方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，等待的過程中，他表現得有些侷促不安。雖然他面不改色地看著Instagram，我可以從他鏡片的反射裡看到他不斷地刷著那些限時動態，每一則都沒有細看，他就只是眼神渙散，任由那些光影迅速滑過眼前。三不五時，他會抬手撓撓癢。他緊張時習慣摳他下顎稜線上的痘疤，已經是很久的習慣，我一看就曉得他的心理狀態。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeizjBAWK5C
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他坐在床緣，我走到他面前，伸手將襯衫的鈕扣一顆一顆慢慢解開，再來是皮帶和褲頭。直到我全身赤裸著，只穿一條內褲，站在方詠維的面前，他仍然沒有抬頭。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c6CKzAII4
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「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK55jrUonU
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我察覺到自己快要按捺不住耐心，對他語氣不善。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pa0A0QI5t
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「我也要脫？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUooHH8UY5
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方詠維滿臉疑問。我深吸一口氣，揉了揉太陽穴，我需要acetaminophen。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqcE0eVXAV
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「⋯⋯求你了。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QeigcBTlC
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這是請求，雖然被我講得有點像威脅。認識他超過十年，我從來沒求過他。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jtqOZ6mxs
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我和方詠維從還在醫學院時就認識了。剛入學沒多久，前室友就偷帶Omega回寢室過夜，於是我與前室友在雙人房大打出手——其實只有推搡，然後釋放費洛蒙針鋒相對。我和前室友都是級別高的Alpha，濃烈的費洛蒙不只噁心了彼此，也順帶噁心了整個五樓的Alpha，很快我們就被檢舉，並在交流版被公審了三天三夜。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCxO7O6pzP
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方詠維被調了過來，宿委會的學長放話，方詠維是全年級脾氣最好的Beta，如果再跟他起爭執，我就準備被退宿。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpelxkDdQa
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我早就知道方詠維，只是跟他不太熟。他是我們這屆醫學系的系代，在系上是個享譽盛名的老好人。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdv1OoOul7
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「段昕，你回來啦。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8Tlsy1myl
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我一回宿舍，就看到方詠維拉著堆滿紙箱的推車。他很矮小，大概不到一米七，抬著那些裝滿書的箱子進房間，似乎非常費勁。我沈默地繞過他，坐回自己的桌前。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJbhcSkFH0
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMgeO9BwP1
「之後就是我跟你住了，你有什麼雷點嗎？」方詠維一邊拆紙箱，一邊向我熱情的攀談。我掛上抗噪耳機，調大音樂，徹底把他的噪音隔絕於外。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjMExsEXUS
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得不到回答，方詠維好像也意識不到——我壓根不想跟他做朋友。畢竟這整個醫學院，大概沒有人不想做方詠維的朋友，連我們系上那幾個沒人想靠近的怪咖，都會在方詠維靠近時給他騰出座位。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGkKyrk8ur
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方詠維收拾完行李後，點了點我的肩膀。我不耐煩地轉頭，他轉著鑰匙，一臉笑容。他永遠都在笑，我實在不懂他在笑三小。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVthmcdQF7
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「等等我們一起去吃飯吧？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAEzMlFlgr
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「不用了。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHE7GijPNT
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「你有機車嗎？在高雄沒有車很麻煩吧？你是哪裡人？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiNvduMSTt
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「沒車。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdHXEPul7m
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「喔，那我載你去晃晃啊。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5djQ1Ep5J6
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方詠維的車鑰匙上掛了史努比的吊飾，在我面前不斷旋轉。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNpff7XVzv
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煩人的狗。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr512ZYWTkf
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我承認最一開始不想跟方詠維做朋友，或許有點幼稚，我討厭那些萬人迷。沒錯，方詠維人見人愛，他做對一切事情，來映襯我這種人的不對。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUkAMgKThR
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自從我跟前室友不合、上了交流版，加上前室友煽風點火後，全系對我的評價就是——一個脾氣很差的Alpha。在人際圈逐漸成形的過程，我就先被排除於外，沒人想跟我社交的結果是——我非常快樂，真心地，非常快樂。就連去學餐吃飯，旁邊都沒人想坐，非常幽靜清閒。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1wYVnngKR
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必修課前，我趴在教室後排想補眠，前面卻聚集一小群人，正在嘰嘰喳喳八卦系上的事，吵得我無法休息。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEw2PASGZg
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「段昕是在跩什麼啊？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2y9cbgKdk
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我的名字鑽進耳裡。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe0DYwn55R
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我覺得正好，他們都是一群俗辣，只要知道我剛好在教室裡，八成就會尷尬得鳥獸散。我決定釋放一點費洛蒙，提醒他們這群軟跤蝦。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLad3SzqxPX
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「詠維你不是他室友嗎？你受得了他？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucv3M0RVbi
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「我覺得沒有啦，不要這樣講，他就只是比較喜歡安靜。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E8EcmPE5O
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WlIgy0SJm
熟悉的聲音傳來，我才注意到方詠維也在其中。我抬眼，恰巧與他對視。他抬手向我打招呼，似乎不在意與我牽扯上關係，他的社交評價會跟著降低。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk4tpfY5N7
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG5k6E68ah
方詠維那種爛好人，被我在宿舍無視了幾天，熱臉貼我的冷屁股，他也能替我講好話。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykrl4XJj27
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下課後，方詠維甚至主動走到我座位旁，依舊是笑臉盈盈。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsR6AsyS3F
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「一起吃午餐？我載你去校外吃。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRlOCXPBv1
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這傢伙對載人到底有什麼執念，他不會覺得會騎摩托車很了不起吧？89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtqm5X3x8k
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我懷疑他會沒完沒了地邀請我。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O1GjcOrmi
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我開始懷疑方詠維有Saviour complex（救世主情結），他把我當沒有朋友的邊緣小可憐，他想拯救我，從而獲得某種滿足感。他不曉得我最煩他這種自戀型人格障礙，他要扮瑪莉亞是他的事，但別在我身上找人生意義。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi6nMSlblk
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但是他也不是只想救我，他想救全世界。他是我見過最努力的Beta，也是最聖母的，他把筆記整理到雲端硬碟上，然後分享到班級群組裡，一整排訊息都在「謝主隆恩」。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXYfufxtho
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我倒是覺得方詠維有病，我跟他都很在乎成績，經常挑燈夜戰。他就這樣讓其他人蹭他的筆記？這事關我的排名，我當然討厭他的聖母行徑。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3txFvSGegX
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為了保持名列前茅，我只好更加努力熬夜苦讀。然後在期末考當天，光榮病倒。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd6EV7C3QP
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我高燒不退，卻不願意成績被打折，拖著病體上戰場考有機化學。剛出考場，眼前一片暈眩，下一秒我便倒在走廊上。聽到巨響，方詠維急急忙忙跑出教室，矮小的他抬不動將近一米九的我，只能喊人幫忙。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdULRgenyoD
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「段昕⋯⋯」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5ebs0NFtI
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再次醒來，我已經躺在我們學校的附設醫院，方詠維緊握著我的手，終於沒了笑容，滿臉都是擔憂。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsezxMYR3ur
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「都是你。」我忍不住埋怨，但方詠維不曉得前因後果，聽不懂我在說什麼，只當我在胡言亂語。他認真地坐在病床旁削蘋果，然後將叉著切好的、一口大小的蘋果，直接遞到我的嘴邊。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PnDqsyDBr
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「你要注意身體，以後是要當醫生的人，怎麼可以先病倒。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHmqWGKcQY
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSfQVjdz6g
我閉上眼睛無視他，只希望他趕緊滾。滾離我的病房，滾出我的生活。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24AhvLZsfo
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然而，方詠維沒有如我所願，相反地，他佔據了我整個青春。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWKtH6H2Tz
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs9RIOadrA
方詠維雖然老愛碎念我的生活習慣不健康，但基因優勢擺在那，我其實身強體壯，隨便鍊都有肌肉。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvFdcUypp9
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJs54qAS7q
方詠維才是缺乏鍛鍊的人，他在宿舍換衣服時，我瞥見過他的身材，骨瘦如柴。我從來沒見過他這麼瘦弱的人，他的皮下脂肪很少，肋骨非常明顯。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXWb9Rz4DQ
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主流審美的確喜歡纖細的人，但他屬於瘦到很難看的那種。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9jHpQtny7
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從外貌、性別到個性，都完全不是我的菜。方詠維還讀Ｏ性主義，他書架上都是性別相關的書。我大學的時候，真的有點討厭Ｏ性主義者。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xl9nCgyQQ
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他佔據了我的生活，純粹是因為他死纏爛打。我以為他頂多撐一個學期，但他撐了十年，這件事始終是個謎。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LNpVMGt96
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我對自己很有自知之明，我是個爛人。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u8PLJOjtw
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與我相反，方詠維是個做對所有事的人，雖然我講了這麼多他的壞話，但我承認，他就是那種你不得不為他鼓掌的人。他出身貧寒，一路拿獎學金讀書，還兼職家教，供養他讀美術班的妹妹，他考醫學院是為了階級翻轉，但同時也胸懷懸壺濟世的理想。他是個醫科生，但他關心性別議題，甚至在平權NGO當倡議志工。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotmXBIiAF9
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我不知道他幹嘛對我好。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlc5GEUmRN
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我能確定他對我絕對沒有企圖。雖然我個性很爛，但憑藉著臉、身高、頂級的費洛蒙，也被不少Omega或Beta追求。我知道他不是在追我，他看我的眼神清澈無比。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD4oYDSKqc
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真的是個謎。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzHcEpjtzJ
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這種不確定性讓我抗拒。其實我寧願他對我有所圖，我就可以順其自然地厭惡他。我就可以無視他會幫我帶早餐、借我筆記、幫我佔座位、轉發好笑影片逗我、載我去忠烈祠看夜景、邀請我去看他彈貝斯、跨年拉我在校園裡偷玩仙女棒。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmJDulyZ9v
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方詠維三十歲當上了小兒科的主治醫生。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqbt2J1YfP
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他還是樂此不疲地約我吃飯，即使我們的經濟水準提升不少，最常吃的還是醫院的地下美食街。但方詠維不用再騎小綿羊載我了，他買了車，雖然是個Beta，副駕駛座的手套箱拉開，擺滿氣味中和劑跟抑制貼片，不知情的人或許會以為他有交往對象，但就只是他有個Alpha好友。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCzNX6zZxM
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb7u3kiR4F
那天，我們又去地下美食街覓食。一群嘰嘰喳喳的不分科住院醫生也在，我皺起了眉頭，社交達人方詠維看到認識的學弟妹，眼神發亮地湊過去。我只好端著餐盤，跟在方詠維的後面。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtwrhBd9j1
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「方學長怎麼樣？他不是對你很好嗎？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI7wrY0xC5
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusGuMPJoza
「他是個Beta，而且他五五身、又長得⋯⋯不怎麼樣。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJlBTboEMV
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDH2yxbEVn
一個有病的Omega和周圍的朋友正巧談論著方詠維，方詠維肯定是聽到了，他腳步一滯。然而，那個Omega恰巧抬起頭，和當事人對上了眼。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZNov3Cxrj
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方詠維卻笑得跟沒事一樣，將餐盤放在了Omega身旁的空位。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4BRb1WlNk
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「你們在說誰啊？這麼巧，我也五五身。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx3xH4Kq4O
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1gzAuIpJQ
「矮子到底要怎麼穿搭？你們能不能教教學長，我上次看你們出去玩的限動，每個人都好會穿搭耶。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ItPn8P95q
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDBqrGuoOl
許是方詠維表現得太過自然，原先面帶尷尬的眾人，臉色都漸漸緩和。很快，大家你一言我一語地聊著穿搭。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLvIyOGqrG
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefdDAFydFK
方詠維什麼時候在乎穿搭了？我認識他十年多，他就算三十歲了，私底下也只穿帽Ｔ棉褲，還是大學就開始穿的那幾件。而且，那個有病的Omega才剛說方詠維五五身又不好看，方詠維還在對他笑臉盈盈，一聲聲溫柔地喊「文里學弟」。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX9vbVEREf
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不知道是「文里學弟」，還是社交模式的方詠維，哪個更倒胃口。總之我沒心情吃飯，隨便扒個兩口就上樓了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkafl0LEng
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宋文里來我們科的時候，我當然沒給他好臉色。客觀來說，他是一個長相不錯的Omega。他輕易得到所有人的喜愛，包括方詠維。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnpROmCUWe
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJR7qcf1mO
方詠維開始送咖啡給我跟宋文里，不知道誰是順帶的那一個，但他給兩個人都貼了便條紙，還一天到晚畫圖在上頭，非常有閒情逸致。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHm7vyHI5U
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr1RIEbfW4
那天方詠維臨時有手術，所以托了小兒科的林醫師送咖啡來。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvwKGpL4Hy
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0E6intxxZ
一杯咖啡上畫了貓咪，另一杯咖啡上畫了狼。林醫師很自然就將前者給了宋文里，後者遞給了我。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchAe3TIQP2
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECzzB9zdOZ
「老方好有才！小宋是貓咪，段醫師是狼，真可愛。」林醫師端詳著便條紙上的塗鴉，掩著嘴輕笑。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWn24L0TuH
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA5iuAbBvR
宋文里喝了一口熱咖啡，結果像個白癡一樣被燙到。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFiw3AIzrK
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EAfOdzKZD
「小宋小心點啊，原來你有貓舌。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKXXMRc8lA
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6uSTZXhEq
「謝謝。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VvHwXwZBI
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTukGjJMtwH
林醫師友善地拍了拍宋文里，又延續著動物的話題：「不知道老方會覺得自己像什麼動物？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNS5RVuu5P
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht91dUFsCN
「嗯⋯⋯學長像⋯⋯狗狗？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaglRLyDYw
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDG8Pk8BkB
宋文里認真思考這個蠢話題的樣子，令人看了煩躁。方詠維又不是你的舔狗，我在心裡咒罵。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KRQHBNjDT
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3NpVIgebo
「狗貓絕配，好可愛啊！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWGveSzrNU
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHjxtJW1L6
林醫師合起手掌，笑得瞇起雙眼。我知道這傢伙又在腦中意淫方詠維跟宋文里的配對了。我撕掉便條紙，塞進白袍的口袋，冷冷地打斷他們：89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7kG56h7bU
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQEP5xeLyj
「好好當個人吧。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSWqazTvaD
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGpnYLcuTn
我以為宋文里對方詠維沒有意思，才沒有接林醫師的話。直到晚上，我上了方詠維的車，發現車裡一股香味。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjvtoUHpox
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwCjzoVkMO
我的嗅覺很靈敏，自然聞得出，英國梨、小蒼蘭、琥珀、廣藿香⋯⋯這麼複雜的味道自然是人工香精，不是人體的費洛蒙，因此噴費洛蒙中和劑是沒有用的，我只能任由這股氣味肆虐。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBZqBTUUDS
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpA1gwX67S
「噴香水了？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV05dgQvC9
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLJJyI0QUj
察覺到我的不悅，方詠維搖下車窗，讓風吹進車內散味。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJcWEFmWZz
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「對。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCZsfT77Li
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「為什麼突然噴香水？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7ywc7vzX6
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「喔，別人送的。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Q4K2HoRhP
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG71qV36WV
我馬上想起宋文里，雖然不知道他費洛蒙的具體味道，但我記得是花香調，八成會是小蒼蘭。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWCLeFWFcc
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBITn3Fz04
「停路邊。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLtKbEZY71
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaxM4cWAeC
方詠維訝異地轉頭看我，「這不是費洛蒙，你也有排斥反應？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CfzhUIheH
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtNuzNCQfI
「停到路邊，放我下車。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJv06yZ9bN
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIaW6blz3y
「你不喜歡這味道，以後載你就不噴了。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU4lJimJqN
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL1ROfE8Xg
方詠維好脾氣地哄我，我自己也知道我沒道理，純屬易感期鬧脾氣。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6he3QItW3C
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGflQ2HlZw
但我去他媽的小蒼蘭。我仍舊冷著一張臉，什麼話也沒說，方詠維嘆了一口氣。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8KVdJm6Sm
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwWyyNsB00
「至少載你到捷運站，現在尖峰時段不好叫車。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD7FSslgj2
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tcPbYYEHe
方詠維把我放在捷運站入口，我甩上車門就走了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSk8syot6ft
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我只想狠狠做愛，咬爛別人的脖子，把陰莖插進某具身體，把精液射進去。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n4RMMLp3L
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打完手槍之後，我的腦袋終於不再只是那些白花花的、豐腴的肉體。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrxsiHaaO6
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAGqGNYMKF
我打了一通電話給方詠維，我知道不用跟他道歉，找藉口請他吃個飯，他又會跟我和好如初。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM00YFfCHDM
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcAwzegF9p
「喂，你在哪？要不要吃宵？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b8EnK5XPI
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTRiwKphQr
「我在醫院。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDPN6xkWcJ
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh8wbX1l6i
畢竟方詠維也是醫生，他在醫院沒有什麼好奇怪的，我接著開口：89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMT4x6SiThX
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSTTWvhqTo
「我去找你？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4HvMDFcOW
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「文里住院了，我沒心情。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNBmCWabjR
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「什麼？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t8WmxFR57
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGdTKZTKh0
方詠維語氣很低落，我隔著電話都能想像他憔悴的樣子。方詠維向我解釋，宋文里發情期來了，因為注射抑制劑，引發嚴重型皮膚藥物過敏。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq5CsppUY2
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKtWuJmZRo
「他長這麼大不知道自己抑制劑過敏嗎？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7hJbjR9hT
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx55maBejns
我沒那個意思，但話語一出，就像在譴責宋文里。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp1Vt341Wb
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zFnMdkEJd
「你別這樣講話，他真的不知道，他之前一直有Alpha男友。」方詠維難得的不開心，他頓了一下，最後還是坦白：89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyJoZKJDea
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOW4f2qJNx
「他是因為跟我交往，只好靠抑制劑。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSJJvzK9xc
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我其實並不是沒想過這天，方詠維三十了，總要成家立業。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZI1cvpFeW
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHLrMTtVNc
他作為我唯一的朋友，我的確是對他有些，稍微不太正常的獨佔欲。但這也不能怪我，只能怪我的基因。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCZk7axj0d
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCiuRN4Sgh
對方詠維有獨佔欲實在是最蠢的選擇，方詠維會借所有人他的筆記，他的後座也可以載任何需要的同學，甚至連那些搞笑影片，他都是群發。在蛛絲馬跡裡尋找自己的特殊性，是我倖存的方法。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHBNAFgWuV
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufXLIREMW5
或是乾脆就怪罪他的殘忍，然後把身為一個Beta，卻交了一個抑制劑過敏的Omega男友這件事，當作上天對他的懲罰。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxhLKKY7LQ
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHgb7oMK6u
「所以你們沒分手？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODNaR6elIK
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy28JkI2bB
宋文里住在我們科的病房，方詠維天天都上來探病，我終於忍不住把他堵在樓梯間。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpBmCukWQq
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp78hnKK56
他的黑眼圈很顯眼，整個人似乎又變得更加消瘦，連臉頰都凹陷下去。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiAc5FIjlC
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXw4ztTlIL
「⋯⋯大概會吧。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqwNIac4rX
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoynsmbvmJ9
還沒分手，但大概快分了。我不知道他們在堅持什麼。我倚在牆邊，手指摸進白袍口袋，搓著一張摺好的白紙，努力按捺自己的煩躁感。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jDZMFTrZP
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6EGlcseF9
「你們申請Alpha社工了嗎？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E4bXbQNud
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ285LYkCpmB
「嗯，但不知道要排多久，你也知道，社工供需不平衡。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPnGf0TNsb
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOZiRAjwpy
方詠維一屁股坐在樓梯上，將臉埋進掌心，他的聲音因此變形：89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb60TLAEgsB
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「段醫師，告訴我吧，我到底該怎麼辦？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqdxNJBiGt
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiZMPJEurc
我深吸一口氣，煙癮突然泛起，要知道我可是很久沒抽了，我忍不住抖著腳。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqVpaU6YwL
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsemMoPrUSg
「兩個辦法。一，分手，讓他去找一個Alpha。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrQEz950gm
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK05SKDiHe
方詠維顯然思考過這個辦法，只是淺嘆了一口氣。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AiINl2TQg
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「第二個呢？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N4qeyh7m4
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他八成是在等我提出什麼先進的療法，沒有。很遺憾這方面也沒有邁入臨床試驗階段的新藥，甚至連抑制劑都是近年剛上市的。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedGjXVWkab
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「二，考慮我。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSc0WktJOE
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGsdVczQwx
我把口袋裡的白紙掏出來，在他面前甩開。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70f9vYFOFp
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmFmZGarki
——宋文里和我的費洛蒙檢驗報告，兩人適配度90%。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapD6VKaUBB
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如果方詠維跟宋文里不想分手，我或許不是唯一的選擇，但絕對是最好的。我身強體壯、定期體檢、跟宋文里適配度極高，我們可以做比較少次的性接觸，就達到相對高的費洛蒙融合度。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FNndMOE3p
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfNZtX9er8
再者，Alpha標記Omega之後，會因為費洛蒙的融合產生依賴現象，這也是為什麼這麼少人投入社工這行。但我絕對不會愛上宋文里，我分得清楚本能跟真心，其他Alpha倒未必。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hNmb4Oljx
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUKzd8WAXq
當然對宋文里來說，跟方詠維分手，再去找個Alpha交往，是最快、最安全的方法。所以聽說是宋文里說服想分手的方詠維後，我感到十分訝異。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVwOMV43jI
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我們可能都發瘋了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDMy7eUesQ
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方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，我懷疑他是個處男。我刻意走到他面前脫衣服，居高臨下地盯著坐在床緣的他，將他的侷促不安盡收眼底。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9hbLHrWhg
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「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wU9sbbBhs
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「我也要脫？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3pdQX9jFP
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他滿臉疑惑，我只好開口求他脫。但他似乎今天要徹頭徹尾當個局外人，只是坐在原地不動。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iwW0MIMmM
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「你難不成打算衣冠楚楚地坐在一旁，看我跟你男朋友，像野獸一樣做愛嗎？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXcfz2nody
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我講了狠話，方詠維愣住了，半晌才開始動作，他顫慄的手指按上鈕扣，花了很久才解開最上面那顆。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTfuTtf2bR
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「阿昕。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9PMJ7t3c4
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他叫喚我，我還是心軟了，屈膝跪在他面前。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdMjetxgyB
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「方詠維，現在還來得及後悔。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBkA1GMqRl
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他沈默地解開所有扣子，用行動表示，他不後悔。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojqdyXiCfx
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他的身體還是骨瘦如柴，我用手指輕輕觸碰他的肋骨，他嚇了一跳，卻還是任由我觸摸。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ToRrEi91Z
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「你太瘦了。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pkt8J0aaw
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他轉頭看向打開的浴室門，我追隨著他的視線，宋文里穿著浴袍出來，露出白皙纖長的腿。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrGdpjeImn
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宋文里爬上了雙人床，從背後將方詠維解開的襯衫褪下，然後環抱方詠維。方詠維好像到了極限，緩緩閉上雙眼，顫抖的眼睫濕潤。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJdlmoWye0
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「對文里溫柔一點。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS55IXrLteJ
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宋文里隔著方詠維的肩頭盯著我，與其說是挑釁，更不如說是憐憫的眼神。要不是方詠維在場，我可能會揍他。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGSi7THkKK
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其實我知道方詠維不會喜歡我做愛的方式——又dom又S。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqKeUYniwY
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跟他認識十年多，他滿口宰制與權力不對等，我當然知道他信奉什麼想法，他會覺得，我把施虐情色化不能改變支配與暴力。我不會在他面前提自己的性癖以供他批判，也沒想過有天會跟他上同一張床。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLJo1KBZqP
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現在是他需要利用我。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWuQeIZYK8
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方詠維靠在床頭，宋文里趴在方詠維懷裡。宋文里其實也偏瘦，背脊骨很明顯，他跟方詠維像兩把柴禾疊在一起。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgPxxHdre6
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宋文里翹高渾圓的屁股，那是他身上唯一有肉的地方。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zrei3IXBL
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「進來。」宋文里命令式的語氣令我不悅，所以我扇了他的屁股一巴掌，很快留下清晰的掌印。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAzm3ixwsm
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「阿昕，不要欺負他。」方詠維抓住我的手。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkzJs95mNf
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方詠維一邊討厭我的宰制本能，一邊利用我的身體，但我還是將手指插進他的指縫，跟方詠維十指交扣。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWaKaHPP6B
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我拿他真的沒辦法。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE88qqblnSJ
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宋文里倒是很快進入狀況，他掰開自己的臀縫，語氣放軟。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa8VHMlHSC
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「學長，請進來吧。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiqmdEIC4t
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我沒有繼續為難宋文里，在方詠維面前對他男朋友dirty talk，方詠維絕對會崩潰。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns2eCQXNDw
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另一隻手扶著宋文里的腰，我從背後插入他，他身子一直顫抖。我感受到他其實不夠濕，就要我插進去。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8A7K7Ge6M
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我意識到，方詠維把我的屌當一根按摩棒，宋文里把我的屌當成——自殘的兇器。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zn58yzMsE
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「文里、文里⋯⋯」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouJSg0w8SG
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方詠維察覺懷裡的宋文里在顫抖，不斷以吻安撫著宋文里。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BpYzj5cC9
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「文里⋯⋯」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg5cWHis42
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「詠維哥⋯⋯」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9OTTQotdZ
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「文里，痛不痛？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplt9gEXNK4
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「不行了詠維哥⋯⋯」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeEGP9Ylop
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對宋文里施暴式的猛插最終還是得到了Omega身體的接納，他的小穴逐漸濕潤，他被逼上了高潮，腸道一陣收縮，將深埋其中的那根陰莖死死絞緊。他後頸的腺體被咬破，威士忌和小蒼蘭的味道在汽車旅館內交融。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Lag3wKOHv
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這一切就這樣完成了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCId5wIUq0H
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即使我好像，不覺得自己在這裡。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUfdP2TsfL
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被退房的電話鈴聲喚醒，已經是隔天的中午。方詠維跟宋文里都要回醫院上班，我一個人躺在旅館的大床上。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxi4enbA6W
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我輕輕撫平床單的皺褶，明白那裡已經沒有餘下的體溫。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdIroQ2RD1
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陽光照進網膜，微微的刺痛感讓我生理性地分泌淚水。床緣是兩雙紙拖鞋，一次性的、可拋棄的。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHXhQ0GpjO
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我心裡明白，沒有哭泣的理由，我翻了個身，那滴淚便滑落到臉頰上，很快就乾了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR87gFnjdDS
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新的一年打算寫五個ABO短篇，並帶來性別不同的幾種配對，這次是AB！89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoZodEWr7v
不知道大家喜歡什麼ABO配對ㄋ～89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSo5QCYKIm
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我很少寫第一人稱小說，盡力揣摩了段昕的感覺，跟膿瘡的憂鬱文青風完全不同。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTa24UGx2w
希望大家不要讀得不舒服，雖然討厭小段非常正常XD89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Clg0tKy7
我很努力想讓段昕立體，雖然可能不討人喜歡89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvGqMqWlVY
希望能在段昕沒有一句喜歡或愛的狀況下，描寫出他對方詠維的情感與痛苦迷惘89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Gm8GnJnmt
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有任何感想都歡迎留言><或是到噗浪找我：89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w9bPqeLVm
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