二 回憶——訊息 兩個月前17Please respect copyright.PENANAt7sqE6pkgi
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“在幹什麼?”17Please respect copyright.PENANASLHVsEBOxC
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“跟她們去吃飯”17Please respect copyright.PENANAXnAwNDLQ1x
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“吃什麼?”17Please respect copyright.PENANAyvCBAEk4Rm
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林絢意把手機放低,不自覺跟汶蔚和棋棋聊得起勁,然後一碗碗熱騰騰的烏東送來,放到她們面前。絢意隨手拿起手機快速回覆一下訊息:17Please respect copyright.PENANAQFaoJNzEOE
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“烏東”17Please respect copyright.PENANArx8FHzKKBg
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幾乎是同時,棚俊回覆了。17Please respect copyright.PENANALGOC9Z2a6Y
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“好吃?”17Please respect copyright.PENANA3Vn8fdtFeN
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絢意沒再理會到電話,跟朋友高興地邊吃邊聊天。17Please respect copyright.PENANAywOzRJuTuJ
這個時候的他們仍在一起,交往了將近十五個月。17Please respect copyright.PENANAwk0Jq2gTSO
「我真不敢想像她這種人會這樣跟男生說話。」絢意說。17Please respect copyright.PENANAoLMrYMqQDP
「『你是想追我嗎?』噁,她那個樣子也敢這樣說,太嚇人。」汶蔚打了個顫抖,才開始吃起她的麵條。17Please respect copyright.PENANAcU3YwU2BuB
「妳們別這麼說,說不定真有人這樣追過她。」棋棋說。17Please respect copyright.PENANAGqmVDwIl65
「我是說,看她的樣子不像是會說這種話。」絢意補充。17Please respect copyright.PENANAUdMlqZcrJg
「那有樣子看的?說不定人家內心很開放。」棋棋得意地說,令汶蔚禁不住笑了出來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAWoCRd7RZNW
「對對對,這就是妳不對了絢意,以貌取人,人家長得不太漂亮就不能這樣說話嗎?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAsuEZr4R18o
「喔?明明是妳先說她嚇人的。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAC6XcZrnzsh
「喔喔?有嗎?忘了。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAjn5OXgfPWv
她們用餐完畢後,便起行回學校去。絢意這才拿起手機,回覆他。17Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5Z5N9TCFo
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“挺一般的,現在回學校去了”17Please respect copyright.PENANAUqpNJZl4Bc
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回到教室,她們隨便坐到後面一排,又繼續聊起天來,等到老師進來授課,她們才專心上課。17Please respect copyright.PENANAZQUZk3ab9j
差不多下課時,絢意奇怪地檢查手機,發現沒有訊息。他在忙嗎?17Please respect copyright.PENANAw72SJ67sAl
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“在忙?”17Please respect copyright.PENANA51tFQnW7Nx
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隔了一會,棚俊回了她。17Please respect copyright.PENANAyL3GAD8Px8
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“不及你忙”17Please respect copyright.PENANAL9Fz8iOqAU
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絢意皺起眉,不明白他為何諷刺起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAhEFRvkeYa3
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“為什麼這樣說?”17Please respect copyright.PENANAvWKiVIegFq
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“沒什麼”17Please respect copyright.PENANADQUKvyBtE3
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絢意一看就知是騙人的。17Please respect copyright.PENANAe5DOwF0tg7
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“怎麼了?”17Please respect copyright.PENANAS8S7f5n2K2
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吃飯的時候在幹什麼?17Please respect copyright.PENANAMbkWS9nDsR
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“吃飯啊”17Please respect copyright.PENANAbCUR9umjac
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「喂林絢意,下課了,走不走?」汶蔚在她旁邊喊道,她點頭拿起東西跟著走。可是她等不到棚俊的回覆,不禁令她不耐煩起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAUZvKb2uX2J
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“吃飯的時候你要我怎樣回覆你的訊息呢?”17Please respect copyright.PENANA6TMLAPzhPM
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這句一發出,不一會便收到對方的回覆:17Please respect copyright.PENANAmLd5x5OmQe
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“我吃飯的時候也有手回覆妳的訊息,怎麼妳會沒有?”17Please respect copyright.PENANA3cbg7DiNFJ
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“吃飯的時候當然要專心吃飯吧”17Please respect copyright.PENANA8BQfYJXMgE
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“是嗎?”17Please respect copyright.PENANAEUixqoTbBH
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“我一邊吃飯一邊跟她們聊天,聊著聊著就忘了嘛”17Please respect copyright.PENANAxJM5oNlxFA
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“吃飯時有時間分給朋友也不分幾秒時間回覆我?”17Please respect copyright.PENANAohseddNPg3
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絢意不禁無奈地笑出來,看著電話不知如何是好。17Please respect copyright.PENANA5PqcD7K9Gg
汶蔚探頭來看。「什麼東西?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAtdncyYwM9T
絢意給訊息內容她看。17Please respect copyright.PENANAmddfMGVYtO
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“聊得投入我還哪來時間分得到去回覆訊息?”17Please respect copyright.PENANA7qJiQqNH24
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「這個男人真不像男人。」汶蔚說。17Please respect copyright.PENANAwQTs1HX7zS
「天知道為什麼我連吃飯都得要回覆訊息。」絢意低頭一看,對方接著回了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAFTa1cFM4nx
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“所以就是朋友重要一點”17Please respect copyright.PENANA0d5DomkcbX
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“這種情況沒有分誰重要一點好不好!!!!!!!!!!!!”17Please respect copyright.PENANAfDjBZpbs14
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絢意忍不住心裡的躁火。「他為什麼可以連這種小事都吵起來?」17Please respect copyright.PENANA3kNf733cJq
「我懂。」汶蔚摟過絢意的肩膀。17Please respect copyright.PENANAaSwWHMDMPs
「什麼什麼?」棋棋湊過來看。「啊,他回了,說妳不懂。」17Please respect copyright.PENANACCmGoAkAFm
「啊,對,我就是不懂為何經常吵些有的沒的,吃飯跟朋友聊天不理他都是錯。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAXkMtnd4aiI
汶蔚慨嘆:「我懂,我的前度就是這個樣子,我也是受不了他那種寸步不離像個小孩一樣追著我。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAmCJ6HbVTnf
「我居然在解釋自己為什麼在吃飯時不回訊息這件事,會不會荒謬了一點?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAW4pFLzNadp
這時,訊息提示聲掀起一遍遍。17Please respect copyright.PENANAIsqrKYs4Nj
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“妳可以稍為理解我一下好嗎?17Please respect copyright.PENANAJZDhyOccCg
妳知道在另一邊的我等妳訊息很難受妳知道嗎?17Please respect copyright.PENANArblOOwuRVS
我不知道妳會不會忽然有危險17Please respect copyright.PENANAudZEeDeQiq
妳說妳忘了,妳有妳的朋友,然後放我在另一邊,冷落我,我會好受嗎?17Please respect copyright.PENANAbA6qehZOgK
最近也是,一回到家妳便人間蒸發似的,不知在做些什麼,不回我訊息,然後忽然就告訴我去睡覺了17Please respect copyright.PENANA108QeuwKAd
妳有想過我嗎?我一直在等妳,想知道妳在做什麼,妳卻消失不見”17Please respect copyright.PENANABTFjXy15qN
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絢意望住電話裡的訊息,心裡的火苗跟難受感混為一和。她不懂,她是想有自己的空間,卻被說成人間蒸發。她不可能二十四小時拿著手機回覆他吧?17Please respect copyright.PENANAoL2tzQXIvv
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“我只是想有自己的空間!難道這有錯?我不可能總是對著電話什麼都不做!”17Please respect copyright.PENANAQnkjtpvswG
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「可憐的女孩。」汶蔚在旁看到,輕呼一句。17Please respect copyright.PENANAxwhI3KsGA2
「唉,妳知道嗎?熱戀期的寸步不離是不可能套用到熱戀期之後,很累人的。尤其是大家都相愛了,為何還要發那些千篇一律的訊息?他就是要我回家說一聲、去洗澡說一聲,幾乎我上洗手間大小便都要跟他報備。怎受得了?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAUMLALq0yUH
「完全明白。」汶蔚說。17Please respect copyright.PENANAxIyWxFWQvp
「怎麼聽起來妳像是他的男朋友,而他就像個女的啊?」棋棋說。17Please respect copyright.PENANAIXFN8PpjbA
「喔,這下慘了,沒戀愛經驗的棋棋也懂了。問題大了。」汶蔚用另一隻手,同樣摟過棋棋的肩膀。17Please respect copyright.PENANArisKoIgzZH
「我也想知道為何角色倒轉了,還是我的熱戀期都比較短?」絢意收起手機,決定暫時不面對他。17Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7UtzSL3G6
「都一年多了,過了也是正常的吧。」汶蔚分析。17Please respect copyright.PENANAkHW7dWdD4E
「他卻沒有熱情褪去。」17Please respect copyright.PENANA9ivcT9DBgb
「但是換轉個角度想想,他的熱情還在燒其實是件很難得的事。想想看,男生不都是很快便燒完對妳的愛,然後就置之不理,還會發掘其他新鮮感。但他沒有,日復日的緊張妳、傳很多訊息來關心妳、對妳依舊的好,可遇不可求呢。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAH8jfW5OOIV
汶蔚說得對。絢意心裡想了想,確實以往的男朋友都不會像棚俊那樣緊張自己,而且很快就結束,不是受不了她的任性就是久了沒熱情便分了,唯獨他跟她最久最好。但她呢?為著自己的一點點空間就這樣嫌他煩?喔,罪大惡極了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAeKIwto5vnT
絢意拿起手機,閱一下他的訊息:17Please respect copyright.PENANAPGiRPmBARL
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“在需要空間之前跟我說一聲不會死吧?”17Please respect copyright.PENANAp0HHHVif9q
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於是在這之後,絢意都會跟棚俊說一聲她要做些什麼。17Please respect copyright.PENANAmYRKf6SWKY
然而,不久後又因為這件事而鬧起。17Please respect copyright.PENANAqSjL0U4Yp8
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“妳可不可以不要這麼多私人空間?”17Please respect copyright.PENANAUNIR8TM35U