長命百歲、不老不死。9Please respect copyright.PENANAMEa7mVIY8d
9Please respect copyright.PENANAX61WqWW4VU
這似乎曾是很多人追求卻觸不及的夢想……9Please respect copyright.PENANAZaobsdt8ei
9Please respect copyright.PENANAql5qrXb1xJ
據所知,過去的秦始皇、還有那些努力修道的古人就是例子,最終目的正是為了留住生命,而至今看過無數失敗的現代人知道了暫時沒這可能,便退而求其次企圖以科技、藥物來延長自己壽命……9Please respect copyright.PENANAEBTmmgKKL6
9Please respect copyright.PENANANkJ6WwHATA
或許還有一點點的希翼,不過一直懂得還不是現在。9Please respect copyright.PENANANZtoFKNscB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAq8RHiJzkmC
一般人多少都會像這樣,甚至是翼望著更久之後的醫學真能讓人長命,還是託著再造一個複製人繼承自己不斷活過,先別說還沒能達到的,光是擁有比一般人漫長的時間,甚至不老的年輕外表就讓人心動不已。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEdCXA9Vwhb
9Please respect copyright.PENANAkKe9T6AwoU
該問多少人沒想過?越是有權有勢,越是對這世界眷戀不捨的人渴望越多。9Please respect copyright.PENANALhW89JiuKB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAiIRSzqA7hE
求生、畏死,似乎是人類與其他生物的本能,哪個人再看得開多少也迷惘過。9Please respect copyright.PENANARDd9SICaqN
9Please respect copyright.PENANAbLJNCUtxKt
則有誰在思考過、活過之後會嘲笑這樣的追求,可這其中又多少人是知道不可能後所以放棄?9Please respect copyright.PENANAP6KMmYv2e7
9Please respect copyright.PENANAvsVrubLShb
用也用不盡的時間似乎能做完很多事,讓一個人再無牽掛再無遺憾,不必讓時間追著跑更不用擔心生老病死,這樣看來,好像再完美不過了。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1BKafwbZnQ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPy1Ncf4ljZ
可惜事實上人類中誰也沒辦到過,都是在於傳說托付放在故事裡被人們傳送,到之後還有人追尋,更多得不到得人一笑置之甚至嗤之以鼻,展現所謂灑脫。9Please respect copyright.PENANAWE3qiFwoeE
9Please respect copyright.PENANAfrty6afTYU
所有人就這樣繼續活著、直到死亡,生與滅並存是定律。9Please respect copyright.PENANAn73U35jXug
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxIvyFEHwl5
當然,我曾想過如果「活得比較久」這種事。9Please respect copyright.PENANAbTs5oidQMS
9Please respect copyright.PENANAmNhGbji860
雖然那時只是被牽著想而已,一記起自己帶衰的程度馬上閉腦──誰願意衰一輩子啊?還是長到見鬼的一輩子!而且若真的有什麼異能讓我可以活超久,不被當研究品送去關起來就不錯了……9Please respect copyright.PENANAFis6gpSGvM
9Please respect copyright.PENANA04SccgpMVY
總之都只是因為覺得不可能純粹想高興的,大概其他人也是如此,所以通常也只是看到有人去找什麼化妝品保養品還是藥物,盡可能奢求多一點「年輕」而已。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVxyVyyYtnH
9Please respect copyright.PENANArkFMVWiXrj
因為「前人的失敗」大家都是很認清現實的,嗯。9Please respect copyright.PENANAivsYle0PC5
9Please respect copyright.PENANASvmcKbfusA
就此知道不可能,想想自己也沒什麼非要活久點不可的心態,所以就沒多想。9Please respect copyright.PENANAmrFE243UVz
9Please respect copyright.PENANAR2569Zbut5
不過,那都是在踏入Atlantis之前的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANAL1YGV4Ie5r
9Please respect copyright.PENANAwEmOThdzfg
心態隨著成長不斷改變,從最一開始好奇,到被說了可以長命百歲還在努力腦殘被狠巴一頓,然後認真覺得活多久都無所謂,畢竟看著身邊不同種族有長有短的生命,知道何謂常態就是自然而然接受。9Please respect copyright.PENANAbIuHbze44s
9Please respect copyright.PENANA54zG4mVovn
而且活得久有沒什麼用啊……9Please respect copyright.PENANAAWeSIevKQn
9Please respect copyright.PENANAVtyMtgQIgj
為什麼會想追求長命的人幾乎都是有權有勢的人呢?因為有什麼他們「掛念」的東西,捨不得放手那些繁榮富貴與權力……而我想我會掛念的東西,其實就是認識的人,自己又沒有什麼會因為生不帶來與不帶去,所以沒有會在乎得捨不得死的東西。9Please respect copyright.PENANAi1iBe4NUNV
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyvVTbMoZPE
於是就只在意自己的親人、朋友,但最多的親人與朋友又都是人類,畢竟我來自原世界……這樣一來,要說活太久也非好事,最後就會剩下獨自一人的寂寞。再要說上守世界的朋友們,這樣一個正常的生死輪迴,並不是什麼需要去改變的事實。9Please respect copyright.PENANA0hxBMfnJIl
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxj78KOMYji
可是,那還是一開始的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdzSgLgTncu
9Please respect copyright.PENANAzGsjQe3ty2
與學長在一起後,慢慢的又有種思緒從潛伏中復甦──像颗種子被種在內心的一角,悄悄萌芽……9Please respect copyright.PENANApgSHPOIpn3
9Please respect copyright.PENANANxdak6jrNN
踏入守世界,我知道不管是精靈還是獸王族他們都有著漫長的壽命,不是原世界人類這小小百年不到可以比擬的,一開始我其實真的不在意比起守世界裡多數種族自己短命不少的事實,但是……9Please respect copyright.PENANAROUgbhWc49
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4nEyVajVMv
學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoCYIvRWNKW
9Please respect copyright.PENANAv4J35eNG5Q
想到他,有種心臟隱隱作疼的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxFlLosWXo5
9Please respect copyright.PENANAOtsWF88EwT
如果這是未來,普通的未來──我將丟下他早早離去。9Please respect copyright.PENANA57Ke8W8V09
9Please respect copyright.PENANA9qRm8pOGMk
只能希望隨時間推進學長會淡忘我,或是他與我之間就像一般情人,可能時候到了分開後逐漸淡忘了便可以結束,那……也沒什麼好在意的,可我知道,不可能──9Please respect copyright.PENANAbJq7LIUuAw
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIr3Gf8yV8E
還想起了學長在很早之前就失去了至親,如果他在乎我,而我無法陪著他走完全程,這樣……是不是太殘忍?9Please respect copyright.PENANAnaiCuvN5yc
9Please respect copyright.PENANA7D30ol0TFl
而且自己也不想只佔據他生命的一小段,獨占這種私心,我也不是沒有。9Please respect copyright.PENANA8yNZYwCD7A
9Please respect copyright.PENANAeBapba7VA9
──何況此刻我有握有選擇權。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFg9uBeIxHV
9Please respect copyright.PENANAWmAdchMc83
不管是為什麼能得到這種機會,也不管將要付出什麼代價……有時候我安靜看著學長想著之後,每次想起、那種決心溢發強烈。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjIdvzed4GO
9Please respect copyright.PENANA03eG6Gqv5S
並不是很肯定學長真的到最後都會「需要」我,但至少,我不要有他再漫漫時流中寂寞的可能未來。9Please respect copyright.PENANA3nyi1rFSe7
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZbnphoVGtu
走著、想著,已經到了我要去的地方,透明藍線在脫離夢境之後還緊緊繫在我的指尖,盡責的引導,我就順著它的軌跡來到空無一人野地。說也奇怪,還沒離開學校,人就只是站在一個空盪盪的水池邊,纖細的線頭一端深入水澤中,內裡伸不見底。9Please respect copyright.PENANAq9RoYm7T0e
9Please respect copyright.PENANAA9qV07RTGG
我蹲下身,隱隱約約感覺到有種力量在水面流動,隨手波動水面一種隱形的波紋就蔓延開來,看不見的震盪掀起霧氣,隨後又散開──9Please respect copyright.PENANAjFBvct6usI
9Please respect copyright.PENANAp8xObqc1IM
水面下是全黒的空間,只有銀色的細絲不斷飄流著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJjIjJJB5oQ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAqKZKpvfJJe
我毫不猶豫的踩入水潭,然後、瞬間踏上了地。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdnK7tW4vzA
9Please respect copyright.PENANAuEc758dUVo
通道在我抬頭之後關閉,看不到來時的景色,周圍只剩下一片黒還有繼續不斷飄動的銀絲,知道不能久留我趕緊邁開步伐往前走,甩開了突然靜止接著卻有點試探想靠過來的銀色細絲。9Please respect copyright.PENANAerlG3M6iJV
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdWA49YJvJM
沒錯,這裡是冥府與時間交際之流的區域,因為還無法獨立打開通道,是那藍線牽引著我到入口,才讓我得以順利進入──說是Atlantis裡果然藏著不少東西……9Please respect copyright.PENANAEuI6H5QGRR
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdNL5TrqhmB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAn2ph6KnMjK
ns216.73.216.192da2 9Please respect copyright.PENANAX61WqWW4VU
這似乎曾是很多人追求卻觸不及的夢想……9Please respect copyright.PENANAZaobsdt8ei
9Please respect copyright.PENANAql5qrXb1xJ
據所知,過去的秦始皇、還有那些努力修道的古人就是例子,最終目的正是為了留住生命,而至今看過無數失敗的現代人知道了暫時沒這可能,便退而求其次企圖以科技、藥物來延長自己壽命……9Please respect copyright.PENANAEBTmmgKKL6
9Please respect copyright.PENANANkJ6WwHATA
或許還有一點點的希翼,不過一直懂得還不是現在。9Please respect copyright.PENANANZtoFKNscB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAq8RHiJzkmC
一般人多少都會像這樣,甚至是翼望著更久之後的醫學真能讓人長命,還是託著再造一個複製人繼承自己不斷活過,先別說還沒能達到的,光是擁有比一般人漫長的時間,甚至不老的年輕外表就讓人心動不已。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEdCXA9Vwhb
9Please respect copyright.PENANAkKe9T6AwoU
該問多少人沒想過?越是有權有勢,越是對這世界眷戀不捨的人渴望越多。9Please respect copyright.PENANALhW89JiuKB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAiIRSzqA7hE
求生、畏死,似乎是人類與其他生物的本能,哪個人再看得開多少也迷惘過。9Please respect copyright.PENANARDd9SICaqN
9Please respect copyright.PENANAbLJNCUtxKt
則有誰在思考過、活過之後會嘲笑這樣的追求,可這其中又多少人是知道不可能後所以放棄?9Please respect copyright.PENANAP6KMmYv2e7
9Please respect copyright.PENANAvsVrubLShb
用也用不盡的時間似乎能做完很多事,讓一個人再無牽掛再無遺憾,不必讓時間追著跑更不用擔心生老病死,這樣看來,好像再完美不過了。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1BKafwbZnQ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPy1Ncf4ljZ
可惜事實上人類中誰也沒辦到過,都是在於傳說托付放在故事裡被人們傳送,到之後還有人追尋,更多得不到得人一笑置之甚至嗤之以鼻,展現所謂灑脫。9Please respect copyright.PENANAWE3qiFwoeE
9Please respect copyright.PENANAfrty6afTYU
所有人就這樣繼續活著、直到死亡,生與滅並存是定律。9Please respect copyright.PENANAn73U35jXug
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxIvyFEHwl5
當然,我曾想過如果「活得比較久」這種事。9Please respect copyright.PENANAbTs5oidQMS
9Please respect copyright.PENANAmNhGbji860
雖然那時只是被牽著想而已,一記起自己帶衰的程度馬上閉腦──誰願意衰一輩子啊?還是長到見鬼的一輩子!而且若真的有什麼異能讓我可以活超久,不被當研究品送去關起來就不錯了……9Please respect copyright.PENANAFis6gpSGvM
9Please respect copyright.PENANA04SccgpMVY
總之都只是因為覺得不可能純粹想高興的,大概其他人也是如此,所以通常也只是看到有人去找什麼化妝品保養品還是藥物,盡可能奢求多一點「年輕」而已。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVxyVyyYtnH
9Please respect copyright.PENANArkFMVWiXrj
因為「前人的失敗」大家都是很認清現實的,嗯。9Please respect copyright.PENANAivsYle0PC5
9Please respect copyright.PENANASvmcKbfusA
就此知道不可能,想想自己也沒什麼非要活久點不可的心態,所以就沒多想。9Please respect copyright.PENANAmrFE243UVz
9Please respect copyright.PENANAR2569Zbut5
不過,那都是在踏入Atlantis之前的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANAL1YGV4Ie5r
9Please respect copyright.PENANAwEmOThdzfg
心態隨著成長不斷改變,從最一開始好奇,到被說了可以長命百歲還在努力腦殘被狠巴一頓,然後認真覺得活多久都無所謂,畢竟看著身邊不同種族有長有短的生命,知道何謂常態就是自然而然接受。9Please respect copyright.PENANAbIuHbze44s
9Please respect copyright.PENANA54zG4mVovn
而且活得久有沒什麼用啊……9Please respect copyright.PENANAAWeSIevKQn
9Please respect copyright.PENANAVtyMtgQIgj
為什麼會想追求長命的人幾乎都是有權有勢的人呢?因為有什麼他們「掛念」的東西,捨不得放手那些繁榮富貴與權力……而我想我會掛念的東西,其實就是認識的人,自己又沒有什麼會因為生不帶來與不帶去,所以沒有會在乎得捨不得死的東西。9Please respect copyright.PENANAi1iBe4NUNV
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyvVTbMoZPE
於是就只在意自己的親人、朋友,但最多的親人與朋友又都是人類,畢竟我來自原世界……這樣一來,要說活太久也非好事,最後就會剩下獨自一人的寂寞。再要說上守世界的朋友們,這樣一個正常的生死輪迴,並不是什麼需要去改變的事實。9Please respect copyright.PENANA0hxBMfnJIl
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxj78KOMYji
可是,那還是一開始的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdzSgLgTncu
9Please respect copyright.PENANAzGsjQe3ty2
與學長在一起後,慢慢的又有種思緒從潛伏中復甦──像颗種子被種在內心的一角,悄悄萌芽……9Please respect copyright.PENANApgSHPOIpn3
9Please respect copyright.PENANANxdak6jrNN
踏入守世界,我知道不管是精靈還是獸王族他們都有著漫長的壽命,不是原世界人類這小小百年不到可以比擬的,一開始我其實真的不在意比起守世界裡多數種族自己短命不少的事實,但是……9Please respect copyright.PENANAROUgbhWc49
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4nEyVajVMv
學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoCYIvRWNKW
9Please respect copyright.PENANAv4J35eNG5Q
想到他,有種心臟隱隱作疼的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxFlLosWXo5
9Please respect copyright.PENANAOtsWF88EwT
如果這是未來,普通的未來──我將丟下他早早離去。9Please respect copyright.PENANA57Ke8W8V09
9Please respect copyright.PENANA9qRm8pOGMk
只能希望隨時間推進學長會淡忘我,或是他與我之間就像一般情人,可能時候到了分開後逐漸淡忘了便可以結束,那……也沒什麼好在意的,可我知道,不可能──9Please respect copyright.PENANAbJq7LIUuAw
9Please respect copyright.PENANAIr3Gf8yV8E
還想起了學長在很早之前就失去了至親,如果他在乎我,而我無法陪著他走完全程,這樣……是不是太殘忍?9Please respect copyright.PENANAnaiCuvN5yc
9Please respect copyright.PENANA7D30ol0TFl
而且自己也不想只佔據他生命的一小段,獨占這種私心,我也不是沒有。9Please respect copyright.PENANA8yNZYwCD7A
9Please respect copyright.PENANAeBapba7VA9
──何況此刻我有握有選擇權。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFg9uBeIxHV
9Please respect copyright.PENANAWmAdchMc83
不管是為什麼能得到這種機會,也不管將要付出什麼代價……有時候我安靜看著學長想著之後,每次想起、那種決心溢發強烈。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjIdvzed4GO
9Please respect copyright.PENANA03eG6Gqv5S
並不是很肯定學長真的到最後都會「需要」我,但至少,我不要有他再漫漫時流中寂寞的可能未來。9Please respect copyright.PENANA3nyi1rFSe7
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZbnphoVGtu
走著、想著,已經到了我要去的地方,透明藍線在脫離夢境之後還緊緊繫在我的指尖,盡責的引導,我就順著它的軌跡來到空無一人野地。說也奇怪,還沒離開學校,人就只是站在一個空盪盪的水池邊,纖細的線頭一端深入水澤中,內裡伸不見底。9Please respect copyright.PENANAq9RoYm7T0e
9Please respect copyright.PENANAA9qV07RTGG
我蹲下身,隱隱約約感覺到有種力量在水面流動,隨手波動水面一種隱形的波紋就蔓延開來,看不見的震盪掀起霧氣,隨後又散開──9Please respect copyright.PENANAjFBvct6usI
9Please respect copyright.PENANAp8xObqc1IM
水面下是全黒的空間,只有銀色的細絲不斷飄流著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAJjIjJJB5oQ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAqKZKpvfJJe
我毫不猶豫的踩入水潭,然後、瞬間踏上了地。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdnK7tW4vzA
9Please respect copyright.PENANAuEc758dUVo
通道在我抬頭之後關閉,看不到來時的景色,周圍只剩下一片黒還有繼續不斷飄動的銀絲,知道不能久留我趕緊邁開步伐往前走,甩開了突然靜止接著卻有點試探想靠過來的銀色細絲。9Please respect copyright.PENANAerlG3M6iJV
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdWA49YJvJM
沒錯,這裡是冥府與時間交際之流的區域,因為還無法獨立打開通道,是那藍線牽引著我到入口,才讓我得以順利進入──說是Atlantis裡果然藏著不少東西……9Please respect copyright.PENANAEuI6H5QGRR
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdNL5TrqhmB
9Please respect copyright.PENANAn2ph6KnMjK