18 前夜43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatbzpSYaTX
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許愛悠從裙袋中抽出一把銀色的鑰匙，插入門鎖。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU6LjuLx5k
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她用指尖按住匙首，轉動匙身。喀擦。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbto4R04TYX
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門打開了，她伸手推門內進，像離鄉已久的族人，在返鄉的瞬間竟然有點猶疑。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmd6GHtYah
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許愛悠步進學生會的辦公室裡，她闊別了差不多大半年的辦公室。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ8G5mshS0
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今天是禮拜日，一般而言連校工也會放假，學校會全面關門，可是因為聖誕節校園祭逼近，各個社團的工作準備得如火如荼，學校也特別開放。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXiTlYlKFg
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許愛悠身為舞蹈社的主力成員，也一樣在周日回校練習演出。她從早上起，獨自斷斷續續觀察了一段時間，確認學生會沒有人以後，便用她去年偷偷配上的鑰匙，進入這老舊又有點陰冷的房間裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLml6pL1o6m
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只要有機會，許愛悠就會將重要場所的門匙都偷配一把，這純粹是她惡作劇般的習慣。但她撫心自問，去年離開學生會後，她從未想過有一天真的會回來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjvSBB8HG6
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學生會的辦公室其實只有兩個間隔，進門以後就已經是會長及幹部的辦公室，會生的位置在最裡面靠窗的位置，旁邊是秘書的書桌，而再前面則是其他幹事共用的小辦公桌；在辦公室旁邊的是小型的會議室，裡面也只是有一張大型的會議桌與十數張椅子，那是每次十二大社團聯席會議召開的場所。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItm7JxWi2f
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辦公室空無一人，窗戶都閉上了。許愛悠呼吸了一口那枯老冰冷的空氣，好像隱約聞到揮之不去的咖啡味。她記得尤天勇愛喝咖啡，特別是手沖的，架上那眾多的咖啡豆，一定是 Mimi 為尤天勇準備的吧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVf4W1V7gp
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許愛悠來到學生會會長的辦公桌前，那古風的桃木桌像博物館的陳設，她用指尖在桌上勾劃著木紋。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UOaTDQa63
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那年她擔任秘書的時候，那年尤天勇還不是會長的時候，有無數次她自行坐在會長的位置上，把那裡當成自己的辦公桌。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6uwNcx0Wa
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她對什麼權力位置地位也毫不貪戀，她貪戀的，是他的坐位。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38c7waNghr
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她如此深愛過的他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeEe3MnB23
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她曾經也像一位墮進童話故事裡的少女，想把男友的一切據為己有，他的生活、他的工作、他的懶惰，他的權力、甚至是他的壓力，她都想摻入一片片書簽，去編排兩人戀情的節奏，讓她成為他生命之詩的駐腳。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pNse2SxIn
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──……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc6yTSMiWa
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許愛悠似乎聽見了什麼，煞地回頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWRoOAPTFJ
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沒有人。學生會裡只有她。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihSrHUdFOb
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她咽下喉間的乾涸感，走到秘書辦公桌旁邊的木櫃上，打開櫃門，拿出一本積著塵的相薄。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP4pNih0A1
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許愛悠輕輕翻開相簿，揚起時空的灰塵，打開其中一頁。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F7MuV1Zcr
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去年學生會成員的合照，一年前的自己，一年前的他。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEchw8sB6OM
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許愛悠之後才想起，她與他沒有一張實體的合照，兩人的自拍或留影，都是在她的手機裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6YRjeFJd0
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許愛悠的指尖抹過他俊朗親和的笑容，有那麼一瞬間，她只覺得一陣軟弱從她的腳底直攀上來，像寒霧般沾滿她的全身，她至今所堅持的一切意義皆被侵蝕怠盡。如果她要放棄，現在就是時候了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynDIPxZUOW
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許愛悠闔起眼，深吸了一口氣，抽走那年的學生會合照，收進裙袋裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsoVq8VT0R
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許愛悠放回相薄，關上櫃門，看了一眼 Mimi 辦公桌上的文件，然後離開學生會，用鑰匙鎖上門。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0baORLZoDo
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那天是許愛悠這輩子最後一次踏入學生會辦公室。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTR2wQKvM4
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殷詠弦第一次遇見許愛悠，是在中學二年級，某次定期坐位調動後，許愛悠坐在殷詠弦前方。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvrcWqcJNK
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許愛悠總是留著一頭柔順的黑長直髮，偶爾夏天的時候，她好像會稍為剪短，然後上課前用髮圈綁起來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd5A55ipj0
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那天上午，殷詠弦先到學校，然後許愛悠才到，她對尚未認識的殷詠弦投以問候的淺笑，然後在她前方坐下來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf93hAH806c
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就是那毫無先兆的瞬間。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraR69nch7X
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當許愛悠撥起肩上披散的長髮，一陣洗髮水的香氣撲入殷詠弦的鼻頭，然後許愛悠繞起雪白的雙臂，俐落地用深紅色髮圈將長髮束成髮髻，露出她那雪丘似的後頸。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk3fdSFUnq
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許愛悠用手掌輕輕固定髮髻，她一直背對著殷詠弦，所以不知道殷詠弦剛才的心跳幾乎停止了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCzpUXsUKx
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殷詠弦看著許愛悠從長髮下裸露的後頸，只覺得由血液循環到呼吸系統，都被某種失控的衝動所附了魔，身體裡有無數熟透的果實在爆發腐爛。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeDtDgqDZ0
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「嗚呼……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ32tvQJTRS
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殷詠弦握住學生桌面，許愛悠聽見身後同學異樣的吐息，轉身過來問道。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3TBlDlCwP
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「妳……無野丫嘛？咦……妳肚痛？頭痛？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoYUYyxim3
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殷詠弦把頭垂下，幾乎貼緊桌面，許愛悠以為她的身體有異，但其實是她不能直視許愛悠那美麗的雙眸。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7gtAWq7a3
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「同學？」許愛悠關切地推了推她的手臂「妳好似叫殷詠弦係咪呀？妳駛唔駛去救護室……？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK4Kt7CwIg
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殷詠弦搖了搖頭，深呼吸一口氣，抬起臉來，她眼裡的淚水模糊了視線，現許愛悠的臉在她眼裡失了焦，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThKCEfohLV
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「唔洗……」殷詠弦回答「我無野……只係有啲胃痛。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod2xXc2wGW
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「妳要唔要飲水？我有啲朱古力呀，我分啲俾妳丫──」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jj5ysCfJV
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「唔需要……」殷詠弦始終搖了搖頭「我、我無野……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvnQWqt8Qk
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「但妳塊面好紅喎？真係無事？定係因為……『日子』到？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap8grMeaHp
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殷詠弦忍住眼裡的淚水，還是堅持搖了搖頭：「我真係……真係無野，妳叫許愛悠？妳陪我……陪我講下野呀，我可能會好啲。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwWBFfEmXC
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許愛悠燦爛地微笑著：「哈哈好呀，我坐係妳前面幾日，都未聽過妳出聲，仲以為妳係唔鍾意講野個種女仔添。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdRCNPUhFc
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殷詠弦苦笑著，又低垂了眼。許愛悠只以為她害羞，但其實她的視線在勾勒許愛悠頸下初熟的身材。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupwNMHlVQ7
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從那天起，每天早上許愛悠到坐位後，就會跟殷詠弦閒聊。許愛悠對事物總有著豐富的好奇心，不論是電視上的連續劇，母親聽見的八卦，學校內的活動……她總樂於跟殷詠弦坦率分享。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw7QnExIOF
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殷詠弦每次聽許愛悠說完話，她內心的羞愧總會不斷增加。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N9R5sCL4c
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她發現自己無法專心聽許愛悠的話，因為她的視線無法不分神到她的笑容與身體上去，特別是她那雪白優美的後頸。每天看她綁頭髮，成為了殷詠弦無法言說的愉悅，她同時又發現自己的世界是如此的沉悶平淡，與許愛悠根本無法相比。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF1pVVgVGi
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直到有一天，殷詠弦發現耽溺的愉悅已不可救藥。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUEL4ONQuo
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她想起了宗教課堂上聽過的神話，人無可承受的罪，可以由全知全能的造物者來赦免。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJN89pwYEd
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她知道學校附近有一座小教堂，她開始時常去默坐，靜禱，聽道。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpdJOlkmDN
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只有在教堂那與俗世割裂的空間之下，她才可以逃避世間的禁忌。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBmTJLaKzt
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她慢慢戴起了十字架，成為了真理研究社的成員，協助教會的修女工作，研讀聖經的話語與歷史。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklPWfyz437
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「小弦，妳信咗教，係咪姐係每日都會祈禱呀？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ufnN9gZhO
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某天午飯時間，許愛悠對她說，陽光照得她的瞳孔像透明。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qoZpFycq0
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「唔……都唔一定，但係多多少少都會嘅。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FZA93rZZP
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許愛悠又說：「妳唔好介意呀，我真係唔信依啲野，但我覺得如果祈禱等於對其他人的祝福，咁應該都係一件好事。妳會唔會幫我祈禱呀？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp0bRNktxK
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殷詠弦望向許愛悠，沒有回答，只是點了點頭。許愛悠沒有察覺她眼裡不如一般的虔誠。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv7FiYvt8S
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──我每日每夜都懺悔嘅罪，正正係妳呀。小悠。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAq2Qf1qlq
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鄭雪蕾清楚記得，今年學期初的問答隊會員大會，當大會經過不記名投票得出結果，宣佈鄭雪蕾是隊長時。那些五年級、六年級幹部皮肉分離的笑臉。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkopMm8AMH2
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任何團體都存在著階級與輩份、社會、公司、家庭、學校。在中學裡，一～三年級生是低年級，四～六年級的高年級。高年級當中，又以剛升上四年級的學生為後輩。在那些學長學姐眼中，後輩就應該是後輩，不應該僭越前輩的世界。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyVOcc2vEI
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即使她早就破了問答比賽的分數紀錄，即使大家都知道沒有她，問答隊過去兩年不會有如此亮眼的成績。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4TZ7n0TLe
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階級之下，鄭雪蕾只是的脾氣嬌縱、難以相處而需要遷就的小女生，而不是實際上的隊長。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmVXKHc9Lh
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學校裡的流言非虛，鄭雪蕾來自一個富商家族，從她祖父輩那一代起，她的家族就已非平民。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUeNUvtaWk
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鄭雪蕾從小見識過階級輩份的威力，父輩、上司輩、兄輩。你可以說她現實或是功利，但她認為任何輩份的位置都是數量有限，人生就是爭奪階級上流的權力遊戲。即使對口咬金鎖匙出身的她，也不例外。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeYrnK3RjB
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如果我能夠往上爬，為什麼我要故步自封呢。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQLaeI629g
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「史上唯一兩次得到諾貝爾物理學獎嘅科學家係──」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu7VpwWcXO
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「John Bardeen。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPoG27UvcE
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鄭雪蕾在提問正式結束之前，已經按下亮燈正確回答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUFd20YG2w
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負責擔當提問員的學生沒有停下來，繼續發問：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPWCFZmk7o
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「答案正確。下一題：美國奧斯卡金像獎，第一屆典禮係邊一年舉行？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pSi1pVTxh
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鄭雪蕾與其他三位問答隊員沒有動作，直到約莫一秒後。鄭雪蕾才按燈：「1929年。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9QX7yRiG2
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郭允箏坐在角落擔任紀錄員，皺起眉頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPvOyAqrct
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即使郭雪蕾擔任聖誕校園祭的總籌委，作為問答隊隊長的她，仍然堅持出席每禮拜兩次的問答操練。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4rgyUuia1
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學界問答比賽與其說是認真考驗學生的知識量，不如說那更像是跨欄或是數學競賽似的反應操練，任何人只要專心背問題，就一定可以有一定成績。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy00JGVs4pa
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鄭雪蕾有著早慧而極好的記憶力與反應能力，輕鬆令她從中學二年級起，就成為問答隊的主將，再於兩年後順利成為隊長。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8flcAiyrrR
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「以下係選擇題，注意答錯扣分：以下哪一個國家於公元9世紀，統一當時嘅朝鮮半島三國：A、高句麗；B、新羅；C、百濟；D、唐朝。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8fUYdaCrH
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鄭雪蕾幾乎是本能反應地按燈，然後卻沒有即時回答，只是闔起雙眼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq39FNGruT
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郭允箏握緊拳頭，他知道鄭雪蕾的強項是年份題及科學人文類的題目，相對較弱的則是歷史選擇題。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡescbwfBgt6
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按照學界的標準，按燈後5秒沒有回答，便算答錯，但鄭雪蕾從來不需要這5秒。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtJoiXsrcu
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「B、新羅。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywvL2j1pl5
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鄭雪蕾大概在第4秒才回答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXn8MpzCfO
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「答案正題。下一題──」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6GACyNqff
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郭允箏兀自鬆一口氣，但他定晴看著鄭雪蕾面上的疲憊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzpP6K9S5x
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問答隊操練結束後，其他同學都離開了教室，剩下作為隊長的鄭雪蕾與她的副手郭允箏。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwq7T1h2Gm
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鄭雪蕾檢視著問答操練的紀錄，郭允箏收拾好坐椅後問：「小蕾……係咪有咩問題。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcknaYVwFHL
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別人也許看不出來，或只會覺得今天的鄭雪蕾有點神不守舍，但這絕對不是郭允箏認識的鄭雪蕾。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrojjDIfisG
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鄭雪蕾總是不想承認，但確實她的情緒或心理狀態異動，總是逃不過郭允箏的雙眼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRBKtwlT1d
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「我諗漏咗一樣野。」鄭雪蕾回答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l2svasDoq
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「係？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd93yPXZtWX
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鄭雪蕾稍低著頭：「我諗漏咗……『係尤天勇眼中，我本人可以作為許愛悠秘密盟友』依一個可能性。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiSN3s0RZp
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郭允箏不明所以：「吓……姐係點？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnX8r0DuCLS
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鄭雪蕾瞧了郭允箏一眼，那眼神像是在怪責郭允箏，也像是在自責。她說：「我當日拎住歐研嘅 harddisk，以表示有能力操控十二大社團，去換取會長提名。但係……係尤天勇眼中永遠唔會確定，我會唔會只係預先同許愛悠合作，我同許愛悠之間嘅衝突只係一場戲，真正目標係當我拎到會長提名，就配合許愛悠推動『校規修訂』。你聽落覺得無可能，只係因為你識得我，但尤天勇唔係，係佢唔信任我嘅前題之下，一定有考慮到依個可能性。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBot2B33UQp
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郭允箏仔細一想，確實有這個可能性。假設鄭雪蕾與許愛悠從來不是敵對，只是自導自演，鄭雪蕾獲得會長提名，許愛悠便會獲得極大優勢。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWvJbNRVvn
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從尤天勇的視角上，他永遠無法確定鄭雪蕾與許愛悠的真實關係，而作為學生會會長的他，可以先做最壞假設。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQAkUFEsFv
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「我終於明，點解我唔俾場地舞蹈社演出之後，尤天勇從來無任何表示，因為係佢眼中，我從來都有可能係許愛悠嘅『同謀』；我亦終於明白點解風紀委對於我嘅安排咁冷淡，咁風紀委亦從來無信任過我……啊。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLtr5huWM0
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自視甚高的鄭雪蕾甚少嘆氣，郭允箏嘗試靠近說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv7AwNJoHe
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「咁但係……調轉講，只要我地嘅聖誕節校園祭成功舉辦，而許愛悠無任何異動的話，尤天勇就一定要俾提名小蕾架？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEehmZFOyQ4
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鄭雪蕾輕蔑地冷笑說：「就算我成功，唔通尤天勇就會任由我坐大？佢信嘅人從來只有 Mimi，而佢對於我嘅提名權，建立於我有充足嘅社團滿意度，去令佢有理由係明年4月嘅時候，俾提名俾我。但如果，只係如果，尤天勇為咗要消滅任何我同許愛悠合謀嘅可能性，會準備咩嚟控制我呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8N81eMe55
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郭允箏瞇起眼晴，覺得難以置信：「妳係指，尤天勇……佢為咗表示有能力控制妳……佢會……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54WRQlsFuG
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「造票。」鄭雪蕾傾前身體，沉聲說道：「目前只係假設，確實連我自己諗到依一層，都覺得難以置信。但諗番轉頭，尤天勇舊年一樣係總籌委，佢一樣經歷過社團滿意度投票，如果佢有多手準備，不論我嘅滿意度係高定低，都有第二手準備假選票去嵌制我的話，就可以完全防止我背叛佢。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnyO0FXNBE
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鄭允箏陷入沉思的靜默裡，片刻才說：「但係……如果小蕾妳要背叛尤天勇，其實任何時候都得啦，佢點止阻唔到……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZruQ46qYZ
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「尤天勇嘅目的，係要阻止許愛悠推行『校規修訂』。佢舊年低票當選，而許愛悠就曾經係會長熱門，在公在私，佢點都唔可以任由許愛悠衝擊學生會同社團體制，但許愛悠今年始終都要畢業，認證社團每半年改選一次，只要十二大社團到下學期開學仲未動搖，許愛悠下學期再推動『校規修訂』嘅可能就細好多。下學期的確係有咩陸運會、水運會、校園開放日一系列活動，但果啲全部係學校主導嘅體育或公式活動，小型社團唔會有太多野可以做到。姐係話，不論尤天勇定許愛悠，都要係聖誕節校園祭決勝負。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFbKzw8bNn
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「亦姐係話……就算下學期小蕾妳再聯合許愛悠，尤天勇都唔需要驚。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCxkZcZGjP
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鄭雪蕾向郭允箏投以微笑，郭允箏早早就為這個微笑而著迷。可是，他一直無法看透這項微笑背後的合意，是讚許嗎？是嘲諷嗎？還是單純的戲弄？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1beCMeR5y
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「對付女人，始終都係要女人出手。」鄭雪蕾自嘲著說「對尤天勇嚟講，我只能成為用嚟對付許愛悠嘅工具，亦必須要由佢黎控制。我承認，或者……我真係低估咗尤天勇依個人，我亦終於明白，點解前會長係俾尤天勇接班，而唔係許愛悠。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IrIucN17r
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「放心，小蕾……我相信妳一定可以成功。」郭允箏說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno9Ru5luN2
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天色開始泛黃，鄭雪蕾稍轉身，典雅而貴氣的側臉令鄭允箏一陣神迷。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoThoxwbPF
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鄭雪蕾只是看著郭允箏，而沒有再說話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv71FTKHnoA
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愛是恆久忍耐，又有恩慈；凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EpS5nDfvH
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鄭雪蕾每次想起這段話，總是失落無助的時候。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXlm8Q6kUW
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速度，距離，節奏。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTbmApr0fH
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比賽會場中無人言語，穿著全套劍道裝備的選手正襟而坐，平滑的木版地與微風般的光線，像宗教儀式似清寂。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksQ7fId6Qn
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莊繞盈有過無數次劍道比賽的經驗，別說戰前的肅穆，甚至落敗她也已經很見慣不怪。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡru1xdW6Ww8
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但這一次，她感到手中的竹中有似乎帶著微弱的震動。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2hHUgZfgP
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今天是晉級賽初賽。她昨天又再一次收到尤天勇以學生會團體發出的電郵，內容是鼓勵性質內容，但言外之意，顯然是表示莊繞盈只要獲得佳績，就能獲得十二大社團的席位，而尤天勇亦希望劍道社能像其他體育社團一樣，穩持學校社團生活的穩定發展。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI0AgNWKvZ
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莊繞盈就算再遲鈍，也知道尤天勇的意思﹐是希望劍道社不會傾向校規修訂。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThVKUOcV3E
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「開始。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbF0hYN5p9
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如果說劍道與其他運動的最大差異，那就是「冷靜」，從劍道的精神，動作，比賽的場地，連裁判官的指令宣讀，都是毫不多餘的精準。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJYR9iZoo6
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莊繞盈起戴起面罩，站到場中。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQsHDhOX2r
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莊繞盈理所當然擔任主將，其餘四位隊友都比自己要年輕，當中甚至有兩位三年級的女生，還是第一次比賽。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgkmlJ51Ka
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莊繞盈花了一個多月的時間，將她們訓練到至少能夠出場的程度，但對方的校隊也不是新手。為免先輸了氣勢，她決定還是由她本人先出場。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD8tTWDprK
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戴上面罩後，連呼吸聲都變得過於刺耳。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu9OKV8x40
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莊繞盈深呼吸，她是六年級生了，畢業之前，這是唯一的大型比賽。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpxhF3YMvL
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敵隊的對手也上了場，兩人行禮，握起竹刀。比賽開始。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4cW5qFjIb
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然而，就在這個時侯，莊繞盈卻想起了阿北與許愛悠。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsib2ikJoYy
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她好久沒有接過阿北的電話，這有點奇怪，阿北不是她唯一的男性朋友，但她應該是阿北唯一緊密聯繫的女性朋友。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NC0casUVu
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以前，阿北與莊繞盈定期會聯絡狀況，碎碎念著各種令阿北覺得麻煩的事情，但自從許愛悠現身以後，阿北便像完全墜進了另一個世界裡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xhoj4j2El
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莊繞盈觀察對手，從袴布晃動的波幅看來，對手的左腳開始緩緩移動。是想搶攻嗎？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MwLKI1PmY
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劍道與其說是「運動競賽」，不如說是「智略競賽」。老練的劍士都知道，意念勝於一切。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2h6EkYBj8
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許愛悠的萬聖節活動非常成功，校園內吹起了變動的風，眾人或多或少也有過關於「校規修訂」的討論。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f4mq3R1Ko
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如果阿北是站在許愛悠的那一邊，那就是站在學生會會長尤天勇的對立面。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBvpjoxmoi
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那她呢？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7kse4jHMD
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劍影。對手搶攻上段，莊繞盈腳尖使力，退守。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxzarKBrQB
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這種試探對手的速度與反應能力的佯攻，不是新手。還好她決定先上陣，如果派兩個小學妹上場，那就鐵定敗陣。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43hde2m6j4
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對手開始移向左側，莊繞盈也交叉腳步，與對手保持的進可攻退可守的距離。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyUM4V6hXf
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這一個月來訓練場地的安排，是尤天勇在展示權力。如果她能帶領劍道社成為認證社團，而又不聽令於尤天勇，那麼劍道社同樣會面臨場地的使用危機。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeliB0dbRD
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莊繞盈左腳突進，腳步聲一響，對手驚覺向後退避。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovZcDlcqT6
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腹部。對方防守的時侯，太注意上段了，腹部有空隙。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrZLVYdFIM
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她想起老師的話，劍道比的不是力量，而是速度，距離，節奏。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE7RLF8qdT
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每一下動作都精心設計，每一次進攻都像插入空氣裂縫裡的針。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tZYMU80ca
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這是她為什麼喜愛劍道的原因，她好像與世界融為一體，自由自在地流動。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xZanngMMd
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尤天勇前天約見過她，詢問她會否參與聖誕節的校園祭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJAIB130dR
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劍道社是小型社團，需要一定的資金，所以從去年開始，就申請參加攤位，表演劍道及提供劍道體驗之餘，也賣一點簡單的日式小食，去幫補營運開支。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x8ZN7w0Ec
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今年的總籌委是四年級生鄭雪蕾，莊繞盈大概知道她是高材生，所以也答應了會參加。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wN6DdBlAA
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尤天勇剎有介事地說，希望莊繞盈會支持鄭雪蕾，投下滿意度支持票。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrzKY6FuEV
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也許是「職業病」，莊繞盈當下覺得尤天勇的動機並不單純，他身上的「氣」，有一種深度卻堅定的攻擊性，像一頭準備就緒的刺猬。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5HKNRSZ62
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莊繞盈右腳再一次突進，對方退守，這一次她的右腳可沒有放緩，再次使力，竹刀平舉，右腳使力，像日出時的第一線光，距離計算正確無誤。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdMSPDExUN
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「どう（胴）。一分。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SmGHpSV4R
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有效的腹部打突。莊繞盈聽見身後的學妹有節制地歡呼，好了，這樣一來，至少確保了士氣。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3T99rumTK
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好累呀。她由始至終只深愛劍道，為什麼這些瑣事會來煩擾她呢？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2WVz0Pxvi
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能否排除掉這一切，讓她專心致意地比賽，沉澱在純粹的劍道裡？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4uc08PHZC
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阿北、許愛悠──莊繞盈默禱──我不會這些機關算盡的事情，不論你們在做什麼，千萬不要失敗，否則我可無法幫忙。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzccFGWIui7
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阿北。你那對死魚眼，要好好看著許愛悠呀。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUzRhMCt0r
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餘暉漸落，校園上的天空已褪成一片蒼藍，平常這時候應已變得冷清的新舊翼校舍，此刻在夜色下燈火通明。明天就是聖誕節校園祭，所有表演成員、參與社團都密鑼緊鼓地做最後準備，甚至據說會有學生在校內留宿。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgnRQ1JDtp
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「點解妳咁鍾意走嚟天台呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2JyxVbxiC
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阿北步上天台，果然看見許愛悠一個人站著，身上圍住一片棗紅色的厚毛毯。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1pwXtMtJ8
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許愛悠聽見阿北的呼喊，回頭望去，綻露平淡的微笑：「我係少女，所以有少女心丫嘛。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsBg4jwCcG
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阿北走上前去，說道：「咁同天台無關架，妳都無答我問題。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1hAV18TWy
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阿北來到許愛悠旁邊，今天的風很冷，卻很柔和，許愛悠的黑長直髮隨風輕揚著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sCyUUzy9v
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「搵我有事？」許愛悠沒戴著散光眼鏡，向著阿北說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoMyRFktGd
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「交具工通研究社同理工學會班男仔話唔見咗妳，我去舞蹈社、劇社又搵妳唔到，咪估妳係咪又上嚟吹風。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgbb1d7YAS
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許愛悠卻咯咯嬌笑起，弄得阿北好奇地望過去，許愛悠卻得意地說：「咁同你上嚟搵我無關架，你都無答我問題。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pb5OGkrwH
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阿北反起白眼，陪著笑說：「得啦，叻啦叻啦，又俾妳串番我轉頭啦，許大小姐。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH346OvKWs
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天色昏藍，從天台看下去，圍繞著操場為中心的校園卻匯聚了一池明亮，像因為聖誕而點燃的爐火。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X8czGKLI6
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許愛悠收起玩世不恭的笑聲，拉緊身上的毛毯說：「你之前係咪問過，話想知道我同林之年嘅事呀。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQoBGRzKaL
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「林之年？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TYIbyp0Qe
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阿北聽見陌生的名字，語氣甚是疑惑，許愛悠倒是睜大圓滾滾的雙眼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcKLxWYfiG
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「吓？你連林之年係邊個都唔知？你認真？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24pJ1vv3yA
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阿北驚訝於許愛悠的驚訝：「呃，唔好意思，我真係無乜印象……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWjbbLtctD
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許愛悠失笑數聲，搖頭道：「你條友真係呢……如果唔係我知你日日都有返學，我真係懷疑你著住套校服，cosplay 我地學校嘅學生。好啦，我同你隆重介紹本大小姐嘅前男友，前學生會會長林之年，亦係截止目前校史以來，得票最高嘅學生會會長，拎咗87％票，睇嚟你條友就係剩底個13％喇。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH3EaU6Ghg
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每年期末，學校都會進行下學年的學生會會長選舉，所有學生都會收到選票。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEeE0MjXVG
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阿北當然也一樣有收到過選票，但他有填過嗎？唔……如果只有一個候選人，就投票屬儀式性，不需要過半數，這樣投下去也沒有意思；如果有兩個人，則兩人需要競爭及過半數，如果最後不過半數，就由教員及校董決定，這樣不也是沒有意義嗎？到底他是否剩下的13％，他真的毫無印象。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVtRhna7Kk
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「呃……」阿北用投降的表情說「可能我都有循例投票嘅，但我真係無印象。妳知我個人架啦……依啲野，咩學生會、咩投票，我都唔係好理。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfRvvMDsIu
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「雖然我地分咗手都有一段時間，之後除咗畢業禮亦都無再見面，」許愛悠在晚霞下微笑說「但我必須要講，如果你見到佢本人，就一定知道點解佢會咁高票做到學生會會長，點解連尤天勇都對佢咁尊敬，咁解……我會鍾意佢，甚至因為佢而入學生會？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjPIinHvwH
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許愛悠低頭微笑著，那一刻的笑容確實比平常的她更少女。阿北有點訝異：「原來妳係因為佢先入學生會？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWalMABcgU
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許愛悠點了點頭：「係呀，你聽我講咁多咩校規修訂、咩要改變十二大社團嘅機制，我又點會鍾意學生會呢？本身我對加入學生會毫無興趣，我識林之年果陣，我三年級，佢四年級，佢仲係學生會幹部。之後我地開始拍拖，到一年後佢選到學生會會長，就叫我入去幫佢手，做佢嘅秘書。我本身都有啲猶疑架啦，喂，但係你男朋友叫到喎，仲要係有史以嚟最高票嘅學生會會長喎，點都拒絕唔到啦。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn4PL4mNzK
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「咁……之後呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QfLwSCPCB
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後來，阿北曾經從林強口中，或其他同學口中，多少聽過許愛悠與前學生會會長的故事，都只是流言或片段，但每個人都說，許愛悠與他的前男友是非常匹配的一對，兩人分手的時候，不少人也感到震驚。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6oqLcWzcG
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「點講好呢……」許愛悠歪了歪頭「我應該先解釋，其實學生會無大家想象中咁大權力，都係負責文件野，開會野呀，反映下意見咁。所以即使我本身唔特別對學生會做嘅野有好感，一開始做佢秘書果陣，都叫做輕易手上，無乜問題……直到聖誕節校園祭。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIebyLPWyr
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「妳同尤天勇……都一樣係籌委。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCOqYKy08n
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許愛悠點了點頭：「至於點解會有雙籌委，就係因為……當我需要協調同編排各大社團嘅活動，特別係風紀委同體育社團果陣，林之年開始察覺到，我好自然就會偏幫其他小型社團，而且特別排斥我最唔鍾意嘅風紀委。林之年為咗安撫佢地，就放咗風格同佢相似嘅尤天勇落去。然後……當校園祭結束，社團滿意度投票嘅時候……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17od5wqP21
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這時幽暗的天色褪落成純粹的黑夜，風吹散了許愛悠的話音。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6W5GXckMu
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阿北靠近許愛悠身旁，替她拉好肩上的毛毯，笑說：「唔好喊呀，我最怕見到女仔流眼淚。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebs2SAG4kY
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許愛悠回頭一笑：「咦，咁我更加應該要喊喎。不過……唔係啦，過咗咁耐，我一早無野。當時社團滿意度投票結束，學生會會長、姐係林之年負責點票，佢發現……我輸咗比尤天勇。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvIEIkRwU4
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阿北雙按住許愛悠的肩頭，她說得平淡，但阿北仍然驚訝：「妳竟然會輸？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9e0dj6zEU
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許愛悠搖了搖頭，阿北聞到她髮梢洗髮水的味道：「大型社團本身就唔鍾意我，而我亦承認，因為尤天勇都係籌委，我好多想法最後都要妥協，搞搞下我自己都無癮……所以無做得特別好。如果無尤天勇，無其他選擇，可能我個滿意度投票都唔會太難睇，但……有比較就有傷害，好多大型社團，特別係風紀委、體育社團同制服隊伍，將票數過曬俾尤天勇。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDompgcnMW9
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「當林之年發現依件事之後，佢個晚趕嚟搵我，將結果話咗俾我知。老實丫，當時我點都有難過，要時間接受，話曬我都真係因為校園祭忙咗成個月，但又真係未至於去到話喊呀、情緒崩潰呀。輸咪輸囉，之後選唔到會長都無所謂架，正如我岩岩都有講，我本身就唔鍾意學生會，有咩所謂。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLndoppw9Y0
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阿北靜靜地聽著，雙手沒有離開許愛悠的肩頭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP4rx7IERj
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「但當林之年見到我難過嘅樣，佢竟然比我更難過，然後同我道歡，話唔應該放尤天勇落去做雙籌委，佢無諗過最後結果會係咁。然後，佢又話……唔洗擔心，佢有辦法令我反勝，個方法就係──」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoUMhCOokQ
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「造票？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOkrrRJi1B
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阿北自然地說了，站在她身前的許愛悠卻嘆了口氣，那是阿北至今聽過她嘆氣最深的一次。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPL34lP2iG
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「無錯……造票。佢話要改投票紀錄，令個結果係我贏。當我聽到佢咁，我，呼……我個心，真係突然好痛。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR959pIIy1X
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許愛悠說到這裡，呼吸驟然喘急。阿北握緊她的肩頭：「妳無野丫嘛……妳唔想講落去嘅話──」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwTLH2cEdA
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「我真係無事，」許愛悠再次搖了搖頭：「……可能你會覺得，『吓，就咁咋？咁就心痛？咁就要分手？』但係……你可以試下想象，我當年愛嘅林之年，我地之間一齊去享受依個大世界嘅果份……天真，就算我地做學生會，係制度之內，都可以有嘅果種快樂。又或者當時我已經過咗熱戀期啦，果晚我突然明白，原來始終都係無可能，林之年同我，係兩個世界嘅人。就當我接受佢做票俾我，之後我贏咗尤天勇，之後做埋學生會會長，再改埋校規，咁我又會開心咩？其實從一開始，我就唔應該入學生會，但無可能，因為當時我愛佢；從一開始，佢就唔應該俾我做校園祭總籌委，但無可能，因為佢愛我。我地都以為，只要有愛，所有妥協，所有改變，都唔會係問題。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqRwXfCZDx
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「我所認識嘅林之年，我曾經所愛嘅林之年，係一個非常善於外交同公關嘅人，任何制度，任何機關，佢手中都必然會有最均衡的狀態，佢無需要，亦從來唔會改變任何制度。如果又再下一次，佢又會點？佢會因為我，而變成點樣嘅林之年，會唔會唔再係我所愛嘅佢？會唔會……我地都會慢慢變到，同當初相愛嘅我地唔同。如果你會話，吓，人就係咁架啦。但……我真係唔想係咁……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcAugMaeah
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許愛悠停頓下來，吐出氣息平緩著呼吸。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmbAMbPxSX
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──妳唔係話要改變十二大社團嘅制度咩？妳唔做會長，妳點做到呀──43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxdY0HpdO9
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──我做唔到還做唔到！但你咁樣做，唔係我想要架！──43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKgfv7SJEq
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「大小姐？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Anz1cUITo
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阿北輕喊著，許愛悠才發現她沉默了一段時間。她終於挽起笑容說：「就係咁啦，我講完喇。依個就係我同林之年嘅故事。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjIWzzlapw
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阿北輕輕按住許愛悠的肩頭，沉思片後說：「我想問妳一樣野。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdVVnxwKNn
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「咩呀？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaboTRiHr8
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「妳成日話改變世界，如果妳真係改變世界之後，同妳想象嘅唔同，或者……依個世界入面嘅人，感受到嘅同妳預期唔同？結果……唔係同林之年對妳一樣咩？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8eetkclav
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許愛悠咯咯淺笑：「係架，或者會架。到底我搵你出氣，再係你面前喊啦好無？不過……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvusVfu92xl
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許愛悠說著，在阿北面前轉過身來，抬起眼看著他，黑夜的雙眼像透露著遙遠未來的水晶球。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox6QkGvsMs
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「嗯？」阿北好奇許愛悠的注視。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwSpTTfu05
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許愛悠微張開嘴，卻還是沒有說出來。她伸手拍了拍阿北放在她肩上的手，只是說：「你走先啦，我仲要練多陣舞，仲有野要安排。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dKlyYlCs9
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阿北收起許愛悠肩上的雙手，說著：「都入曬黑啦，妳仲係度吹風，病咗就大獲。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsIqaE9DTb
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「有咩咁大獲，你班男仔無得睇我跳舞？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hjaHWpEm2
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「或者依個世界會少咗好多愛與勇氣。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0274XM2KEX
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「噗──哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuvcWY7m4x
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阿北只是隨口調侃著，許愛悠卻仰天大笑，開懷的笑聲在夜中空中迴盪。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnHojpQ5PJ
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「有時我覺得妳啲笑位真係好奇怪。」阿北沒好氣地搖頭「好啦，咁我走先啦。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbwVMTbZlj
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許愛悠抹了抹眼角的淚水，然後向阿北揮手告別，阿北便往天台的出口步去。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRG2GgT8ia
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「阿北！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyhXVl8mJE
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阿北走到出口，聽見許愛悠的叫喊，便回頭過去，只見許愛悠拿出了手機。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijU8Jl6aeW
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「點呀？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH8p8b703G
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許愛悠沒有說話，打開手機中的一個相薄，那裡面是林強在橋牌學會聚賭的罪證，包括各種相片及影片。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwj3COjUTk
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然後她指頭一掃，選擇所有相片及影片後，便全數刪除。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA50uV6AKOI
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阿北笑了笑說：「我代表林強多謝妳呀，雖然佢從來唔知咩事。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJiiC2enUY
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「你之前話……」許愛悠收起手機「聽晚舞會陣要同我跳舞，仲係咪架？係真嘅，我準備定多套衫呀。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDzBgtioRY
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「係呀，呃妳做乜姐，反正都最後一年，我點都會參與下舞會，咪搵妳做舞伴。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcaTdtYyZU
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「你條友有無西裝架，洗唔洗幫你搵埋，舞蹈社都有唔少男仔衫。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ2N7S585P
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「咁依樣妳有所不知，我老豆係撈製衣，所以我點都有衫。話事話，我精靈之夜俾妳個隻手環呢？咩第二封印，妳唔係話要戴住咩，仲咩一直都唔見。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡospU5yPOEn
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「喂大哥呀，我地女學生，身上有鮮色飾物，會俾訓導主任周架。我已經搞呢搞路，平日唔想再多麻煩。我舞會果陣戴番囉，好未？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUhNTxb6J3
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「咁我都要認真諗下點襯妳啦。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gAOhPhhVS
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「你知道就好啦，死仔，聽日見啦。」許愛悠再次揮手說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82uL3OTCkY
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「聽日見。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgdQ2KX4Mh
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許愛悠看著阿北步下樓梯，她再次轉身，獨自從高處看著這邁入聖誕的校園。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6ZLIA3LFx
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──以後？『依家』妳都改變唔到，妳點改變『以後』呀？正因為我愛妳，我先叫妳入學生會、我睇見到妳做到妳想做嘅野，所以俾妳做聖誕節嘅總籌委，小悠！依個係妳最好嘅機會──43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLErgJSnYu
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──如果我連『依家』都唔鍾意，咁『以後』我又會鍾意咩──43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpYZmnoAyA
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許愛悠在夜幕裡閉上眼，吹在她身上的夜風愈來愈重。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3Wn9PoJxU
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