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她在我懷裡睡了一整晚。8964 copyright protection57PENANAzgvPWbXcYp 維尼
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那種睡,不是安穩的熟睡,而是身體實在太累、情緒撐到崩潰後被迫關機的無聲倒塌。8964 copyright protection57PENANAqEOjZNMoJh 維尼
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我一動不動,就這樣坐著,讓她的呼吸、體溫和眼淚慢慢落在我身上。8964 copyright protection57PENANAKh3Qb1Kuz4 維尼
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她真的很瘦。61Please respect copyright.PENANAVOMibmQQaY
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我從沒那麼清楚地感覺到她肩膀的骨頭,那種不是天生瘦,而是「連活著都在消耗體力」的瘦。8964 copyright protection57PENANAZD9BVkU4sD 維尼
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天亮了。8964 copyright protection57PENANASa4XkvjWId 維尼
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陽光從窗簾邊角透進來,一點點落在她睫毛上,像是替她輕輕拭淚。61Please respect copyright.PENANAiHvraLbAPA
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我低頭看著她,輕聲叫了句:「家瑜,早安。」8964 copyright protection57PENANANeHlOzmcN6 維尼
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她眉頭動了動,沒醒。8964 copyright protection57PENANAOO9NYAXv4A 維尼
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我沒有叫第二次。8964 copyright protection57PENANAxsiRx6h5Yk 維尼
我只是鬆開被她捲住的手,慢慢地站起來,去廚房煮了一鍋粥。8964 copyright protection57PENANAPwVr3CqmRK 維尼
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她醒來的時候,我剛放好餐具。61Please respect copyright.PENANArivAjaoWzF
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她坐起來的樣子還是很慢,好像骨頭裡都灌了水泥。8964 copyright protection57PENANAXEUyXTd2ii 維尼
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她沒問我為什麼在,也沒問時間。只是低聲說:「……妳怎麼還沒走?」8964 copyright protection57PENANAS67qY1HkLs 維尼
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我走過去,蹲在她面前,像過去那樣和她平視。61Please respect copyright.PENANAzwvVDMK8oK
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我說:「因為我不想讓妳醒來,第一件事就是再次面對孤單。」8964 copyright protection57PENANA8mbF0MQtPq 維尼
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她沒有說話,只是紅了眼眶,低頭看著我替她整理披散的頭髮。8964 copyright protection57PENANAQ7hjNXp1qm 維尼
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我沒逼她吃。只是放了一碗粥在她手邊,說:「如果沒辦法吃,就喝幾口湯也好。妳昨天太累了。」8964 copyright protection57PENANAq6PUi5dl14 維尼
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她點了點頭,動作很慢地端起湯匙,第一口就眼眶泛紅了。61Please respect copyright.PENANA06WvsZUE3c
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不是因為味道,是因為那種——「我以為我被放棄了,但還有人還在」的感覺。8964 copyright protection57PENANALO7NLq0TPW 維尼
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那天晚上,我打開了電腦,開看著過去查過的資料:「如何陪伴憂鬱症患者」。61Please respect copyright.PENANAocbCe1nYOz
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我以前做錯了很多事情。8964 copyright protection57PENANA8YaAetM1Qk 維尼
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太快鼓勵她振作,其實會讓她更自責。61Please respect copyright.PENANAoMrGGo5qdo
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太常問「怎麼了?」其實她自己也不知道。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKtnQuJEfIT
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以為吃藥就好,以為只要我夠溫柔,她就會一直往上爬。8964 copyright protection57PENANAcCp5jhbGFR 維尼
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可我沒想過,她不是在走樓梯,是在深海裡掙扎呼吸。8964 copyright protection57PENANASoFc3ZHYYW 維尼
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我拿出筆記本,寫下自己要記得的事:61Please respect copyright.PENANA2VFoUvQ95h
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1. 她不是不努力,是生病了。61Please respect copyright.PENANApEi1CJE0rd
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2. 她不講話,不是因為不在乎我,而是因為太累了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKo5tCojgeT
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3. 我的愛不能讓她立刻好起來,但可以讓她不孤單地撐過來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKEfOjKNbHD
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4. 當她說「我好爛」時,不用急著否定,而是說:「我知道妳現在很痛,但我還在這裡,陪妳一起走。」8964 copyright protection57PENANAnmaStJX9Cx 維尼
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我關掉筆電,看著寫完的那一頁,輕輕說了句:61Please respect copyright.PENANABI7bAdHgZa
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「我會學著成為妳活著的理由之一。不是壓力,而是……像呼吸那樣,靜靜在。」8964 copyright protection57PENANAyCuap59rFu 維尼
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那天我第一次真正知道:8964 copyright protection57PENANAtWYvhuNB1s 維尼
愛一個正在憂鬱谷底的人,不是給她光, 是在她看不見光的時候,牽著她的手說—— 「走不動沒關係,我就坐在妳旁邊,等到妳有力氣了,再一起走。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAJwJNMYWOCC
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