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No Plagiarism!h9Y7qk4xh8Rq8MOjikoeposted on PENANA 我跟Arvin最終相約在朗豪坊地面正門會合,遠遠便見到他靠在欄杆上,正低頭看手機,身後是熙熙攘攘的人潮。8964 copyright protection46PENANABu2yAMBC3H 維尼
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「喂!」我小跑過去,拍了拍他的肩膀。8964 copyright protection46PENANAZYHM4m7Oq9 維尼
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「沒有樂而忘返,不捨得走?」Arvin微微一笑,打趣道。視線停在還未走遠的Justin程王子身上,我跟着他一起扭頭看向我的身後。只見Justin 停下腳步,回頭看了我們這個方向一眼,似乎在猶豫什麼,最後還是沒說話,繼續向出口走去。8964 copyright protection46PENANAXsl23nYzOY 維尼
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我目光盯着Justin的背影,嘗試看穿他的思緒。Arvin 像是注意到這一幕,目光微微一沉,但沒說什麼,只是說:「走吧。」8964 copyright protection46PENANASwGghGBT1h 維尼
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我點點頭,跟着Arvin向相反方向走了。8964 copyright protection46PENANAffU73qfErU 維尼
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腦海中卻浮現剛才王子去洗手間時,Justin和我短暫的對話。8964 copyright protection46PENANAP7KWyqsDp2 維尼
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大約十分鐘前,王子去洗手間後,我和 Justin 走進附近的一家精品店,隨意地瀏覽著擺在貨架上的小物件。8964 copyright protection46PENANALypM23oddT 維尼
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現在想起來,當年和 Justin 還在曖昧拉扯的時候,三人聚會當王子遲到時,我們也是這樣——從朗豪坊最高的十二樓,一路沿著螺旋樓梯慢慢閒逛。8964 copyright protection46PENANAGZHkpPlM30 維尼
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我們會聊著各種無關緊要的話題,但醉翁之意不在酒。那時的我,只是想一直這樣說話下去,想讓時間慢一點,再慢一點,希望王子可以再遲一點,讓我們擁有更多只屬於彼此的片刻。8964 copyright protection46PENANAIk9VzgWPyA 維尼
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然而,時隔多年,再次並肩走在同樣的地方,那份曾經的微妙心情卻已蕩然無存。8964 copyright protection46PENANA30yuwDh5rH 維尼
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「Hina。」Justin 突然開口,把我的思緒拉回現實。他的聲音不大,帶著某種遲疑。8964 copyright protection46PENANAWUiKhissGN 維尼
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「嗯?」我抬頭看向他,記憶中他略為清澀的五官和眼前透着一絲成熟的他融為一體。8964 copyright protection46PENANArmNbB2R6y1 維尼
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他看著架上的飾品,目光像是在閃躲,似乎在斟酌該怎麼開口。8964 copyright protection46PENANAY0U6mKH2Ok 維尼
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「我⋯⋯我剛才,看見了你的來電顯示。」他終於開口,語氣聽不出他的情緒。8964 copyright protection46PENANAp2lkt5ZEGx 維尼
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我愣了一下,然後回過神來他是看見了Arvin的來電。8964 copyright protection46PENANA0hqvdcvND6 維尼
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我微微挑眉,嘴角掛著一絲淡淡的笑:「怎麼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAYcXhsH4tjF 維尼
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Justin 靜了一下,指尖輕輕敲了敲貨架的邊緣,像是在整理思緒。貨架上的包裝袋微微晃動,發出極輕的窸窣聲。他垂下視線,像是猶豫了一瞬,然後低聲道:「你知道⋯⋯Arvin 喜歡過 Mel 的吧?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAFJNK290K4v 維尼
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我微微揚起眉,隨意地笑了一下,語氣平靜:「所以呢?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAUeVqrKDicU 維尼
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Justin 的喉結動了動,像是有什麼話想說,但最終只是輕輕嘆了口氣:「我只是⋯以為你會——」8964 copyright protection46PENANAojGh5HdWqO 維尼
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「Justin。」我正色地打斷了他,語氣不疾不徐,卻帶著某種篤定,「Arvin 不是你,而我⋯⋯也不是當年的我了。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAg4wz0USNPH 維尼
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話音落下的瞬間,周圍陷入了一片短暫的靜默。8964 copyright protection46PENANAzHbh0blynW 維尼
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Justin 的目光直直落在我身上,眼底掠過一抹複雜的情緒,像是試圖從我的表情裡讀出什麼。但我沒有閃躲,穩穩地迎向他的視線。8964 copyright protection46PENANAQFFI4OdAYf 維尼
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幾秒後,他的眼神微微一滯,然後像是認輸般地垂下視線,輕輕吸了一口氣,目光落在貨架上,聲音低得幾乎像是在自言自語:「原來……真的變了啊。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAxX1uHaBVtF 維尼
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那語氣像是感嘆,卻又帶著一絲說不清的情緒。8964 copyright protection46PENANA5O2jiGiKmr 維尼
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我抿了抿唇,沒再說話。8964 copyright protection46PENANAVJr4NjlNnw 維尼
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這時,王子剛好回來,笑著拍了拍 Justin 的肩膀,打破了這短暫又奇怪的氛圍。8964 copyright protection46PENANALPDxsDf731 維尼
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——回到現在,我跟著 Arvin 走出朗豪坊,腦海裡還迴盪著 Justin 剛才的話語。8964 copyright protection46PENANAlw4aXlEC11 維尼
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他說我變了。8964 copyright protection46PENANAEwy6k0EC7v 維尼
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可真正變了的,究竟是我,還是我們之間的關係?8964 copyright protection46PENANAFCmEUU4CxW 維尼
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我們找到了一家老式糖水舖,玻璃櫃裡擺著各式各樣的甜品和舊式玻璃牛奶樽。店裡的桌椅有些年代感,木製的凳子坐上去微微發出一點聲響,牆上掛著泛黃的舊報紙剪貼,充滿舊香港的味道。8964 copyright protection46PENANAyUKJurnv6J 維尼
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我們點了一碗蕃薯糖水和一碗芝麻糊,一時間熱氣氤氳在桌面上。8964 copyright protection46PENANA677C81Nzen 維尼
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Arvin吹了吹面前的蕃薯糖水,突然問:「所以,你跟 Justin 怎麼樣了?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAPCzEOVTgaL 維尼
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我愣住,手裡的湯匙停在半空,「什麼叫怎麼樣了?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAJGVnnBXVSv 維尼
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「今天的飯局……是你想去的,還是被迫去的?」他的語氣聽似隨意,卻透著一絲試探。8964 copyright protection46PENANA1ElBwWPXui 維尼
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我抿了抿嘴唇,「我本來就打算約王子吃飯,Justin 是他叫上的。」8964 copyright protection46PENANARxFhEBMovG 維尼
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「嗯……」Arvin 低頭攪拌著糖水,像是在消化這句話。8964 copyright protection46PENANATtA9pAgYrj 維尼
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短暫的沉默間,只剩下周圍的細碎聲響——糖水舖老闆在後廚翻動鐵鍋的聲音和店裡其他客人交談的嘈雜聲。8964 copyright protection46PENANAq2JllRfgGW 維尼
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過了一會,Arvin忽然將湯匙遞向我,語氣自然:「要試試嗎?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAFiVLLudRKe 維尼
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我微微一頓,低頭看了看那碗糖水,猶豫了片刻,還是湊近些,輕輕啜了一口。8964 copyright protection46PENANAtFy0BNulKy 維尼
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我舔了舔嘴唇,微微點頭:「還挺甜的。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAT7gMG97KTU 維尼
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Arvin 盯著我,看似漫不經心地問:「甜嗎?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAdOEpB5ZeHj 維尼
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我愣了一下,還沒來得及回應,他就低下頭,輕輕抿了一口剛才我喝過的那勺糖水。8964 copyright protection46PENANAS3QyYC6DOF 維尼
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我的心跳仿佛漏了一拍。8964 copyright protection46PENANAK6OyNIPguD 維尼
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他的動作太自然,沒有一絲猶豫,彷彿這件事再普通不過——可我的耳朵卻不爭氣地微微發燙,視線忍不住飄向桌上的糖水碗。8964 copyright protection46PENANAIhG9l9fOhM 維尼
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這樣……是不是太親密了?8964 copyright protection46PENANAJg6dsrQm6E 維尼
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我趕緊低下頭,舀了一口自己的芝麻糊掩飾情緒,卻發現碗裡的黑色漿糊映出自己的倒影,臉上的表情有些微妙。8964 copyright protection46PENANAS6eCN3L04V 維尼
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「怎麼了?太熱了嗎?」Arvin見我靜了下來便問道。8964 copyright protection46PENANAbq3Ej220Wn 維尼
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「沒事。」我搖搖頭,順勢喝了一口芝麻糊,試圖轉移注意力。8964 copyright protection46PENANAVX5TZfvvwi 維尼
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就在這時,Arvin忽然低笑了一聲,像是看到了什麼有趣的畫面。我愣了一下,疑惑地抬頭看他,「幹嘛?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAUtGOWMA4En 維尼
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他沒回答,而是從口袋裡抽出一張紙巾,湊近些,輕輕擦掉我唇邊的黑色痕跡,語氣平靜:「我以為,你不會再見他。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAreGWUXu87O 維尼
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他的指尖還停在我的嘴角,紙巾的邊緣微微蹭過肌膚,讓我莫名感到一絲發燙。8964 copyright protection46PENANApB0HK6Hh2f 維尼
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空氣在這一瞬間像是凝住了。8964 copyright protection46PENANAJXK3wsthW8 維尼
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我對上Arvin的雙眸,這樣近的距離,我能清晰地看見他纖長的睫毛,甚至倒映在他瞳孔裡的自己。8964 copyright protection46PENANAkVGbXKQywG 維尼
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我一時間不知道該說什麼,只能輕輕吸了口氣,偏過頭避開他的視線,「先前那一次是想要把話說開,這一次⋯⋯是偶然。我也沒想太多。」8964 copyright protection46PENANApsquH5ivOp 維尼
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「那如果是他再約你呢?」Arvin頓了頓,輕聲問道。8964 copyright protection46PENANADyGazMyNha 維尼
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我下意識捏緊了湯匙,感受到指尖的些許濕意,喉嚨有些發緊。8964 copyright protection46PENANAxiBBTfplZh 維尼
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「我跟他⋯⋯還算是朋友吧。」我低聲說,卻不敢抬頭看他。8964 copyright protection46PENANArwZgkLiIcQ 維尼
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Arvin 稍微停頓了一下,收回手點點頭,語氣平靜地說:「我明白了。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAgs8X3ZPS6n 維尼
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他的反應比我預想的更淡然,沒有質疑,沒有追問,甚至沒有表現出任何明顯的情緒。8964 copyright protection46PENANAsdYHWAoIfW 維尼
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但也正因為這份冷靜,讓我心裡泛起一絲不易察覺的不安,像是丟了一顆石子進湖面,漣漪細微卻久久無法散去。8964 copyright protection46PENANA9EqM2BsDFT 維尼
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我捏著湯匙的手指微微收緊,指尖有些泛白,低頭舀起一口芝麻糊,卻覺得嘴裡的甜味變得不那麼明顯了。8964 copyright protection46PENANAjdWy43pjx5 維尼
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「你呢?」我輕聲開口,像是想打破這片無聲的沉默,「如果你遇到以前喜歡過的人,還會見面嗎?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAeuRXJegWgF 維尼
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Arvin的動作頓了頓,像是在斟酌這個問題。湯匙輕輕撥弄著糖水,發出細微的聲響。8964 copyright protection46PENANAxeM59xcvA7 維尼
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「如果我們最終沒有越過那條界的話,可能會吧。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAhWnYrKYvop 維尼
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我聞言點點頭,學他攪拌著碗裡的芝麻糊,緩緩說:「我也是一樣,再見他也只是朋友一樣。今天見他也不是想回頭……只是想再次確認一些事情。」8964 copyright protection46PENANAcTVMmomg4F 維尼
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Arvin 沉默了一下,沒有立刻回應。過了一會,他微微一笑,語氣似是而非:「那現在確認到了嗎?」8964 copyright protection46PENANAbJo0ev6sku 維尼
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我對上他的目光,心裡突然閃過一個念頭——如果這時候說「還沒有」,他會怎麼反應?8964 copyright protection46PENANAh5ayOkdYfr 維尼
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可是,我沒有撒謊的必要。8964 copyright protection46PENANA9potxWmsog 維尼
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