夢魘止息﹝夏千﹞37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt3YwuT7ub
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夢魘持續了很久很久，黑暗氣息不斷侵蝕著他的每根神經、每分意識，恣意妄想吞噬沾染到他們的紫袍。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyceCXTH9TH
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正惡意嘶笑著……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJP37nbIsN
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昏暗的夢境扭曲搖曳著，他被迫想起很多以為早已遺忘、或是不願記起的過去，尖叫聲充滿耳廓、女人暴死前驚愕的面容在眼前放大、妖物放肆的朝他狠狠一抓，鮮血飛漸出在空中畫出一道弧度，美麗卻絕望……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACTB9ZkwAc
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黑紅交錯間一點一點什麼被腐蝕，他掙扎著無法擺脫，身子冰冷、卻感溽熱，昏昏沉沉間，仿若就要如此墜入深淵。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpdvo7S826
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然後又是誰憤恨的臉孔，森冷的笑聲扭曲得令人作嘔，接著親眼看見信賴的人背離自己而去。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdTw5oseFW
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破碎的無名屍體仰躺在一點也不美麗的月光下，被野獸啃食。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxkeBylPHa
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夢境的下一個畫面，換成一個乾淨的少年、擁有和自己神似的臉孔，接著憑空出現的黑刀狠狠朝那人砍下，在驚呼之間血紅更顯鮮艷欲滴，少年先是驚訝的一愣，然後淺淺微笑、漸漸消失……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfGJ11EhAk
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不！37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnZ8fbC2nM
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不要消失！就算以後再也不能看見，他願意取代……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdcB89qC2o
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『真的嗎？』清脆的笑聲響起，少年的面容再一次出現，卻帶著嘲弄的笑容，緩緩伸出沾滿血跡的手。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfdFOvLMlL
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毫不猶豫握了上去，接著劇烈的痛楚自肩膀下劃過，閉上雙眼他就要感受死亡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyKKunVWzE
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熟悉的歌謠淡淡響起，兩種語言、兩種情感。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOh1eVXi2a
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想要帶著這些走向盡頭，混亂的夢境，黑暗中匍匐的不明生物正緩緩加大笑容……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysncglDIGf
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『……』可是有誰拉住了他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhoI5LSZhb
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走開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOOH4nfqGY
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『……』著急的聲音不放棄的呼喚。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTkJ3jxsLX
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不要阻止，反正，這本來就是他的宿命。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgAFSVrurv
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一點小小的溫暖緊緊抱住，呼喚轉成哭泣、越來越清晰……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQEsy7jAbk
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『……不要代替我死掉好不好，哥……』熟悉的聲音、無法忘懷的一切努力將他托離泥沼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQfFGHYlUF
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『拜託……』掛滿淚痕的蒼白臉蛋是如此脆弱，令人看得心裡發疼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQNes6yId2
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又出現一個畫面，那是……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSldgBFNK9
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！37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkuHqUgzC6
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他驚醒了過來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk38XfFJ7N
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清晨的鳥鳴歡快而輕盈的在窗外跳躍，明亮晶瑩的暖光灑入……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6gtdlvg6x
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聲音和色彩都回來了，原來他還……活著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfSx9NtxTg
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還以為活夠了，終究可以就這樣帶著傷痛，和對那人……不該有的情感沉睡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwoYV6k709
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竟然又被救回。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrEVH3B1iw
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握緊無力的手，他不知道該感到慶幸還是痛苦……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6s5R5GxId
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突然間感應到什麼、費力的轉頭，那樣劇烈的疼痛差點讓他呻吟出聲，生生的忍住，是因為看見黑色的髮絲垂落床沿。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc8ZOFvPAL
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「……歲？」無意間低喚趕緊噤聲，怕自己就這樣吵醒了那人，一種疲倦的氣息正緩緩溢出。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cr2rsaiQZ
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幸好自己乾啞虛弱的嗓音沒能驚動誰。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFPuRWiZHv
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環視純白乾淨的空間，這裡是學園裡的病房……唯一突兀的是紅袍的鮮明色彩。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2GH5oJ4lQ
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肯定是一出完任務就趕過來，連紅袍都尚未換下。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMAEfEskKw
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為什麼……刻意疏遠，甚至惡意無視、用理所當然的態度劃清界線，他仍然不懂得離去？明明盡了最大的努力不將情緒顯露在外，為什麼？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDEAL5rDBb
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還是自己其實不夠堅定？心底仍渴望那人別棄他而去，也許眉宇間依然無意透出不捨和心疼？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIRM32URKZ
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居然是感到慶幸的，那人始終沒有恨，即使不這麼做就會為他傷心，尤其是最後讓他發現了深埋心中、打算帶著一起死去的秘密，選擇的替身對象就是自己最愛的人。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWArYhR5J7
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都已經盡可能不看不去靠近，卻無法私底下不聞不問。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlGlctybeA
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他的歲啊……明知每一次靠近就是更多的傷害卻更不能割捨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkmNG12bVe
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搭檔總陪在身邊靜靜的看他去做那矛盾的行為，雖然一句話也沒說，可有時會露出不以為然的神情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbxeB5YZfC
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連你也認為這很蠢吧……苦笑著，卻身不由己，終究是懂了母親當時的心情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdAwi4Wt9u
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輕輕嘆息，任由穿心刺骨的疼痛肆虐，那些是即便止痛藥都無法減輕的疼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBuXuPRIGE
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「夏碎……哥……」淺淺的呼喚，在沒意識到時忽然傳來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBQsXRSkXm
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「歲？」他嚇了一跳，以為對方醒來自己卻沒準備好擺出疏離的表情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uCU9s1xPE
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「……不要做我替身……好不好？」不過一看眼翼僅僅微搧原來是夢話，蒼白的臉孔雖然不像方才夢中掛滿淚痕，可是皺起的眉頭讓人好想伸出手，細細的幫他撫平。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVkTx6jT6s
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不行，他偏過頭試圖不去看。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXawg08BDKO
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短促淺急的呼吸聲卻沒辦法被他無視，正在做噩夢嗎？他們都被陷在溺人的沼澤中，和夢魘掙扎者無法脫離。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wBbrl14NI
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忍不住輕拍那人的肩也許這能為他減緩痛苦。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVJeJh3ww3
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顫抖停止了，紫金的光澤乍現，可是轉驅模糊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7TSC8ax5G
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「……哥？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6zWeBnlEM
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他迅速閉眼裝睡，決不願被瞧見剛剛一閃而逝的心慌。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hgR5Z0M7g
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對不起，歲；歲，對不起……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nubLBvamH
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一股濕意滴落在手心，他一愣，悄悄睜眼見著淚水如斷線珍珠般落下。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgZSin31So
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很想伸手拭淚、輕聲要他別哭了，他還活著不要傷心，不過這是不行的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0M9kq9CVv
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「哥……」不要自己露出哽咽的聲音，卻藏不住心底的那分痛。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY0WTfcrBB
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兩人無語的讓空間窒息，盡可能無視，心卻痛得喘不氣。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt8sXSWK75
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「哥……你什麼時候要醒？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePDjvAuvoR
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「……」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXFtdLZfiz
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沒有回話，寧願昏睡過去放任黑暗氣息拖自己進入更深的夢魘之中。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33uWpYZZhN
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爾後歲仍然常來看他，多是在自己意識不清時，有時候是制服，有時候是紅袍，那自己選為替身對像的人，感覺就是如此接近，閉上眼也能描繪出臉孔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5FpeMoYt3
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一開始是抗拒的，可是漸漸得有時忘記堅持37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44xuci0FKw
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入口的調理食品是多麼的用心、多麼的仔細他怎麼能再無視？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGlZlqE2Z7
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縱使自己再怎麼推離，那澄澈的眸、紫金色澤流轉間，他知道已經無法撼動他的想法任何一分毫。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OVXUKLS4s
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那一次夢中最後得畫面忽然流入心頭，意識很清楚的，並不想讓這個夢境實現。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRIj3lTaP7
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望著窗外的星夜嘆息，有一天終於決定屈服……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3YDSAohRl
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很久之後。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHmIGOh7jV
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「妳這隻笨蛇！就說不要亂拿東西給我哥吃！」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jIBQ4FaIU
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「哇啊啊──千東歲是笨蛋！主人一定會喜歡吃這東西的！小亭一定要拿給主人！」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf0nPRDUuE
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「不準！」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4okbDx5GG
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「不聽不聽！」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2I6aKpYGx
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「……」可以想像辯半天後，有人放棄逞口舌決定實際行動。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzE0gArzUH
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嘆了一口氣無奈笑，還是在第不知道幾次大戰爆發前阻止吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrEeFnXYmV
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「好了，歲，別擔心這麼多……」一手將人覽入懷裡，停止爭吵。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFuOLNV3cg
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「哥……」該熟悉這樣的擁抱，可是很多很多次之後仍會不爭氣的臉紅。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTsD61tCwG
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「嗯？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0eXirAxIH
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「可是……」還想辯解些什麼，不過卻被一個吻輕輕打斷。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej1sndwxKa
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「沒關係的。」淡淡微笑。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevIacLhs3k
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沒關係的，更久遠的死結都能解開了，何必在意這點小事？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSOnafuyLw
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他想他的歲只是現在還不夠心安而已，以後會懂得，這樣真實的擁抱，足以證明一切……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LTmGXiMxe
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「哥。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEq6eItNyT
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曾經的桎梏、傷痛、掙扎已經隨著夢魘結束而遠離，過去忽視了太多太多，以為最重要的卻反而試圖放手。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ23d8yWxbZ
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可是就因為重要才該緊握不是嗎？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKHSDck4HS
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別自以為是為他人設想，到底是好或不好由對方決定別擅作主張。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q4PDB9FPJ
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以往青澀的少年也已經長大到足以對他堅定的說出渴望，驚訝間卻不禁失笑，這可不是任性，他只是比他更早看透了一些什麼道理。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkY338osHs
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不過此刻他也有話要說。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a9EI6zr7m
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一旦雙手緊握之後，即便後悔，他也不會再鬆手了……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPDkW4BzFk
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夢魘持續了很久很久，黑暗氣息不斷侵蝕著他的每根神經、每分意識，恣意妄想吞噬沾染到他們的紫袍。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyceCXTH9TH
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正惡意嘶笑著……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJP37nbIsN
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昏暗的夢境扭曲搖曳著，他被迫想起很多以為早已遺忘、或是不願記起的過去，尖叫聲充滿耳廓、女人暴死前驚愕的面容在眼前放大、妖物放肆的朝他狠狠一抓，鮮血飛漸出在空中畫出一道弧度，美麗卻絕望……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACTB9ZkwAc
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黑紅交錯間一點一點什麼被腐蝕，他掙扎著無法擺脫，身子冰冷、卻感溽熱，昏昏沉沉間，仿若就要如此墜入深淵。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpdvo7S826
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然後又是誰憤恨的臉孔，森冷的笑聲扭曲得令人作嘔，接著親眼看見信賴的人背離自己而去。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdTw5oseFW
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破碎的無名屍體仰躺在一點也不美麗的月光下，被野獸啃食。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxkeBylPHa
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夢境的下一個畫面，換成一個乾淨的少年、擁有和自己神似的臉孔，接著憑空出現的黑刀狠狠朝那人砍下，在驚呼之間血紅更顯鮮艷欲滴，少年先是驚訝的一愣，然後淺淺微笑、漸漸消失……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfGJ11EhAk
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不！37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnZ8fbC2nM
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不要消失！就算以後再也不能看見，他願意取代……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdcB89qC2o
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『真的嗎？』清脆的笑聲響起，少年的面容再一次出現，卻帶著嘲弄的笑容，緩緩伸出沾滿血跡的手。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfdFOvLMlL
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毫不猶豫握了上去，接著劇烈的痛楚自肩膀下劃過，閉上雙眼他就要感受死亡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyKKunVWzE
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熟悉的歌謠淡淡響起，兩種語言、兩種情感。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOh1eVXi2a
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想要帶著這些走向盡頭，混亂的夢境，黑暗中匍匐的不明生物正緩緩加大笑容……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysncglDIGf
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『……』可是有誰拉住了他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhoI5LSZhb
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走開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOOH4nfqGY
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『……』著急的聲音不放棄的呼喚。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTkJ3jxsLX
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不要阻止，反正，這本來就是他的宿命。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgAFSVrurv
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一點小小的溫暖緊緊抱住，呼喚轉成哭泣、越來越清晰……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQEsy7jAbk
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『……不要代替我死掉好不好，哥……』熟悉的聲音、無法忘懷的一切努力將他托離泥沼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQfFGHYlUF
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『拜託……』掛滿淚痕的蒼白臉蛋是如此脆弱，令人看得心裡發疼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQNes6yId2
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又出現一個畫面，那是……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSldgBFNK9
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他驚醒了過來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk38XfFJ7N
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清晨的鳥鳴歡快而輕盈的在窗外跳躍，明亮晶瑩的暖光灑入……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6gtdlvg6x
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聲音和色彩都回來了，原來他還……活著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfSx9NtxTg
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還以為活夠了，終究可以就這樣帶著傷痛，和對那人……不該有的情感沉睡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwoYV6k709
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竟然又被救回。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrEVH3B1iw
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握緊無力的手，他不知道該感到慶幸還是痛苦……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6s5R5GxId
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突然間感應到什麼、費力的轉頭，那樣劇烈的疼痛差點讓他呻吟出聲，生生的忍住，是因為看見黑色的髮絲垂落床沿。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc8ZOFvPAL
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「……歲？」無意間低喚趕緊噤聲，怕自己就這樣吵醒了那人，一種疲倦的氣息正緩緩溢出。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cr2rsaiQZ
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幸好自己乾啞虛弱的嗓音沒能驚動誰。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFPuRWiZHv
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環視純白乾淨的空間，這裡是學園裡的病房……唯一突兀的是紅袍的鮮明色彩。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2GH5oJ4lQ
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肯定是一出完任務就趕過來，連紅袍都尚未換下。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMAEfEskKw
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為什麼……刻意疏遠，甚至惡意無視、用理所當然的態度劃清界線，他仍然不懂得離去？明明盡了最大的努力不將情緒顯露在外，為什麼？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDEAL5rDBb
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還是自己其實不夠堅定？心底仍渴望那人別棄他而去，也許眉宇間依然無意透出不捨和心疼？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIRM32URKZ
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居然是感到慶幸的，那人始終沒有恨，即使不這麼做就會為他傷心，尤其是最後讓他發現了深埋心中、打算帶著一起死去的秘密，選擇的替身對象就是自己最愛的人。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWArYhR5J7
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都已經盡可能不看不去靠近，卻無法私底下不聞不問。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlGlctybeA
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他的歲啊……明知每一次靠近就是更多的傷害卻更不能割捨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkmNG12bVe
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搭檔總陪在身邊靜靜的看他去做那矛盾的行為，雖然一句話也沒說，可有時會露出不以為然的神情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbxeB5YZfC
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連你也認為這很蠢吧……苦笑著，卻身不由己，終究是懂了母親當時的心情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdAwi4Wt9u
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輕輕嘆息，任由穿心刺骨的疼痛肆虐，那些是即便止痛藥都無法減輕的疼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBuXuPRIGE
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「夏碎……哥……」淺淺的呼喚，在沒意識到時忽然傳來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBQsXRSkXm
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「歲？」他嚇了一跳，以為對方醒來自己卻沒準備好擺出疏離的表情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uCU9s1xPE
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「……不要做我替身……好不好？」不過一看眼翼僅僅微搧原來是夢話，蒼白的臉孔雖然不像方才夢中掛滿淚痕，可是皺起的眉頭讓人好想伸出手，細細的幫他撫平。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVkTx6jT6s
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不行，他偏過頭試圖不去看。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXawg08BDKO
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短促淺急的呼吸聲卻沒辦法被他無視，正在做噩夢嗎？他們都被陷在溺人的沼澤中，和夢魘掙扎者無法脫離。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wBbrl14NI
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忍不住輕拍那人的肩也許這能為他減緩痛苦。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVJeJh3ww3
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顫抖停止了，紫金的光澤乍現，可是轉驅模糊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7TSC8ax5G
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「……哥？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6zWeBnlEM
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他迅速閉眼裝睡，決不願被瞧見剛剛一閃而逝的心慌。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hgR5Z0M7g
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對不起，歲；歲，對不起……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nubLBvamH
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一股濕意滴落在手心，他一愣，悄悄睜眼見著淚水如斷線珍珠般落下。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgZSin31So
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很想伸手拭淚、輕聲要他別哭了，他還活著不要傷心，不過這是不行的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0M9kq9CVv
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「哥……」不要自己露出哽咽的聲音，卻藏不住心底的那分痛。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY0WTfcrBB
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兩人無語的讓空間窒息，盡可能無視，心卻痛得喘不氣。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt8sXSWK75
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「哥……你什麼時候要醒？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePDjvAuvoR
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「……」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXFtdLZfiz
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沒有回話，寧願昏睡過去放任黑暗氣息拖自己進入更深的夢魘之中。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33uWpYZZhN
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爾後歲仍然常來看他，多是在自己意識不清時，有時候是制服，有時候是紅袍，那自己選為替身對像的人，感覺就是如此接近，閉上眼也能描繪出臉孔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5FpeMoYt3
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一開始是抗拒的，可是漸漸得有時忘記堅持37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44xuci0FKw
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入口的調理食品是多麼的用心、多麼的仔細他怎麼能再無視？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGlZlqE2Z7
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縱使自己再怎麼推離，那澄澈的眸、紫金色澤流轉間，他知道已經無法撼動他的想法任何一分毫。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OVXUKLS4s
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那一次夢中最後得畫面忽然流入心頭，意識很清楚的，並不想讓這個夢境實現。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRIj3lTaP7
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望著窗外的星夜嘆息，有一天終於決定屈服……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3YDSAohRl
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很久之後。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHmIGOh7jV
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「妳這隻笨蛇！就說不要亂拿東西給我哥吃！」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jIBQ4FaIU
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「哇啊啊──千東歲是笨蛋！主人一定會喜歡吃這東西的！小亭一定要拿給主人！」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf0nPRDUuE
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「不準！」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4okbDx5GG
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「不聽不聽！」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2I6aKpYGx
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「……」可以想像辯半天後，有人放棄逞口舌決定實際行動。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzE0gArzUH
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嘆了一口氣無奈笑，還是在第不知道幾次大戰爆發前阻止吧。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrEeFnXYmV
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「好了，歲，別擔心這麼多……」一手將人覽入懷裡，停止爭吵。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFuOLNV3cg
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「哥……」該熟悉這樣的擁抱，可是很多很多次之後仍會不爭氣的臉紅。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTsD61tCwG
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「嗯？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0eXirAxIH
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「可是……」還想辯解些什麼，不過卻被一個吻輕輕打斷。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej1sndwxKa
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「沒關係的。」淡淡微笑。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevIacLhs3k
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沒關係的，更久遠的死結都能解開了，何必在意這點小事？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSOnafuyLw
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他想他的歲只是現在還不夠心安而已，以後會懂得，這樣真實的擁抱，足以證明一切……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LTmGXiMxe
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「哥。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEq6eItNyT
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曾經的桎梏、傷痛、掙扎已經隨著夢魘結束而遠離，過去忽視了太多太多，以為最重要的卻反而試圖放手。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ23d8yWxbZ
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可是就因為重要才該緊握不是嗎？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKHSDck4HS
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別自以為是為他人設想，到底是好或不好由對方決定別擅作主張。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q4PDB9FPJ
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以往青澀的少年也已經長大到足以對他堅定的說出渴望，驚訝間卻不禁失笑，這可不是任性，他只是比他更早看透了一些什麼道理。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkY338osHs
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不過此刻他也有話要說。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a9EI6zr7m
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一旦雙手緊握之後，即便後悔，他也不會再鬆手了……37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPDkW4BzFk
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