一瞬刻入意識的是風裡奔騰嬉戲地光點閃爍及混雜風聲遞入鼓膜清脆似銀鈴的歡鬧。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLPNjpHUXz
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佇立山丘之上，舉目盡見披覆北美草原的柔和日光，遠方吹來的暖風橫掠過上空，旋起乾枯草屑。遠遠目眙著幼時的自己抱著兔子，搖搖擺擺地在空曠的草原上探索著，而遠方窺伺著他的身影也一併映入眸中。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXBeMUbKmk
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他曉得身處夢中。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzdX0HYMjk
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但望著那樣令人莞爾的過往，湧上心緒的情感竟是獰絞多過安祥，甚至激情的無法平復。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpws0BZ0Ibl
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世界綻放相會瞬息45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UXxXDVQw4
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他很少做夢。或許孩提時代有作過什麼夢吧，關於妖精、神話、鄉野奇譚。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz5WfDZZWe
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養育他的青年夜裡總會坐在床邊攤開載滿神話異譚的書，面目安祥地輕撫他額，聲低而沈靜地將那些充滿不可思議、與他所處世界迴異的透過他的語言進入到他夢裡。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgQBYPvTCZ
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青年總像個孩子笑著說那些奇幻的生物是他在最孤單的時候陪伴他的朋友。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhFY2Gygza
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可是從與青年相遇開始，他就一直無法跨足青年眼中的景色。就算在青年因事歸返母國後，自己於白天在這廣袤的玉米田上仰天凝視著蒼穹時，他也從未見到青年口中那些奇幻、在孤獨時會陪伴著的朋友。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqFk8RZKAs
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而漫長等待湧上心緒的寂寞、痛苦、煎熬這類令他想哭的情感，卻常常在青年越過海那端來見他時消失的無影無蹤。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZkxVPVLlR
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每次來探望他的當晚青年都會用著像朗誦詩歌般的調子輕輕地為他唸上一段幻想，而他每次他會依偎在青年身邊安心地在溫暖的被襖中小心翼翼的抱著他睡著。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXIPgiiWdG
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然後那時的他就會做著一個充滿著禮讚樂音的夢。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1kL5WUQPB
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充滿陽光、氣候溫適，落入眸理的天空高又深，他站在山丘上享受著如天堂般美好的事物，而青年握著他掌心，臉上漾著月華似地容顏，有什麼充實了等待的缺憾，於是他露出了笑容。 45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFJlhxmRJg
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好喜歡、好喜歡、好喜歡英吉利。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYauFjnXhM
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幼小的他，是這麼喜歡著帶給予孤身一人的他溫暖的青年，喜歡到甚至疼痛亦甘之如飴。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWv95MwuTr
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祇是那時他沒料到，有一天他竟會親手將這個夢打碎。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVutDE2z0UD
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他記得那一場大雨滂沱。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5WVRE98kQ
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也記得青年忽然之間瘦小的身軀顫抖、哽咽的說他都長這麼大了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfdsHGiz5U
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更記得青年眼中那令人扎疼的淚水。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhxn9L7i8A
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恍如烙印在靈魂理的罪宗。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP7DHql3Im
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清晰的，不容許他遺忘。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCsQ7dqBnN
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從那以後他再沒作過那一場晃如鏡花水月般的美夢。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8esMA15SZ
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或者說，他再沒作過任何一場夢了。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYYwnsOBcw
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「加拿大！」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcwnbcekAI
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遠遠傳來記憶裡風蝕的嗓音。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTst5macyCu
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他神色默然瞥向聲音來源處，恰見青年捧著滿懷的資料氣喘吁吁地喚住他的兄弟。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgioBbkCiTW
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與他如出一轍的容貌性格卻差之千里的兄弟似乎由於突然被叫喚顯得有些慌張，但仍如個性一貫地溫和要幫青年分擔些重物，青年起先是驚訝而後露出了在他遙遠過去也曾經擁有過的表情。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75DtPHDrpf
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那時他還沒遇見他已經被撫養的兄弟、自己孓然地佇立在草原上壓抑著幾近崩潰情緒時，青年闖入了那個灰澀世界，贈予他的是令他傾慕的華顏，如光照臨。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekOpaOlewE
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昔日他以為這種如日似的笑顏只有自己擁有，然而如今現實卻赤裸裸地劃傷了他，提點著他青年不再是只屬於他的夢。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08ggp8qacf
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似是沒留意到遠方立在窗側的他，英國偕著加拿大朝會議廳走了過去。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KOFliBaZG
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他愕然地望著他們漸行漸遠地身影，不是詫異青年忽視他存在，真正震驚他的卻是青年對著他兄弟綻開笑靨時那一瞬顯現在兄弟眸中的異樣，似曾相似到他抵擋不住逆流至腦海的陰鬱，身形落拓地倚著窗邊緩和那股衝擊。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSlxgz4mf9
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不可能錯認。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTerLWpc5sp
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怎麼可能錯認。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurdKosgLSA
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那種混雜著佔有慾的情愫。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHJ6E5FDe1
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此刻他才知曉他的兄弟和他一樣，對青年有著無法跨越界線的情慾。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdo5LtUkBF
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可是青年卻用盡全部抗拒著，於是他選擇了離開青年，而他的兄弟選擇了家族情感並靜靜守望著青年。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQOFGtCA7m
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沒有誰比誰幸福。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu7k4PQahW
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也沒有誰比誰不幸。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHzCcU9ASK
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可終究有某些東西不會再回來。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg2kX81IC8
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彷彿那場如光照臨的夢境，不會再回到他身邊一樣。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrofFAZSO5
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遇見你之前，我什麼也沒有。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIN2GZSlVb
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我身上流淌的血源自於你。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3Ia2IPxU5
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我的信仰來自於你。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvj4umzyAB
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我的一切都來自於你。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByr0PbxxCY
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抽去這些後，我只有空殼。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4HMRzQUqm
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所以。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Z7A0W0Jh
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遇見你之後，我什麼也沒有。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb7MWXzXaN
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可是。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVNT4WWsPL
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我的世界卻因為你充滿了明媚的氣候。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRokFTCodqB
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打到後來才覺得其實這剛好是所謂單相思的對應版本-阿爾單相思版本，雖然文中沒有很確實表達。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf04PCnD7o
原構思很單純，打出來大概只有一兩行（笑），如右：美國的世界在遇見英國後充滿了陽光普照的瞬間。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOAXId5K09
開頭是文章後面當晚阿爾回家後所作的夢境。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RxGM6iQFN
所以他會曉得那是夢，因為他終於進入了亞瑟所處的世界，可是同時又觸摸不得。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNuCIaYix8
有點倒敘？不過很意識流就是了（笑）。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZIL8nCTMv
感覺美國不美國了（笑）。45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeHQoMFVFM
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