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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好，也知道還離得很遠。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEZKybM23x
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近，哪怕只是多靠一步，也好。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sEicgrMYq
她一直都是這樣的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQtBqrYo3Z
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就像那年，他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPU9lqKwJR
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cZ4JhBCEH
『加油啊——冴，踢爆他們！你最帥了！』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh2SLsBgr6
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqx5iySo8U
他耳朵一震，腳下的節奏頓了半秒。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUJj9ReIW2
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6TSDaHfAF
已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟，也跟著他一起愣了一下。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1pBTyxLPM
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIFOyPbqIy
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCzoN73o3n
『不要吵我。』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJoS2BoZFB
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtIZOcXn2p
他下場後低聲對她說，臉色很差，汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴，聲音卻冷得像石頭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxJ9epjPhr
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8dbjbPO7d
『蛤？我只是在幫你加油而已啊？』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedhgsf1jwz
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHx17wTueJ
她歪著頭，完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHpS0hN5AF
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大，袖口垂著，像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnQHfzcEjD
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoRKWS7uhF
『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵，你根本聽不見——』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv743FGDrJ
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NlZ4MVDGP
『妳可不可以不要一直喊？』他脫口而出，沒停，『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdM1OAlwjK
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo8JokCGr4
她聲音甜甜的，卻又太用力了點，混在場邊的歡呼裡，反而意外地突出。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvLf2SeJWj
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻，聽見了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuEZtbI61Q
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏，卻又在回防時腳下打滑，差點跌倒。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeZUDkoVwH
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlkCpKY1vH
『不是，剛才那球明明很帥欸！只是傳快了一點——』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBjKxQjKnA
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u0uXKSEkY
『我是在踢比賽，不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLfAHti8Lu
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7CZYR0KW0
她的笑容一點一點垮下去。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwejDUvSHv
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQkMvXYbep
兩人就這樣停在場邊，其他人經過時小心地看了一眼，沒人敢插話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw18dWvk8bq
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyNqjzt2tQ
『哥哥⋯⋯』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxS086ved2
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP9g46vXRM
最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟，開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUVAFXn8X4
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORV95SF07c
『凜，這次是你的機會，你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會，把球傳給你。跟好。』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg3xMu7qDa
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnYc2NcJW3
說完，他就轉身回去球場。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlIMQaW9jj
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3f20Ht1cM
她不是不知道，這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系，第一場公開訓練賽。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZs51tT1mL
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出，即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段，為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUszCzdQAO
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEbq2h4AHI
所以她才，更用力地加油啊。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhtvYH2TXI
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i3P6l2cBJ
她站在球場外側，太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響，看著站在場中央的他，像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk1lOq8hzT
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩，都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後，她已經不在了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczrO14T6bH
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh0Ll2GfGc
『哥哥，你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT7TepF2Nq
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b792wk90k
比完後，弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說，哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣，也不知如何是好。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6P6rzI6HI
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QcSqbHX8L
隔天放學，他打開鞋櫃，裡頭多了一罐布丁。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKGE5SXiSL
沒有卡片，也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字，字跡歪歪斜斜：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWsgBnGhqX
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVbqSBSgpr
「我會小聲一點，但還是想替你加油。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BEBHQWuil
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeij2DNhZ2d
他盯著那行字看了很久。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVadI16RE5S
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKYImzrxXC
「哥哥。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcaSc8kvsr
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5viYU5MNZ
弟弟站在他旁邊，面朝後方。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ881H4L9qKf
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyaSifcJMH
是她。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9MQrCJkzC
沒有委屈，比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwXPbsDdVm
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEcQT72zyz
哥哥看了一眼後，把書包背好，掉頭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U9cuAPtEh
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「哥哥——？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIjyHnqTK2
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb01rEjNrcT
弟弟小跑跟上哥哥，又回頭看向站在原地的她。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRw2QusjyE
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP69LQMlJA
「還站著幹嘛？等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說，「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeMTxXbHF3
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHadyTjQAu
他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道，弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNSpnI1At3
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近，那是屬於她的步伐。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVYShVyNpZ
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dvbYMXP9h
「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQ6uSL9rDx
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx0zYFA3lA
「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTbjgpmES5
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh6kLE6pJh
「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe17s2oJhVy
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「白痴。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHUlmdAkYn
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟，總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFiFqkAAax
是笑嗎？氣到笑？還是單純覺得她很好笑？又或者，只是覺得她——一如既往，煩得讓人沒轍。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCxHAFVmy0
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l5RHzzNjm
不知道。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQVClEOazk
但下一句話聽起來，沒有剛剛那麼兇了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRsUseDXcc
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90H7J6arZ1
「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsEOwrMx3c
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIg6dri2Uf
「啊？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBJqZypLEh
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7avNLcMhcO
「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRfpC3vc2e
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡit1Zw7g87X
她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼，她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳，問：那你昨天有聽到嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs1xhne4oh
弟弟點點頭，跟著無聲回應：有，很清楚耶。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF6SlwZBhV
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxIdmMPnUT
「以後我會去到更大的賽場，那時候就更聽不到了——」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjUvxPbXHT
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZwpoPcdnV
他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂，她卻已經先笑出聲。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYJmPHnVbO
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqRZjXMqLF
「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油！你不可以再覺得我吵！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYprLiExfo3
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM9SdRYD3F
「⋯⋯隨便妳。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ255eXpfkM8
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKc0SPnA4M
她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼，勾住他的手臂，衝上前，一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAW0sQvokE
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZqOPKRWJA
「幹嘛啦——」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW0R39aYm2
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzLaWBeJv6
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPSVfMAopC
「噁心死了——放開啦！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJbBSIWCJx
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOmUvdBFB4
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAJCoDuzW6
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ559u3N9wAw
只是他，太想踢好，太怕搞砸了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbqJ5aECvS
只是，聽見她的聲音時，心跳亂了兩拍，突然想回頭看看。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr0Pp78ucu
只是那天，他還不懂，那樣的分心，其實是一種被在乎的證明。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2kzbyCjCz
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