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我其實早知道了。8964 copyright protection78PENANANw3lTRQCWs 維尼
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那個視窗──那個我一直以為「至少還連著他」的對話框。8964 copyright protection78PENANA4pc61sv9Aq 維尼
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他從不回我的「你最近還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection78PENANAQyNzpggezH 維尼
從不讀我想解釋的訊息。8964 copyright protection78PENANAHVpGxIgRX6 維尼
從不打開我轉送的求助資源,或我那句「我們還能談談嗎?」8964 copyright protection78PENANAan9TmmeGEt 維尼
不得已打到他的單位想好好談時,他的同事都說著他不在。8964 copyright protection78PENANAQbOigrhxW0 維尼
只有當他需要憤怒有個去處時,才會忽然出現。8964 copyright protection78PENANA6POw5uantd 維尼
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然後,留言:「妳去死。」「不要浪費民眾打進來的資源!」8964 copyright protection78PENANAg93sVPvU21 維尼
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然後,迅速封鎖。8964 copyright protection78PENANAOp5ICviWbQ 維尼
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我很早就發現了,我點進他對話視窗,看到Line回覆的不是已讀、是不讀。8964 copyright protection78PENANAUwr7CTwmFd 維尼
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整串的不讀。8964 copyright protection78PENANAaafHtqNUtG 維尼
我像是在看一段過期的錄影帶。8964 copyright protection78PENANApKeeoFDcO0 維尼
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我突然想吐。8964 copyright protection78PENANAsazp7nrZ2U 維尼
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原來我以為的「留著他唯一聯繫的管道」,根本不是為了他孤單。8964 copyright protection78PENANA9cuyVcVHGi 維尼
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是……他根本沒打算把我當人。8964 copyright protection78PENANAf3t4E03ctk 維尼
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我把手機放下,站在陽台前,風吹得頭髮有點亂。8964 copyright protection78PENANAvS9ylFh0aM 維尼
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我想起曾經對湛霖說的話:「我怕如果我也不回他,他會真的什麼都沒有。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAAApKMIiw29 維尼
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但現在我終於明白:8964 copyright protection78PENANAMNV1CH8gTM 維尼
那扇窗,從來不是留給我的。8964 copyright protection78PENANAELVOxwPqFG 維尼
那只是他丟石頭的洞口。8964 copyright protection78PENANAei4LNUl7V8 維尼
而我站在底下,誤以為那是風在撫我。8964 copyright protection78PENANAoVUXaZMbm1 維尼
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湛霖走到我身後,沒有問什麼,只是靜靜陪著。8964 copyright protection78PENANAd7HLp9eJxA 維尼
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我小聲說:「……妳知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection78PENANADmXcmO7dBe 維尼
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「其實……我一直都知道他不是真的想跟我聯絡了。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAgi51GLHdKu 維尼
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「但我還是一直試圖對他溫柔……」8964 copyright protection78PENANA1zQ6Ob0IBp 維尼
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「因為如果我也變得冷淡……那我會不會真的什麼都不是了?」8964 copyright protection78PENANAGvbktNO3cv 維尼
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湛霖回抱住我,聲音像貼在心口一樣:8964 copyright protection78PENANAUy7yLBMZPo 維尼
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「不會。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAJaNJbCu3Pf 維尼
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「就算那扇窗從沒為妳開過,8964 copyright protection78PENANAG003U5bkqx 維尼
我也會為妳造一個新的房子,8964 copyright protection78PENANAMT9itB4S9x 維尼
讓妳站在裡面,不再被石頭打到。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAaxUp839J02 維尼
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「而不是,讓妳一直以為:疼,是與人連結的代價。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAtxArC6MPmO 維尼
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那一刻,我終於深呼吸了一口氣。8964 copyright protection78PENANAqovlQM1OoU 維尼
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我把手機解鎖,對著那個從不回應我的人寫下:8964 copyright protection78PENANA8nTVWH9Cz7 維尼
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「我以為我一直站在出口的地方等妳,8964 copyright protection78PENANAc4U9q3EOnd 維尼
現在我知道,我站的是妳用來出氣的門口。8964 copyright protection78PENANAcp4L8bORoh 維尼
我不恨妳,但我也不會繼續讓自己流血證明我善良。8964 copyright protection78PENANADnRBSWYSUJ 維尼
從今天起,這個門我為自己關上了。8964 copyright protection78PENANAw9OWCHQl7M 維尼
再見。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAxvlaCKP0V0 維尼
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我按下封鎖鍵,手沒有再抖了。8964 copyright protection78PENANAeV2qce0ZUU 維尼
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第一次,我不是在關掉誰──8964 copyright protection78PENANAsM1mvaxtJq 維尼
我是在保護自己終於站穩的那雙腳。8964 copyright protection78PENANA9w7TAoW8sX 維尼
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