五人的飯桌上,溫暖氣氛比以往的什麼時候都要令人留戀。11Please respect copyright.PENANA1koZGnirhL
11Please respect copyright.PENANAZxyF7xwLA4
一開始我默默吃飯,只在被問起一些零碎瑣事時回答,後來偶爾也關心詢問家裡面的近況,不時代替學長回應一些問題。11Please respect copyright.PENANAmobjE5Ckt0
11Please respect copyright.PENANA2oc2mxcp7q
其實聊天內容再平常不過,而裡面的關心……也一直未變。11Please respect copyright.PENANA5a2PJ52DJA
11Please respect copyright.PENANAjJnTOu0zvG
配著電視機的吵雜聲音,一邊聊一邊吃,飯碗中時不時被堆上好幾筷老媽的得意好菜,甚至還有跟進廚房瞎忙出來的老爸特製煎蛋,有點焦的味道在舌尖帶出一點苦澀,卻是比誰做出來的金黃色蛋捲都要美味。11Please respect copyright.PENANArtk8wlhCOq
11Please respect copyright.PENANAe9gW3Q0gza
溫柔的熱氣徐徐薰上雙眼,視線模模糊糊中,我看見過去的人已經不復以往,褪色的陳舊畫面被現實取代……而當無奈笑看碗又一次被一整筷滿滿的炒菜填滿時,視線落在了那握緊筷子的手──11Please respect copyright.PENANAjbSWGli4oM
11Please respect copyright.PENANA1aRgmOoJCk
淡褐色的斑點已經悄悄漫開來,向寄生蟲似的姿意拓展領域,本應該白晰且帶著微粉的皮膚,顏色已漸漸暗淡無光、略顯乾燥,還滿佈著微青的血管缺乏彈性。11Please respect copyright.PENANAvsn6fOgcaV
11Please respect copyright.PENANASAvM8D8v42
抬起頭,記憶中的笑臉依舊,可是花白的髮鬢,與深淺不一的皺紋刻痕,破碎了最後的逃避。11Please respect copyright.PENANAM94PoePIHr
11Please respect copyright.PENANAyyTmt0HTJ7
再也不是過去,只有自己還不隨時間改變。11Please respect copyright.PENANAbUCgOkT6nX
11Please respect copyright.PENANA82NVBaGMBm
吞下嘴裡的食物,而難得不小心忘記放鹽的澀味被我無聲接受,只在老爸突然小聲唸了句淡出鳥來,被老媽幾句抱歉帶過。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYlLZZL54as
11Please respect copyright.PENANAb5GPd8PE5J
拒絕了再一次要遞過來的整匙魚肉,我表示已經吃飽了,放下碗筷,其他人也是,就剩老媽叨念著準備這麼多也不幫忙消一點,開始煩惱要怎麼收拾,然後老爸難得開玩笑說又不是餵豬準備這麼多幹嘛,被瞪了一眼馬上噤聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAqcNpUiX7qG
11Please respect copyright.PENANAaoSe3AsU0U
直到也知道其實不小心準備太多的老媽表示可以收之後,全部的人才紛紛站起身一起收拾了餐桌。11Please respect copyright.PENANATmJL4D8KPw
11Please respect copyright.PENANAnL9iYOOVbz
之後我想幫忙洗碗,卻被趕出廚房、吩咐端了一盤水果到客廳,吃過飯的眾人看著電視,一邊叉起蘋果切塊等隨口解決飯後水果。11Please respect copyright.PENANA3JEkSa4VyL
11Please respect copyright.PENANAQe3PzchuEC
而待到桌子再一次被收拾乾淨後,整理好廚房的老媽走了回來,用紙巾擦去了手上的殘餘水分、坐下,看了眼電視後抱怨最近節目都沒什麼好看的。11Please respect copyright.PENANAWqIy4L29J5
11Please respect copyright.PENANAfr5k0Ugoon
於是……11Please respect copyright.PENANAqwgVa5Wu4T
11Please respect copyright.PENANAkjikTlO1Yx
老姊俐落關掉了電視轉回來,正好是全部的人都為成一圈的樣子。11Please respect copyright.PENANAyfueKSBHWV
11Please respect copyright.PENANARUwt3cGg8N
「小嫇?」雖然沒有特別想看什麼,但是電視好端端突然被關掉還是讓老爸反射性發出疑問。11Please respect copyright.PENANA2jWz3rb79V
11Please respect copyright.PENANAmMNiEmPkax
「爸、媽,漾漾和他的學長有話要說。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAuapG35stWl
11Please respect copyright.PENANAyFOexfhP6T
「……啊?」一句話,把兩道目光往這裡身上推,我一瞬間也有點錯愕,差點沒反應過來。11Please respect copyright.PENANAQxfeqJ5p79
11Please respect copyright.PENANA9Pqu7ECfL0
半晌才點點頭,在心底偷偷抱怨了老姊的沒道德,一邊卻想,她又幫了我解決一個問題,其實我真的不知道要怎麼起頭。11Please respect copyright.PENANAHcojPsg4Tb
11Please respect copyright.PENANAy4tSuADvlj
深吸一口氣之後,藏在桌底下的手偷偷握緊,然後……11Please respect copyright.PENANA3fmCESW6dk
11Please respect copyright.PENANAQRgFX1V88R
「我……」11Please respect copyright.PENANAN6qxOv5uBm
11Please respect copyright.PENANAYuuLbad4xK
「漾漾!」老媽突然打斷我的話,我愣了愣。11Please respect copyright.PENANADC4CDUigfx
11Please respect copyright.PENANArMxXPPr5Iv
不過她沒理會我困惑的表情,直接站起走過來──突然張開雙手很用力很用力的抱緊我。11Please respect copyright.PENANArOPb3Sz9fa
11Please respect copyright.PENANAgRw4a6kbi8
!11Please respect copyright.PENANA7TLYdl5fMJ
11Please respect copyright.PENANAYM2ItjFbxY
……咦?11Please respect copyright.PENANA98NQnGOZP5
11Please respect copyright.PENANAFn63VTxze5
「不用說了,我都知道、我們……都知道了。」隨著暖暖味道傳來,在耳邊響起的嗓音有一點啞,但不再清亮的聲音還是很溫柔……11Please respect copyright.PENANAxHiH4mIsqT
11Please respect copyright.PENANAIqMHcHrd12
手被包進了熟悉的溫度裡,我抬起頭發現老爸也走了過來,就剩冥玥還坐在稍遠的原處,身邊學長雖然動也不動,可是血色的雙眼緊緊盯著我。11Please respect copyright.PENANAKIEVxBKMGq
11Please respect copyright.PENANAOiHSGBOjNL
在大腦尚沒能理解到底發生了什麼事時,眼淚卻已經掉了下來,下意識收緊懷中的溫暖,微微彎曲、矮了一點也瘦了一點的擁抱,逼出了我更多的淚水。11Please respect copyright.PENANAQXFGOL6euH
11Please respect copyright.PENANAsKIvRQa5qa
斷續抽氣讓肺葉掀起了一陣疼,卻沒有心上的痛楚強烈。11Please respect copyright.PENANAUjyoo9wqFa
11Please respect copyright.PENANAQR9zf0JKHp
幾乎是禁不住的痛哭,只是一勁而冒出的眼淚讓我發不出聲音,只能無聲的……在家人的圍繞中宣洩忍了好久的悲傷。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6YATPfHExg
11Please respect copyright.PENANA2Oo5lhMsup
真的很對不起……對不起我的不孝、我的任性,但是,謝謝你們……11Please respect copyright.PENANATGa8g6HhvA
11Please respect copyright.PENANAgMsqLwl1rr
謝謝你們的存在、謝謝你們的支持、謝謝你們……到最後的包容。11Please respect copyright.PENANACA9GDjR293
11Please respect copyright.PENANAeFHLhU0bMY
11Please respect copyright.PENANABsZrjdB7MD
ns216.73.216.187da2 11Please respect copyright.PENANAZxyF7xwLA4
一開始我默默吃飯,只在被問起一些零碎瑣事時回答,後來偶爾也關心詢問家裡面的近況,不時代替學長回應一些問題。11Please respect copyright.PENANAmobjE5Ckt0
11Please respect copyright.PENANA2oc2mxcp7q
其實聊天內容再平常不過,而裡面的關心……也一直未變。11Please respect copyright.PENANA5a2PJ52DJA
11Please respect copyright.PENANAjJnTOu0zvG
配著電視機的吵雜聲音,一邊聊一邊吃,飯碗中時不時被堆上好幾筷老媽的得意好菜,甚至還有跟進廚房瞎忙出來的老爸特製煎蛋,有點焦的味道在舌尖帶出一點苦澀,卻是比誰做出來的金黃色蛋捲都要美味。11Please respect copyright.PENANArtk8wlhCOq
11Please respect copyright.PENANAe9gW3Q0gza
溫柔的熱氣徐徐薰上雙眼,視線模模糊糊中,我看見過去的人已經不復以往,褪色的陳舊畫面被現實取代……而當無奈笑看碗又一次被一整筷滿滿的炒菜填滿時,視線落在了那握緊筷子的手──11Please respect copyright.PENANAjbSWGli4oM
11Please respect copyright.PENANA1aRgmOoJCk
淡褐色的斑點已經悄悄漫開來,向寄生蟲似的姿意拓展領域,本應該白晰且帶著微粉的皮膚,顏色已漸漸暗淡無光、略顯乾燥,還滿佈著微青的血管缺乏彈性。11Please respect copyright.PENANAvsn6fOgcaV
11Please respect copyright.PENANASAvM8D8v42
抬起頭,記憶中的笑臉依舊,可是花白的髮鬢,與深淺不一的皺紋刻痕,破碎了最後的逃避。11Please respect copyright.PENANAM94PoePIHr
11Please respect copyright.PENANAyyTmt0HTJ7
再也不是過去,只有自己還不隨時間改變。11Please respect copyright.PENANAbUCgOkT6nX
11Please respect copyright.PENANA82NVBaGMBm
吞下嘴裡的食物,而難得不小心忘記放鹽的澀味被我無聲接受,只在老爸突然小聲唸了句淡出鳥來,被老媽幾句抱歉帶過。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYlLZZL54as
11Please respect copyright.PENANAb5GPd8PE5J
拒絕了再一次要遞過來的整匙魚肉,我表示已經吃飽了,放下碗筷,其他人也是,就剩老媽叨念著準備這麼多也不幫忙消一點,開始煩惱要怎麼收拾,然後老爸難得開玩笑說又不是餵豬準備這麼多幹嘛,被瞪了一眼馬上噤聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAqcNpUiX7qG
11Please respect copyright.PENANAaoSe3AsU0U
直到也知道其實不小心準備太多的老媽表示可以收之後,全部的人才紛紛站起身一起收拾了餐桌。11Please respect copyright.PENANATmJL4D8KPw
11Please respect copyright.PENANAnL9iYOOVbz
之後我想幫忙洗碗,卻被趕出廚房、吩咐端了一盤水果到客廳,吃過飯的眾人看著電視,一邊叉起蘋果切塊等隨口解決飯後水果。11Please respect copyright.PENANA3JEkSa4VyL
11Please respect copyright.PENANAQe3PzchuEC
而待到桌子再一次被收拾乾淨後,整理好廚房的老媽走了回來,用紙巾擦去了手上的殘餘水分、坐下,看了眼電視後抱怨最近節目都沒什麼好看的。11Please respect copyright.PENANAWqIy4L29J5
11Please respect copyright.PENANAfr5k0Ugoon
於是……11Please respect copyright.PENANAqwgVa5Wu4T
11Please respect copyright.PENANAkjikTlO1Yx
老姊俐落關掉了電視轉回來,正好是全部的人都為成一圈的樣子。11Please respect copyright.PENANAyfueKSBHWV
11Please respect copyright.PENANARUwt3cGg8N
「小嫇?」雖然沒有特別想看什麼,但是電視好端端突然被關掉還是讓老爸反射性發出疑問。11Please respect copyright.PENANA2jWz3rb79V
11Please respect copyright.PENANAmMNiEmPkax
「爸、媽,漾漾和他的學長有話要說。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAuapG35stWl
11Please respect copyright.PENANAyFOexfhP6T
「……啊?」一句話,把兩道目光往這裡身上推,我一瞬間也有點錯愕,差點沒反應過來。11Please respect copyright.PENANAQxfeqJ5p79
11Please respect copyright.PENANA9Pqu7ECfL0
半晌才點點頭,在心底偷偷抱怨了老姊的沒道德,一邊卻想,她又幫了我解決一個問題,其實我真的不知道要怎麼起頭。11Please respect copyright.PENANAHcojPsg4Tb
11Please respect copyright.PENANAy4tSuADvlj
深吸一口氣之後,藏在桌底下的手偷偷握緊,然後……11Please respect copyright.PENANA3fmCESW6dk
11Please respect copyright.PENANAQRgFX1V88R
「我……」11Please respect copyright.PENANAN6qxOv5uBm
11Please respect copyright.PENANAYuuLbad4xK
「漾漾!」老媽突然打斷我的話,我愣了愣。11Please respect copyright.PENANADC4CDUigfx
11Please respect copyright.PENANArMxXPPr5Iv
不過她沒理會我困惑的表情,直接站起走過來──突然張開雙手很用力很用力的抱緊我。11Please respect copyright.PENANArOPb3Sz9fa
11Please respect copyright.PENANAgRw4a6kbi8
!11Please respect copyright.PENANA7TLYdl5fMJ
11Please respect copyright.PENANAYM2ItjFbxY
……咦?11Please respect copyright.PENANA98NQnGOZP5
11Please respect copyright.PENANAFn63VTxze5
「不用說了,我都知道、我們……都知道了。」隨著暖暖味道傳來,在耳邊響起的嗓音有一點啞,但不再清亮的聲音還是很溫柔……11Please respect copyright.PENANAxHiH4mIsqT
11Please respect copyright.PENANAIqMHcHrd12
手被包進了熟悉的溫度裡,我抬起頭發現老爸也走了過來,就剩冥玥還坐在稍遠的原處,身邊學長雖然動也不動,可是血色的雙眼緊緊盯著我。11Please respect copyright.PENANAKIEVxBKMGq
11Please respect copyright.PENANAOiHSGBOjNL
在大腦尚沒能理解到底發生了什麼事時,眼淚卻已經掉了下來,下意識收緊懷中的溫暖,微微彎曲、矮了一點也瘦了一點的擁抱,逼出了我更多的淚水。11Please respect copyright.PENANAQXFGOL6euH
11Please respect copyright.PENANAsKIvRQa5qa
斷續抽氣讓肺葉掀起了一陣疼,卻沒有心上的痛楚強烈。11Please respect copyright.PENANAUjyoo9wqFa
11Please respect copyright.PENANAQR9zf0JKHp
幾乎是禁不住的痛哭,只是一勁而冒出的眼淚讓我發不出聲音,只能無聲的……在家人的圍繞中宣洩忍了好久的悲傷。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6YATPfHExg
11Please respect copyright.PENANA2Oo5lhMsup
真的很對不起……對不起我的不孝、我的任性,但是,謝謝你們……11Please respect copyright.PENANATGa8g6HhvA
11Please respect copyright.PENANAgMsqLwl1rr
謝謝你們的存在、謝謝你們的支持、謝謝你們……到最後的包容。11Please respect copyright.PENANACA9GDjR293
11Please respect copyright.PENANAeFHLhU0bMY
11Please respect copyright.PENANABsZrjdB7MD