『怎麼回事?出了什麼問題嗎?』她語帶關心地問。87Please respect copyright.PENANAEV7ckrt17J
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『沒什麼!妳可以先把測驗紙交給老師,然後先回去。』時間已經到了,可是我卻還沒找出問題出在哪裡?實在沒太多的時間理她。87Please respect copyright.PENANACL3iKjmbpe
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班上的同學一個個離去,最後空蕩的教室只剩下我和老師兩個人,看了手錶的指針,快要 10 點了。87Please respect copyright.PENANABfBJEbnaNV
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我放棄了,拿著未完成的測驗紙走到老師面前。老師笑著對我說:『你已經寫完了,不是嗎?』就在測驗紙離手的一瞬間,我終於發現我錯的地方,我把平衡式的數字寫錯了。那不過是個很簡單的動作,只需將數字抄到平衡式上就可以,可是我卻抄錯了。老實說,平常的我是不會犯這種錯的。87Please respect copyright.PENANA4thOwsITl9
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我低著頭難過地走出教室,腦袋裡想著自己怎麼會犯這種錯誤?再兩分鐘就十點了,我從來不曾待到這麼晚。一個人有點孤單,雖然我一向獨來獨往,心情卻總是寂寞的,今晚更是如此。就這樣一個人走著……87Please respect copyright.PENANAqm4Xir46IX
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『妳…… 妳怎麼還沒回去?』我看到她就坐在外面的階梯上,整個人縮在那邊。87Please respect copyright.PENANANNMMzp1yaC
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『對不起!如果不是因為我,你也不會…… 』她的聲音聽起來像是在發抖,還有些哽咽的氣聲。87Please respect copyright.PENANAbSmcibU6uq
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『不關妳的事,是我自己太粗心才會這樣。』我將身上的外套脫下來披在她身上。87Please respect copyright.PENANAG4BKnYlMXm
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『妳一直坐在這邊等我?』她點點頭。87Please respect copyright.PENANAbcKk6RSG8q
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『校車…… 應該趕不上了吧?』她還是點點頭。87Please respect copyright.PENANAMHTn6GCjnD
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『那我們一起走吧!如果真的趕不上,我就直接載妳回高雄,好嗎?』87Please respect copyright.PENANAZSeWR3Q0O2
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她終於笑了。看到她的笑容,內心竟有無限的喜悅和無比的感動。她真的在等我,幫助她對我來說是一件微不足道的小事,可是卻變成她等我的理由。想到這又讓我有些不捨,今晚的氣溫有點低,她就這樣獨自一人坐在階梯,忍受著冷風的襲擊,原本就瘦小的她,頓時變得更徬徨而無助。87Please respect copyright.PENANAegOC1gyiYZ
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我不經意地握住她的手,感覺是如此的冰冷,想到她等我那麼久,不禁有些難過。兩個人走在科館後面的柏油路上,她將腳步停了下來,慢慢地靠近,最後抱住了我。87Please respect copyright.PENANA3abGUJEio3
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『抱緊我,Peter!』她又哭了,站在無人的柏油路上,痛哭失聲地似乎想要將近日所承受的壓力和委屈給釋放出來。87Please respect copyright.PENANA0W5sOf0bdW
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我一動都不動地站著,想讓她盡情將情緒發洩,並不刻意地阻止她。是時候了,她應該有話要對我說,而我也打算把心中的感覺告訴她。等她情緒平復,我拿了一張面紙給她。87Please respect copyright.PENANArznEKH9InY
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『他知道我們之間的事了,我跟他說過對你的感覺。你知道嗎?我真的很喜歡你,但是他不能沒有我,如果要我選擇,只能說我先認識了他,先擁有了這段感情。』看著臉上充滿淚水的她,娓娓道出多日來的無奈,我知道我還是逼得她走向選擇這一條路,再次用手帕拭去她臉上的淚,明白地對她說的話做了回覆。87Please respect copyright.PENANApBO1QeJi0Z
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『我懂!知道為什麼我不願意表示自己是真的喜歡妳嗎?就是怕這天的到來,可是現在…… 不是也很好嗎?我…… 真的喜歡妳,目前為止還是如此,只要不違背彼此間的友誼,妳所做的決定,我都能接受。』87Please respect copyright.PENANAKQUpQ5z1ch
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『她真的決定選擇他?』Sau 一臉不可置信的表情。87Please respect copyright.PENANAuKpqX60YSB
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『你不覺得很可惜嗎?Milk!』 Xiao 意有所指地問,旁邊的 Hui 也跟著點頭。87Please respect copyright.PENANAoX46AtXSYd
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『可惜?不會。不過,她唱了一首歌給我聽,有點…… 令我感傷。』87Please respect copyright.PENANAseN78nhxMt
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『唱歌?不會吧?你是說那時她對你唱了一首歌?』她們三人一連提出三個問題。87Please respect copyright.PENANARn7pO0kkNX
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『沒錯!歌名叫“最愛的人不是你”。』87Please respect copyright.PENANAaEkqH2Cqmx
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最愛的人不是你87Please respect copyright.PENANAhcuqTz7PCU
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愛情啊!原來是個精心設計的謊,87Please respect copyright.PENANA7nvsVvoxcC
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每個人都被安排為某個人受傷。87Please respect copyright.PENANAQy8ViTVbnK
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他出現的太早,而你來的太晚;87Please respect copyright.PENANAgsBHwYh3cj
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有一天你也會有我這種遺憾。87Please respect copyright.PENANA6jd7Y5ZelJ
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最愛的人不是你,87Please respect copyright.PENANA3yyG7nX0Kf
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這不只讓你傷心;87Please respect copyright.PENANAojWMjuHULO
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但我的心裡還在枯等一個遠去身影。87Please respect copyright.PENANAvFOJgH76hw
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最愛的人不是你,87Please respect copyright.PENANAl34dizfpny
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卻忍不住傷心;87Please respect copyright.PENANAIfWiapNd1q
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我真的愛你但永遠無法像愛他般愛你。87Please respect copyright.PENANAlL9ovicALG
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這是歌詞的部分,可能她覺得很像在描寫我們之間的這段感情,充滿無限地感慨。我並沒有聽過這首歌,卻有種莫名的感動。我喜歡寫歌-追根究底是想闡述某種程度上的寄託。常喜歡聽別人的作品,了解所要表達的東西。87Please respect copyright.PENANALjPS3Zx5aa
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她最後趕上了校車。87Please respect copyright.PENANAJoPPQwAuFR
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我和她畫下了句點。經歷過期末考以及長達兩個月的假期之後,我們給彼此非常大的空間-我不再需要在上課的時候,特別為她做某些事,她也不會再問我問題,或者請我吃餅乾,我依樣畫葫蘆地寫了一首歌。87Please respect copyright.PENANAd2gI11RyIZ
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最愛妳的是我87Please respect copyright.PENANA7PcmUSmFFg
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為何連一封信都沒有?87Please respect copyright.PENANAr44Hwjoj59
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心中牽掛兩個人的夢。87Please respect copyright.PENANA6rS53Yrwyb
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是否代表著沒有聯絡?87Please respect copyright.PENANAG0p67LXC8u
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許多的回憶我的承諾。87Please respect copyright.PENANAVic5CcYkWN
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為何連通電話都沒有?87Please respect copyright.PENANApyli2yla5b
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告訴我妳現在的行蹤。87Please respect copyright.PENANAPXNU5fHKes
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是否代表著戀情結束?87Please respect copyright.PENANAp2PnGVrwya
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甜蜜的負荷我願承受。87Please respect copyright.PENANAsH8V4wNGpa
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最愛妳的是我,87Please respect copyright.PENANACiWYiZgKMp
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當作是妳我的承諾。87Please respect copyright.PENANAF0QTT3yF2s
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在一個不需形式的愛情之中,87Please respect copyright.PENANAcgJdrXdKwR
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找尋最真實的自我。87Please respect copyright.PENANAKv8nhQVVXB
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最愛妳的是我,87Please respect copyright.PENANAqberV36dAe
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別增添彼此的落寞。87Please respect copyright.PENANAEqDLNvH6DB
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在一個不需太多的思考之中,87Please respect copyright.PENANAAlzDaS5Lz8
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可以情投意合。87Please respect copyright.PENANARIOPqofWCP
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往後的時期,是我大量創作的時期,特別是在音樂方面,原因就是剛結束這樣的關係。聽說:『經歷一次失敗的戀情,就如同重生般。』這些可能是我重生之後的心情寫照吧?我是個不會隨便給承諾的人,因為我更怕無法兌現而傷了那個對你有期盼的人。87Please respect copyright.PENANAzjSBsmHDyY
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寄託87Please respect copyright.PENANA7qguzovNMq
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愛上妳,從不過問妳的選擇。87Please respect copyright.PENANABx0PhEibsh
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只要妳好,妳很快樂;87Please respect copyright.PENANAwnUIjaLI2o
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這一生就足夠。87Please respect copyright.PENANAPsf3sNRHT7
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離開我,別再次說我的機率。87Please respect copyright.PENANAxgxn9I6pi5
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曾經愛過,就曾擁有;87Please respect copyright.PENANA1vpkk4KNfg
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說什麼天長地久?87Please respect copyright.PENANAd2wc5aa7OM
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是否已覺得一絲絲的疲憊?87Please respect copyright.PENANApAfJffVHHG
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讓我感到有一點點憔悴。87Please respect copyright.PENANA3hcaqRhEIh
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假如妳想我,請妳告訴我;87Please respect copyright.PENANAmSlyJPvOX3
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別讓我在霧中捉摸。87Please respect copyright.PENANA06pzx79CVm
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是否已覺得一絲絲的疲憊?87Please respect copyright.PENANAgJBBBBSIZX
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讓我感到有一點點憔悴。87Please respect copyright.PENANAsOdr4HZiQJ
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倘若妳愛我,請妳別放手;87Please respect copyright.PENANAOdpabHMdw5
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別放開我感情的寄託。87Please respect copyright.PENANAbZH5vsiV5E
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不再奢求能挽回什麼?87Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8Hp74VW17
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希望還是朋友。87Please respect copyright.PENANAtfzbgS1YWG
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多麼期盼能夠在多年以後,87Please respect copyright.PENANASrG48bEfmN
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不會讓我,不會讓我;87Please respect copyright.PENANACB2VKPUw4C
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不知所措。87Please respect copyright.PENANAAGv36djVZ3
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『你總是幫別人想,可是…… 到頭來,你還是什麼都得不到?她…… 你不覺得她的決定很矛盾嗎?』聽到這樣的結局, Sau 她們頗不能接受。87Please respect copyright.PENANAmtVMzUqAhT
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『妳錯了,Sau !能夠替對方想,才是最珍貴的。』我反駁 Sau 的說法,看到她們沉默不語,接著再對 Sau 說。87Please respect copyright.PENANAmeKBqs62Vx
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『妳和他之間也經歷過許多風風雨雨,凡事用盡心機,到頭來不見得會得到什麼?可是,我現在卻能夠看到咕哩幸福快樂的樣子,不必再為情所困,哪一天她遇到我,說不定會跟週遭的朋友說:「他就是我曾經喜歡過的那個男孩子。」既然如此,又有什麼好強求的呢?總比給不起任何承諾來得強多了。』我好像傳道般又再授與廣大的教義。87Please respect copyright.PENANAxuhWZEencx
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『Milk!我發覺我愈來愈欣賞你了耶!』聽到雙手托著下巴的 Sau 突然來這麼一句,我實在不知道如何接下去?87Please respect copyright.PENANA3yu2qJbv8f
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『對呀!又會寫歌,又會寫小說,對女孩子既癡情又溫柔,真是世間少有的奇男子。』彷彿接力般,虛偽的讚美不斷地在她們的口中念著。87Please respect copyright.PENANAkNhL9pRQcT
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『妳們別逗了!那樣的東西是不能當飯吃的。』她們聽完我的話,不禁都笑了。87Please respect copyright.PENANAJquDJctpuu
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『我知道妳們是想安慰我,謝謝妳們的關心。把心裡的話說出來之後,比較可以釋懷了。其實,我發現妳們有很多的優點…… 』87Please respect copyright.PENANAMeXxfsC2A7
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『真的嗎?說來聽聽…… 』人總是喜歡聽奉承的話,可是三個人不約而同地往我這邊靠了過來,好像…… 不說又不行(我可有點後悔了)。87Please respect copyright.PENANAZwIcRdP4u5
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『嗯?比如說…… 』實在難以啟齒。87Please respect copyright.PENANAPWQS19NqTz
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『溫柔、大方、體貼、聰明、乖巧…… 』-我發誓!這些優點都不是…… 我說的。87Please respect copyright.PENANAcDnepmUeKE
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『…… 賢淑、善良、細心…… 』哇!拜託!真的是欲罷不能,完全沒有停下來的跡象。87Please respect copyright.PENANAXQWH6R9BGp
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『對啦!我看妳們還少說了幾項…… 像是…… 幾個人湊在一起聊著偶像明星的八卦新聞;有如三姑六婆般地東家長、西家短的;或者是…… 厚顏無恥地說著自己身上所沒有的優點囉!』話一說完,我就知道她們會對我發動攻擊,趕緊要去避難了!87Please respect copyright.PENANA7rVXZnB2qi
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天下無不散的筵席,半年多的相處,因為 Sau 她們想要到高雄另謀出路,必須分道揚鑣(看來,我又得孤單一陣子了)。她們離開前,送了一首歌給她們,好紀念彼此間的友誼。87Please respect copyright.PENANA1j5yieoZz5
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妳是我一輩子的情人87Please respect copyright.PENANA6u7EtgQjYJ
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我的苦,有誰知?87Please respect copyright.PENANAZnHPX67bjH
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臉上總一附落寞的樣子,87Please respect copyright.PENANAg99lbH1PZQ
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只有妳,最明白,最清楚。87Please respect copyright.PENANALi4PLxwgwN
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我的心,有誰知?87Please respect copyright.PENANAE6zGDVn9dP
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心中總暗藏許多的心事,87Please respect copyright.PENANAH3dVO6f2UL
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只願意,願和妳,分享一輩子。87Please respect copyright.PENANAH9quTJqENu
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妳是我一輩子的情人,87Please respect copyright.PENANAyLT4aCipne
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不會因時間而變更。87Please respect copyright.PENANAavL9qnfmg4
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不管是白天黑夜,87Please respect copyright.PENANAO8AqWn8xzU
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纏纏綿綿;87Please respect copyright.PENANAgPZfOCaSwx
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相守到永遠。87Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZTw9t8HXY
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妳是我一輩子的情人,87Please respect copyright.PENANAEvFpKiPg1o
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願和妳雙宿到雙飛。87Please respect copyright.PENANAslo616jMk9
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哪怕是歷經滄桑?87Please respect copyright.PENANAn7VVjO4jhK
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變了容顏;87Please respect copyright.PENANAqZgmluI3Vr
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依然不會改變。87Please respect copyright.PENANAHaNoEQyqoV
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1997/11/1687Please respect copyright.PENANADoKSWGkEUw
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