(女方視角)109Please respect copyright.PENANAPE7bhCnLm2
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我有一個不一樣的丈夫。109Please respect copyright.PENANASki4NsNXcz
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他是個同性戀。109Please respect copyright.PENANAHQvL0Xa4fi
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但剛不久就被初戀給甩了,接著又被江大少給哄騙結婚,實則被關進戒同所。109Please respect copyright.PENANATBAYbgTDUi
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真是......悲慘......109Please respect copyright.PENANAJIfN30290K
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母親說,他和我是青梅竹馬。109Please respect copyright.PENANAFUL6AzxlBt
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是嗎?可我......109Please respect copyright.PENANAZgxS0UdfV7
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在高一那年車禍失憶了。109Please respect copyright.PENANAu3Tj2ku2u9
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關於徐洋,我沒有半分記憶。109Please respect copyright.PENANAj1hfK3AAoH
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母親見此非常傷心,卻也無可奈何。109Please respect copyright.PENANAt6taXUgYiT
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我不想讓母親傷心,因此努力假裝愛上他。109Please respect copyright.PENANAggS2zfqCtb
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為了「愛」他,我去查了他的資料。109Please respect copyright.PENANAx99toodCrv
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真的是個悲慘的人。109Please respect copyright.PENANAskuf0qmRdh
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而且,莫名地湧出......一絲心疼。109Please respect copyright.PENANAJH9TyeglXZ
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為何?109Please respect copyright.PENANA9GJyVMQten
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我去贖人了。109Please respect copyright.PENANA22vuv2Np8v
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其實我也沒想到,我會花重金,只為未婚夫贖身。109Please respect copyright.PENANAgVwakM8r7a
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或許是因為......109Please respect copyright.PENANAG8kMRyU01b
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不,沒為什麼,只因為,想。109Please respect copyright.PENANAtyJA3IijKh
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我想贖他。109Please respect copyright.PENANA17UfOIp5cU
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今年秋天來的很快。109Please respect copyright.PENANAll1CyOe8m1
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以往,我都會和朋友一起逛街。109Please respect copyright.PENANA95U6m0wXXF
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現在,我把徐洋接回來了,不免得面對他的精神疾病。109Please respect copyright.PENANAQc2WR3Bu1x
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也是,在一個很折磨人的地方,一般人一定會瘋,他只患上精神疾病已經是個奇蹟了。109Please respect copyright.PENANAPSOTGtMbf5
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真不知道他怎麼熬過來的。109Please respect copyright.PENANAx2QO73G4ZN
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我慢慢地哄著他。109Please respect copyright.PENANAmfHXtPPxTv
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我大學時是讀心理學,深知這種方法雖慢,但能釜底抽薪。109Please respect copyright.PENANAHNth1jJvDs
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送進精神病院,只會造成二次傷害。109Please respect copyright.PENANAecSWcI995t
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他恢復得很快。109Please respect copyright.PENANAk5AElljDHj
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但我知道,他還有心病。109Please respect copyright.PENANAB6Hgnwv0nX
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我慢慢地當上他的人生導師。109Please respect copyright.PENANA1r7byff1Q6
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也慢慢陷入名為徐洋的牢籠。109Please respect copyright.PENANAJavA6fP4ko
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愛的牢籠。109Please respect copyright.PENANAUNw32Fs16B
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面對江臨白的問題時,我的回答是:109Please respect copyright.PENANATBky4rvNUW
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「江臨白,是你的救贖,亦是深淵。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAa0cslnoDDK
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在贖人之前,我曾和江臨白見過一次面。109Please respect copyright.PENANApMRugnZixt
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「真想贖人?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAwNPzqexZtV
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「墨小姐,妳似乎誤會了......我只是在幫他歸回正常......」109Please respect copyright.PENANA39ipAFeBw4
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真是......冷血至極。109Please respect copyright.PENANABIDSXPwKIz
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救贖、深淵......明明是個相反詞。109Please respect copyright.PENANA2BaboSg33P
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但每個救贖,往往是下一個深淵。109Please respect copyright.PENANAsxlGr1H87R
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我是這樣跟他解釋的。109Please respect copyright.PENANAmy3Bnqwg5V
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我們......發生關係了......109Please respect copyright.PENANACpxfMZbUZz
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原因,是因為家族.....109Please respect copyright.PENANAFCsBNjZHZi
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不是你情我願......109Please respect copyright.PENANA6NfmpCTCD5
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三個月後,我懷孕了。109Please respect copyright.PENANAHjOtzuItoi
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徐洋只是安慰我,沒怪罪。109Please respect copyright.PENANAc2O2KCsOME
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他總是這麼溫柔。109Please respect copyright.PENANAKIxffNMSsN
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我們遇到了江臨白。109Please respect copyright.PENANApuZQikSZmS
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他似乎回心轉意了。109Please respect copyright.PENANA51LUs5XYpt
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是嗎?可真可笑。109Please respect copyright.PENANAd2fMnxCZIg
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啊不!好像之前就遇到了......109Please respect copyright.PENANASnqUCZQ0MM
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算了,诶?江臨白......好像要自殺......109Please respect copyright.PENANAjMxV6Obbe9
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徐洋摀住了我的眼睛。109Please respect copyright.PENANAyiONTdJlYz
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看著他冷血的臉龐,我第一次感受到了徐家人特有的冷血。109Please respect copyright.PENANA7LQXKDS7aT
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我流產了。109Please respect copyright.PENANAPUNIeAclsn
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父母似乎很傷心,又似乎沒有。109Please respect copyright.PENANAo3GSKY1GFz
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但在我沉睡時,聽到幾句話:109Please respect copyright.PENANA5im2TUuepN
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「當初真應該保小的!」109Please respect copyright.PENANAXRFIf3TQEj
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「徐洋!你到底為什麼要保大的?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAFApX7sRokI
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「終究是一條人命,不是嗎?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAQMMFSjTNQz
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「如果生出來的是女兒,你們還會保小嗎?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAoMUtKpe6Uz
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所以,他是要.......利用我嗎?109Please respect copyright.PENANAiYS6kGvkrZ
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我不知道。109Please respect copyright.PENANAE1hV7gt1Hs
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我醒後,只看見他慌張地來安慰我。109Please respect copyright.PENANAcW4CxrEi1w
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這一刻,突然覺得他好陌生。109Please respect copyright.PENANAbtKtejBT3O
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這一刻,腦海湧入之前失散的記憶。109Please respect copyright.PENANAjudcwESclu
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不是我所想像的溫柔,而是異常冷漠。109Please respect copyright.PENANAGAyybKWJzu
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突然想起自己名字的意義。109Please respect copyright.PENANAJr9gbwLpq9
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墨棠,棠,海棠,海棠花語,苦戀。109Please respect copyright.PENANAWcPHK6gBtb
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一生終得苦戀。109Please respect copyright.PENANABLc27ptwg0
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「這是......什麼?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAjXYPcmM9wu
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看著他怔愣的表情,我只是沉默不語。109Please respect copyright.PENANAI0mUhoxyeY
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「墨棠,妳是認真的嗎?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAovMkKBswC7
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這是徐洋第一次叫我本名。109Please respect copyright.PENANAOCCFqNn9LO
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「嗯。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAn46R5F2x1D
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「棠棠......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAX0IOtWShEo
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他突然喚了我的小名,引的我微微抬頭。109Please respect copyright.PENANAxmmHOI3wRu
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「妳想起來......了嗎?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAQygp56Wi9O
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他面容有些慌,有些泫然欲泣。109Please respect copyright.PENANAIXbmvO2Frl
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「嗯。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAfO2khW71uZ
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我不解,卻只能平靜的「嗯」了一聲。109Please respect copyright.PENANAeByroTp6cj
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「是嗎......難怪......」109Please respect copyright.PENANApql4zgrnTz
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他笑了一聲,笑的蒼涼。109Please respect copyright.PENANAkdMHMqUSwc
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「終究是......負了妳......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAoYixxPriX6
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他簽了離婚協議書。109Please respect copyright.PENANA2yXKt0ZY0n
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離婚當天......109Please respect copyright.PENANAOR3pZOFTKY
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當民政局人員要拿出離婚證時,徐洋拉過我。109Please respect copyright.PENANAcQWctmPbeh
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「你!」109Please respect copyright.PENANAtMO0rwtMPv
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我愣了愣,就看著他流著眼淚,吻著我。109Please respect copyright.PENANA0BNdkR2TrU
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最後,他倒在我的頸肩。109Please respect copyright.PENANAWsltzzdXpM
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「棠棠......我負了妳......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAtvmEtH9ywq
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「該怎麼贖罪......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAfR19usKDKr
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「不要離婚......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2B6RzUqOX
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「原諒我......」109Please respect copyright.PENANASiVhJIl4rV
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「我不想......再跌回深淵......」109Please respect copyright.PENANA9uUOddRpmM
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他將我摟進懷裡,神色慌張。109Please respect copyright.PENANAFNNW97ioJT
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「我......」109Please respect copyright.PENANACdDj7Xiy6W
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「我前幾天去見了岳母一面,她說......說妳失去了記憶......卻只想不起來我......」109Please respect copyright.PENANA94o37WGFmN
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「嗯。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAGiL5M6xmBE
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「妳對我......已經沒有感情了......對吧?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAoWX0SjhnFN
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「......」109Please respect copyright.PENANABzz4pLPm0W
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「沒有......為什麼......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAXCrAcR7EQO
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「既然沒有,那為什麼......又要對我那麼好......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAlokKSUTJqW
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「我......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAzT993x1dxx
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「妳說......是救贖,亦是深淵。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAfkT3XJHKQG
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「那妳......是我下一個深淵嗎?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAMmgIFikjxZ
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「或許我這麼說,妳可能很不解......」109Please respect copyright.PENANA4CCVqMNIQO
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「我......是因為不想放手。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAhi53KHbccA
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「因為目前,除了妳,我沒別的了......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAvFXmjcHKRL
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「還有.....我想補償妳......」109Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q2OhdbcUW
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徐洋笑了笑,接過離婚證。109Please respect copyright.PENANAwkHTpF1kgE
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「我們......兩清了......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAprgUiHrZqa
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後來聽說,徐大少爺其實患有人格分裂症,但他藏得很好。109Please respect copyright.PENANAPNoakWXj4B
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我悵然。109Please respect copyright.PENANA5k36wHfdu0
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「原來,我沒有治好他啊......」109Please respect copyright.PENANAv0rDtIdlYt
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其實這張預訂是要寫成HE的,但突然想到—109Please respect copyright.PENANAQjR26NFdbw
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耽美番外寫BG!?這合理嗎!?109Please respect copyright.PENANA2v79wrfOTA
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最後還是改成BE了......109Please respect copyright.PENANAc7AmxeIaCx
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所以這章可能會有一些不合理的情節或是前後矛盾......請見諒!109Please respect copyright.PENANA796i7vhzbn