我大概知道,為什麼學長選離家還有一段距離的地方當傳送點了,因為他希望我能沉澱心情。9Please respect copyright.PENANASJPQuJQPqO
9Please respect copyright.PENANAL8jRnjKwnM
而且……如果可以,他想給我後路,有些話說出口之後便不能再收回……9Please respect copyright.PENANAXUXOrJJUiA
9Please respect copyright.PENANAzZPm3NU8Di
但其實不需要,並不是每個人都能夠在下定決心後就不會因此感到難過,至少自己就不行,不過雖然心底的刺痛無可避免,可是……我真的可以、面對。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7HF99D67jo
9Please respect copyright.PENANA8rJYI4VLn4
9Please respect copyright.PENANAHZEXHRDpUj
9Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9PJJKpNIv
客廳的電視開著,裡面的人兀自嬉笑打鬧,背景音樂以及配合時間忽大忽小的說話聲充斥整個空間,不過沒有人盯在上頭,或者是說……開電視不過是個習慣,剛好開起來轉到哪一台就放在那裡隨便它演了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAtgIMbYsGZf
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIBxxA7yrqH
而另一頭──廚房,也很熱鬧,水聲以及鍋子翻炒、碗盤碰撞還有斷續的說話聲交雜,濃濃的香味一陣陣傳來,弄得本來因為緊張而緊縮的胃,有了飢餓的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAqLmkkR6Avc
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUZJcojKu3u
我有點發呆的看著聽著這曾經熟悉,卻又逐漸陌生的地方,安靜的坐在客廳,學長也在身邊,他瞄了眼螢幕表示沒興趣後,便翻出了手機兀自檢視訊息,不過就始終待在身邊的感覺,一直令人安心。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxnGAah2olg
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIRePUiSyLw
於是我不自覺閉上了眼,靠在他身上放鬆了呼吸。9Please respect copyright.PENANACACsWttswN
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPkFf6wadjM
牆上的時鐘,指針滴滴答答的走動,家裡一直沒有換上換上液晶時刻表,也許是因為熟悉的齒輪轉動聲更能提醒時間的流逝。9Please respect copyright.PENANANZOKX1633f
9Please respect copyright.PENANASNtnSvTIXH
規律的聲響勾起了一點睏意……9Please respect copyright.PENANA6YYXCBsOUz
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdrTAAGopKj
一切都是這麼令人懷念,懷念得令人不捨,我已經想不起來,上次這樣「在家」的感覺到底是什麼時候了。9Please respect copyright.PENANA4DBXRgPQ9p
9Please respect copyright.PENANAz0JCBmN27k
「……」9Please respect copyright.PENANAKqL3Idrqbt
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPuGA76VK2s
……9Please respect copyright.PENANACxNdrEPe5F
9Please respect copyright.PENANAR5i1qdKx9O
『叩──』拖盤放在桌上的聲音打斷了我的思緒,我坐起身睜眼看見了老姊站在前方,放下拖盤後她直起身看著我們,淡淡的說:「喝茶。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAXWANFkPLCq
9Please respect copyright.PENANA5lAsAnblXE
然後便取走了其中一個杯子,率性的坐到斜對角,慢慢喝了起來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAXZlHqJnbSf
9Please respect copyright.PENANARI7s52mmgq
我取過後遞了一杯給學長,然後也拿了一杯握在手裡,捧在手心中有種很暖的感覺,我嚐了一口,熱蜂蜜的香氣淡淡傳來,入口暖熱甜而不膩。9Please respect copyright.PENANAH6FqdqY4IP
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZEnVtdlZ6Z
學長也試了點味道,稍微皺起的眉顯示他不是很喜歡,可能是太甜,可是沒說什麼他還是喝完它後擱下。9Please respect copyright.PENANAfWmyETYDeO
9Please respect copyright.PENANASZjk3PURm8
其實一杯茶的時間真的不長,我也很快的就喝完他,輕輕的把杯子放回拖盤。9Please respect copyright.PENANAeJLRKvWRCW
9Please respect copyright.PENANAByCW9Ge42x
就剩老姊,她依然修長漂亮手指沿著杯緣慢慢磨過,銳利的視線透過杯子上方沉默的盯著我看,良久才一口氣飲盡了杯中所剩不多的茶水,落在桌上的杯子發出輕脆的聲響。9Please respect copyright.PENANAYJsTpOLVO6
9Please respect copyright.PENANAmLYE7T1h3a
優雅的翹起腳,她支著頭像是再思考又像是在衡量,視線轉了一圈從學長的方向又回到了我身上,然後有如風輕雲淡的開口──9Please respect copyright.PENANABICfOwKhQl
9Please respect copyright.PENANA25aV8D6ANQ
「前天,媽說很想你……爸也是,問我你什麼時候要回來。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAbyjRBszWaa
9Please respect copyright.PENANAOMEiKGFlaj
震了一下,我點點頭表示聽到了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAWQCqS35UWU
9Please respect copyright.PENANAvbozvBQvLr
「你該常回來的,而不是到了事情都決定好了才回家,爸媽的時間不會太多了,你也知道吧。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAv0lvMEeCrk
9Please respect copyright.PENANAnZdDciXjfY
「……」9Please respect copyright.PENANA6fl2gAjZO4
9Please respect copyright.PENANAtXbwvB64U4
她果然什麼都知道了……我想說些什麼,卻覺得一切都是藉口。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJcfiEGMjY1
9Please respect copyright.PENANA1EUDDr3Xxf
「……算了,我也知道你不是故意的,不過這次你回來,身上多了那種氣息……還帶著你家學長──你確定已經準備好了嗎?」9Please respect copyright.PENANAmmVAzr0vv9
9Please respect copyright.PENANA3lfpXI6dqB
「嗯。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAhN417qME0A
9Please respect copyright.PENANAFeSG4NKQTO
「那就……吃過飯再說,他們很高興久久未歸得兒子終於又回家了,現在在廚房瞎忙我也攔不住,你自己……多注意一點。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAprOpX3pHvH
9Please respect copyright.PENANAfs27l5vMS1
我又一次點頭。9Please respect copyright.PENANA4NmnSQ4qJF
9Please respect copyright.PENANAulmOl39Zvs
「別再讓他們擔心了。」9Please respect copyright.PENANA1VWyJqXGEw
9Please respect copyright.PENANAr3tocRWrmo
「……好。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAsndmM2dQUe
9Please respect copyright.PENANAbYtpCPBPhg
老姊很可怕,一直都是我什麼事都還沒開口就好像一切都知道了,很多時後連學長遇到她也要敗退三步,不過……今天這樣反而讓我鬆了一口氣,因為我不需要再跟她解釋一次,而且……她和學長一樣,總是盡可能得為我鋪好了路。9Please respect copyright.PENANAq2m6vvns2k
9Please respect copyright.PENANADKO9cnPfiq
相信這時全家人會都在家裡,也是她的傑作。9Please respect copyright.PENANAec0gkmdFzd
9Please respect copyright.PENANAF8gJYkOK2F
曾經我有點怕她,現在也是……可是,其實最多的還是感謝,我真的不知道,要怎麼回報這些總是為我打算、為我思量的人。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjUMtCqRY4x
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4ICtnvTwLp
9Please respect copyright.PENANAMJr4b0jcrz
9Please respect copyright.PENANAvxkGQmQ0HN
ns216.73.216.37da2 9Please respect copyright.PENANAL8jRnjKwnM
而且……如果可以,他想給我後路,有些話說出口之後便不能再收回……9Please respect copyright.PENANAXUXOrJJUiA
9Please respect copyright.PENANAzZPm3NU8Di
但其實不需要,並不是每個人都能夠在下定決心後就不會因此感到難過,至少自己就不行,不過雖然心底的刺痛無可避免,可是……我真的可以、面對。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7HF99D67jo
9Please respect copyright.PENANA8rJYI4VLn4
9Please respect copyright.PENANAHZEXHRDpUj
9Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9PJJKpNIv
客廳的電視開著,裡面的人兀自嬉笑打鬧,背景音樂以及配合時間忽大忽小的說話聲充斥整個空間,不過沒有人盯在上頭,或者是說……開電視不過是個習慣,剛好開起來轉到哪一台就放在那裡隨便它演了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAtgIMbYsGZf
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIBxxA7yrqH
而另一頭──廚房,也很熱鬧,水聲以及鍋子翻炒、碗盤碰撞還有斷續的說話聲交雜,濃濃的香味一陣陣傳來,弄得本來因為緊張而緊縮的胃,有了飢餓的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAqLmkkR6Avc
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUZJcojKu3u
我有點發呆的看著聽著這曾經熟悉,卻又逐漸陌生的地方,安靜的坐在客廳,學長也在身邊,他瞄了眼螢幕表示沒興趣後,便翻出了手機兀自檢視訊息,不過就始終待在身邊的感覺,一直令人安心。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxnGAah2olg
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIRePUiSyLw
於是我不自覺閉上了眼,靠在他身上放鬆了呼吸。9Please respect copyright.PENANACACsWttswN
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPkFf6wadjM
牆上的時鐘,指針滴滴答答的走動,家裡一直沒有換上換上液晶時刻表,也許是因為熟悉的齒輪轉動聲更能提醒時間的流逝。9Please respect copyright.PENANANZOKX1633f
9Please respect copyright.PENANASNtnSvTIXH
規律的聲響勾起了一點睏意……9Please respect copyright.PENANA6YYXCBsOUz
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdrTAAGopKj
一切都是這麼令人懷念,懷念得令人不捨,我已經想不起來,上次這樣「在家」的感覺到底是什麼時候了。9Please respect copyright.PENANA4DBXRgPQ9p
9Please respect copyright.PENANAz0JCBmN27k
「……」9Please respect copyright.PENANAKqL3Idrqbt
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPuGA76VK2s
……9Please respect copyright.PENANACxNdrEPe5F
9Please respect copyright.PENANAR5i1qdKx9O
『叩──』拖盤放在桌上的聲音打斷了我的思緒,我坐起身睜眼看見了老姊站在前方,放下拖盤後她直起身看著我們,淡淡的說:「喝茶。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAXWANFkPLCq
9Please respect copyright.PENANA5lAsAnblXE
然後便取走了其中一個杯子,率性的坐到斜對角,慢慢喝了起來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAXZlHqJnbSf
9Please respect copyright.PENANARI7s52mmgq
我取過後遞了一杯給學長,然後也拿了一杯握在手裡,捧在手心中有種很暖的感覺,我嚐了一口,熱蜂蜜的香氣淡淡傳來,入口暖熱甜而不膩。9Please respect copyright.PENANAH6FqdqY4IP
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZEnVtdlZ6Z
學長也試了點味道,稍微皺起的眉顯示他不是很喜歡,可能是太甜,可是沒說什麼他還是喝完它後擱下。9Please respect copyright.PENANAfWmyETYDeO
9Please respect copyright.PENANASZjk3PURm8
其實一杯茶的時間真的不長,我也很快的就喝完他,輕輕的把杯子放回拖盤。9Please respect copyright.PENANAeJLRKvWRCW
9Please respect copyright.PENANAByCW9Ge42x
就剩老姊,她依然修長漂亮手指沿著杯緣慢慢磨過,銳利的視線透過杯子上方沉默的盯著我看,良久才一口氣飲盡了杯中所剩不多的茶水,落在桌上的杯子發出輕脆的聲響。9Please respect copyright.PENANAYJsTpOLVO6
9Please respect copyright.PENANAmLYE7T1h3a
優雅的翹起腳,她支著頭像是再思考又像是在衡量,視線轉了一圈從學長的方向又回到了我身上,然後有如風輕雲淡的開口──9Please respect copyright.PENANABICfOwKhQl
9Please respect copyright.PENANA25aV8D6ANQ
「前天,媽說很想你……爸也是,問我你什麼時候要回來。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAbyjRBszWaa
9Please respect copyright.PENANAOMEiKGFlaj
震了一下,我點點頭表示聽到了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAWQCqS35UWU
9Please respect copyright.PENANAvbozvBQvLr
「你該常回來的,而不是到了事情都決定好了才回家,爸媽的時間不會太多了,你也知道吧。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAv0lvMEeCrk
9Please respect copyright.PENANAnZdDciXjfY
「……」9Please respect copyright.PENANA6fl2gAjZO4
9Please respect copyright.PENANAtXbwvB64U4
她果然什麼都知道了……我想說些什麼,卻覺得一切都是藉口。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJcfiEGMjY1
9Please respect copyright.PENANA1EUDDr3Xxf
「……算了,我也知道你不是故意的,不過這次你回來,身上多了那種氣息……還帶著你家學長──你確定已經準備好了嗎?」9Please respect copyright.PENANAmmVAzr0vv9
9Please respect copyright.PENANA3lfpXI6dqB
「嗯。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAhN417qME0A
9Please respect copyright.PENANAFeSG4NKQTO
「那就……吃過飯再說,他們很高興久久未歸得兒子終於又回家了,現在在廚房瞎忙我也攔不住,你自己……多注意一點。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAprOpX3pHvH
9Please respect copyright.PENANAfs27l5vMS1
我又一次點頭。9Please respect copyright.PENANA4NmnSQ4qJF
9Please respect copyright.PENANAulmOl39Zvs
「別再讓他們擔心了。」9Please respect copyright.PENANA1VWyJqXGEw
9Please respect copyright.PENANAr3tocRWrmo
「……好。」9Please respect copyright.PENANAsndmM2dQUe
9Please respect copyright.PENANAbYtpCPBPhg
老姊很可怕,一直都是我什麼事都還沒開口就好像一切都知道了,很多時後連學長遇到她也要敗退三步,不過……今天這樣反而讓我鬆了一口氣,因為我不需要再跟她解釋一次,而且……她和學長一樣,總是盡可能得為我鋪好了路。9Please respect copyright.PENANAq2m6vvns2k
9Please respect copyright.PENANADKO9cnPfiq
相信這時全家人會都在家裡,也是她的傑作。9Please respect copyright.PENANAec0gkmdFzd
9Please respect copyright.PENANAF8gJYkOK2F
曾經我有點怕她,現在也是……可是,其實最多的還是感謝,我真的不知道,要怎麼回報這些總是為我打算、為我思量的人。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjUMtCqRY4x
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4ICtnvTwLp
9Please respect copyright.PENANAMJr4b0jcrz
9Please respect copyright.PENANAvxkGQmQ0HN