宋雪迎進家門的時候，元嬸擔憂地走上來，「宋小姐⋯⋯剛剛少爺⋯⋯」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wTxY7wOVR
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她很平淡地笑了下，「我知道了，接下來一個月我都會待在家裡。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsjuqILacx
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元嬸看不過眼，「少爺這樣也不太近人情了，你正是的大好青春的年紀，怎麼能一不高興要你待在家裡呢？」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7cqnQ7SjN
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宋雪迎扯著嘴角笑笑。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDqxEWSYaq
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「少爺也真是的⋯⋯宋小姐你這麼好的女孩⋯⋯他不常在家陪著就算了⋯⋯還把人家的黃花閨女累得死去活來⋯⋯我這當傭人的也看不過眼了⋯⋯」元嬸自己也有女兒，看著她特別感同身受。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNrmrqv04d
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「是我自願的，沒事。」宋雪迎抿唇笑了下，「我有點累，先上去了。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu31fsU6iw
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她很快地轉過身，拖著沉重的腳步爬上樓梯，臉上的笑容終於崩塌下來。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1MagNlzWu
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身後元嬸還在唉聲嘆氣替她抱不平。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlh64lA3Ry
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「真不知道少爺在想甚麼⋯⋯眼前有個好女孩不要⋯⋯非得想著已經走了的人⋯⋯」元嬸搖著頭遠去，「人都不在了⋯⋯還想來幹甚麼⋯⋯」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJqb9bDV6K
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宋雪迎喉間一緊，假裝聽不見元嬸的話加快腳步，卻在經過一樓時不自覺停了下來。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ouXhuUu7q
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她的視線不受控地看向走廊盡頭，那扇緊緊閉上的門板，還有藏於背後，屬於顧澤之心底裡最私密的秘密。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzUjy4tzhf
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訂婚那晚，剛來到月澄公館的宋雪迎不熟悉地方，想找顧澤之的臥室給他送解酒藥又找不到路，輾轉就走到了那扇門前，撫上門把想開門看看。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfey9rOD7cB
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突然背後一聲怒吼，「你在幹甚麼？」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgXkURq6Qx
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她嚇得一震，手中的茶盤差點掉在地上，轉過頭時顧澤之已經黑著臉走到她面前，抓起她放在門把上的手，捏緊了她的手腕。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhDCkoklfM
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男人從牙縫裡擠出寒冰般的聲線，聞不到熟悉的薄荷香，酒氣隨之吐出，「你在做甚麼？」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LJpSaYnkE
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他抓的力度很緊，弄得宋雪迎腕骨生疼，雪白的肌膚都發紅了，但眼底的忿怒卻沒有退減。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZntyEZXibh
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「我⋯⋯」宋雪迎很害怕，從沒看過顧澤之如此憤怒的模樣。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IsDrMq595
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顧澤之野獸般低嘶，「沒有人告訴過你，這個房間絕對不能進去嗎？」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2omfgeoSny
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「對不起，我不知道⋯⋯」宋雪迎的臉皺成一團，試圖掙開顧澤之卻抵不過他的力氣，說話的聲音也弱了，「澤之⋯⋯」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUUmhclyJv
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「你給我聽清楚，這個房間除了我以外，沒有人可以進去。」顧澤之的眼神穿進她的眼底，卻沒有一點溫度，只剩下無限的埋怨和忿忿不平，「誰都不可以。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjtzvk2iet
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那是一種控訴，也是對全世界最倔強的宣告。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7IvbsGyao
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他忘不了她，也不打算忘記她。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qD3WS3Uvk
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宋雪迎看著那個顧澤之第一次朝她爆發思念的地方，胸腔一陣酸澀的情緒湧了上來。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtII3toYuq
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再次想到這一路走來發生過的事，她終究忍不住蹲坐下來，抱著自己的膝蓋，埋著腦袋無聲流淚。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPAXUgCNS9
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水珠濡濕了她淺薄的紗裙，滲入冰冷的皮膚裡，再次從眼中潺潺流出，忘記了止息的方法。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ShcT2Cekq
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喉嚨裡堵住了硬塊，宋雪迎難受地捶了下自己的胸口，還是理不清，才發現那些痛楚是來自心底深處，抹不走，也除不掉。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TNsy7zvuw
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她失控地嗚咽了出來。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIKZuECimg
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她對顧澤之百依百順，有求必應，扮演好他心目中那個乖巧聽話的好女孩，就是希望他能夠多看見她一點。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13tBFlvpjq
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可是無論她如何努力，顧澤之心裡的位置始終只留給了那個已經離開了的人，沒有餘力挪出屬於她的地方。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlCSoSvLCV
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她告訴自己，告訴所有人，她沒關係，她可以接受屬於顧澤之的一切，包括那段永遠磨滅不了的過去。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrlYNFVfCd
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她抽噎著，抬起哭紅的雙眼，淚眼朦朧間仍然能看見那扇房間鮮明的痕跡，生生橫了在她和顧澤之之間。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MpIJGj4Mm
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她也不過十九歲，心裡的天地再大，又怎麼能容得下一個無法競爭，無法超越，也無法趕走的女人？109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZqbUnALm2
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一個多月很快過去，宋雪迎安分守己待在家裡，打理家中的一草一木，整理好顧澤之的臥室書房，甚至連傭人的每天三餐，都是她親自下廚做好，跟他們一起用餐的。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8FM1dxFdf
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等待的每天裡，她仔細記下自己做過些甚麼，等到他回來的時候，就可以跟他一一分享。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3Z8EuPBKR
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可是顧澤之除了頭幾天用阮勛的手機打來讓她找了些文件後，就沒有再打過電話來了。起初阮勛還會用訊息問她幾句讓他回報，到後來她是連阮勛的訊息也再收不到，彷彿徹底跟顧澤之斷了聯繫。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrNQlP0okj
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明明最後一次通話的時候，他的聲音聽起來如此愉悅。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCetrql2ob
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「知錯了？」顧澤之那邊有風聲，似是在郊外。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx8BOdA8cN
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「嗯！我絕對不會跟瑄去甚麼酒吧的！」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC66Ndm4NXu
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「嗯。」顧澤之語調輕盈，聽起來心情很好，「那種朋友也別來往太多。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn95iar6VEJ
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宋雪迎猶豫了下，心裡默默跟陳曉瑄道歉，「嗯，我知道了。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OecuzoVoo
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「知道我在哪嗎？」顧澤之還難得跟她閒聊起來。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy761WzF8x
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愛爾蘭這麼大，宋雪迎當然是猜不到，苦惱著怎麼回答時顧澤之那邊傳來悠長的船鳴聲，她頓時一怔。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzJONpU2PL
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「你⋯⋯你在海邊嗎？」她擔憂地說，「沒關係嗎？」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IFOb2a0T6
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因為當年的意外，顧澤之很討厭水，更厭惡大海。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnZubCcAf7
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「嗯，這裡夠高，還行。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aMp2xd35O
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宋雪迎不懂那是甚麼意思，但顧澤之說他沒事就好，「那你小心一點，不要靠太近了。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKx8BwsMwR
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他輕笑一聲，「你倒是反過來擔心我了。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZTvWEvLn9
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宋雪迎臉瞬間燒紅。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbEDDyWcT1
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顧澤之比她還靠譜，這些哪用得著她來提醒。109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl1ajtduDD
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「我就是⋯⋯」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWtqTAAbOo
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「行了，我知道了。」顧澤之在電話那頭都能想像到她臉紅的樣子，淡淡勾著唇，「看在你表現不錯的份上，回來給你帶份禮物吧。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0aTratkKh
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她驚喜，「真的嗎？」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGy6dZz5CV
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「嗯，」顧澤之語調上揚，似是真的心情非常好，「想要甚麼？」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCtgDTjarg
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「我⋯⋯」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5BQkPYss4
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宋雪迎仔細想了下，其實只要是顧澤之送的她都喜歡，沒有甚麼特別想要的，要真說想要的⋯⋯109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOEpvZOzX0
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她鼓起勇氣，小聲地說，「我⋯⋯我想跟你結婚。」109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmHn7r7Mjy
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