常用地點,家附近較少人經過的暗巷──而是再遠一點的地方,走路要花點時間才能夠回到家。9Please respect copyright.PENANACLKtkkHPUZ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAFgdLZHdKDi
因為已很少在原世界活動,就算有也都是開傳送陣直達,沒什麼認路的記憶,所以景色剛入眼時我還有點困惑……9Please respect copyright.PENANA1NNv6gJ7i3
9Please respect copyright.PENANA8xefkxywPv
於狹窄防火巷中向外望去是熙來人往的陌生街道,然後再遠一點過馬路後則是難得的小片綠地,被擁擠的車龍襯托,顯得乾淨不少。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1XBeHzSa3n
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdh9hIaWiqw
看起來其實也不大的地方,除了一些長者、親子在那活動之外,一些角落縮著幾隻奇怪的大小生物,散布各處小心活動著,偶爾有幼崽攀在電線桿等處不時探頭好奇的觀察人類,但其它都是漠視著,如同匆匆走過什麼也感受不到的人類同樣忽略了他們。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVFcrquKej2
9Please respect copyright.PENANA7BwxmDVJGi
總算更遠一點的天空有看見坐落家附近高聳建築群,稍微灰色的空氣與有點髒汙的市區舊建築,讓我勉強可以猜測這裡大概是什麼方位。9Please respect copyright.PENANAfBqEEhSWwh
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUI6So4ddM5
只是不知道為什麼學長會選在這裡……9Please respect copyright.PENANAxivJt8W9wb
9Please respect copyright.PENANASqLwNDhWZu
「走了。」9Please respect copyright.PENANA9pHVudVnpW
9Please respect copyright.PENANANJXroaNMel
「喔……好。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAr3iKZTovAY
9Please respect copyright.PENANApDvilwANgI
沒有解釋,他拉著我走出暗巷,我跟緊他跨過零星堆放的雜物,隨後踏入一整片金黃色的落日餘暉中。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxnNtpV9ukE
9Please respect copyright.PENANApRGKnc6NAW
低頭瞥見路面可能是前陣子剛重鋪過的,顏色很深還散發出一股濃厚柏油味道,裡面應該是摻了玻璃渣子,在某些角度下閃爍著反射陽光,乍看之下很是漂亮,但事實上過度開發的市區,與大量人工整治的一切,顯得一整個區域的生氣都被削減很多,空氣奄奄一息的只讓勉強能稱作綠地的小公園支撐。9Please respect copyright.PENANAs3WDryAdnw
9Please respect copyright.PENANArAKExs30Xk
這裡的綠色種族,呼吸的非常辛苦。9Please respect copyright.PENANAD44jkv8Ud1
9Please respect copyright.PENANAikc4ATzG2v
慢慢走在人行道上,拉低帽沿學長很輕易的就閃過公車過站後迎面湧來的人潮,而方才過去一群穿著制服的女高中生,擦身的同時有著淡淡的香水味繞過鼻尖,她們聊天的聲音很大、清脆笑語不斷,卻在我和學長通過時突然一靜,然後又興奮的竊竊私語起來,還頻頻回頭。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3gBlu6L1F
9Please respect copyright.PENANA8uhueHc6D8
很快查覺到了學長與我緊緊交握的左右手,有點尷尬著後知後覺,但即使臉部有點熱度開始蔓延也沒有掙開,只是加快腳步並行,讓雙手不要離得那麼遙遠、有如炫耀般伸得老長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAOhkO3JgTb0
9Please respect copyright.PENANA75c1ir0q4o
……9Please respect copyright.PENANAd1pQQtKDOE
9Please respect copyright.PENANAronO0n0NtX
話說今日已是逐漸入冬的十一月底,後移的四季、尚未有寒流拜訪時,被暖陽照了一個下午後並不算寒冷,只在偶爾的一陣風刮過,會捎起冷意。9Please respect copyright.PENANAiVouSUWITx
9Please respect copyright.PENANABS7E6w8sEU
我在風大時隻手拉緊了外套,然後突然被學長不知道從哪變出來的圍巾罩住臉,嚇了一跳扯下來,身邊的人已經停下腳步,伸手替我繫好圍巾。9Please respect copyright.PENANAn1yaHLaBUD
9Please respect copyright.PENANAF8bnrLBhxO
……其實真的不冷。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFL29fFApcx
9Please respect copyright.PENANAwm5ILRzxbK
但點點頭,我摸著那柔軟的布料觸感,讓他拉著又繼續往前走,慢慢也越過了好幾個路口。9Please respect copyright.PENANAhXzlzNOfEn
9Please respect copyright.PENANAgQQwTCNfEA
下班時段的繁忙交通好久未見,周遭的景色也與十幾年前大不相同,此刻身處在這裡,總有種茫然感,時空推移的滄桑似乎在眼角膜上烙下了一點疼。9Please respect copyright.PENANAerMzQxbshl
9Please respect copyright.PENANAtZMtq6J0mB
不時提醒著那種陌生,我漸漸不再屬於這裡,過去的熟悉都在時間流逝中慢慢消亡。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoGXxAD4R7D
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyN1r4gxeki
連那抹曾經熟悉的藍天,都被染上一層薄薄的灰。9Please respect copyright.PENANARMQRNNaOKz
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4Sg5n2tMAA
……9Please respect copyright.PENANATYIqJCxgM1
9Please respect copyright.PENANAz11OhUNU38
安靜的又和學長走上一段路,我沒說話,他也好似刻意不開口,兩個並行的人就在人群流動中沉默遊走,咀嚼著說不出的各自思緒。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7Cu5sNaBMZ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAI5yHhNSiPy
我想起了今日特意回家一趟的目的,來時有點心慌、有點猶疑。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEhkTe5Aiva
9Please respect copyright.PENANApvqKxASUMm
那時故意忘了用一通電話知會,也許心裡祈禱著到家時,漸漸不再老窩著廚房忙碌的母親會和父親、或許還與老姊同去外食,我們不會碰到他們,也不用說上什麼。9Please respect copyright.PENANA8nEW6dElxI
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZnvViyOYm1
──不知道什麼時候起,我已經很少回家了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoK9UlasvSw
9Please respect copyright.PENANApMoB18fRep
有時候只隔上一個月,有事後卻是數月未歸,一些信息常常是老姐稍了信使傳過來,終於想起要回去時,也待不到幾天。9Please respect copyright.PENANAc0pUGsavA1
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyVqUV0hgsj
二十年,對一些種族是稍縱即逝,但對普通人類來說真的好長好長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAi3WTbD4MUb
9Please respect copyright.PENANA9pYGqpXvSu
其實老態已經逐漸出現在年紀增長的父母臉上、身上。9Please respect copyright.PENANACrRehaKMgL
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyyZvhimvQo
過去總扯著嗓子罵上幾句、還是盼到人終於回家卻一把揪住耳朵碎念的老媽,近幾年看見我就只剩下叨叨細語,關心著在外頭生活的近況了的樣子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAnzz3LOnAeK
9Please respect copyright.PENANAsLzqaZUCG3
而從小就總是久久離家少歸的父親,前幾年退休回家,說是要多陪陪家人……不過常在家裡的也只剩下兩位長者,老姐還比較頻繁著回去,我總是忙到忘時間。9Please respect copyright.PENANA92mD0NOO5o
9Please respect copyright.PENANADS0pRuZ2ym
或許該歸罪於被定型的年輕外表,讓我忘了身邊的人時間還在走動……只是自己很清楚,這不是遺忘,該說是刻意忽視,希望沒看見一切就這麼可以維持在從前。9Please respect copyright.PENANAweK05gc4Hi
9Please respect copyright.PENANAtG9sSDWz7C
突然,不知道是天色暗下已至於溫度驟降還是怎麼,看著逐漸亮起的路燈,漸暗的天空下交通號誌閃爍得越顯鮮明……遠方悠悠傳了來整點的鐘響,模模糊糊的卻能讓聽的誰數出數字,十八,又是一個整點過去。9Please respect copyright.PENANArOHIvQY7o2
9Please respect copyright.PENANANvK3hizstk
一瞬間強烈意識到時間始終不停在遊走,未曾停過──有股冷意,從我心底漫起,冷得令人不禁打顫。9Please respect copyright.PENANAk0u6o2df3d
9Please respect copyright.PENANAVrwSwJifVr
原來我從來都沒有準備好要面對現實,下定決心是一回事,實際要承認時又事一回事。9Please respect copyright.PENANAheKYS84bTx
9Please respect copyright.PENANA70Vm1ElThJ
此時已經離家不遠了,我與學長步行在看似陌生的街道上,依稀從幾個舊招牌可辨識出這裡過去是那個小公園,不過已經被拆除改建成了一排高級住宅。9Please respect copyright.PENANAkljzoudGmU
9Please respect copyright.PENANA0C4DZZoyLj
慢慢的我腳步停在人行道上,低頭能看見前方破碎的路磚上映著被路燈拉得老長的兩道影子,學長也跟著停了下來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVIEM2qHozE
9Please respect copyright.PENANAqgDbThjXuQ
「……褚?」9Please respect copyright.PENANAnnhZDhJpSP
9Please respect copyright.PENANASyQ5SQivKz
「抱歉,學長……請再等我一會……」9Please respect copyright.PENANACN0Qho4qEl
9Please respect copyright.PENANAfyiCbQjZT9
「……」手被緊握的力道加深了,淡淡暖意傳了過來,「嗯。」9Please respect copyright.PENANA40eLYZxP5Q
9Please respect copyright.PENANAj9CnNBQ4Np
深吸一口氣,我忍住了眼底的熱燙,努力接受那種刺痛的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAiSJDb2M13L
9Please respect copyright.PENANAS8J1W1qGdI
……9Please respect copyright.PENANAAXLEwSTBAR
9Please respect copyright.PENANAcGr6vOZ4Bx
9Please respect copyright.PENANAv8xaTbaBcO
9Please respect copyright.PENANAwRq1LE1XNm
ns216.73.216.207da2 9Please respect copyright.PENANAsyLeYLcQIB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAbaBTmNdMOL
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUyXi3CsZ2V
從傳送陣出來的景色與預想不同,並不是之前常用地點,家附近較少人經過的暗巷──而是再遠一點的地方,走路要花點時間才能夠回到家。9Please respect copyright.PENANACLKtkkHPUZ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAFgdLZHdKDi
因為已很少在原世界活動,就算有也都是開傳送陣直達,沒什麼認路的記憶,所以景色剛入眼時我還有點困惑……9Please respect copyright.PENANA1NNv6gJ7i3
9Please respect copyright.PENANA8xefkxywPv
於狹窄防火巷中向外望去是熙來人往的陌生街道,然後再遠一點過馬路後則是難得的小片綠地,被擁擠的車龍襯托,顯得乾淨不少。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1XBeHzSa3n
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdh9hIaWiqw
看起來其實也不大的地方,除了一些長者、親子在那活動之外,一些角落縮著幾隻奇怪的大小生物,散布各處小心活動著,偶爾有幼崽攀在電線桿等處不時探頭好奇的觀察人類,但其它都是漠視著,如同匆匆走過什麼也感受不到的人類同樣忽略了他們。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVFcrquKej2
9Please respect copyright.PENANA7BwxmDVJGi
總算更遠一點的天空有看見坐落家附近高聳建築群,稍微灰色的空氣與有點髒汙的市區舊建築,讓我勉強可以猜測這裡大概是什麼方位。9Please respect copyright.PENANAfBqEEhSWwh
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUI6So4ddM5
只是不知道為什麼學長會選在這裡……9Please respect copyright.PENANAxivJt8W9wb
9Please respect copyright.PENANASqLwNDhWZu
「走了。」9Please respect copyright.PENANA9pHVudVnpW
9Please respect copyright.PENANANJXroaNMel
「喔……好。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAr3iKZTovAY
9Please respect copyright.PENANApDvilwANgI
沒有解釋,他拉著我走出暗巷,我跟緊他跨過零星堆放的雜物,隨後踏入一整片金黃色的落日餘暉中。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxnNtpV9ukE
9Please respect copyright.PENANApRGKnc6NAW
低頭瞥見路面可能是前陣子剛重鋪過的,顏色很深還散發出一股濃厚柏油味道,裡面應該是摻了玻璃渣子,在某些角度下閃爍著反射陽光,乍看之下很是漂亮,但事實上過度開發的市區,與大量人工整治的一切,顯得一整個區域的生氣都被削減很多,空氣奄奄一息的只讓勉強能稱作綠地的小公園支撐。9Please respect copyright.PENANAs3WDryAdnw
9Please respect copyright.PENANArAKExs30Xk
這裡的綠色種族,呼吸的非常辛苦。9Please respect copyright.PENANAD44jkv8Ud1
9Please respect copyright.PENANAikc4ATzG2v
慢慢走在人行道上,拉低帽沿學長很輕易的就閃過公車過站後迎面湧來的人潮,而方才過去一群穿著制服的女高中生,擦身的同時有著淡淡的香水味繞過鼻尖,她們聊天的聲音很大、清脆笑語不斷,卻在我和學長通過時突然一靜,然後又興奮的竊竊私語起來,還頻頻回頭。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3gBlu6L1F
9Please respect copyright.PENANA8uhueHc6D8
很快查覺到了學長與我緊緊交握的左右手,有點尷尬著後知後覺,但即使臉部有點熱度開始蔓延也沒有掙開,只是加快腳步並行,讓雙手不要離得那麼遙遠、有如炫耀般伸得老長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAOhkO3JgTb0
9Please respect copyright.PENANA75c1ir0q4o
……9Please respect copyright.PENANAd1pQQtKDOE
9Please respect copyright.PENANAronO0n0NtX
話說今日已是逐漸入冬的十一月底,後移的四季、尚未有寒流拜訪時,被暖陽照了一個下午後並不算寒冷,只在偶爾的一陣風刮過,會捎起冷意。9Please respect copyright.PENANAiVouSUWITx
9Please respect copyright.PENANABS7E6w8sEU
我在風大時隻手拉緊了外套,然後突然被學長不知道從哪變出來的圍巾罩住臉,嚇了一跳扯下來,身邊的人已經停下腳步,伸手替我繫好圍巾。9Please respect copyright.PENANAn1yaHLaBUD
9Please respect copyright.PENANAF8bnrLBhxO
……其實真的不冷。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFL29fFApcx
9Please respect copyright.PENANAwm5ILRzxbK
但點點頭,我摸著那柔軟的布料觸感,讓他拉著又繼續往前走,慢慢也越過了好幾個路口。9Please respect copyright.PENANAhXzlzNOfEn
9Please respect copyright.PENANAgQQwTCNfEA
下班時段的繁忙交通好久未見,周遭的景色也與十幾年前大不相同,此刻身處在這裡,總有種茫然感,時空推移的滄桑似乎在眼角膜上烙下了一點疼。9Please respect copyright.PENANAerMzQxbshl
9Please respect copyright.PENANAtZMtq6J0mB
不時提醒著那種陌生,我漸漸不再屬於這裡,過去的熟悉都在時間流逝中慢慢消亡。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoGXxAD4R7D
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyN1r4gxeki
連那抹曾經熟悉的藍天,都被染上一層薄薄的灰。9Please respect copyright.PENANARMQRNNaOKz
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4Sg5n2tMAA
……9Please respect copyright.PENANATYIqJCxgM1
9Please respect copyright.PENANAz11OhUNU38
安靜的又和學長走上一段路,我沒說話,他也好似刻意不開口,兩個並行的人就在人群流動中沉默遊走,咀嚼著說不出的各自思緒。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7Cu5sNaBMZ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAI5yHhNSiPy
我想起了今日特意回家一趟的目的,來時有點心慌、有點猶疑。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEhkTe5Aiva
9Please respect copyright.PENANApvqKxASUMm
那時故意忘了用一通電話知會,也許心裡祈禱著到家時,漸漸不再老窩著廚房忙碌的母親會和父親、或許還與老姊同去外食,我們不會碰到他們,也不用說上什麼。9Please respect copyright.PENANA8nEW6dElxI
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZnvViyOYm1
──不知道什麼時候起,我已經很少回家了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoK9UlasvSw
9Please respect copyright.PENANApMoB18fRep
有時候只隔上一個月,有事後卻是數月未歸,一些信息常常是老姐稍了信使傳過來,終於想起要回去時,也待不到幾天。9Please respect copyright.PENANAc0pUGsavA1
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyVqUV0hgsj
二十年,對一些種族是稍縱即逝,但對普通人類來說真的好長好長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAi3WTbD4MUb
9Please respect copyright.PENANA9pYGqpXvSu
其實老態已經逐漸出現在年紀增長的父母臉上、身上。9Please respect copyright.PENANACrRehaKMgL
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyyZvhimvQo
過去總扯著嗓子罵上幾句、還是盼到人終於回家卻一把揪住耳朵碎念的老媽,近幾年看見我就只剩下叨叨細語,關心著在外頭生活的近況了的樣子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAnzz3LOnAeK
9Please respect copyright.PENANAsLzqaZUCG3
而從小就總是久久離家少歸的父親,前幾年退休回家,說是要多陪陪家人……不過常在家裡的也只剩下兩位長者,老姐還比較頻繁著回去,我總是忙到忘時間。9Please respect copyright.PENANA92mD0NOO5o
9Please respect copyright.PENANADS0pRuZ2ym
或許該歸罪於被定型的年輕外表,讓我忘了身邊的人時間還在走動……只是自己很清楚,這不是遺忘,該說是刻意忽視,希望沒看見一切就這麼可以維持在從前。9Please respect copyright.PENANAweK05gc4Hi
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突然,不知道是天色暗下已至於溫度驟降還是怎麼,看著逐漸亮起的路燈,漸暗的天空下交通號誌閃爍得越顯鮮明……遠方悠悠傳了來整點的鐘響,模模糊糊的卻能讓聽的誰數出數字,十八,又是一個整點過去。9Please respect copyright.PENANArOHIvQY7o2
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一瞬間強烈意識到時間始終不停在遊走,未曾停過──有股冷意,從我心底漫起,冷得令人不禁打顫。9Please respect copyright.PENANAk0u6o2df3d
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原來我從來都沒有準備好要面對現實,下定決心是一回事,實際要承認時又事一回事。9Please respect copyright.PENANAheKYS84bTx
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此時已經離家不遠了,我與學長步行在看似陌生的街道上,依稀從幾個舊招牌可辨識出這裡過去是那個小公園,不過已經被拆除改建成了一排高級住宅。9Please respect copyright.PENANAkljzoudGmU
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慢慢的我腳步停在人行道上,低頭能看見前方破碎的路磚上映著被路燈拉得老長的兩道影子,學長也跟著停了下來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVIEM2qHozE
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「……褚?」9Please respect copyright.PENANAnnhZDhJpSP
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「抱歉,學長……請再等我一會……」9Please respect copyright.PENANACN0Qho4qEl
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「……」手被緊握的力道加深了,淡淡暖意傳了過來,「嗯。」9Please respect copyright.PENANA40eLYZxP5Q
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深吸一口氣,我忍住了眼底的熱燙,努力接受那種刺痛的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAiSJDb2M13L
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