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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好，也知道還離得很遠。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K7nQaC1hA
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近，哪怕只是多靠一步，也好。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZVRwUbBes
她一直都是這樣的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiYHA45oDe
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就像那年，他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqznZELYbH
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『加油啊——冴，踢爆他們！你最帥了！』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1FquGCAYN
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他耳朵一震，腳下的節奏頓了半秒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHURYQsZQd
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟，也跟著他一起愣了一下。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ6PHzWI9f
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqEMV8uWdW
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『不要吵我。』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmQdqSxXfz
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他下場後低聲對她說，臉色很差，汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴，聲音卻冷得像石頭。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO7SwAlUgn
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『蛤？我只是在幫你加油而已啊？』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1gdx39Lbm
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她歪著頭，完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjYeyrTCmK
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大，袖口垂著，像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaknPissV89
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵，你根本聽不見——』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcnAqqqONU
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『妳可不可以不要一直喊？』他脫口而出，沒停，『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFsQ5J3VUR
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她聲音甜甜的，卻又太用力了點，混在場邊的歡呼裡，反而意外地突出。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkEt0g992E
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻，聽見了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKynf9R8Gv
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏，卻又在回防時腳下打滑，差點跌倒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAiP1HPr2m
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『不是，剛才那球明明很帥欸！只是傳快了一點——』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCaXunsdC2
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『我是在踢比賽，不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMy2Zzt02H
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她的笑容一點一點垮下去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4fk9nH8ve
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兩人就這樣停在場邊，其他人經過時小心地看了一眼，沒人敢插話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSf2Qo01B4
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『哥哥⋯⋯』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72hklbg1vU
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最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟，開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ41uDDf7p
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『凜，這次是你的機會，你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會，把球傳給你。跟好。』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjamkyKfVp5
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說完，他就轉身回去球場。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0eIynT5j5
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她不是不知道，這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系，第一場公開訓練賽。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K9OZN74HX
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出，即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段，為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh4zD34kqq
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所以她才，更用力地加油啊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESCylHIsGF
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她站在球場外側，太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響，看著站在場中央的他，像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9MOgy6LHn
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩，都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後，她已經不在了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMEz84NYs5
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『哥哥，你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZYta5VyXp
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比完後，弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說，哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣，也不知如何是好。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwYwO10ScX
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隔天放學，他打開鞋櫃，裡頭多了一罐布丁。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq02VJRtP9
沒有卡片，也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字，字跡歪歪斜斜：59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIs3kvbNNh
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「我會小聲一點，但還是想替你加油。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwllSfIzBo
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他盯著那行字看了很久。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr3osG4xr4
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「哥哥。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tOhdjx5xU
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弟弟站在他旁邊，面朝後方。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn3bZspfSr
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是她。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw6L6M9Vxs
沒有委屈，比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE18lVH1R8
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哥哥看了一眼後，把書包背好，掉頭。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp79JLiU0lY
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「哥哥——？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4Sc9iq0a7
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弟弟小跑跟上哥哥，又回頭看向站在原地的她。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyloKIRzo3B
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「還站著幹嘛？等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說，「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFHzQJyvas
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他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道，弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkOUA8wgRi
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近，那是屬於她的步伐。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvUDI8hESe
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQraOrEdQtm
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeoHox0pj8
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDaM7Ee3FA
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「白痴。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSZJQtBMwe
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟，總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRr3tAAJXU
是笑嗎？氣到笑？還是單純覺得她很好笑？又或者，只是覺得她——一如既往，煩得讓人沒轍。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc51xmMDbm
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不知道。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWCRurcdcT
但下一句話聽起來，沒有剛剛那麼兇了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCqJxcUBfM
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「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ3Ou7Qi0R
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「啊？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV4pj7FeyD
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCThzHezRuM
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她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼，她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳，問：那你昨天有聽到嗎？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5F05YNmMd
弟弟點點頭，跟著無聲回應：有，很清楚耶。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSlsm4uDm5
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「以後我會去到更大的賽場，那時候就更聽不到了——」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7b64XuiHl
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他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂，她卻已經先笑出聲。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00D8WHl0Ni
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「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油！你不可以再覺得我吵！」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XKzVR4Gad
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「⋯⋯隨便妳。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f2ZyBnbVb
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她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼，勾住他的手臂，衝上前，一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvpdkZ31hM
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「幹嘛啦——」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuIrpD0lQr
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊！」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyhfScX7xY
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「噁心死了——放開啦！」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28icWj9VtU
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV6Go0rENI
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrWNpY78GY
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只是他，太想踢好，太怕搞砸了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbjjWXXxJB
只是，聽見她的聲音時，心跳亂了兩拍，突然想回頭看看。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjOP03ZAwL
只是那天，他還不懂，那樣的分心，其實是一種被在乎的證明。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsdZrwDKqs
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