No Plagiarism!a4Ygj44yAwpsGDfwso89posted on PENANA ——白色的盥洗室,冷冰冰的瓷磚,鏡子前的我站得搖搖欲墜。8964 copyright protection120PENANAE9iLAvHW3y 維尼
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手裡握著的是染著水漬和顫抖筆跡的便條紙,那是我嘗試寫完卻永遠沒寫完的話:8964 copyright protection120PENANAUyVVPN5acd 維尼
「對不起,我真的撐不下去了,也真的……很努力了。」8964 copyright protection120PENANARCosaUqJlb 維尼
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字跡已經模糊不清,那一筆一劃滲透著力竭與崩潰。8964 copyright protection120PENANAohylExB6Wp 維尼
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夢裡的我,背脊彎著,像要被壓垮一樣低頭站著,雙手泡在水龍頭下,一直洗著。8964 copyright protection120PENANAjVkQgljZ0x 維尼
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洗自己的手、洗衣襟、洗指尖、洗脖頸。越洗,水越冰;越洗,皮膚越紅,刺痛如火。8964 copyright protection120PENANAXt5VvKuaPV 維尼
但洗不掉。永遠都洗不掉。8964 copyright protection120PENANARQ0ClxUfuD 維尼
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那一刻,我記起那天——那個沒有人發現、也沒人阻止的那一天。8964 copyright protection120PENANA1gaMcmP5sb 維尼
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不是因為我做錯了什麼。是因為我終於,為湛霖站出來。8964 copyright protection120PENANAG3HozHhlto 維尼
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我站在全體面前上,反駁了侯前輩針對她的羞辱。8964 copyright protection120PENANAl6j5PZuVws 維尼
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那聲音還帶著顫抖,卻是真心。8964 copyright protection120PENANArUhXILSCDW 維尼
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而代價,來得比我想像的更快也更殘忍。8964 copyright protection120PENANAFmaM2vsz7R 維尼
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那天午休時,他說三樓男廁漏水了,要我檢修一下。8964 copyright protection120PENANApKD876CIgm 維尼
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我以為只是平常的差遣,沒有懷疑。8964 copyright protection120PENANAcXjfk4ihCv 維尼
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直到我走進那間空蕩的廁所檢查不出漏水痕跡時、被他一把拖進廁所,關上門、反鎖。8964 copyright protection120PENANAhQoJvLIhnx 維尼
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我被他捂著嘴渾身僵硬地站在那。8964 copyright protection120PENANAR8HKe7aM8N 維尼
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他靠近我的耳朵,低聲如毒蛇吐信:「前輩我來親自教學了,榮幸吧?」8964 copyright protection120PENANAGa28X7MXbm 維尼
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然後笑了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAFZamOqLXhS 維尼
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那不是正常的笑,是一種飽含惡意、想從妳的驚恐中提煉愉悅的笑容。8964 copyright protection120PENANAw3k7UJAtLJ 維尼
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「妳們那種小朋友戀愛,有沒有體驗過這個啊?嗯?」8964 copyright protection120PENANA2rJYJGZarZ 維尼
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他伸手來碰我,我猛地往後退撞上馬桶,聲音全卡在喉嚨裡。恐慌發作在那瞬間爆發,胸口像被擠壓,喉嚨失聲、四肢發軟、呼吸急促。我想叫、想推、想逃,但什麼都做不了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAOsrIp81MDa 維尼
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「敢在眾人面前讓我丟臉,小丫頭,真是欠教訓啊。」8964 copyright protection120PENANAJtXvwrluh1 維尼
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之後的記憶,像被撕碎的報紙,一張一張凌亂飛舞,卻每一張都帶血。8964 copyright protection120PENANAZ9AvWd9mMe 維尼
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我只記得每一下、每一聲、每一秒,都像抹滅掉自己的存在。8964 copyright protection120PENANA2LBuCPglYA 維尼
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然後他整理好衣袖,像什麼都沒發生似的,拍拍我的臉頰說:8964 copyright protection120PENANAkeaJ0WEAQ7 維尼
「知道犯錯的代價了嗎?要嘛學乖,要嘛湛霖幫妳學。」8964 copyright protection120PENANAxCFvrGfryg 維尼
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他走了,像個勝利者般留下得意的腳步聲,消失在樓梯間。8964 copyright protection120PENANAo8qpbvcA2I 維尼
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我在廁所的角落蹲了很久,幾乎連站都站不起來。淚水混著水跡模糊視野,我試圖一點一滴整理自己破碎的衣物,像是想拼回自己最後一點尊嚴。8964 copyright protection120PENANAKkMkSbSgkc 維尼
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我走去盥洗台,一直洗。洗自己、洗衣服、洗手、洗鎖骨。8964 copyright protection120PENANAzS3Dtsp6Vf 維尼
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我洗了好久好久,但那種「髒」的感覺就像刻在骨頭裡,怎麼也洗不掉。8964 copyright protection120PENANAX1rMnE2gbU 維尼
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那之後,他開始了所謂的「回鍋教學」。8964 copyright protection120PENANAr6ESaf18Gb 維尼
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每隔幾天,他就會靠近我座位,用那種輕浮的語氣說:「哎呀,又做錯了呢,要不要我們再找個地方補補課?」8964 copyright protection120PENANAGSxAny7s6o 維尼
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他會低聲在茶水間說:「那天的樣子還不錯哦,可惜妳太急著掙扎了,不然我還想再教一點~」8964 copyright protection120PENANAUkW8KiJICu 維尼
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我僵著身子,冷汗沿著背脊滴下。8964 copyright protection120PENANA32lo4u57NR 維尼
我學會了不反抗,因為他曾說:8964 copyright protection120PENANAWhCgddSFgo 維尼
「如果妳不配合,下次我就讓湛霖來體驗看看,怎麼樣?她不是很會保護人嗎?」8964 copyright protection120PENANAMoJft8ytga 維尼
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我知道他不是開玩笑。8964 copyright protection120PENANAWeiXDrMb5t 維尼
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我怕極了。怕湛霖被他盯上。怕她也會被拉進這個污穢的深淵。8964 copyright protection120PENANAzVZIwKBfaZ 維尼
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我只能忍,咬牙忍,一次一次忍。8964 copyright protection120PENANAkWrYIwVOd4 維尼
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我把工作做得更快,把報告寫得更整齊,把所有加班的活都攬下來,只為了減少他靠近我的機會。8964 copyright protection120PENANADjovO62HMs 維尼
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但那根本沒用。8964 copyright protection120PENANAsthuzOydJe 維尼
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我逐漸開始不敢和湛霖靠近,不敢跟她走得太近,不敢碰她的手、不敢對她撒嬌。8964 copyright protection120PENANACWwJrMScSg 維尼
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我覺得自己好髒好髒。8964 copyright protection120PENANA4q6kIrvbgY 維尼
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我害怕只要靠近她,就會把那些噁心、那些陰影沾染到她身上。8964 copyright protection120PENANAPVGonnoHqy 維尼
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她那麼潔淨、那麼溫柔,我怎麼敢再讓她抱我、吻我?8964 copyright protection120PENANAFvpRjWtUJd 維尼
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我甚至覺得——我再也配不上她了。8964 copyright protection120PENANACIDkt5FEFl 維尼
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每天,我都很努力。不是為了升遷,不是為了肯定,而是為了活下去。8964 copyright protection120PENANArACCbyKxZv 維尼
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那些繁雜業務,那些加班壓力,那些庶務行政、數據追蹤、會議紀錄、文書處理……那些從來都不是最後一根稻草。8964 copyright protection120PENANAXicpbfX7fJ 維尼
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真正壓垮我的,是那個人一次又一次地踐踏,踩碎我拼湊回來的心。8964 copyright protection120PENANAkwVSLfoPlC 維尼
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我越來越像個影子,越來越沉默、越來越安靜,甚至在湛霖生日那天,我都不敢靠近。8964 copyright protection120PENANA1kerLOf53j 維尼
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我害怕我靠近她,就會讓她玷污她的笑容。8964 copyright protection120PENANAaYZRN6w2Cv 維尼
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直到某天,我終於撐不下去了。8964 copyright protection120PENANA649nbkHVlZ 維尼
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不是不愛她,而是太愛她了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAmikYDsz0qv 維尼
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我不想讓她碰到這樣的我,不想再讓她守著一個破爛的戀人、一個被玷污的靈魂。8964 copyright protection120PENANAilR0AsZ29P 維尼
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我最後一次回頭看見她8964 copyright protection120PENANAMNeDzLhbQ8 維尼
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她站在遠遠的地方,正朝我奔來。我想伸手迎接她,但我渾身沉重、動彈不得,只能對她輕輕笑著:8964 copyright protection120PENANAEUh5kgBBKE 維尼
「湛霖……對不起。」8964 copyright protection120PENANAGEC2GLeJPI 維尼
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