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「準備好了嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG3JoOIFBk
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxCftAni7k
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjsrpHsmTQ
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncPTIxYglT
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「需要喝水嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzGMoHNz20
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF72f9nvNdU
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「……，不用了。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ojf7iUiqa
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKuMioeqP1
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5V8BhQ76a
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybhxTEfcUJ
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「……，也是呢。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDLu9I9W9E
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9oINEREva
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb9UJ2LrMn
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9IP2eWgQh
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmxJJeBl58
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnNenPwscc
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOnbEyoLEx
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「到了喔！晴香。」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUZ3JDXUF1
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayR0fOmxdw
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nrkCfqTCa
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiM5tiRtg7
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqYG208yya
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTuCypmiy8
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……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CdPG1lqhZ
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……，夠了。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjpnCXdt85
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb18p0YfXd
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeur19b3gGb
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLOiuo6Kve
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLiMqsjZ3r
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe51gjCoXUQ
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7eI1IoHvn
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGis778NHmj
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv2s0tLS06
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8mDsx5yZn
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBqQuXAgta
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FfeEzxNKu
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「那麼……，開始！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvegUDt5hc
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf9301FLJ2
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iEqBXMqgA
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5fmkXkm3n
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZxlEqzOL2
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuEe5LjbyN
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLM8ROc0GS
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUfhi5EkW7
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj0NNuLbfj
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubR3cjTibO
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV3eFqczEN
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「喂！松本。」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFK3iU1JLGi
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRhiLbRzjD
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm4gQhmyK8
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDNy7TXyjt
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAhuZMkJ6y
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeE5ybcRXO
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「當然……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVBJe4j6Yb
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCm44wDxJE
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIyYPPk8oS
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqn2jRwV3N
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9im9piZXe
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqkBnD5Bwc
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「嗯，我很開心。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvawyJbV76K
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「這是你的實話嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5tIQm4HS8
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「當然。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qq8Tezh2Q
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsI7hE3xys
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVw8DdbwE6
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6icHyfo7J1
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「……。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxPg4CBlHs
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笑容？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkZGnqLiOZ
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqfdbH5Mi5
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKSM3iwWfe
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「……，騙自己嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhM1wXgBPz
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9KBOmngsY
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChFKEIflSp
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFkhidErgD
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBZvKT0qqY
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBzDetM7Bb
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「……，是這樣嗎？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqQyDUHVsO
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HtnFyc9Ge
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「……，真是的。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtEVosVO0u
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpn9ds8oB9
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y56fmVqUV
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1vTDKXwWw
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aPNzMRcyV
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「你到底想說什麼！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyuxILHfXl
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe7E3nhOgI
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnAVfqMh49
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你以為……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj3bTbkD3f
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd4k4Kn9vM
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfhyWRmCC0
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2o4e4KiId
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0P9wkaxk2
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJbCkPfqLI
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ej6RTwnH7
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「……，果然。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV4fzPlKsv
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzhPOsvP4E
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuVfM7c1N3
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpaHnG2WYG
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNJk4J9lOe
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7Zet7nRUK
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……，LIVE？ 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwBlWOXOfo
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lq0OKxWrC
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06Av9rE6IJ
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcbVr2EoMn
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要是真的做到了，我……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOtlhzPIYx
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……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8g8GWYfcf
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgLSq6nGgV
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdaY5qlZd6
「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yVx2tSyY6
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEEX8AFwsJ
但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgb1t22VHe
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpLGoU9qFr
「如果是這樣……。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡistvMlmDqT
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuyTmbuqnw
不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5ld1NHDKP
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3hsA0hJPq
看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt37Ecz7ynC
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8vQDpmzjh
「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmDFdnKgGA
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qyaFTOLxV
「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4tdGPHIup
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5nrOQER2N
我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RDxPLrdtC
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQx7ID7e2Q
「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3TH1uoxUh
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxQ9D6C6ZV
「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rn9XhimG9
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLk7EyZ3E4
大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKNnMjV9Xp
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B03AOZIC9
如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhiGpYUqap
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大人物……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPfFn0xHNI
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnuC4MgaBr
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGDewb9osO
我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJJ0XskeCz
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHnTmQTQrk
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c3OOuDHNB
「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i2Q8zuoJH
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtUVgcwotO
無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93G67bV7MX
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElphYWiTYq
我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1ygSi1ebS
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKdrQxi7wb
「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIJLYHyxEW
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSgbQekcUN
隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGaT3q0YLp
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLf4qXXIVr
原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqhbitT5bk
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf1SIQ1urI
在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtnoAfmKLo
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3MQCyEhmr
所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRHUwNEaei
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy6E3rXmzI
但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY0yAT9DCf
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMZ1SM6mja
「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0cWStv4oO
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYsFjSJ0u9
聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvGqslbyVT
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yaxsYgSpT
「毫無疑問，沒問題。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXiBMAi9fg
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXG8rMrLMMi
聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd3J009z6m
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IuesDHNN6
「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDgouNkwPR
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgDXQKDpby
「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfclVaEz1T5
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiwSWaVUHa
大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0soUEU2ZF
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp76JevSzX
是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu534vJ09pp
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iPVoZ5wgf
這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Nt8jcD0MB
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnhq4Vmyvj
不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPhRJBPaqq
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciBGLkhud6
「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMyIHlGMiv
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjh1MnXl7V
開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGSJKIy4Vb
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIOq4s7h9Q
身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEilVfZrGS
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXS7gyxIj8
她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5exwoj3TZX
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSLzrpGfyi
小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMh6pOVyB3
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwigBXMAiIm
「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPnaHMpuDx
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFOaE9arYs
「怎麼可能！只是……。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIzLHL5xOB
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrgTPh2QKL
「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsKyuHvGRc
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGBqG43mdk
我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjthRiPYZWJ
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqe1q5XGcp
聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbDgMr0YGW
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvdZ89Jzby
強顏……，歡笑？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN62ZiFPUT
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93Jgkxv0Yv
我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjePIOhazkz
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqMAWM60vO
……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTIEe2AWAa
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEohUFKlpH
吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3VZjSQGE2
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxHdDsHK8Q
她也一樣是業餘偶像。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16c1bxd7tk
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8QV4gAPa0
「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOpKVOQxdr
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYyKyrx0mp
我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5BHw96pB9
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwB1rSxI5h
在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtdSBs70cQ
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNxPaI6cRZ
「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjF3C16iuk
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSYWVUKshw
「為什麼你……？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5YePdK9ut
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNL8lTs8hs
「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmWg0TG7BP
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnb37YvCic
但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOaCMKcP3T
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGFcE6aUon
吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnuHGqkjvm
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFssnTBPaB
雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQSKNzEkgF
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskC6BsrpyM
但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEUvt6nXo9
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWUEVcaRWf
我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6c7ueEpyW
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28FLV1jt1A
這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyF1xKky93
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9Wl4gSmuR
聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8dYtFS3JQ
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xe5U198uB
「是啊……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNRq3HD75E
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為什麼我會害怕呢？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAxBlqfh7t
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnPoJ2Nvmx
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lQL6nkiRS
吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb4ZGVuOoj
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZR6OaqEpW
「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVjeFAQ3XQ
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRXSrPUBq8
讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjKiXcjmDK
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtzzLLRiIi
聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxQmRcx9PC
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6Frdu7F1i
「當然！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJMJmCqUjG
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH06i8yHJnd
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyfDwCfvrV
「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlad9HLdQlq
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujQkpA4CLY
所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmhB86URwm
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhCWWNpAzf
我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrW0Y19j1E
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqYzgU0RvO
……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS4oAFXjnL
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAplKxLzJjQ
一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhAOdebOv3
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rPDiMjfLI
所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiDcJ4y4ga
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV0yyBayhe
不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzNFaDq8MG
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPFb3JhAug
不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNLgXvQdm1
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7VtfgnASj
再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJCWubi7Ax
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8oGr56oQC
就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cuMFJkra2
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2Z1ZfzuDD
因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu19WuRl5o
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5DnDXV3lX
小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkolBD9kMno
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Lx8qgla4j
其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDADvvtZtXf
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n9BOjjBYl
歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMVKcvHtTD
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG29uCR9UY
我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWDxQEMr02
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0n4mKwGp3
因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w56fk0VAF
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHH44lNuwN
而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyFkaXUEph
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jd4pCCQbz
「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPsVj2clao
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDx9gjIaFC
「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4dfU9jgG3
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cNoTRvBKl
「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KbNaasfxn
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4hPxYWSHB
還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlmaaYYWBL
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPFKUVg0SP
那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvyuFv8txG
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD13vv86A8g
「我當然記得。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7qeOK5E1S
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGBmyR2yMR
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fXEw2dGEI
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57CuQDAuxf
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「原來是這樣嗎？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDACcQURT5Q
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAgvjgB4Yb
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthr00vulOC
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHP952c3pI
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcCUIcgNsf
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMytGXh8n7
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「……！」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjpi2zIKl3
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafFjTgC7Js
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt54j0YVxJ
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媽媽……。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Nl8ng0daR
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「怎麼了嗎？」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyf52rWNtQ
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1aMKixxbb
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQWJehsmjt
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsR3XLrNXi
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ56qKGGIp7
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……，不行，我打不下去。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjQ7UP6nCI
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我沒辦法……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbYtVHTXtz
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihGjiGo7xO
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「怎麼了？」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgITGL0Npy
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLwu7YHCDY
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMmZf8gD2S
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uSG7IdmDk
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI0jsGbz3B
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXzeArHoFt
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayb9uprU8N
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvo8ZxOMu7
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECzyZwgHa3
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我到底該怎麼……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56FmNQnWKz
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……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEifwFm7QX
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如果……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HWMKXWTxs
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiM8dodiNZ
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdR9BJxmDs
107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Eo8xTSvo8
「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExxHRwRepO
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我要親自去見母親。」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInx68fXZjW
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「……，是這樣啊？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PDt2HSBsi
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kZsmKgRNo
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXDEPu0yG0
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CbFiX2Cq7
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4twq8HZJb
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJcYAar2Vt
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiuEszAR8W
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMlKCDol8q
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlJVETJBbB
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wgfq1p7SP
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScDMfcm8Jg
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY1jaXknYu
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8oNca53MD
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoH5ZuYJEB
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoRQZKJ2fW
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw6Y5SYYts
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWGWpCnSvb
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht1eTvm9GU
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她……，在說什麼啊！？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T3GECwVbl
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9JosoeBEN
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD1HyohlpH
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSqxjQNUoA
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1FqKU7WnL
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5zQ9zJdDL
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「嗯……。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC8gk9FXpN
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Kxl698sd
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE5AZGpXjv
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaWduDF7Jg
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIMs5ZRQO6
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM8pUhOkma
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYMxDoMgsU
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「你……，說什麼？」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3djASKvyBP
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9dJMWKVXV
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPWpmeBDLl
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhJIdL2o7d
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WqOGxjgkD
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVIpiTLWqa
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCtoQoUmOU
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe75StnJRDi
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