耶西沒有想過今天的結局竟是如此。今天,有太多事他始料不及。他料不到自己一直看重的長子竟會如此荒誕,料不到這鬧劇的結局竟是如此,更料不到自己心愛的拉結原來已看穿自己心中的疑惑和不信任。耶西突然陷入一陣沉思。他把人生的優先次序弄錯了嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANAqNXpbU4vSQ
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他有另一個選擇嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANAJKVTZgYwkq
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在靜默之中,他隱若聽到微弱的「你真失敗」。44Please respect copyright.PENANACyLHWBsx4J
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「大衛寶貝,從今以後,你就要去新嘅地方學嘢喇。媽媽唔可以再喺你身邊,不過你記住,我哋祖先嘅神,造物主耶和華係你嘅牧者。正如佢帶我哋祖先離開埃及一樣,佢會帶領你,保護你。你只要跟隨佢,無論去到邊度都唔會有事,知道嗎?」44Please respect copyright.PENANA9gXr3r9jl3
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大衛聽著拉結溫柔的訓誨,雙眼變得通紅,道:「知道喇,媽媽。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAg8ks0cLP9F
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耶西沒有再說話。44Please respect copyright.PENANACLNPX179CJ
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這一幕永遠留在了耶西心中,不時在他腦海中再度浮現。時至今天,他仍在想:到底自己當初能不能做出另一個更好的抉擇。44Please respect copyright.PENANAddZocclsBP
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也許,那麼,一切都會變得不一樣。44Please respect copyright.PENANAcpeatTRVL7
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那少年愈走愈近,看到他身上的血跡,耶西想到他必定又已遇過甚麼危險。想著那些險象,他胸口竟隱隱痛起來。44Please respect copyright.PENANAAPq9UKhXvl
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「大衛我兒,我欠咗你。係我欠咗你。」他低吟著,悲嗚著。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwxml8Ic6m7
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但在他想跑去擁抱他,安撫他之際,他又猛然想起自那天起沒有跟自己說上很多話的愛妻拉結、想起了這孩子的長相、想起他可能招惹的非議⋯⋯想起他與耶西家眾子不和⋯⋯那一切,又到底要在家中掀起多少風波?44Please respect copyright.PENANAAXV5jVkgOX
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他心知這一切都與大衛無關,但於他而言,這一切都是無奈。是無可奈何的悲劇命運。44Please respect copyright.PENANAj9U35vu07z
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於是,他把即將滿溢的情感強行扯住,擠回自己心中厚重的木箱,閂起它,拿鎖鏈牢牢綑住它,把它扔進心底裡伸手不見五指的暗角。44Please respect copyright.PENANAqwz7H5SqhX
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他深吸一口氣,然後又回去繼續盤算莊園的事務。44Please respect copyright.PENANAK7jWxgWTlC