他們說,其實老媽第一眼看見學長時,心底便隱隱有些預感……而老爸雖然剛遇到他並沒有特別察覺什麼,可是之後學長偶爾會帶我回家、然後被留宿,幾次相處幾次看著我們互動……慢慢就都知道了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAagHLWLuW12
9Please respect copyright.PENANAWw7tlUxpG4
從一開始的不確定、猜測、也許擔心,到之後的明白、釋然、甚至……9Please respect copyright.PENANAIvjCDzJ2ww
9Please respect copyright.PENANATQ7gss2tI0
放下。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7l9lHkAkrB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAoVVgBrDNHP
而最初察覺到這種關係,老爸老媽很惶然,就像是大部分的父母一樣不想自己的孩子走上這條路。9Please respect copyright.PENANA27XZcJRT6s
9Please respect copyright.PENANArlBUMwHjyX
從小,比起姊我讓他們多操了一份心,在孕育一個孩子之前,期望是很大的,不過隨著時間過去……看我長大,他們想……平安就好、我過得高興就好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAb7NJ3jAKIT
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIB6uj1xl9f
──雖然通常的日子都很不平安,從以前就是很倒楣,楣到老媽幾乎只要一小段時間沒看著我就不時在想是不是又出什麼事。9Please respect copyright.PENANA9jOmthbTJY
9Please respect copyright.PENANAjMYsUHEzl1
不過在上了高中之後,一些意外少了許多,至少不再三天兩頭進醫院,回家時人也都好好的……身邊多了不少朋友,老媽還覺得,我給人的感覺也不一樣了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAlBRWxQKTDH
9Please respect copyright.PENANAYwrTuwE7Qj
9Please respect copyright.PENANAlyBqPXTiYp
同時注意到了更常出現的學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAio8AlwF35m
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyFZvouvYcV
曾經在逐漸肯定所猜測的後,她想向我確認,但是卻感覺得到我過的很好而不知道該怎麼問出口,所以慢慢的那種疑問被埋在心底……記得有一陣子她好像都是想說什麼卻又沒開口的樣子,但想問時,就會又剛好被姊打斷。9Please respect copyright.PENANAUDmrxAcDEd
9Please respect copyright.PENANAXrVqX2SBL4
說得大概就是那時候了,冥玥也更早就察覺,在我還沒注意到時替我擋下老媽的探詢,讓她安靜的繼續看著,一邊猶豫著擔心一邊慢慢接受。9Please respect copyright.PENANA2ommUGo5Wj
9Please respect copyright.PENANA2zIgV5RquC
當時老爸還是常常不在家,我也是……自從進到Atlantis後變得少歸,在難得能碰上時,他也會有意無意的提到學長,問我最近過得如何時,把話題引向或許就在旁邊的學長、然後又收起,其實我也曾覺得他態度有點怪異。9Please respect copyright.PENANAUrQIj0bLjW
9Please respect copyright.PENANAt4TkUmx0tj
不過到今天為止,沒說也不知道原來他們是想問……我和學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAsEBVCuWNW5
9Please respect copyright.PENANAYigZk571SF
可能是見面時間更短了,總是隨後又被拖著到處跑,異常「多彩多姿」的生活讓誰都很難去在意那閃爍的目光,思考沒辦法暫時專注在尚未發生的事上。一來也或許是在他們剛意識到時,我還和學長處在一種曖昧不明的狀況,根本不會往那邊想。9Please respect copyright.PENANAm2f4osG0sU
9Please respect copyright.PENANAgBGgm9hw1r
很早就覺得……學長為我付出得太多,可是又沒去確認,連自己的心態也是懵懂,一拖就是好幾年才因為某些契機終於在一起,待到那時……已經釋然的父母不再問起,只是繼續默默的關心,就像一直以來的以前一樣。9Please respect copyright.PENANANbtBElk3O8
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyxvE3s0lfu
雖然隨時間,什麼都已經變了很多,但永遠不變的是那包容與掛心。9Please respect copyright.PENANAsmMlbx96Vb
9Please respect copyright.PENANAEe2O4AbgsB
還是擔憂還是掛懷,可是漸漸的,他們覺得路要讓孩子自己走,而且……即使不在身邊,每次看見我被學長拎回家,一些神態……做父母的知道,我被照顧的很好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAYhHyREyvMu
9Please respect copyright.PENANASSwTYr8hDi
就算還是不知道Atlantis是怎麼一回事,也不知道實際上在那邊生活如何,偶爾跟回家的朋友說起話來總有那麼一點怪異……只要我過得好,一切都好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAqPgj3pBgKk
9Please respect copyright.PENANAvO41iZLaS4
他們想,既然我什麼也沒說,那麼在「時間」到之前,他們也什麼都別說吧。9Please respect copyright.PENANAd2GnZuAfy9
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUTvJJCKEMG
於是就這麼沉默到了現在……9Please respect copyright.PENANAeDJRJShvBX
9Please respect copyright.PENANAD9ZdpH3p6r
……9Please respect copyright.PENANARBnY8zp6pZ
9Please respect copyright.PENANANwbDo5zNNI
直到前日學長隻身來到了這裡,開門出來的老媽看見他身後沒有我,雖然有點困惑還是招待他,不過心底隱隱有些是時候了的了然。9Please respect copyright.PENANAKTKNx42fXV
9Please respect copyright.PENANAsG9vDyTUjF
然後……在學長什麼都還沒說時,嘆息在暖熱的茶煙中飄散。9Please respect copyright.PENANAmoMq1OQNBq
9Please respect copyright.PENANAzg7nOpaahK
他們只是冷靜的向學長確認,然後老媽拉過他的手,溫和的說──9Please respect copyright.PENANAvp5DNcOwAx
9Please respect copyright.PENANALoaV53GOev
『漾漾就拜託你了。』9Please respect copyright.PENANAVzCBjdWd4V
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPm02vaNJDo
還有只要記得常常回來就好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAZHGPbFDrqA
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdlKsUPVghK
有點詫異的學長聽完之後,給了他們認真而肯定的答覆,接著把發生過的一切事情,能說的都說了,包括姊在內四個人聊了整整一個下午。9Please respect copyright.PENANAMqBpog329L
9Please respect copyright.PENANAJBXnHbixbv
而也許是年紀有了,見得事情多了,加上隨時間老媽被封印的記憶慢慢有點回復,而老爸總是看著……他們接受了我將和學長活上很久很久的事實。9Please respect copyright.PENANAb0uQyaikvk
9Please respect copyright.PENANAhiZGlf0E7f
……9Please respect copyright.PENANAj49EvvvqYB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAaylBJHkz7q
『我們還是很驚訝,有點不可思議……但是隱隱約約覺得你學長說的一切都是真的。』這一晚,老媽摸著我的臉,很輕的說。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdV4DdASM8w
9Please respect copyright.PENANAu4NTsbAPJa
感覺得到那種溫柔的力道、關心的目光與釋然的語氣,我握住她貼在我臉上的手,閉上眼,好不容易緩下來的深刻情緒又差點被挑起。9Please respect copyright.PENANAgZXsGvDcVs
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6yS8IgK0F
爸則是摸摸我的頭,他不擅長說什麼話,可是若要講對我的關心,他也從沒少過於誰。9Please respect copyright.PENANApSD9PsBvNk
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIYPWnvaoEW
『不過你會很辛苦,選了這條路後……而其實最後我們只要你記得,不管如何我們都會支持你,因為愛你……而即使有一天不在了,這份心意也不會消失。』9Please respect copyright.PENANA4EbbmQrqae
9Please respect copyright.PENANArhFuqKzbr3
『……嗯。』9Please respect copyright.PENANAw4HChqaPcO
9Please respect copyright.PENANAXPcZSRFdnT
一夜長談,就這麼到此為止。9Please respect copyright.PENANAl1ERe6rAEE
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4f7m5wJnyn
我擦去最後的眼淚、點點頭,再一次擁抱他們。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJrIqONZabS
9Please respect copyright.PENANA1wQZrOt9BM
擁抱這些永遠接受我的家人。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVzmDECkPwf
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUfBGHZTFC2
9Please respect copyright.PENANAWeX1rY4cPU
9Please respect copyright.PENANAV4KgKDGif6
ns216.73.216.37da2 9Please respect copyright.PENANAWw7tlUxpG4
從一開始的不確定、猜測、也許擔心,到之後的明白、釋然、甚至……9Please respect copyright.PENANAIvjCDzJ2ww
9Please respect copyright.PENANATQ7gss2tI0
放下。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7l9lHkAkrB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAoVVgBrDNHP
而最初察覺到這種關係,老爸老媽很惶然,就像是大部分的父母一樣不想自己的孩子走上這條路。9Please respect copyright.PENANA27XZcJRT6s
9Please respect copyright.PENANArlBUMwHjyX
從小,比起姊我讓他們多操了一份心,在孕育一個孩子之前,期望是很大的,不過隨著時間過去……看我長大,他們想……平安就好、我過得高興就好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAb7NJ3jAKIT
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIB6uj1xl9f
──雖然通常的日子都很不平安,從以前就是很倒楣,楣到老媽幾乎只要一小段時間沒看著我就不時在想是不是又出什麼事。9Please respect copyright.PENANA9jOmthbTJY
9Please respect copyright.PENANAjMYsUHEzl1
不過在上了高中之後,一些意外少了許多,至少不再三天兩頭進醫院,回家時人也都好好的……身邊多了不少朋友,老媽還覺得,我給人的感覺也不一樣了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAlBRWxQKTDH
9Please respect copyright.PENANAYwrTuwE7Qj
9Please respect copyright.PENANAlyBqPXTiYp
同時注意到了更常出現的學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAio8AlwF35m
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyFZvouvYcV
曾經在逐漸肯定所猜測的後,她想向我確認,但是卻感覺得到我過的很好而不知道該怎麼問出口,所以慢慢的那種疑問被埋在心底……記得有一陣子她好像都是想說什麼卻又沒開口的樣子,但想問時,就會又剛好被姊打斷。9Please respect copyright.PENANAUDmrxAcDEd
9Please respect copyright.PENANAXrVqX2SBL4
說得大概就是那時候了,冥玥也更早就察覺,在我還沒注意到時替我擋下老媽的探詢,讓她安靜的繼續看著,一邊猶豫著擔心一邊慢慢接受。9Please respect copyright.PENANA2ommUGo5Wj
9Please respect copyright.PENANA2zIgV5RquC
當時老爸還是常常不在家,我也是……自從進到Atlantis後變得少歸,在難得能碰上時,他也會有意無意的提到學長,問我最近過得如何時,把話題引向或許就在旁邊的學長、然後又收起,其實我也曾覺得他態度有點怪異。9Please respect copyright.PENANAUrQIj0bLjW
9Please respect copyright.PENANAt4TkUmx0tj
不過到今天為止,沒說也不知道原來他們是想問……我和學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAsEBVCuWNW5
9Please respect copyright.PENANAYigZk571SF
可能是見面時間更短了,總是隨後又被拖著到處跑,異常「多彩多姿」的生活讓誰都很難去在意那閃爍的目光,思考沒辦法暫時專注在尚未發生的事上。一來也或許是在他們剛意識到時,我還和學長處在一種曖昧不明的狀況,根本不會往那邊想。9Please respect copyright.PENANAm2f4osG0sU
9Please respect copyright.PENANAgBGgm9hw1r
很早就覺得……學長為我付出得太多,可是又沒去確認,連自己的心態也是懵懂,一拖就是好幾年才因為某些契機終於在一起,待到那時……已經釋然的父母不再問起,只是繼續默默的關心,就像一直以來的以前一樣。9Please respect copyright.PENANANbtBElk3O8
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyxvE3s0lfu
雖然隨時間,什麼都已經變了很多,但永遠不變的是那包容與掛心。9Please respect copyright.PENANAsmMlbx96Vb
9Please respect copyright.PENANAEe2O4AbgsB
還是擔憂還是掛懷,可是漸漸的,他們覺得路要讓孩子自己走,而且……即使不在身邊,每次看見我被學長拎回家,一些神態……做父母的知道,我被照顧的很好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAYhHyREyvMu
9Please respect copyright.PENANASSwTYr8hDi
就算還是不知道Atlantis是怎麼一回事,也不知道實際上在那邊生活如何,偶爾跟回家的朋友說起話來總有那麼一點怪異……只要我過得好,一切都好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAqPgj3pBgKk
9Please respect copyright.PENANAvO41iZLaS4
他們想,既然我什麼也沒說,那麼在「時間」到之前,他們也什麼都別說吧。9Please respect copyright.PENANAd2GnZuAfy9
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUTvJJCKEMG
於是就這麼沉默到了現在……9Please respect copyright.PENANAeDJRJShvBX
9Please respect copyright.PENANAD9ZdpH3p6r
……9Please respect copyright.PENANARBnY8zp6pZ
9Please respect copyright.PENANANwbDo5zNNI
直到前日學長隻身來到了這裡,開門出來的老媽看見他身後沒有我,雖然有點困惑還是招待他,不過心底隱隱有些是時候了的了然。9Please respect copyright.PENANAKTKNx42fXV
9Please respect copyright.PENANAsG9vDyTUjF
然後……在學長什麼都還沒說時,嘆息在暖熱的茶煙中飄散。9Please respect copyright.PENANAmoMq1OQNBq
9Please respect copyright.PENANAzg7nOpaahK
他們只是冷靜的向學長確認,然後老媽拉過他的手,溫和的說──9Please respect copyright.PENANAvp5DNcOwAx
9Please respect copyright.PENANALoaV53GOev
『漾漾就拜託你了。』9Please respect copyright.PENANAVzCBjdWd4V
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPm02vaNJDo
還有只要記得常常回來就好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAZHGPbFDrqA
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdlKsUPVghK
有點詫異的學長聽完之後,給了他們認真而肯定的答覆,接著把發生過的一切事情,能說的都說了,包括姊在內四個人聊了整整一個下午。9Please respect copyright.PENANAMqBpog329L
9Please respect copyright.PENANAJBXnHbixbv
而也許是年紀有了,見得事情多了,加上隨時間老媽被封印的記憶慢慢有點回復,而老爸總是看著……他們接受了我將和學長活上很久很久的事實。9Please respect copyright.PENANAb0uQyaikvk
9Please respect copyright.PENANAhiZGlf0E7f
……9Please respect copyright.PENANAj49EvvvqYB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAaylBJHkz7q
『我們還是很驚訝,有點不可思議……但是隱隱約約覺得你學長說的一切都是真的。』這一晚,老媽摸著我的臉,很輕的說。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdV4DdASM8w
9Please respect copyright.PENANAu4NTsbAPJa
感覺得到那種溫柔的力道、關心的目光與釋然的語氣,我握住她貼在我臉上的手,閉上眼,好不容易緩下來的深刻情緒又差點被挑起。9Please respect copyright.PENANAgZXsGvDcVs
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6yS8IgK0F
爸則是摸摸我的頭,他不擅長說什麼話,可是若要講對我的關心,他也從沒少過於誰。9Please respect copyright.PENANApSD9PsBvNk
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIYPWnvaoEW
『不過你會很辛苦,選了這條路後……而其實最後我們只要你記得,不管如何我們都會支持你,因為愛你……而即使有一天不在了,這份心意也不會消失。』9Please respect copyright.PENANA4EbbmQrqae
9Please respect copyright.PENANArhFuqKzbr3
『……嗯。』9Please respect copyright.PENANAw4HChqaPcO
9Please respect copyright.PENANAXPcZSRFdnT
一夜長談,就這麼到此為止。9Please respect copyright.PENANAl1ERe6rAEE
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4f7m5wJnyn
我擦去最後的眼淚、點點頭,再一次擁抱他們。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJrIqONZabS
9Please respect copyright.PENANA1wQZrOt9BM
擁抱這些永遠接受我的家人。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVzmDECkPwf
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUfBGHZTFC2
9Please respect copyright.PENANAWeX1rY4cPU
9Please respect copyright.PENANAV4KgKDGif6