他並非生氣，只是某種有如一頭困獸般的疲乏。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD9gmxHd4C
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不是受挫，也不是心理防線崩潰，只是壓抑著不算高漲的情緒。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxBDVOPwNC
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRKVyS7h5u
那份異常似乎不針對誰。或許是煩躁，或許只是剛好心情糟糕。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh047xnXZBt
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu5rv3y1eU
向菱垂下眸子，轉開視線。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijEMiPwyc2
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAc4XGutKG
她覺得，祁澈實在是一個很矛盾的人。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvVewafaEg
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOPPk93z43
——對他來說，世界上的人似乎只分為兩種。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7MZUHooPM
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYkxlGqSds
在乎的人，以及無關的人。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8XoIaeVai
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHskv8irD8R
他脾氣極壞，但那些脾氣是可控的，並且似乎只針對不在意的人發作。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21NcQl62IY
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyA6PjFjNJ
對於不在乎的人們，他甚至可以直接把那些人按著揍，而他並不會對任何受害者感到抱歉。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgIYOBRYR7
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDZ4niY5g0
但是，祁澈真正在乎的那些少數人，別人休想動他們一下。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vH5i0aDkk
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRyl7Wkhzd
因為一旦被盯上了，就會立刻被反咬、報復。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutHzYfNNfc
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqrobeMvBf
他可能，就是這樣的人。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iVhc6P3eM
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLlaZvWFaN
……180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu2V8ebjVJ
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2rtNXxe5t
夜色籠罩下的男生宿舍裡。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcyE3AVCnL
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkrjCERKtF
短暫沉默後，少女清脆的說話聲忽然響起。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPOFXV6Bs5
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZj7294pDE
「我問你，如果把世界切成兩半，」她慢慢說道，「一邊站的是你在乎的人，其他人站到另一邊去。」180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuNX2D0h2e
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf3WQfnXFk
「嗯？」180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFCjlwhXrK
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENWYQLWiuV
「那你會把自己放在哪裡？」她輕聲說完，用力嚥了下口水。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd2Yjc5tjj
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFydScLEPi
「不在乎的那一邊。」180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOpafJNAyB
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZOdcHfWDY
今夜漫長，月色黯然，月球悄然無聲被雲彩遮住大半。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmvSRqvfMD
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI4FyKWItu
＿ 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU0rgSu73u
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt8CpnQAVz
那一晚，她離開後，少年做了個詭異的夢。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeQ2OAP9AU
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT6npGqVrG
四周一片漆黑，壓力環伺，恍若被什麼可懼的東西盯上。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4wRxbfr6v
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6YbtDisi5
——野獸的目光。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggqoBwVRgK
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyBeGPYAgl
看不見，耳裡聽到的聲音既混亂又雜亂無章，毫無規律可言。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH3XetTqSE
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KVDvtHKu1
出口的話成了碾碎的片段，光怪陸離的閃光浮現又一閃而逝。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknp7wqBt2j
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuISIwGoHl
世界在傾倒，同時也在下墜。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kperygW7x
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA4tZeo6uy
傷疤被毫不留情地揭開，猙獰的傷口完全暴露在空氣中，凝血彷彿失常，暗紅血液汩汩流淌。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGRpADguGs
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanvJn7DlSQ
麻木似的，做夢沒有痛覺。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdMMZBsRVK
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJcMZbfFAV
持續墜落的踩空感覺在夢境中分外真實。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9OlXQodFi
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdruIDX6TTM
突然腳跟像是觸碰到什麼冰涼的東西，冰冷的觸感從末梢神經擴散到全身，緊接著是近乎窒息的冷意。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBDtkjVwfz
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswDIro7Fmw
——落海。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pUvIKHpO2
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PyRNnYq6t
如她所說的那樣，也如同實際遭遇過的那樣。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi67UWdjVeN
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzCAXzmdlF
清晰的知道自己在噩夢裡，卻醒不來。祁澈感覺得到海水又冷又鹹，分不清是回憶倒放還是夢境。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC83QPDmiB
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWauS8wwWV1
完全沒有預警，無所謂，反正他從來就不在乎任何。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf6rqBpk2W
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8YjwZVodz
如果自己消失的話，那些人會過上更舒服的日子吧。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBF9oTRACN
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVcnUEFvjr
類似的嘲諷念頭劃過腦海。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdcW2mLS16
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rm01vl8IH
這大概是從什麼八點檔裡抄來的惱人劇情——念頭冒出來的時候，他諷刺自己一句。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7TvG6E2ny
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYCN8SAFsM
事發的時候，究竟是多少年前，別人大概記得比他自己更清楚。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9MP4MbVo0
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlYGhpm4cH
明明好像也沒過多久。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnndiLrBYL
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9CeYr9G6O
那夜的南雨鎮，也在下雨。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBgTnwyTDL
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zkT1VKKYN
狂風暴雨的架式，像是要把人捲進大海裡。毫無預兆的那種，彷彿有人給你一個驚喜。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBU8H0Qv41
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ371QabhEes
時間宛如倒流，夢境的場景回到不知多久以前，那夜除夕的海岸邊。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNxDLbcdki
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pMSedgICT
浪忽地驟強，海嘯警報從鎮上的廣播喇叭喇傾瀉而出。器材老舊，音質顯得沙啞。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkr6YN8XcoE
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD57bk4OkDk
潮水一波波湧上，浪潮漸高，伴隨著強烈海嘯，小鎮似乎被黑夜及狂雨籠罩。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWeUQcZQAT
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16CEWaFE5Z
少年獨自站在海邊崖上，自虐式的，就只是怔怔的乾站著。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeL0uBSDwr
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PD5UXQxc9
——其實他從來就沒想過跳下去，也從來沒有那種打算。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSPL2NQIAm
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxExUAJ3gH
海浪挾帶著一種把人捲下去的氣勢。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z4TajdhaI
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaMpt1Vcsa
浪太大，他站得太近，一切事件的發生連貫得理所當然。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkMWLpPLyC
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyb1mXSDUc
不過，當浪真的把自己席捲下去時，他腦子裡閃過的念頭有些過於隨便——好像，也無所謂。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNzYVAUFjv
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFTAG3bY3c
那一夜很冷。除此之外，相關的記憶幾乎等於零。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3f0jSTBAw
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEeJF5A7Bf
破碎的廣播音，短暫的失神。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTAXwlPPHv
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbMKDA0Xpc
雨幕是殺死夜的嫌疑犯，雨停了，天也跟著濛濛亮了。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQvBnYSo6K
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBEHOBCkxg
海水並不會因為朝陽升起就乾涸。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Wfe3lUh0P
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeZspuAVfr
沒人發現落海的孩子，他獨自掙扎著浮起來呼吸，他命大，那塊海岸的水又深，沒摔出什麼大傷。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR3b7GW960
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiknHvVyPSi
意識仍然恍恍惚惚，一絲模糊的念頭從精神的縫隙竄了出來。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVD1vb7QaL
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhpVgVLbxb
完了，昨晚沒給祁小波留晚飯。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1G3J6Bhqe
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GAdt94DhU
…… 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHQdbIYV5G
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqLS4P2bMJ
後來，他是自己攀著石頭回岸邊的，然後一個人拖著腳步走掉。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrg1VGmgCd
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o0Jre9AT0
身上都是攀著礁石擦出來的傷，渾身濕透又難受，刺痛到令人煩躁。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHAXAdXQ7K
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12tNMJ5nzO
回去的路上，他特意抄進常年無人經過的窄巷子。可沈中奕卻突然冒出來，逼問他前一夜消失不歸的緣由。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOhGekYHaa
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph1nuSko9q
「掉海裡？」沈中奕的眼睛瞬間瞪大。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CndDgoNHV
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qywK8ahKv
「所以你那是什麼，自殺？」 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2LHRWse6T
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK9lJv92i7
不可置信的眼神。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnImZi20qd0
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgknDEohim
沈中奕是典型「話多反應大」的性格，他看到祁澈滿身狼狽的樣子，又聯想到那段時間他生活有多困難，於是，直覺認定對方是去尋死了。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGlkKmbtWf
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeTO0mjR1y
「……你他媽是在找死嗎？搞什麼，這樣你妹妹要怎麼辦？」 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0UxRfOa8C
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiDDz6ezP6
祁澈沒怎麼認真聽他說話，又根本沒聽進對方那一長串的譴責，便直接把那些話給敷衍了過去。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXGYP9P0z6
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PTcyLQRkR
那天，是大年初一。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2CO7dmkzb
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSjPF5Sdps
沈中奕大概把他的反應當成了默認，還真的以為這是一場自我了斷。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWauoELgNr
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hMw5IveMd
於是，沈中奕每年春節都打電話過來。明面上是恭喜新年，實際上他的用意太明顯，祁澈早就看透，只是沒有說而已。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgGfbS4FH4
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB7zDMbiPd
——他甚至沒有辯解，其實是那天南雨的風浪太大，其實他只是單純的失足落水罷了。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hNSeze934
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY5pESFeHZ
再後來，沒什麼好說的。他斷斷續續高燒了幾天，只覺得愈加煩躁，眼前陷入一片漆黑。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2e43yHTsf
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK23G8nGPL
之後的事太無趣，所以夢境就在這裡停了。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxtheHFpRL
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＿ 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTHA6LMmbf
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0c1SSGRjo
有時候，睡夢和回憶只有一線之隔。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGBeFyerCs
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剎那，夢醒。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvPmiWFxlB
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDVcjj91sz
稱不上是回憶的往事影像跟著消失，空蕩的房間由模糊變得清晰。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtuHxaYvjo
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTQcJ78ucv
祁澈幾乎是埋在書桌的桌面上睡著的。天還沒亮，手機的螢幕亮起，顯示出從剛才到現在，只過去了三個半小時。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nm55a6zph
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCUsLw0bPl
有時候時間的確過得很快，但大部分時候，它走得很慢很慢。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuIJ4lessl
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIUPBSpBac
祁小波在雙層床的上鋪呼呼大睡，大概要再六、七個鐘頭才能叫她起來。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpQoiTEcPz
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBhrxlbrE8
腦海被毫無意義的斷簡殘篇充斥著，混亂又聒噪。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvCzv8epka
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLfcQUtwXm
少年慢吞吞闔眼，埋回自己彎起的肘間。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGjqzevF8W
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHrHWUtmls
想法很亂，意識卻清醒得過分。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2woQxULG4u
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtBsfY8exi
不久之前，他推估也就三、四個小時前，房裡氣氛僵硬，少女自顧自扒完那碗關東煮，然後就提出要離開。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyiztBLbQW
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdhJ4ygFqM
他沒有阻攔。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXoXsV4njG
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHhOCBjgud
她離開的時候，甚至順手把那袋關東煮的垃圾留在門邊。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSWvVO3h4n
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQXuTLZ6j5
…… 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6A77rS0nK
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEk2uqCZw8
夜色闌珊，窗外山頭一片漆黑，沒開燈的宿舍房間映出深沉。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTht35OlzP0
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8GzsHTuJN
——那為什麼她不跟那袋垃圾一起留下啊。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPJk414DOX
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ1lh2RvGc
荒謬，他也沒挽留那袋垃圾啊。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOffKPWmOG
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz7vS2UQiW
……180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2duyTnel9g
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIMY2i9yNa
少年自嘲似的無聲笑了一下。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3JZSQQx3F
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhVMKrgzhb
他覺得，自己可能腦子有病。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScY3hRUsUq
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寒假那段期間，宿舍裡只有兩個人，其餘室友都不在。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUAVL5k51F
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還是同一個日子，仍然是同一個夜裡。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2sKj8uEpp
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夜色很暗，男生宿舍，雙層床的上鋪裡，祁小波悄悄睜開了眼睛。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFSpJsfXha
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——六、七歲孩子的年紀雖小，但她其實很敏銳。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiK7jm9Rm5
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jCtzUptmF
祁小波有時候半夜醒來，會發現哥哥根本沒有在睡覺。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYAwfQHHRD
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u2HuYvRWQ
她睜開眼睛，房間裡很安靜，哥哥就坐在書桌前，眼神很空，不知道在想什麼。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3RkMqO9oF
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祁小波不太理解「空洞」這個詞的意思，也還沒學會使用這種詞彙。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSRKzPYnrl
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但她就是能察覺到，哥哥看起來好像沒什麼精神，眼底沒有光亮，有時候，甚至像是在看一個不存在的地方。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4SgltJNdb
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如果換作是平常，他的眼神必定是清醒的，帶有一種屬於少年的銳氣。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl14CQWjHd
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可是，在那種時候不一樣。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVsKgaV2k5
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祁小波看不透她哥哥在想什麼。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAInQ4olrx
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然後隔天早晨醒來之後，她會問一句：「哥哥，你昨天沒有睡覺嗎？」 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuH3isCQeb
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他會回答：「……睡了。」 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7Gm5NNhQX
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——但是她知道，哥哥那時候一定是在說謊。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP3uiMycrF
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祁小波的想法很單純，別人都以為她哥哥兇，但她知道並非那樣。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8Jp6fCmcR
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她哥哥才不是真的兇呢，明明自己都沒錢，還是會偷偷給她買好吃的。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIabIKSdVO
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他總是讓祁小波別亂跑、別吵鬧，但其實她一撒嬌，哥哥就會帶她去買糖吃。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3YbPFtML4
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祁小波心裡的祁澈，或許是世界上最厲害最溫柔的一個人。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NcvUt3Mqk
180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QU8AmlF5L
但是她覺得，有些時候，哥哥看起來很累。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AjYnpNLA2
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他的眼神會變得很淡、很靜，甚至有點「空」。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDoVUNeYPi
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祁小波有點害怕他這樣。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqpnAbkseo
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那種時候，他會笑一下，但那只是一種「安撫小孩用的笑」，眼睛裡卻沒有真的笑意。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqKlzUacor
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這樣的笑，和平常完全不一樣，祁小波看得出來。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDsRjCSGpq
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她不一定能理解「累」這個字的全部含義，但她能察覺到哥哥不對勁，然後用自己的方式去理解。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3Tcd3s4TK
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——哥哥每天都很累，但又不說。 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPMD86Dld1
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祁小波不是笨蛋，她能看出來。180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZipIjM76xv
