I've known heartbreak too,109Please respect copyright.PENANAKyJzmnuh06
Though few who know me know it,109Please respect copyright.PENANAtFsaubG23g
Longed for it to end.109Please respect copyright.PENANAj7w83yAApf
109Please respect copyright.PENANAOUqDQS59SN
I've heard the sweet call,109Please respect copyright.PENANAIfiWMIo5rP
Whispered in my ear at times,109Please respect copyright.PENANAF1A7RNe9xU
For self-oblivion.109Please respect copyright.PENANAFfSpl6mkLj
109Please respect copyright.PENANAGl8PIvnUyO
But it always passed,109Please respect copyright.PENANAIFgklmy36c
Too many unfulfilled dreams,109Please respect copyright.PENANARJnPInP4dE
I could not let die.109Please respect copyright.PENANAhSTwC4j1YG
109Please respect copyright.PENANA3X94EUMngr
Though not a young girl,109Please respect copyright.PENANAMMk3STiMBY
I still can relate to pain,109Please respect copyright.PENANA38V2yqVpra
That's too hard to bear.109Please respect copyright.PENANAhDsDjFIxi9
109Please respect copyright.PENANAV6WHS7CvZc
They bring tears of blood,109Please respect copyright.PENANAbp6qIgGTXC
Young colleagues' words with the pain,109Please respect copyright.PENANACQdmAPh75n
They struggle to bear.109Please respect copyright.PENANA8vgyq4YBf2
109Please respect copyright.PENANAi3ONZC1hFB
Doing themselves harm,109Please respect copyright.PENANAgjwjkgYR2a
To escape the greater pain,109Please respect copyright.PENANAXryzOv3wIN
Of their precious lives.109Please respect copyright.PENANANqmEA4OOal
109Please respect copyright.PENANAN48L3ZI0J2
I beg you each, please,109Please respect copyright.PENANA2W0ybKptvx
Put down the knife, syringe, pipe,109Please respect copyright.PENANAwp7Kt4Zq7B
No answers in them.109Please respect copyright.PENANAZKyRbTBya6
109Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qi7GZGYRq
The answer's in you,109Please respect copyright.PENANA5gfBTiQ5Em
In that hidden spark buried,109Please respect copyright.PENANAMmOrXYDjMZ
Beneath all the pain.109Please respect copyright.PENANAUTvikKWuIQ
109Please respect copyright.PENANAWsu0BeCtFs
Incredible YOU!109Please respect copyright.PENANAOtwBo9GKoF
Unique, in the multiverse,109Please respect copyright.PENANA1mNuLlgMBO
No other like you.109Please respect copyright.PENANAB16AzBBADm
109Please respect copyright.PENANAvJMgQs8tuF
No one with your skills,109Please respect copyright.PENANA9Dhfe3tVv4
No other voice quite like yours,109Please respect copyright.PENANAoAEH4mJT1k
To sing us your truth.109Please respect copyright.PENANAHa29r8XiYj
109Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ1BKxeKQV
Boundless potential,109Please respect copyright.PENANAIxDTmO4JK0
Still a tiny, precious seed,109Please respect copyright.PENANAjYtqziGet9
Waiting to take root.109Please respect copyright.PENANA7wE83vurIM
109Please respect copyright.PENANAVUKb1ZOfxn
Life's fetid manure,109Please respect copyright.PENANAA2R5kOJodU
With tears of joy and sorrow,109Please respect copyright.PENANAkw7FCqD7DI
Will help you to bloom.109Please respect copyright.PENANAcX83LpDAjL
109Please respect copyright.PENANA1uHj7i2CBg
The spark in your heart,109Please respect copyright.PENANA8tQSD72EXj
Will burst into flame in time,109Please respect copyright.PENANAefTk2aIS5z
Through your poetry.109Please respect copyright.PENANA8VU6drYDIo
109Please respect copyright.PENANAKkBp0pLKr9
Purifying all,109Please respect copyright.PENANApccfNA8Bjz
The specters and dark shadows,109Please respect copyright.PENANAwVQPjEsJsl
That now haunt your nights.109Please respect copyright.PENANArXvAihqqIt
109Please respect copyright.PENANA0UDEcVqzaB
Look in the mirror,109Please respect copyright.PENANAjIfpCczsP9
Beyond the scars and tear tracks,109Please respect copyright.PENANAJNCcYdh59Z
To that ember's glow.109Please respect copyright.PENANAhM118XtOnK
109Please respect copyright.PENANA7oyCrp7Y39
And know you will bloom,109Please respect copyright.PENANAefWd53Kj2o
And your mighty bows will bear,109Please respect copyright.PENANAQk5ECbARoE
The sweetest of fruit.109Please respect copyright.PENANAw2i3KdMoHD
Though few who know me know it,109Please respect copyright.PENANAtFsaubG23g
Longed for it to end.109Please respect copyright.PENANAj7w83yAApf
109Please respect copyright.PENANAOUqDQS59SN
I've heard the sweet call,109Please respect copyright.PENANAIfiWMIo5rP
Whispered in my ear at times,109Please respect copyright.PENANAF1A7RNe9xU
For self-oblivion.109Please respect copyright.PENANAFfSpl6mkLj
109Please respect copyright.PENANAGl8PIvnUyO
But it always passed,109Please respect copyright.PENANAIFgklmy36c
Too many unfulfilled dreams,109Please respect copyright.PENANARJnPInP4dE
I could not let die.109Please respect copyright.PENANAhSTwC4j1YG
109Please respect copyright.PENANA3X94EUMngr
Though not a young girl,109Please respect copyright.PENANAMMk3STiMBY
I still can relate to pain,109Please respect copyright.PENANA38V2yqVpra
That's too hard to bear.109Please respect copyright.PENANAhDsDjFIxi9
109Please respect copyright.PENANAV6WHS7CvZc
They bring tears of blood,109Please respect copyright.PENANAbp6qIgGTXC
Young colleagues' words with the pain,109Please respect copyright.PENANACQdmAPh75n
They struggle to bear.109Please respect copyright.PENANA8vgyq4YBf2
109Please respect copyright.PENANAi3ONZC1hFB
Doing themselves harm,109Please respect copyright.PENANAgjwjkgYR2a
To escape the greater pain,109Please respect copyright.PENANAXryzOv3wIN
Of their precious lives.109Please respect copyright.PENANANqmEA4OOal
109Please respect copyright.PENANAN48L3ZI0J2
I beg you each, please,109Please respect copyright.PENANA2W0ybKptvx
Put down the knife, syringe, pipe,109Please respect copyright.PENANAwp7Kt4Zq7B
No answers in them.109Please respect copyright.PENANAZKyRbTBya6
109Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qi7GZGYRq
The answer's in you,109Please respect copyright.PENANA5gfBTiQ5Em
In that hidden spark buried,109Please respect copyright.PENANAMmOrXYDjMZ
Beneath all the pain.109Please respect copyright.PENANAUTvikKWuIQ
109Please respect copyright.PENANAWsu0BeCtFs
Incredible YOU!109Please respect copyright.PENANAOtwBo9GKoF
Unique, in the multiverse,109Please respect copyright.PENANA1mNuLlgMBO
No other like you.109Please respect copyright.PENANAB16AzBBADm
109Please respect copyright.PENANAvJMgQs8tuF
No one with your skills,109Please respect copyright.PENANA9Dhfe3tVv4
No other voice quite like yours,109Please respect copyright.PENANAoAEH4mJT1k
To sing us your truth.109Please respect copyright.PENANAHa29r8XiYj
109Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ1BKxeKQV
Boundless potential,109Please respect copyright.PENANAIxDTmO4JK0
Still a tiny, precious seed,109Please respect copyright.PENANAjYtqziGet9
Waiting to take root.109Please respect copyright.PENANA7wE83vurIM
109Please respect copyright.PENANAVUKb1ZOfxn
Life's fetid manure,109Please respect copyright.PENANAA2R5kOJodU
With tears of joy and sorrow,109Please respect copyright.PENANAkw7FCqD7DI
Will help you to bloom.109Please respect copyright.PENANAcX83LpDAjL
109Please respect copyright.PENANA1uHj7i2CBg
The spark in your heart,109Please respect copyright.PENANA8tQSD72EXj
Will burst into flame in time,109Please respect copyright.PENANAefTk2aIS5z
Through your poetry.109Please respect copyright.PENANA8VU6drYDIo
109Please respect copyright.PENANAKkBp0pLKr9
Purifying all,109Please respect copyright.PENANApccfNA8Bjz
The specters and dark shadows,109Please respect copyright.PENANAwVQPjEsJsl
That now haunt your nights.109Please respect copyright.PENANArXvAihqqIt
109Please respect copyright.PENANA0UDEcVqzaB
Look in the mirror,109Please respect copyright.PENANAjIfpCczsP9
Beyond the scars and tear tracks,109Please respect copyright.PENANAJNCcYdh59Z
To that ember's glow.109Please respect copyright.PENANAhM118XtOnK
109Please respect copyright.PENANA7oyCrp7Y39
And know you will bloom,109Please respect copyright.PENANAefWd53Kj2o
And your mighty bows will bear,109Please respect copyright.PENANAQk5ECbARoE
The sweetest of fruit.109Please respect copyright.PENANAw2i3KdMoHD
109Please respect copyright.PENANAD2S5yDWsIe
109Please respect copyright.PENANAa8JOuJ1P3C
As is usual for me this piece was written in one sitting and is largely stream of consciousness focused on poems I've read recently by young poets, mostly young women, about cutting and other forms of hurting oneself in response to pain one cannot deal with. Some are beautiful, powerful pieces. All break my heart and make me feel completely powerless--other than to make an encouraging comment I know will mean very little. I've always dealt with my own pain through music and poetry. I don't know how else to reach out. Unseen tears mean nothing to those in pain. If only they could see themselves through the eyes of those in their lives who can see deeper than the reflection in the mirror. If only109Please respect copyright.PENANAh5pJeYpfrF