No Plagiarism!t66NIQohZsTEKq5rV8i1posted on PENANA 空蕩而陰暗的房間,四面是被黑暗籠罩的牆,沒有窗戶帶來的外來光源,唯有天花板正中央懸掛的一盞燈,還有一扇緊閉的門。8964 copyright protection182PENANAIU1RAvIgHl 維尼
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懸掛的燈微弱而昏暗,籠罩著底下蜷縮的人影,勉強地照亮人影周圍的一小片區域,讓人影不被黑暗吞噬。8964 copyright protection182PENANATWmJIxLgpX 維尼
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邱雪睜開眼,抬頭環顧四周,同時回憶失去意識前發生的事。8964 copyright protection182PENANAN2lVRUnO9U 維尼
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「這裡是地獄嗎?」8964 copyright protection182PENANAdlTLw0bn57 維尼
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沒有答案的疑問。8964 copyright protection182PENANATfe34jrjrQ 維尼
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空蕩而封閉的空間,沒有線索,邱雪把目光放在緊閉的大門。她站起身,想要走向前並打開那扇門,然而卻在跨出的第一步猶豫了。8964 copyright protection182PENANAJpA2OmFyew 維尼
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不知為何,她彷彿看見了門外的世界,一個比這封閉的空間來得陰暗和可怕的世界,好像待在房間裡會更安全一些。8964 copyright protection182PENANACWD3MouTeO 維尼
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邱雪躊躇不前,心理掙扎,最後還是敗給了厭倦,不想再受傷、不想再經歷那些陰暗。她待在原地,選擇永遠待在封閉的房間裡。8964 copyright protection182PENANAxJZL44a6fr 維尼
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封閉、孤獨,那又如何?至少沒有人能夠再傷害已經到了只要輕輕一推就會破碎的自己。在那裡的她,雖談不上好,但至少不會更糟,至少她是這麼認為的。8964 copyright protection182PENANAG0VrFEiI9t 維尼
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人一旦開始了沒有節制的封閉,就會在泥沼中逐漸沉淪。或許一開始是想保護自己,可到後來演變成了習慣,習慣了現狀而停滯不前,失去向前和掙脫的動力,最後永遠被困在泥沼之中。8964 copyright protection182PENANAutgkfILQSS 維尼
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不知過了多久,門外傳來雜亂的腳步聲,坐在地上發呆的邱雪拉回思緒,輕蹙眉頭地看向厚重的大門。8964 copyright protection182PENANAA331SAftgQ 維尼
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腳步聲越來越近,最後停了下來,邱雪原以為接下來會聽見敲門聲,然而沒想到迎來的是被直接打開的門。8964 copyright protection182PENANAmVtZMS2T1x 維尼
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一群人之中有好多熟悉的身影,母親、胡茵、姐姐,過往的朋友等,甚至連只認識一天的任婉晴也在其中。8964 copyright protection182PENANASRL69Zg5wF 維尼
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人群以胡茵為首走到邱雪面前,隨後熱情地邀邱雪出門聚會,邱雪不假思索地婉拒。原以為這樣能夠驅走眾人,可沒想到他們仍不屈不撓地糾纏,甚至還升級成強行拖曳。8964 copyright protection182PENANAsjajUsEOug 維尼
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被生拉硬扯的邱雪終是忍無可忍,怒吼一聲:「夠了!」眾人這才停下動作。8964 copyright protection182PENANAK7C2p9gaFZ 維尼
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「出去!」8964 copyright protection182PENANAenaxvrubv4 維尼
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人群在邱雪的大吼下離開房間,有人失落、有人惋惜、有人不滿、有人斥責。嘈雜聲在厚重的門再次關上後消失殆盡,還給房間一片寧靜。8964 copyright protection182PENANAxipe4ANesN 維尼
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這一切發生得太突然,也沒什麼邏輯,好似一場夢,彷彿她在以上帝視角看著自己將眾人推開,看著內心深處的自己。8964 copyright protection182PENANAKUZt1TFQbV 維尼
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「妳真的不想出去看看嗎?」一道神秘而低沉的女聲在房間裡迴盪。8964 copyright protection182PENANAh4I1iHE0do 維尼
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邱雪驚訝地左顧右盼,似想找出聲音的主人。8964 copyright protection182PENANATnf4CSiB1y 維尼
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「妳不需要找我,因為我並不實際存在,妳可以把我當作妳內心深處的聲音。」8964 copyright protection182PENANA9WMd7vRRxk 維尼
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從睜開眼到現在發生的一切,好像也不足為奇,而且仔細聆聽,女聲確實滿像自己的,邱雪沒再執著,隨性地說:「妳想說什麼?」8964 copyright protection182PENANA0twpOncSDw 維尼
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「妳想看看妳死了的後續嗎?」8964 copyright protection182PENANA9VZlGzjRYF 維尼
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邱雪沉默須臾,似乎是為確定自己的死亡而感慨,而後不以為意地道:「死了就死了,還有什麼好牽掛的。」8964 copyright protection182PENANAmNZiblkRVw 維尼
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「會有人為妳舉辦喪禮嗎?」8964 copyright protection182PENANAVLgShqcfZ5 維尼
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「若有,那妳的喪禮會是怎麼樣的呢?」8964 copyright protection182PENANAR99aESnu6I 維尼
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「朋友和親人的反應會是什麼呢?」8964 copyright protection182PENANAPWk9ANMxTz 維尼
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「還有,媽媽還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection182PENANANsqH4OsgnZ 維尼
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幾個問句直擊邱雪內心深處,神秘女聲確實很了解她,句句說到心坎。8964 copyright protection182PENANANFBLY7Nq0M 維尼
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然而邱雪還是一副滿不在乎的樣子,苦笑道:「不就和以往見過的無數次一樣,傳統的喪禮、朋友的哀悼、親人的痛徹心扉,一遍又一遍地重複。」8964 copyright protection182PENANAIuH9UkXWw0 維尼
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「但妳仍抱有一絲希望,希望那個傳統的喪禮有些不一樣,希望有人能夠看見那個不被理解的自己,希望那個虛幻的理想能夠實現。」8964 copyright protection182PENANAZyMUZGsrdd 維尼
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邱雪沉默。8964 copyright protection182PENANAm7SixfdJVD 維尼
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神秘女聲趁勝追擊,平靜無情緒起伏地道:「我可以幫妳打開那扇門,讓妳去看看後續,如果妳沒有說什麼,那就是默認我這麼做。」8964 copyright protection182PENANARdJYVRajgH 維尼
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門輕而緩慢地被無形的力量打開,邱雪想說些什麼,但最終還是沒有說出口,與往常一樣,習慣地隨波逐流。8964 copyright protection182PENANAh1b4GxY1M4 維尼
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刺眼的光透過門縫照進房間,取代昏暗的燈光,為陰暗的空間帶來生氣。門越開越大,耀眼的光一股腦地湧入,不一會兒便佔據了空間,為空間帶來新生的活力,讓一切充滿明朗和希望。8964 copyright protection182PENANAF7vYuyUYZ1 維尼
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視線被一片白光佔據,邱雪合上眼並抬起手臂遮擋,試圖讓眼睛舒緩。8964 copyright protection182PENANAUcz7vmt2uS 維尼
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半響,隔著眼皮感受到的溫暖色調逐漸淡去,周圍的刺眼光芒似乎消失了,恢復一片暗淡與漆黑。8964 copyright protection182PENANAhazV3wnooP 維尼
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邱雪緩緩地睜開眼,視野雖模糊,但不難看出周圍的事物,似乎是病房。8964 copyright protection182PENANAtrC8wafQJg 維尼
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畫面逐漸清晰,隨之而來的還有悲痛欲絕的哭泣聲。8964 copyright protection182PENANAG0zNnYnimm 維尼
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病床上的人安詳地躺著,合上的雙眼、蒼白的臉色、逐漸流失的體溫,顯然是一個片刻前失去生命力的軀體。8964 copyright protection182PENANArVs58WAcpG 維尼
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邱雪站在床尾定睛一看,果不其然看見了自己,現實中實體的自己。8964 copyright protection182PENANAAQUVYo482u 維尼
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醫護人員在病床旁整理好一切後,將機器、導管等醫療設備移出房間。離開前,一位醫護人員和家屬說了些什麼,之後才走出病房,將空間留給家屬。8964 copyright protection182PENANA2CCKHtiQgP 維尼
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母親、姊姊、哥哥圍繞在床邊,有人泣不成聲,有人無聲地擦拭奪眶而出的淚水,有人平淡地旁觀。8964 copyright protection182PENANAojapILyr8X 維尼
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母親緊握著僵硬而冰冷的手,哽咽著說話,濕熱的眼淚無止盡地掉落,落在冰涼的手上,彷彿試圖驅散肌膚上的寒冷,將溫熱喚回。8964 copyright protection182PENANASL4CowKpeZ 維尼
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靈體形態的邱雪站在床尾沉默地看著,不知不覺眼眶盛滿了淚,無聲地掉落在地面,悄無聲息地,就如此刻的她不被發覺和看見,但被在乎著。8964 copyright protection182PENANAeEOGrm0v52 維尼
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不知過了多久,在姊姊的安撫下,母親的情緒漸漸穩定下來,眾人離開病房,交由醫護人員處理後續。8964 copyright protection182PENANAAXTgctso1O 維尼
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母親在門外看著醫護人員將遺體放入屍袋,而後將其搬到轉移的工具上,又是一陣忍不住地流淚,難過、不捨、悲痛,但堅持繼續凝視著,不想錯過未來再也看不見的每一個近在咫尺。8964 copyright protection182PENANA1b8C1MUO2N 維尼
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醫護人員將遺體推出病房,移送至太平間。8964 copyright protection182PENANAOnGlOHHLBk 維尼
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母親目送邱雪離去,逐漸遙遠,在消失前的最後一刻轉過身,仍是不捨,無法承受她真的離開了。8964 copyright protection182PENANAqTbC422U96 維尼
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邱婕將母親安置在休息區,而後走向辦理完手續,從櫃檯走向她們的邱豪。8964 copyright protection182PENANAeLbEFHzr3E 維尼
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「你聯絡殯葬服務了嗎?」邱婕情緒低落地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAFzCAKUsT7d 維尼
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「還沒。」冷淡的回應。8964 copyright protection182PENANAvh58wyWDip 維尼
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「我想完成她的遺願。」8964 copyright protection182PENANAidzvMnNJB6 維尼
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邱豪看向邱婕右手上的記事本,領會邱婕話裡的含義,不過隨即想到了什麼,道:「可是,媽媽會答應嗎?」8964 copyright protection182PENANABpMelWZhh4 維尼
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只見邱婕輕輕一笑,感慨道:「她都寫成那樣了,應該不難說服媽媽吧。」8964 copyright protection182PENANAET860Di4RS 維尼
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