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是雨聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAN0p4mP9ktd
有雨聲在墨色的幽靜之中響起。11Please respect copyright.PENANABo2M9J8DCS
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時大時小,如同在雨夜時才能聽見的,水滴撞擊之後迸裂的殘響。姚真臣從以前就喜歡雨聲,聽來萬分靜謐。對他而言,那是洗滌靈魂的白色噪音。11Please respect copyright.PENANAxIae6wvBDM
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「你是我跟你媽生的,能乾淨到哪裡去?」11Please respect copyright.PENANA9xGv16G8cP
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男人在昏暗之中現身,對著姚真臣指指點點。姚真臣想要起身罵人,但他發現自己只有成年人的一半高,身材瘦小。11Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7aa7qZlaZ
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眼前忽然有一隻纖細的手。滿佈紅印、瘀青的手,阻擋在他與那個男人之間。11Please respect copyright.PENANA1VfHHjfBCC
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「你想怎樣,不要把真臣牽扯進來。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAso2eqnPjyS
「幹,講那麼難聽。」男人哈哈大笑,步步進逼,「真臣,別忘了你姓姚,是我姚家的種。我這老爸啊,你未來非得奉養我不可。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAWZN7RhGY3H
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姚真臣張大了嘴,他想說的是──去死吧!11Please respect copyright.PENANAh3Z9y7S0Gm
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然而當聲音真正從嘴裡出來時,卻是兒童無助的飲泣。11Please respect copyright.PENANAuSV1kPFpsu
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「真臣,不怕喔,媽媽在這喔。」溫柔的笑臉遮斷了男人的視線,眼前的女人打扮得花枝招展,長髮因爭執扭打而顯得雜亂,單薄的連身裙幾乎透光,內衣若隱若現,乳溝更是呼之欲出,一雙透膚黑絲襪早已在暴力之下顯得破爛不堪,裸露的肌膚上,放眼所及都是傷。11Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7TIYyz9qk
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「李昭兒,錢拿來,我就走。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAUOXKft1EUe
「你沒資格叫我的名字。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAa3xxVHJMj6
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名叫李昭兒的女人是媽媽。這位穿著暴露的媽媽,曾是眼前這個男人的妻子。11Please respect copyright.PENANAtJOb8T06zX
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「姚健,你不配作父親,也不配做一個丈夫。訴請離婚已經判准,而且依照保護令,你不應該接近我們母子。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAgdFrgY4svl
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「哈,欠人幹的酒女裝什麼好媽媽。」姚健臉色越來越難看,「不要屁話一堆,錢拿來。」11Please respect copyright.PENANA5Yuy4B7g34
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李昭兒沒再答腔,她默默從皮包裡拿出一疊白花花的鈔票,而姚健幾乎是用搶的把它們全都拿走,胡亂塞進骯髒牛仔褲的口袋裡。11Please respect copyright.PENANAZwgzoDLhzm
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「不要再過來了,就算你不願意放過我,也請你放過真臣。」11Please respect copyright.PENANABS4W6xNXtO
「不,我還會再來的。」姚健那張猙獰的笑容,姚真臣知道自己永遠也不會忘記,「我會找到你們,不管到哪都找得到。」11Please respect copyright.PENANA3ldQvhuvFe
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李昭兒目送姚健跨過被踢破的木門,離開了母子兩人生活的小小出租公寓。她回頭擁抱姚真臣,聲音裡有不捨的顫抖。11Please respect copyright.PENANAJam5wnHQ8j
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「真臣,我們又要搬家了。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAnzjLUCqUMJ
「沒關係。」年幼的姚真臣抽著鼻子說:「媽媽去哪裡,我都一起去。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAndr3vlvJXt
「對不起……」11Please respect copyright.PENANAfyYGmnSUyD
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又是一個深深的擁抱,李昭兒的身影很巨大,而姚真臣覺得自己非常渺小。雖然鄰居都說她身上的香水味令人難以忍受,但他很高興可以每天聞得到。是這個香水味,在狹小的公寓裡讓他感受到存在,感受到被保護、被愛、被需要。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwgO8HoGKT1
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「媽媽最喜歡真臣了。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAUbnyYIT49l
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所謂的喜歡,正應該有著想守護對方的心情嗎?11Please respect copyright.PENANAy3oSGarkjx
在李昭兒溫暖的懷裡,年幼的孩子,慢慢閉上眼睛。11Please respect copyright.PENANA1O74uIHqGy
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是水聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANApa6S8xUUs4
有水聲在幽暗的房間裡響起。11Please respect copyright.PENANAs2lF4e2x0e
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時大時小,如同是夜裡悄然降臨的春雨。代表著難熬的深冬過去了,世界與大地,應該因此煥然一新。11Please respect copyright.PENANAjIpthuOus3
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有屬於年輕女孩的微弱氣音,聽不清究竟是哭泣,還是噓唏。水聲瀝瀝,身上的疼痛與疲勞也像是被洗滌……11Please respect copyright.PENANAlL2VEfYAvS
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「喔幹!」似乎是終於想到剛剛發生過什麼事,姚真臣像被電到一樣,從床上彈了起來。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdAcwsu0mNC
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床上?自己怎麼會在床上?11Please respect copyright.PENANA8boyRK2Ktx
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雙人大床,紅色枕頭呈愛心形狀。雪白床單之上,鋪著防止床第之趣弄髒廉價床墊的褐色保潔墊。混雜濕氣的二手菸味從空調系統飄出來,單薄牆壁外,可以聽見床架撞擊牆壁的咚咚響聲,以及他人幽微的細語及含糊的嘆息。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfS9Uz1R7tO
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他們在愛情賓館裡,兩個人,一男一女,都穿著私立巨人高中的制服。11Please respect copyright.PENANArqMK7izRId
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情況還可以更糟糕嗎?正當姚真臣這麼想的同時,馬上就有更糟的事發生了。屬於嬌小女學生的青色襯衫與黑色百褶裙,亂七八糟地散在他身邊;枕頭旁,甚至有一整套女用貼身衣物。11Please respect copyright.PENANAMmUcB8TeBW
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那樣的話,既然房間裡面有水聲,那就表示……11Please respect copyright.PENANAUL7v7x1GAM
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水聲停息,緊接著是拉門開啟的聲響,「啊,你醒了喔。」康芝婷濕潤著頭髮,從浴室走了出來。她身上裹著一條素白浴巾,雪白雙腿露在外頭,都是剛剛才沖過澡的潤澤質地。見她豪不在意地以這種姿態現身,姚真臣彈身而起,將自己身上的襯衫扣子快速解開,披在康芝婷裸露的雙肩上,將她如同刀削般美麗的香肩與鎖骨線迅速遮了起來。11Please respect copyright.PENANA5NAtIe010S
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她馬上皺起了眉頭,「噁……臭死了你的襯衫,我才剛……」11Please respect copyright.PENANAsBHcU0h1pB
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「請妳更愛自己一點吧。」11Please respect copyright.PENANA3sbwVthxeE
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康芝婷的抱怨被硬生生打斷,她那雙黑溜溜的瞳孔裡,映著眼前這位上身裸裎的男同學身影。一時之間,房間裡第一大聲的,似乎是姚真臣的心跳;而第二大的,是兩人相互凝視時的呼吸。11Please respect copyright.PENANAx0AzLcrd44
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康芝婷總覺得眼前的男同學有些不可思議,在此之前,許多男士看見她,都是用下流的眼神在打量。但面前這個與自己同齡、處於青春期的同學,眼底的關心卻彷彿遠多過羞澀……除了紅得像是被火燒過的耳朵以外,這個男生對自己出浴的模樣,紳士程度可謂前所未見。11Please respect copyright.PENANAeg8ZGsqORS
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於是她慧黠地笑了笑,慢慢地、一點一點地逼近了他。見他別開視線、閉上眼睛,拼命忍耐的樣子非常有趣,她不禁伸手摸了摸姚真臣結實的胸膛。11Please respect copyright.PENANAFkMIMap1H7
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如此滾燙。11Please respect copyright.PENANAO8fOk4UnKf
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「明明才沖過澡,妳手為什麼那麼涼?」姚真臣閉著眼說道:「快去把衣服穿上啦!」11Please respect copyright.PENANAspHZt7g32p
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「才不要,熱死了,制服很臭。」康芝婷的語調裡帶著笑意,她輕聲問道:「你有在鍛鍊?」11Please respect copyright.PENANAYtrCTKXT3P
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「我有在練拳,每天都要練。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAVEqPiCfEJ2
「是喔,難怪你能做那些動作……嗯,看得出來沒有說謊。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAyUfcTeIySM
「我一向不說謊的。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAEqiersVJ7y
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「真的?」康芝婷話裡的調皮又更多了些,「那你老實告訴我。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5xcAKQCrg
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「告訴妳什麼?」11Please respect copyright.PENANAQtIg71oNpW
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於是這女孩了踮起腳尖,在那男孩赤紅的耳邊輕聲問道:「你硬了嗎?」11Please respect copyright.PENANAHrX0ckpprV
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「幹!白痴喔!」11Please respect copyright.PENANAMTB6fj5Us7
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姚真臣這下就連繃著的臉都禁不住紅了,康芝婷笑得東倒西歪,就這樣躺到了床上。她那修長而雪白的腿、略為散開的浴巾,肯定十分誘人──11Please respect copyright.PENANA6dYca3uzRC
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為了揮去腦海裡的想像,他重重打了自己好幾個耳光,連鼻血都打了出來,嚇得康芝婷只得連聲叫停,「等等,我開玩笑的,我開玩笑的行了嗎?別打了啦!」11Please respect copyright.PENANAUvp9XJLxkW
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「妳要繼續玩我的話,我只能說,沒有那麼多時間陪妳玩。」姚真臣捏住幾乎被自己打歪的鼻子,轉身背對著她說道:「說正事,『那裡』到底是什麼?為什麼我們會在『這裡』?我們又和『什麼』對抗?」11Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3xJH6Chdu
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有好一段時間,背後斷續傳來窸窸窣窣的動靜,直到他那件制服襯衫被扔回來,罩在他的腦袋上。11Please respect copyright.PENANABKkp3RqMvi
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「好,你衣服穿好吧。」康芝婷語氣回到了在學校裡那般冷靜的調性。她一面看房間裡的男孩子穿衣服,一面說道:「首先,這裡是我的房間,雖然是這種環境就是了。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAavOvOAFglr
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「呃,抱歉,打擾了。」姚真臣穿好衣服、整理好服裝,仍是沒有回頭。11Please respect copyright.PENANAL23AbVSFGf
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「你幹嘛不看過來,真有這麼氣嗎?」11Please respect copyright.PENANATTn1WUg4m3
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事情不是這樣子的──姚真臣很不想承認,她開的「玩笑」其實也不算說錯。但為了一絲絲尊嚴,他決定背對著康芝婷以避免被發現褲子形狀的變化,「我這樣聽就好了。」11Please respect copyright.PENANA9kLptkPDNi
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「好吧。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAC39HbID9yd
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襯衫還上有康芝婷剛剛沐浴過的體香,望著根本只是一片透明玻璃的浴室拉門,姚真臣確實需要一些轉念的資訊。然而,他沒有預料到的是——這個資訊太過匪夷所思,幾乎讓他開始懷疑自己是不是在做夢。11Please respect copyright.PENANA7LlkiyHD1r
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「我們是同一種人,哪種人知道嗎?殺過人的那種人。」康芝婷喃喃地說。11Please respect copyright.PENANACexigSjBkS