No Plagiarism!TwGQ5QPRxdvyFFjiy4fRposted on PENANA 我依稀記得,小時候,我喜歡坐在父親的肩膀上。8964 copyright protection112PENANAqcRpySaoHq 維尼
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那是我見過最廣闊的世界。我低頭能看到母親頭頂的髮旋,伸手就能碰到蔚藍的天空。8964 copyright protection112PENANAB9bOaiHXlu 維尼
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父親很強壯,到了小三、小四他還能背得動我。可惜的是我在小五快速抽高,他再也揹不了我,我也感到害羞,不再讓他揹了。8964 copyright protection112PENANAogXkpH393d 維尼
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不過每年我們還都是有去野餐。8964 copyright protection112PENANALssg2u2Fub 維尼
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從前我坐在父親的肩上玩耍,國中時我開始幫忙準備野餐的道具。8964 copyright protection112PENANA4AweTsoJ6J 維尼
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國中是個容易多愁善感的年紀,但我似乎沒有經歷過那樣的時期。8964 copyright protection112PENANALLsBgrVBsf 維尼
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我很愛我的家人。母親溫柔能幹,父親很開朗也很體貼。8964 copyright protection112PENANAPLoraAt92h 維尼
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一家人總是和樂融融。8964 copyright protection112PENANAYMBZAJEf1B 維尼
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不過,國三的時候,我的父親去世了。8964 copyright protection112PENANAugA34r5gSw 維尼
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他在工作的工地遭遇了事故。8964 copyright protection112PENANAhWTxVz5OJY 維尼
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被掉落的鋼筋砸到,就這麼離開了。8964 copyright protection112PENANAcmVCpVXcJR 維尼
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沒有預兆、沒有準備。8964 copyright protection112PENANA4vpajH3s9Z 維尼
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死亡的到來是這麼突然。8964 copyright protection112PENANAX570ntH9hx 維尼
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我記不太清楚,自己聽到消息時的心情。8964 copyright protection112PENANAIIJyumDKyF 維尼
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我甚至記不得,自己是怎麼得知消息的。8964 copyright protection112PENANA5lNyKepXIu 維尼
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只是,那天衝回家後看的,母親沒有焦距的眼瞳,至今依然深深烙印在我的心中。8964 copyright protection112PENANATgCdZ45UQ9 維尼
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母親好愛父親。愛得好痛。8964 copyright protection112PENANAg0H7T5UPEd 維尼
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但她沒有哭。8964 copyright protection112PENANA9msX8f9cgy 維尼
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她以前總是對我笑。那天後,吃飯時,她還是常常笑著問我學校裡發生的事。8964 copyright protection112PENANAT5HifrujZM 維尼
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只是,我說的話沒以前多。8964 copyright protection112PENANAAghZs4rlFO 維尼
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她也常常發呆,飯都涼了才開始吃。8964 copyright protection112PENANAdcHRQnmHbc 維尼
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有時我問她問題,才發現她雖然看著我的臉聽我說話,但心不在這裡。8964 copyright protection112PENANALO8C8BZI6x 維尼
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她的瞳孔無神。8964 copyright protection112PENANAt0bQVskY7g 維尼
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就像那天,她還活在那天。8964 copyright protection112PENANAYAeQsuOWla 維尼
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我沒有告訴任何人這件事。8964 copyright protection112PENANAjWKa2xvvJd 維尼
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請喪假的那天,我跟朋友謊稱生病了,在家休息。8964 copyright protection112PENANAsZgxTKqm75 維尼
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我不希望被擔心。8964 copyright protection112PENANANU9DNjmabT 維尼
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不想變得更悲慘。8964 copyright protection112PENANA3J3BKgdPBl 維尼
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只是,這件事一定是瞞不過雅慧的。8964 copyright protection112PENANASNacy8yiFE 維尼
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我們的父母從以前就是朋友,所以父親的葬禮他們也都有來。8964 copyright protection112PENANAB8Fah5569i 維尼
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從小就和我一起玩的雅慧自然知道這件事。但奇怪的是,她什麼都沒說。8964 copyright protection112PENANAKB11zJmSD6 維尼
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我以為以她的性格,會過來安慰我,或是找機會跟我講話,要我振作起來。8964 copyright protection112PENANAVBZCC2nXSQ 維尼
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但她沒有這麼做。8964 copyright protection112PENANAuLaqAKWls6 維尼
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平常在學校還會來鬧我、開我玩笑,那天以後,卻完全不來找我了。8964 copyright protection112PENANAOZaWBH5Hig 維尼
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只是有時候我能感受到她的視線。在我和朋友嘻笑打鬧時,她會盯著我看。8964 copyright protection112PENANA8F9OtkSLef 維尼
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彷彿有什麼話,她說不出口。8964 copyright protection112PENANA0RiCzhOzHz 維尼
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我們還是會一起回家,畢竟住得很近。8964 copyright protection112PENANAehUWvQ6VWh 維尼
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但那天以後,我們聊的東西越來越少。8964 copyright protection112PENANAllJ7hgyknF 維尼
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總是有點芥蒂,不知為何。8964 copyright protection112PENANAH7CZgSRMh0 維尼
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這令我有點煩躁。8964 copyright protection112PENANAgT8l2IdvpI 維尼
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最後我們甚至都不說話了。8964 copyright protection112PENANAzQQ9wLL5lx 維尼
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只是一個勁地往前走。8964 copyright protection112PENANAT37psiyaYu 維尼
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某天,我受不了這種沉重的氛圍。8964 copyright protection112PENANAo3lkCx3kPJ 維尼
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於是我走得很快,想甩掉那個不知道在想什麼的傢伙。8964 copyright protection112PENANArXAe10Fnb7 維尼
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我現在才沒有心情管別人的感受,自己就夠嗆了。8964 copyright protection112PENANAXWgv8m4Dlz 維尼
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那時的我甚至有點氣雅慧,不知道為何溫柔的她連安慰一下我都不願意。8964 copyright protection112PENANAijOVb0OkTR 維尼
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明明她是知道的。8964 copyright protection112PENANAvZuWoCfJOv 維尼
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明明只有她是知道的。8964 copyright protection112PENANAs2XJh1QsjM 維尼
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我埋頭快走,想甩掉跟在後頭的雅慧。8964 copyright protection112PENANAeJuxEuMqiH 維尼
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甚至到後面,我開始狂奔。8964 copyright protection112PENANAXWCygmLlto 維尼
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跑得比體育課還快,跑得比平時認真。8964 copyright protection112PENANAhlOLFu7dqI 維尼
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莫名有股衝動,想要一直跑下去,跑到倒下為止。8964 copyright protection112PENANAJyZxWZnmgT 維尼
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不過,那傢伙卻跟了過來。8964 copyright protection112PENANAVLJfbaRhRe 維尼
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明明跑得很慢,但她沒有要放棄追我的意思。8964 copyright protection112PENANAuC7LnfhgFN 維尼
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喘著粗氣,我在前頭甚至都能聽到。8964 copyright protection112PENANAiQeazerCQ9 維尼
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最後,我還聽見她跌倒在巷子裡的慘叫。8964 copyright protection112PENANAKc2V7LKF9b 維尼
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諷刺的是,這是我那段時間第一次這麼清晰地聽見她。8964 copyright protection112PENANA3N6hHdShgG 維尼
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......我還是沒辦法丟下她。8964 copyright protection112PENANAirljmX2WT8 維尼
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背上的她抽抽噎噎的,聽起來好像真的有點痛。8964 copyright protection112PENANAmkPyLdQsSy 維尼
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「......幹嘛跟過來。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAs0RpQBecXz 維尼
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「因、因為你突然亂跑......我、我怕你不見。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAdFGTzeRC9X 維尼
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不見? 在說什麼啊?8964 copyright protection112PENANAMwphdI59NR 維尼
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「妳不是不想跟我說話嗎?」8964 copyright protection112PENANAwKlDytaYlv 維尼
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「哪有!」8964 copyright protection112PENANA55C4lCMyBs 維尼
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背上劇烈搖晃,我差點跌倒。8964 copyright protection112PENANAK8mW7sSU4F 維尼
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「沒有!我、我只是......」8964 copyright protection112PENANAQrPRwUGi74 維尼
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「只是?」8964 copyright protection112PENANA1xsZv4c02P 維尼
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「我、我不知道要說什麼......」8964 copyright protection112PENANAKKnrrYAMea 維尼
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蛤?8964 copyright protection112PENANAlTxkqOkO7X 維尼
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「就、就是,阿伯過世了,我覺得你應該很傷心......」8964 copyright protection112PENANAs0qfNieEXc 維尼
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「但如果去安慰你,你可能會生氣......」8964 copyright protection112PENANALe9FPxBxTM 維尼
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「我哪會!」8964 copyright protection112PENANA8Ab56XBdl0 維尼
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「你明明就會!班上的人都不知道這件事,你明明就不想讓別人知道!」8964 copyright protection112PENANAOLc9gq63TO 維尼
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「那是因為......」8964 copyright protection112PENANA9bsiEaqaN6 維尼
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「你不想讓別人覺得你很慘!你不想被顧慮不是嗎!」8964 copyright protection112PENANAYEonFrald3 維尼
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「!」8964 copyright protection112PENANAKl7veVgrOq 維尼
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她怎麼知道。8964 copyright protection112PENANA0Crl8N7k9Q 維尼
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「你以為我認識你多久了?」8964 copyright protection112PENANA0rRu7MtTBY 維尼
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出生到現在。8964 copyright protection112PENANAq1n4727Va8 維尼
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「我、我只是,在等你開口......」8964 copyright protection112PENANAn3wzCP867b 維尼
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「如果你想和我說,不管是什麼事,我都願意聽。」8964 copyright protection112PENANAJDMseZlF08 維尼
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她將頭靠在我的肩上。8964 copyright protection112PENANAD7WOk3qmDm 維尼
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我才知道,原來錯的人是我。8964 copyright protection112PENANAmeo1hKwiiw 維尼
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不是她在避開我,是我避開了她。8964 copyright protection112PENANAIbHUg3Jg71 維尼
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這也是我第一次知道,平常看起來無憂無慮、天真無邪的她,竟然心思如此細膩。8964 copyright protection112PENANAL29m9RAXdY 維尼
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慚愧的是,她對我知根知底,我卻現在才發現自己對她一無所知。8964 copyright protection112PENANAHjmYcynSSL 維尼
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她一直在用她的方法擔心我。8964 copyright protection112PENANAtBIztSp9j0 維尼
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那天的回家路上,巷子裡看到的夕陽,一直存在於我的記憶中。8964 copyright protection112PENANAyuMtEWAZHC 維尼
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不知為何模糊的夕照,被汗水與她的淚水浸濕的背,以及我被縫補起來的心。8964 copyright protection112PENANAZS8EFAM4xa 維尼
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116Please respect copyright.PENANAxGUJywsDZl
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116Please respect copyright.PENANAadGvhWdETJ
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我們後來考上了同一所高中。8964 copyright protection112PENANAUeLwIA6vZR 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAyaPOvBFCWQ
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這是我努力的結果,畢竟以我原本的成績是考不上那所學校的。8964 copyright protection112PENANARa2xjpLPPX 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA83qN7vU5f7
8964 copyright protection112PENANAPNlUXy1agI 維尼
雖然嘴上沒說,但我心裡很高興。8964 copyright protection112PENANA2nriPvNTkU 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAkFg2Rmeb55
8964 copyright protection112PENANAok2AOYAW44 維尼
我發現自己似乎不只把她當朋友。8964 copyright protection112PENANAFUXh5FneFM 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA83fcmVwScw
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116Please respect copyright.PENANA4ollGUXStg
8964 copyright protection112PENANAIlbfvzzWaC 維尼
離父親離開的那天過了兩年,我們也高二了。8964 copyright protection112PENANA29fJLkvVoe 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANATdWfC5Re2O
8964 copyright protection112PENANAqbDreghJ66 維尼
我家原本是雙薪家庭,父親走後,母親一個人養育著我。8964 copyright protection112PENANASJZFkiNtWE 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAWP5w5Xncnw
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由於保險金和公司職員的母親不算低的薪水,我的生活過得並不拮据。8964 copyright protection112PENANAZNReUY1IMZ 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA4JgkcK4GGd
8964 copyright protection112PENANAQ033u3wTVP 維尼
原本我打算上了高中就去打工,但母親並不希望我這麼做。8964 copyright protection112PENANA3ZorkTXlBP 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANASznSCe0aaR
8964 copyright protection112PENANAFvOtRJ1bkg 維尼
她希望我好好讀書,考上好大學。這樣我就沒必要去做危險的工作。8964 copyright protection112PENANAnGoKd35Ycp 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA865R1Zi9PB
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116Please respect copyright.PENANAj6U3109Kk7
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「別像你爸一樣......」8964 copyright protection112PENANA3wuI16Ib4y 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAfnfyT7fYZk
8964 copyright protection112PENANAfYzkCyXXyb 維尼
她偶爾會不小心說溜嘴。8964 copyright protection112PENANAdSS03HTIF9 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAUinFA5GPxg
8964 copyright protection112PENANAHMm4wlcvVr 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAOddguIwn3v
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我知道,她還沒有走出來。8964 copyright protection112PENANA03qcmyVbQy 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAGPA5fLOXFT
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國中時,我還以為她很堅強,在我面前總是保持微笑,幾乎沒有哭過。8964 copyright protection112PENANASXzTM9XNWa 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAyO0dxRh7tE
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後來,高中段考前有一天我書讀得比較晚,深夜想去廚房找東西吃,路過母親的臥室,我才知道......8964 copyright protection112PENANAmrtrV6M0Vc 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAePOgC84zDR
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原來母親會在夜裡一個人默默地哭泣。8964 copyright protection112PENANAbx2hRb0K6M 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA1cJlFZFEHs
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116Please respect copyright.PENANA0609Rq5JyG
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我以為時間能沖淡一切。8964 copyright protection112PENANAeKQFOIGJ4l 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAtEvF4F3DNc
8964 copyright protection112PENANAeWv11EvNc2 維尼
母親她或許也這麼認為。8964 copyright protection112PENANAoDGPPfdLec 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAndSinJfZdX
8964 copyright protection112PENANAwFXiytgpV5 維尼
只是,我高二後,母親不知為何越來越晚回家。8964 copyright protection112PENANAomx6Q5Ch8X 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA4euvadGOrD
8964 copyright protection112PENANA8FGgoxkY2W 維尼
她說她升職了,賺了很多錢。8964 copyright protection112PENANA5m0AFDlGyT 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAZPN1oJki0a
8964 copyright protection112PENANA4xGxQjwYX0 維尼
她想在事業上更進一步,給我更好的生活,所以會比較晚回家。8964 copyright protection112PENANAdAz0rLzg23 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAuWJ4q0bErt
8964 copyright protection112PENANA2b7jIrJy2L 維尼
雖然我對目前的生活沒有任何不滿,但我並沒有阻止她。8964 copyright protection112PENANApReMIsJ92w 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAjX1VTL1aFU
8964 copyright protection112PENANAkf3EItLDh9 維尼
我為母親感到高興,因為她的人生有了新的目標。8964 copyright protection112PENANAiqRFtT7US1 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAmU0ffVIUB5
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不過,我也擔心,她會不會有點勉強自己,或是她想藉由工作來忘記些什麼。8964 copyright protection112PENANARRmZkETZTP 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAuUq4yjyve9
8964 copyright protection112PENANAGT4x4fw80C 維尼
那段時間,我上完補習班回家時,屋子裡總是空無一人。8964 copyright protection112PENANAH6bnKWZg5V 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAZOPOURnKVj
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母親大約都在凌晨回家,不然就是乾脆直接住在公司。8964 copyright protection112PENANAaMnDIlOayg 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAHv6n1UrBOc
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見面的次數越來越少。8964 copyright protection112PENANA7RfjTaFGf6 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAqksSK0jyCE
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這讓我感到有點寂寞。8964 copyright protection112PENANAXBilyE39hI 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAO1eH1qlWQJ
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116Please respect copyright.PENANAP03d7SHyNm
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高三的上學期,母親突然病倒了。8964 copyright protection112PENANAJ2lDYvAM8i 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAu79Lzk5JPC
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說是過勞,還有長期失眠。8964 copyright protection112PENANAqxqDkdlsyP 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAPooUn622HG
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我竟然沒有看出來。8964 copyright protection112PENANAfplSER9xu9 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAuTaw25Tvy5
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我久違地感受到那種恐懼。8964 copyright protection112PENANA6kpI5fCPLp 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAMGDOhdeNT1
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害怕失去的恐懼。8964 copyright protection112PENANALywJBsDfTk 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAam3tvR0hjP
8964 copyright protection112PENANAHiAHvByAEU 維尼
害怕預想成真的恐懼。8964 copyright protection112PENANA8IEIQ1iWuB 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANANXSCsrOqjo
8964 copyright protection112PENANAQ1XQ6oAAl0 維尼
不過幸好,母親沒有大礙。8964 copyright protection112PENANACYfyyiEimH 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAdwPpDwEUaf
8964 copyright protection112PENANAVOZ7tOxhBh 維尼
在醫院休息幾天後,身體狀況變好轉起來。8964 copyright protection112PENANAK08kC5VpOD 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAJqs33vUt98
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只是,她的精神在出院後變得有些不太穩定。8964 copyright protection112PENANARIk7hWXixL 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAaeL7KeDSYh
8964 copyright protection112PENANA0W3tL7HDbI 維尼
她無神的眼瞳過了這些年,又再次出現在我的面前。8964 copyright protection112PENANANFS5IOUd7j 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA52kt8wj0Ug
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不過,這次並非一閃而過。8964 copyright protection112PENANAV3Gxcu71gn 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAc8Wv0TJavD
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在這之後,到母親年老過世時,我再也沒見過她過去那炯炯有神的眼睛。8964 copyright protection112PENANAiayqzloV8v 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAwzNBTDoiY9
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116Please respect copyright.PENANAQr0romXzXY
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母親出院後,慢慢地,出現了失憶的症狀。8964 copyright protection112PENANAZesdiGyqVb 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAi14aGoKoJj
8964 copyright protection112PENANAM5vjWcYOeL 維尼
她有時會叫我「建國」,這是我父親的名字。8964 copyright protection112PENANAHuOlHPp6ZH 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAcKxoHKUEen
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她會固定去上班,忘記自己幾個月前已經被公司辭退。8964 copyright protection112PENANAmMu5PmQ5Gf 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAlQZ8H6Mvqs
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她會在我面前焦急地找我,因為她不認識長大後的王元鵝。8964 copyright protection112PENANAOs9qDz5pQQ 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAvPmSuHNNKp
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116Please respect copyright.PENANALsk6sE81l3
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一開始,我試圖讓她在家中休養。我退掉補習班,想早點回家照顧她。8964 copyright protection112PENANAgkjsvBq7zf 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAjFSmuextPx
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結果有一次,她自己跑出家門,走丟了。8964 copyright protection112PENANAZZdG667kdz 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANADCqkPVHZLZ
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我不知道該麼辦。報完警後,雅慧和她的父母也幫助我在街上尋找母親。8964 copyright protection112PENANAyWwYahI4nf 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAK2uxq50Ln7
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但我們都無功而返。8964 copyright protection112PENANAAM9KXXbdt0 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAoC5tWCWbTc
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直到隔天晚上,警察才說找到人了。8964 copyright protection112PENANAtXA4roMTIU 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAQDjn8ILNBp
8964 copyright protection112PENANAivHuGW6shk 維尼
母親在外面凍了一整天,還發燒了。8964 copyright protection112PENANArzl0YpH2ZE 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAIG3HPn9MZP
8964 copyright protection112PENANApOLpQjoZIa 維尼
看著躺在警察局裡不舒服地呻吟的母親,我心頭一緊。8964 copyright protection112PENANAnyMmDiuFhl 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA0hiIYGqlv8
8964 copyright protection112PENANA5wm9wKJxWN 維尼
她看起來蒼老了許多。8964 copyright protection112PENANATYMChvolPC 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA5cK77Pste3
8964 copyright protection112PENANARXMSmJ8vxd 維尼
或許她早就到極限了,只是我一直視而不見。8964 copyright protection112PENANAKIvKJwmR9w 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA7P9qH7gKME
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我應該知道她在故作堅強,我心底的某處應該知道的。8964 copyright protection112PENANA7W2SmEqc0N 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAQCZ3WfRgVG
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只是我不知道該如何分擔她的憂愁,就只是期望時間能解決一切。8964 copyright protection112PENANAvcfXGeKMeQ 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANASmFoMtXiwM
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這是我逃避責任的後果。8964 copyright protection112PENANA3I5SaTNgXJ 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAZczBhMsFOi
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116Please respect copyright.PENANAcaDLIBHejh
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後來,在雅慧父母的幫助下,我將母親安置到了某家離家近的失智長期照顧機構裡頭。8964 copyright protection112PENANABq2qhl1QQx 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAgdRrk8skBv
8964 copyright protection112PENANALwA7ZvQHas 維尼
放學後,雅慧會和我一起去看她,然後我們一起在病房裡念書。8964 copyright protection112PENANAYrWmyH6Le1 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA3WmVgUXQ8w
8964 copyright protection112PENANAnKZTxwaGyJ 維尼
偶爾,母親認出我們了,我們就和她聊聊天。8964 copyright protection112PENANAnMptuSrI4z 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAvoY3hPGE3f
8964 copyright protection112PENANAWGhnzaY7XQ 維尼
她神智不清時,我們也就順著她的話接下去。像是陳水扁選上了啊、貪汙啦之類的陳年往事。8964 copyright protection112PENANAzG6ZrsaQhz 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA19H6Eefidb
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116Please respect copyright.PENANATGJSZh5Uvh
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多虧有雅慧在我身邊,我的心裡頭沒有那麼痛苦。8964 copyright protection112PENANAzuZ5kk7vPK 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANACQBpjLr6C0
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我知道我必須振作起來。8964 copyright protection112PENANAZd5s1UL1jH 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAk0rAZP7dA2
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我想要好好照顧母親,同時,我也必須為自己的未來做打算。8964 copyright protection112PENANAwLA3x4HBg2 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA7jlqzVrHXc
8964 copyright protection112PENANAgZtJVY7cuG 維尼
學測在即,我也很認真念書。畢竟我的母親也是這麼期望的。8964 copyright protection112PENANAjf5mYLWSa4 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAeTleeWL5qN
8964 copyright protection112PENANAkqkDy0AauJ 維尼
台大離我家和機構都不遠,而且雅慧的志願也是台大心理學系。8964 copyright protection112PENANAQ9N715x0Bc 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAIomp6uLkjq
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於是,我在心中暗自下定決心。8964 copyright protection112PENANAbHGIpu8vVE 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA2Tlvu6zhPa
8964 copyright protection112PENANAFmvtjeAXZL 維尼
我要考上台大藥學系。8964 copyright protection112PENANAV9Klo4j8Pr 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAhw3HGk3ZYA
8964 copyright protection112PENANAiUqvgfz1Ti 維尼
而當我考上台大,就要向雅慧告白。8964 copyright protection112PENANAvQwQqQvb78 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA85Kh0GOXb6
8964 copyright protection112PENANAqT7G5E7C1O 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAgQL1dgPSfA
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每次我都在母親的房間裡待到晚上,回家也還在繼續讀書。8964 copyright protection112PENANAh4DEAfFOt5 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAzZOdjqoQjr
8964 copyright protection112PENANAjK7luP54cL 維尼
我知道自己並不聰明,於是我靠死記硬背記了許多考點。8964 copyright protection112PENANAhx2J16b0sN 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA9KHZ08KIRe
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一方面是為了考試,或許也有一點想要逃避現實的意思。8964 copyright protection112PENANAeMDjdyzmzM 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANARUQtPhcEZB
8964 copyright protection112PENANArdtNlRxmJC 維尼
明明命運常常跟我開玩笑,但意外的是,我卻一次都沒有考砸。8964 copyright protection112PENANARpjtKZHyij 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAYjCFknrmDf
8964 copyright protection112PENANAppp4Pa3l8u 維尼
或許皇天真的不負苦心人吧。8964 copyright protection112PENANA7uBXOLurrc 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA0SUiDHa5oy
8964 copyright protection112PENANABbyJosbIvG 維尼
我和雅慧一同進入了了台大。8964 copyright protection112PENANA2MU5uFYU6r 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANA92rqErlPUF
8964 copyright protection112PENANAX19zetCvbT 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAlaBf5UNxda
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至於告白,說起來有點矬,但我是在某個二二八連假約她出去玩時告的白。8964 copyright protection112PENANA4Hgcz7gp8m 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAJFFC8X2Mwu
8964 copyright protection112PENANADsCrPCmbSD 維尼
其實我情人節就準備好了,不過我那天突然慫了,沒有成功。8964 copyright protection112PENANAZvh08V9anK 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAfWVS8nxQNN
8964 copyright protection112PENANA6robw00EbO 維尼
幸好,二二八我們氣氛不錯,她也同意了我的告白。8964 copyright protection112PENANAYynSxVvyVv 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAGE8ZuSx3wd
8964 copyright protection112PENANAsQXrI4YArH 維尼
對歷史中喪命的那些人有點抱歉,但那天真的是我人生中數一數二幸福的一天。8964 copyright protection112PENANAkmF8BNgYIJ 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAnmbL41UPDB
8964 copyright protection112PENANApBmmybZ6px 維尼
從那之後我們就在一起,直到現在。8964 copyright protection112PENANA9YHY0iHqQH 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAzxGkF3GIcE
8964 copyright protection112PENANA3CaCnNfx4K 維尼
我在與她訂婚時就下定決心,絕對不會讓她傷心。8964 copyright protection112PENANANj7c53UArk 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAnPH8e32ATi
8964 copyright protection112PENANA2oiWCzkkh5 維尼
不會讓她,變得跟我那幾年前過世的母親一樣。8964 copyright protection112PENANAff4DgFWQmA 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANANpTrzqCdZe
8964 copyright protection112PENANAMShHfYIu4f 維尼
我不會留她一個人。8964 copyright protection112PENANAkXrhA6pjCq 維尼
116Please respect copyright.PENANAhsKBYYEoem
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116Please respect copyright.PENANAUtsbqR7fgB
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116Please respect copyright.PENANAWlrpC2HTk7
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