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嚴雲輝回想起來,第一次感到猶疑,正正就是在那一天。59Please respect copyright.PENANAS3ie6zyTBD
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接吻事件的那一天。59Please respect copyright.PENANAG2BPojpfdL
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「阿輝阿輝!你做乜仲係度呀!快啦,佢地兩個仲咀緊呀!出嚟睇啦!!」59Please respect copyright.PENANAnuRP21VFlS
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溫透晴。他的女友。他上學年追到手的女友。說是「追」,又似不太準確,青春時代有多少伴侶是真的追回來的呢?大抵都是互相先有好感,看誰是出手或開口──但是,故勿論如何吧。總之,溫透晴,與他交往了約莫兩個月的女友,衝到他的面前,催促著他到外面去。59Please respect copyright.PENANAColqNpTFLS
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「我岩岩睇完啦……有咩好睇,咪兩條友係度打車輪。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAbQzTco6OD7
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嚴雲輝如實回答,他自問沒有透露任何批評或不屑。溫透晴卻硬拉起他的手臂:「咁你陪我睇啦好無,出嚟啦。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAHtWWA97Ls7
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對於女友的命令他總是遷就,結果還是跟著溫透晴再一次出了課室。59Please respect copyright.PENANAmxe8TwGNAo
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走廊上依然是眾多喧嘩驚嘆的學生們,看著在操場正中央,在剎白的陽光下接吻的兩位學生。59Please respect copyright.PENANAdtigDJr8pR
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「嘩呼……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAdKFYloDUEk
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嚴雲輝看見身邊的溫透晴合起手掌,嘴巴貼在掌緣上,亮晶晶的雙眼由衷流露出讚嘆,既難以置信又像自愧不如。59Please respect copyright.PENANA5sOmHXTsDr
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「妳無野丫嘛?」嚴雲輝問道。59Please respect copyright.PENANAutNSLulJE9
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「無,感動姐,嘩,你唔覺得個畫面好靚咩?兩個學生反抗學校嘅處分喎,先唔講合唔合理,你自問都做唔到啦。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAMlb1BXctcp
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「都係嘅……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAcqQ51ShoKs
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嚴雲輝並未否定溫透晴的說法。他並非敷衍,而是他也同意溫透晴所說,先惶論其合理性,作為學生單是要行動,那就已經要有莫大的勇氣。59Please respect copyright.PENANAH0uGBSkGhG
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這亦也許是他為何看了一半又回到教室中,因為他知道這兩名學生──是楊希杰及方潔海吧。並不會因為他們的勇氣,而足以改變其悲劇下場。59Please respect copyright.PENANAAcjo9JhCUT
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果不其然,校工及老師已突破圍觀的學生人群,強行分開了他們兩個,再各自帶走,應該會直接趕出校門了吧。59Please respect copyright.PENANAjUzhDLUNxF
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「啊,」溫透晴用力握起嚴雲輝的手掌「好慘呀……其實佢地都無做錯啲乜丫。學校有人出貓、有人偷野,有人恰師弟妹,果啲更加應該俾人趕出去啦,唔係咩……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAiqN0XDhj0E
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嚴雲輝也安撫地輕握住溫透晴的手,只是沉吟道:「咁呀……規矩嘅野。只能夠講佢地嘅行為,咁岩觸動到學校神經,有時都完全唔關個行為本身事。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAJg2y98FbXW
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「你咁講,」溫透晴應著道「其實我同你,都有可能俾人踢出校嫁喎。」59Please respect copyright.PENANARgY0bx0lyy
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嚴雲輝沒有回答。與此同時,他突然有一份奇怪的感覺,就像家中電壓不穩,保險絲即將斷掉前的燈影閃動。59Please respect copyright.PENANAOg3kOBBUlz
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他是否選錯了女朋友?或「追」錯了女朋友?59Please respect copyright.PENANAKFWezWiGfI
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溫透晴與嚴雲輝同年,比他稍年輕幾個月,一樣也是四年級生。59Please respect copyright.PENANACPBdXPoflA
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如果名字也是一種自我實現預言,那麼溫透晴就是極佳的例子。先不說她可愛溫柔的臉,或以她的年紀來恰如其份的身材,她最吸引嚴雲輝的,是她確實有一份單純澄明的氣質。59Please respect copyright.PENANAW016Lm8wBL
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在這個資訊毫無底線泛濫爆炸的年代,說一個女生「單純」似乎有點匪夷所思,但嚴雲輝認為,溫透晴的思維裡,確實是有一份純淨性,她總是會先看事情最善良或脆弱的部份。就例如,有一次兩人一起上學,差點就遲到了,趕進校門後,校工關上大閘,再往後趕來的學生全被拒諸門外。59Please respect copyright.PENANAsLArrzgdam
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「啊,」溫透晴回頭看去「佢地訓晏咗少少姐,同我地差一兩分鐘就被人當遲到……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAS4pSG6EYJM
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嚴雲輝卻想說,其實很多遲到的人,是他們即使準時起床,也一樣會因為拖延的理由而遲到。他們知道就算遲到、記缺點也好,見家長也好,也不會有最極端的後果。他們在行為上遲到之前,思想上早已遲到了,絕無溫透晴想得那麼冒失單純。59Please respect copyright.PENANAEpV0NwZ3nH
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溫透晴就是這樣的一個女生,而他深深被她吸引。59Please respect copyright.PENANAhquumI2uUe
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「萬聖節有精靈之夜呀!我地不如去玩囉!」59Please respect copyright.PENANAmQEwVj6tZb
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「精靈之夜……?許愛悠搞果個?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAoBr0jKiEii
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10月下旬的午飯時間,溫透晴突然對嚴雲輝說。溫透晴啐了一口,輕拍嚴雲輝的肩頭:59Please respect copyright.PENANAErYkS5gXx9
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「你地啲男仔,就淨係記得許愛悠。人地大師姐嚟嫁,你無行嫁啦。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAWnqCvrnNAh
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「乜野呀……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAvufWT2GvYE
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「唔洗怕醜喎,大把人係許愛悠粉絲啦,人又聰明又靚女又高調,我明嘅。等於我以前都好迷林之年嫁,我認喎。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAflKUOqblD2
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溫透晴說得莫名奇妙地自豪。嚴雲輝聽她提起許愛悠與林之年,也想起去年兩人分手時曾引起一陣哄動,倒是很久沒有再聽過他們的八卦了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAikFIputEBc
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溫透晴見嚴雲輝吃著飯沒有回答,又搖起他的手臂說:「點呀,你去唔去玩呀,我聽講有咩解謎活動,可以變裝,仲有營火晚會。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA5QIAzUGCvc
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「嗱,」嚴雲輝說「我當然可以陪妳去,但咩解謎果啲我乜太大興趣,同埋妳都知我近排要練水,夜晚搞嘅,我要睇睇時間夾唔夾到。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA7gNGwjp8JG
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嚴雲輝是泳隊的成員,專長是蛙式及自由式,肩膀訓練得又結實又橫練,他一直覺得是這一點吸引了溫透晴。59Please respect copyright.PENANAUzwdW9iovz
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「唔,」溫透晴歪了歪嘴尖「好啦,咁你睇下再話我知啦。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAGNpxVwjVkH
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「妳好似好想去喎。」嚴雲輝笑說。59Please respect copyright.PENANA4b1mTgWjOg
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「我想玩變裝呀,我要扮千尋!《千與千尋》入面果個!」溫透晴興致勃勃地說「同埋,許愛悠佢咪話要推校規修訂嘅,精靈之夜都係小型社團搞嘅活動,我覺得點都要支持下。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA6KBXcoQ7R8
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校規修訂。要透過十二大認證社團的權力,改寫校規,重新審議「接吻事件」。59Please respect copyright.PENANAzKtpPq1vth
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嚴雲輝當然知道這件事,但他一直沒有涉足社團活動的管理層面,所以沒有深入看待。他對溫透晴說:「估唔到妳係企係許愛悠果邊。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAQukwa7fjJ8
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「吓,」溫透晴倒認真地說「我無諗咁遠喎,咁有師兄師姐幫手搞多啲活動,學校入面多種聲音多種睇法,唔係好事嚟嫁咩。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA3FFpumRTk1
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嚴雲輝沒有立即應答。他先想的,並不是該如何回答,而是為什麼溫透晴會那麼自然地說出這些想法。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHU3Bb9zgBV
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「可能……」嚴雲輝終於說「都係好事嚟嘅。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAq33T3uotac
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溫透晴似乎察覺到嚴雲輝語氣間的猶疑,並未再於此話題上深究,而是開始閒聊其他事情。59Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ksho86ibQ
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嚴雲輝並不是完全對校規修訂,或是學生會、社團等議題毫無興趣,像去年學期末,尤天勇參選會長的時候,他很認真地看過尤天勇的政綱,然後在期末時投了他一票。59Please respect copyright.PENANAuFXMcBUho1
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問題是,校規修訂的制度、程序及枝節也非常煩瑣,他單是要處理學業,泳隊的訓練,與溫透晴約會,或陪伴她弄東弄西,就已經費盡各種校園生活中的時間,泳隊確實是十二大認證社團之一,是學校的老牌社團,亦是校刊所說的「萬年認證社團」。但他,嚴雲輝,只是一個普通社員,他自問真的沒有這種能力去觸碰那麼高遠的制度爭端。59Please respect copyright.PENANAFTysrKy41u
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溫透晴其實也只是歌藝社的社員,甚至不是合唱團的正規軍,歌藝社好像只有那麼四、五個人,沒事就去卡啦OK當社團活動。許愛悠與林強(那傳說中的「後宮王」,許愛悠的著名行動副手)再神通廣大,也不可能令溫透晴影響大局吧。59Please respect copyright.PENANAqb6OBPpcca
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「嘩~阿輝!你睇下!幾多人嚟玩丫,仲有錢賺添呀!哈哈!早知道我地加價啦!!」59Please respect copyright.PENANApRXpKxOhJV
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嚴雲輝身處操場,這場史無前例、完全開放式的操場聖誕校園祭。溫透晴跟他說,歌藝社放置了流動卡拉OK裝置,收費1元1首歌,結果眾多學生倒也不介意付費一展歌喉。59Please respect copyright.PENANAuNnFAI6nRt
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到底為什麼所有人突然會衝到操場上呢?現在是12月21日呀,你們不覺得冷嗎?就算有舞蹈社史上首次的操場即興演出,也用不著如此吧?還有剛才那場大停電,真的不是林強自導自演嗎?沒有人懷疑嗎?59Please respect copyright.PENANARXl04NReuX
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不過,他也倒不會否認,這種形式的校園祭,確實比鄭雪蕾原來規劃的傳統模式,來得活潑熱鬧,至少溫透晴她玩得很盡興。59Please respect copyright.PENANAw2R1yGa3uO
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「果邊有珍珠奶茶買呀!」溫透晴又拉起嚴雲輝的手,擠向好像是角色扮演社舉辦的小食攤「你呢,頭先有無去玩呀?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAe4i3ocM5Gs
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泳隊是少數在校園祭當天沒有活動的大型社團,他倒是有點被問到了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAOQXecMiawy
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「無呀……我好似陪朋友睇咗陣 Dancing,又去望咗陣咩橋牌學會,但原來打橋牌唔可以講野,悶到呢……所以我都係周圍行。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAjCK8t35NYI
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「搞錯呀~」溫透晴抱怨道「我諗咁樣玩法嘅校園祭,真係得今年嫁咋,你做咩唔玩盡佢呀。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAbuMPFOpYe8
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「做乜鬧我呢……」嚴雲輝好笑說「唔玩都有錯?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAz7CvkkXTz4
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嚴雲輝這麼一說,溫透晴卻突然站定腳步,直視著嚴雲輝。溫透晴從來想到什麼就說什麼,她甚少會停頓那麼久,嚴雲輝只覺得奇怪。59Please respect copyright.PENANApHZR8WIzos
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「又……」溫透晴牽著嚴雲輝的手說「又唔係有錯嘅,咁但係……係丫嘛。你好似唔多有興趣咁,但係……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAz8d3PjVR9y
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嚴雲輝雖不算戀愛經驗豐富,但他知道男女之間,還是有些話不要盡說比較好。他撫了撫溫透晴的背:59Please respect copyright.PENANAe7sw0fZzPL
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「係咪飲珍珠奶茶呀,行啦,我都口喝啦,我請妳飲。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAxDtebeRjwV
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「嗯。」溫透晴垂著眼,點了點頭。59Please respect copyright.PENANAUaftvz3ewv
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原來全套西裝穿起來,是那麼熱。59Please respect copyright.PENANARSFJjzum4w
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就算是12月的晚上,嚴雲輝穿著全套合身現成西裝,也只覺得背上不覺滲起汗。他站在走廊裡等待進入晚會,不知何故,所有風紀將禮堂重重包圍,每個內進的人都要簡單檢查隨行物品,所以在走廊上排起了長長的人龍。59Please respect copyright.PENANAW32svfYmod
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溫透晴挽著他的手臂,化起了少見的成熟妝容,穿著簡單的亮藍色閃片長裙,陪著他在隊中慢慢往前。59Please respect copyright.PENANAcABgzcpshf
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他們兩人都是四年級生,是第一次參與聖誕舞會,他們一方面感到好奇,又因為是新手,多少因為怕失禮而感到戰戰競競。59Please respect copyright.PENANAd3BPGwqgPs
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「嗚嘩……」「哦……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAivVzjmg4ix
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當兩人一起步入禮堂會場,不覺也被場內華麗高貴的裝設所吸引。59Please respect copyright.PENANA6BubkGnHsG
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嚴雲輝不覺說:「我地有學校有咁有錢嫁咩?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAiDKg64kyJM
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「咩呀,」溫透晴笑說「鄭雪蕾有錢囡嚟嫁嘛,係超有錢果隻,你唔知咩?佢做搞手,幾誇都有啦。」59Please respect copyright.PENANArIGVWCwWNx
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「我真係唔知咁多八卦野喎,」嚴雲輝笑說「咁依家……其實有咩做呢?」59Please respect copyright.PENANATuv9DF4eaP
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「無嫁,去試下跳Waltz,飲下野,吹下水,睇下囡睇下仔咁囉~」59Please respect copyright.PENANA0juqI4S2Do
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然後,嚴雲輝便與溫透晴試著去跳了兩支舞(兩人其實都不懂,但溫透晴卻比較笨手笨腳),又拿了點食物飲料,與其他進場的朋友們閒聊說笑。59Please respect copyright.PENANAqSXr0zh3Cj
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之後,溫透晴又被她相熟的閨蜜拉去拍照打卡,嚴雲輝則與男生朋友站在場邊,不其然對不同的女生們評頭品足。特別是六年級的師姐們,她們是最後一年參與晚會,幾乎是完全豁出去,就差沒有穿婚紗了。他們都注意那在舞池中姿態優美的許愛悠,也不知道她抱著的那人,是否就是他的新男友。59Please respect copyright.PENANAq8ujgZglWl
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到溫透晴回來後,她解下自己的長辮,呼出極為滿足的一口氣:59Please respect copyright.PENANAn8xMA3SYUe
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「好正呀,我年年都有玩校園祭,但今年真係最正嫁!」59Please respect copyright.PENANAh84L6yoorz
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嚴雲輝抹起溫透晴的髮絮:「哈哈,今年落足本,最岩妳啲女仔打卡。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAOOlf4wncI0
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「嘖,唔係啦!」溫透晴皺眉說「你都唔明嘅!」59Please respect copyright.PENANAnk9DGjGEL5
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「係呀係呀,係我唔明。」嚴雲輝隨口說著。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJK6nPF9cPT
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「唔係呀!」溫透晴突然正色說「係真係同之前唔同呀,係有啲野變咗呀,你明唔明呀?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAUd9Gbrl6zu
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嚴雲輝收起彊硬的微笑,溫透晴確實是單純體貼的女生,但也不是完全沒有脾氣。怎麼可能呢,是女生就一定有脾氣。59Please respect copyright.PENANAqsUd3nZpfa
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「我一直都明白妳嘅意思,阿晴,」嚴雲輝知道他必須小心用詞「但我係想講,相比舊年,今年嘅佈置、安排、都比上年用心同埋出色。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAXrrIU4aEyc
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溫透晴卻竟忍不住露出氣餒及不耐煩的表情,那是他第一次從她臉上,看見這種表情。59Please respect copyright.PENANA77IsYeWiZm
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「嘖……你都係唔明。唉,我知可能、可能係我唔識表達,」溫透晴有點情急地說著「我都講唔出係咩原因,係許愛悠又好,係鄭雪蕾又好,係林強又好,我地學校嘅作風開始變緊,唔再係之前咁規矩,咁死板。我都真係唔知依件事最後係好定壞,我只係覺得……依一刻,我、我好享受依種改變,如果我有得揀嘅……最好日日都有新野發生,我唔想佢返轉頭。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAOUkAR30nhx
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所以說聖誕節對情侶來說真的很危險,各種層面上的──嚴雲輝腦裡一閃而過。他握住溫透晴的手臂:「我明,但係──」59Please respect copyright.PENANANylx7CPqkv
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「唔係,阿輝,你從來都唔明。」溫透晴無奈地說「我唔係、我唔係要怪責你,但係,我唔知點講,好似今日係操場,我覺得真係好好玩好開心,你就只係好似……無乜野咁,我唔係話我要逼你同一齊笑,但係……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAS1aBkT9EJJ
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溫透晴說著說著,竟急得兩眼泛淚。嚴雲輝也只好嘗試抱住溫透晴,她也沒有抗拒,只是肢體生硬。59Please respect copyright.PENANAr9nJON0cI1
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「阿晴,我,唉……」嚴雲輝知道這時候他最好是坦白「好啦,我承認,我係真係唔明。我地讀書咪讀書囉,拍拖咪拍拖,妳要我陪妳玩,妳知道我從來無所謂,唱歌又好,變裝又好,但有時候……我都唔知,可能我無咁有大志,妳所感受到嘅野,咩改變,咩好壞,我真係感受唔到。不過,阿晴,妳聽我講,我真係好鍾意妳。依個我保證。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA3VD9K6Tyfw
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「我都係……阿輝。」59Please respect copyright.PENANANv1FOhiG8V
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溫透晴面無表情,但仍然柔聲說著,握起他的手。59Please respect copyright.PENANAvUU0VwT9yF
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那年下學期開始前的聖誕及新年長期,表面上一切依舊。59Please respect copyright.PENANAYswf72GHvB
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嚴雲輝一邊在泳隊中訓練,一邊複習該複習的學科,然後定期跟溫透晴約會,一起渡過平安夜或新年倒數,去看電影去逛商場。59Please respect copyright.PENANAGEga9S1JWE
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溫透晴再也沒有像聖誕晚會那天晚上般發起脾氣,兩人依然有說有笑,分享著生活瑣事與笑話,構思著下一學期、下一學年的生活。59Please respect copyright.PENANAengQ4iBEvn
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可是,嚴雲輝始終有一份揮之不去的忐忑,那就像泳鏡上偶爾會抹完又叢生的水氣。59Please respect copyright.PENANAsfuzvFFdir
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然後,下學期開始第一天,就爆發出舉校關注的大新聞,許愛悠與一位女生接吻的照片,在社交網絡上瘋傳。59Please respect copyright.PENANAIknHEK0PVF
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嚴雲輝本來以為,這只會像上學期的接吻事件,或是鄭雪蕾的身世與脾氣,又或像林強與他的三位女友一樣,成為校內口耳相傳的傳說,但結果在突然崛起的「全人類愛與勇氣無死角校園電視台」(嚴雲輝覺得,這台名實在很像某種邪教)鼓動下,整所學校也像陷入了對校規討論的狂熱之中,特別與校園電視台針峰相對的風紀,更是加劇了學生不同立場之間的矛盾。59Please respect copyright.PENANAMnbVlAxKmj
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溫透晴開始關注起校園電視台的節目,在兩人吃飯的時候,或是等另一方下課的時候,溫透晴總會拿著手機,看著各種關於許愛悠接吻事件、校規修訂、風紀委、手機使用、訓導組老師取向的消息,有一次甚至招來風紀的勸阻,而與風紀起爭執。59Please respect copyright.PENANAj4R3yRYCwE
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「唔係,同學……學校其實係唔用得手機──」59Please respect copyright.PENANAYXISytLpMI
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「咩呀!個個都用緊嫁啦,你唔去拉其他人!?」59Please respect copyright.PENANATJPxeSevpO
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「其他人用緊,唔代表妳可以──」59Please respect copyright.PENANARcEVKnUrsa
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那時嚴雲輝剛好過來了,馬上拉開了溫透晴與風紀,向風紀道歉並勸解著兩人,才總算平息。59Please respect copyright.PENANAb06gNiZHOF
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不過,當那風紀離開後,溫透晴卻說:「你做乜要道歉呀?你唔會係學校用手機咩?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAzDXY2rWyWX
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嚴雲輝解釋說:「咁人地係風紀丫嘛,妳何必同人拗呢?妳最多去咪第二度睇囉。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAR5DYje8izQ
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「係班風紀唔抵得電視台影到佢地大支野咋嘛,根本就係私怨!」59Please respect copyright.PENANAp9wVAQOBb7
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「私唔私怨依啲野……」59Please respect copyright.PENANADcNs0csS17
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那之後,溫透晴愈發支持校園電視台的立場,特別是體育及范震升的語言教學(我們學校竟然有這種天才!?)節目播出後,溫透晴更是風紀委的堅定反對者。59Please respect copyright.PENANAjAHxQJmX1U
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嚴雲輝記得,當那天風紀委傳出要動用校規修訂,去全面禁止校內手機使用,而鄭雪蕾宣布兩小時內會有直播發言。溫透晴與眾多學生立刻聚集在有蓋操場裡,拿來不知道是誰的平版電腦,架設在兵乓球桌上,全心靜待著直播。59Please respect copyright.PENANAIWawz5xUAO
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『──不論係學校內外,當然我地仲係學校嘅一份子,我地就必須要捍衛我地嘅自由──』59Please respect copyright.PENANAr8M7UncHc6
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『──多謝大家。請大家支持我參選,我係四年級嘅鄭雪蕾──』59Please respect copyright.PENANAJFpXznFr7I
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當鄭雪蕾在屏幕上用傲然的氣勢說出參選宣言,溫透晴立刻狂熱地振臂歡呼,與身邊眾多支持校園電視台的學生,互相擁抱又喊著鄭雪蕾的名字。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJPfg1xq9nu
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嚴雲輝從未見過這樣的溫透晴,那麼全情投入,那麼激憤,又那麼滿足快樂的她。59Please respect copyright.PENANAyVUAE9ET8b
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卻又那麼陌生。59Please respect copyright.PENANAj5jFyIWMkV
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陸運會當天,溫透晴代表歌藝社,擔任下半場決賽前暖場演出的歌手。59Please respect copyright.PENANAtTY2d3fPJf
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她演唱的曲目是一首叫《風正在吹》的日文歌。為什麼是日文歌呢?嚴雲輝也不知道。59Please respect copyright.PENANA1nPUwoImMW
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演唱的反應似乎不俗,溫透晴也說,這樣大家自然更知道校園電視台的重要性了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAUOPsOKj8Tc
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話音剛落,就發生了那直播過程中的跨欄意外事故,本來就處於對立狀態的輿論更是不可休止。因為鄭雪蕾參選而處於下風的風紀委,立即在聯席會議上痛斥放任校園電視台的後果,而鄭雪蕾毫不退讓的反擊,更成為不同立場學生的爭論熱話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAYV0SA7uK22
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那段時間,溫透晴總不其然陷入沉默,嚴雲輝總是說著各種事情,各種遠離學校的話題,想辦法讓她寬容一點。直到有一次,溫透晴終於說:59Please respect copyright.PENANAx6voWWXUnM
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「阿輝,到底你……支唔支持我嘅想法。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ycdm0EWjd
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那是水運會的前一天,雖然只是校內比賽,但嚴雲輝也訓練良久,多少希望可以專心比賽求個好名次。59Please respect copyright.PENANAmSzC18CM2v
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溫透晴見嚴雲輝沒有回答,又再一次問:59Please respect copyright.PENANAgC3TICL4G4
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「阿輝,我……我定係應該要問,你係咪一直唔支持我嘅想法。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAlUCWMNtHLs
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校園內總是往往來來的學生,認識的,或不認識的,每個人都穿著校服,經歷著他們的校園生活。嚴雲輝終於也嘆了口氣說:59Please respect copyright.PENANAxE69b28i3G
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「我只能夠講,我其實真係無一個所謂嘅……『立場』?風紀委又好,校園電視台又好,鄭雪蕾又好,甚至許愛悠……我知道妳一直唔同意,許愛悠係校外接吻都要被處分,但對我嚟講,我真係……對依一切都無乜感覺。我唔係支持,或唔支持,就好似我無興趣睇喪屍片,咁……佢拍到幾好,或幾差,我始終都係唔會睇。但係阿晴,我都係要講……我唔會因為依樣野,而唔鍾意妳。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA4PPoEWq7vx
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嚴雲輝再次握起溫透晴的手,但溫透晴雖然沒有鬆開,指尖或手心也沒有絲毫反應。59Please respect copyright.PENANAK10MS3qM0J
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「阿輝……」溫透晴似有點艱難地說道「我唔係……我真係唔係要逼你一定要有同我相同嘅睇法,甚至──我係講真,甚至我寧願你同我講,你支持風紀委,你反對校園電視台,咁我會反而感覺到你同我,係經歷緊同一件事,而唔係得我自己一個。依家……依家我真係唔知,我都唔係唔鍾意你,阿輝。我只係……我只係希望有一次,你可以話我知,你真係明白我關心嘅野、我感受到嘅野……」59Please respect copyright.PENANA4M494MBcml
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嚴雲輝仍然沒有回答,但他又感到學期初的時候,那保險絲即將斷掉的錯覺。59Please respect copyright.PENANASdFOyY6RAv
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「阿輝,」溫透晴說「或者我地都要,好好地認真面對依個問題。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAtwc9wUhsM9
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嚴雲輝後來獲得了水運會蛙式個人200米的第二名。那是他四年來最好的成績。59Please respect copyright.PENANAauEhtnp4g1
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那天過後,嚴雲輝與溫透晴仍然有見面,4月長假時也仍然像情侶般約會,但他明確感受到,溫透晴的身影像那些無法專注閱讀的教科書頁,他愈是用力看,反而愈會失焦。59Please respect copyright.PENANAgpFemJyLYj
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當學生會會長選舉提名的公佈後,溫透晴彷彿就是鄭雪蕾的助選團,總是在校園電視台的即時討論區、或社交媒體上踴躍發言,而嚴雲輝跟她見面的次數,也愈來愈少。59Please respect copyright.PENANARbLd9m9KXP
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校園開放日那天,泳隊在操場旁邊有一個介紹展覽,嚴雲輝因為今年校內訓練及比賽成績不俗,四年級的他算是新星冒起,所以也擔當起介紹員,招呼著各個參觀者或學生。他有時候會想起溫透晴,他知道歌藝社在某教室有一個小型的介紹攤位,也知道那個攤位在哪裡,但即使是休息時間,他也總是留在泳隊的攤位當中。59Please respect copyright.PENANAhxkwrYCwn3
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午飯時間過後,不少人都趕著去看禮堂的社團演出,據說今年的壓軸是舞蹈社,不只校園電視台,連真正的媒體也有來採訪。59Please respect copyright.PENANALgpVEUtiZO
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社團表演快將開始之前,嚴雲輝獨自留在攤位內,同學問他要否去看,他總是笑笑搖頭。59Please respect copyright.PENANAysuCNsuRAm
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禮堂中開始傳來各種歡呼聲,而禮堂外的人卻愈來愈少,操場中更幾乎是人去場空,他拉了張椅子,坐下來。59Please respect copyright.PENANAeN6UWGROCW
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嚴雲輝拿出手機,打開校園電視台的直播,現在是搖滾樂社的演出,他只是心不在焉地聽著他聽不懂的旋律。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHYWIm40XXe
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「你想睇嘅,做乜唔入去睇呀?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAZu6k4qJwGn
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嚴雲輝抬起頭,是溫透晴。59Please respect copyright.PENANAlERtb8BFnr
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嚴雲輝意外地說:「阿晴……妳,妳無入去咩?我以為妳一定有去睇……」59Please respect copyright.PENANA7UTzmfDNdQ
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溫透晴也拉了張椅子,在嚴雲輝身邊坐下來:「我可唔可以陪你一齊睇。」59Please respect copyright.PENANABp9lCkdSFK
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嚴雲輝平靜地點頭,他將手機架設起來,兩人一起看著直播。59Please respect copyright.PENANAL5FKrBH1Ex
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當舞蹈社出場,許愛悠無預警在舞台中央驚喜登場,溫透晴睜大雙眼發出驚呼。59Please respect copyright.PENANArK5rKwioeD
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「佢……佢點會……等陣、如果佢依家表演嘅話,就會犯咗禁令……就會──」59Please respect copyright.PENANAc6R1zApubO
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嚴雲輝捉緊溫透晴的手,兩人專注地看著許愛悠與舞蹈社的精彩演出,許愛悠與其他舞者所展現的光茫,像令溫透晴刺眼得不忍直視而流淚。直到演出結束,許愛悠說出最後的演說。溫透晴終於掩嘴抽噎。59Please respect copyright.PENANA7Q3h7KzIGA
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嚴雲輝一直撫著她的背,直到直播結束,而禮堂的人群亦開始散去,校園內又再被腳步聲與人聲所充滿。59Please respect copyright.PENANA6W24LJHQrT
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「對唔住,阿輝,」溫透晴抹著眼淚說「我可能之前……太過投入。你知道我其實係一個好平凡嘅女仔,佢地每一個人物,許愛悠、鄭雪蕾、林強、甚至係范震升,楊希曦……睇住佢地點樣為咗自己理念去行動,對我嚟講真係好吸引……我真係好想,我都可以好似佢地咁。如果做唔到嘅,我至少可以做佢地嘅支持者。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAVw5yPmnocO
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嚴雲輝笑著抹起她臉旁的眼淚:「妳係我眼中絕對唔平凡,而且……等陣先,楊希曦唔係鄭雪蕾對家嫁咩?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAKSaVaavzTU
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「係呀,」溫透晴笑著說「我依家都仲係『蕾粉』嚟呀。我嘅意思係,佢地每個人都係為咗自己想理念去堅持,而依間學校、我地嘅生活會慢慢因為佢地而改變──當然,我係希望向鄭雪蕾或者許愛悠果邊去變。哈哈。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAbuWtg9sW2L
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「阿晴……」嚴雲輝執起溫透晴的雙手「咁講,其實妳都改變咗我丫。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAN7HQbEm8aj
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溫透晴張起眼說:「係咩?你開始有興趣啦?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6DyjENZhW
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「唔係,」嚴雲輝說「我仍然對許愛悠、對鄭雪蕾,或咩校規修訂會長選舉無興趣,但我有興趣嘅係妳,阿晴。正如妳所講,佢地會令阿晴妳有所改變;而當妳有改變,亦會影響到我。我而家除咗係妳男朋友,係妳同學,亦都係妳嘅『支持者』,去支持溫透晴妳嘅理念、妳嘅想法,妳嘅行動。換轉岩岩同妳拍拖果陣,我真係無諗過會依一日。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA5f9GyuerF4
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溫透晴燦爛地笑起來:「你咁講,我應該去參選喎,下下年學生會會長。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA1jylmad9Vm
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「至少妳應該會有我個一票。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAiKy3hL1OHl
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「吓,『應該』咋?」溫透晴故作失望地說。59Please respect copyright.PENANATmWAqPJKHf
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「喂,票唔可以亂投嫁嘛,咁我都要睇下妳個政綱、演說、論述,或者妳好似許愛悠咁跳下舞,唱下歌之類,會易啲嘅。」59Please respect copyright.PENANA3MAtIa4Xhh
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嚴雲輝打趣說著,溫透晴卻邊聽邊呶起了嘴,默然不語,像思考著什麼。59Please respect copyright.PENANAfzJezW0hB9
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「阿晴?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAApB1ow0sQ5
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終於,溫透晴凝望著嚴雲輝,眼裡透露出欲欲若試的神采:59Please respect copyright.PENANAsbpMWozJzV
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「不如,我真係試下去做囉。」