母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹,74Please respect copyright.PENANA86jhN1HLf3
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足;
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詢問:
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「我的母親,還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予,但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「74Please respect copyright.PENANA9ESDpnRvX8
我所在處境由妳所把控,不論是優渥或貧困,74Please respect copyright.PENANAeGoUt7VZg6
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。74Please respect copyright.PENANAwwfTQP0BdK
」
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自白 :
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「74Please respect copyright.PENANAUBxJDq0iFo
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處,74Please respect copyright.PENANAEQNIUErGhv
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。74Please respect copyright.PENANAzWZpoBInK7
」
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年幼時媽媽說過:74Please respect copyright.PENANAVHwcEYlFpp
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「74Please respect copyright.PENANAxvYhwVKjmz
如果很痛,74Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZSJZgXvrR
我們家沒錢看醫生,
所以要忍著,如果很痛,74Please respect copyright.PENANALBwMaXTrlX
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。74Please respect copyright.PENANArEKvHkFOX8
」74Please respect copyright.PENANAYvDmRwl6cF
那之後還身為孩子時的自己,74Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0mB7mpOkW
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日,74Please respect copyright.PENANAHVfW6iajuC
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況,請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來,我可以幫妳再割掉一些,74Please respect copyright.PENANA6GWLBGYO6T
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固,74Please respect copyright.PENANAwANygIUbB2
我只能這樣做,妳要體諒我。
沒關係,現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛,說出來,我可以幫妳,不用害怕。74Please respect copyright.PENANA6bLldcjVsD
我們只是沒錢而已,還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後,74Please respect copyright.PENANAr3Ik6wnZtN
會覺得很舒服,
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼?」74Please respect copyright.PENANAQgj5x98fSi
「因為我們是家人。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAPm8r8YkL3R
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回想以往,以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:74Please respect copyright.PENANAtztmfztXrD
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是什麼樣的母親,74Please respect copyright.PENANAC89AL5xZga
於孩子的撒嬌下,74Please respect copyright.PENANA2WiTgkjRLZ
於貧困、於匱乏,74Please respect copyright.PENANAnoxm9XLKl1
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸,74Please respect copyright.PENANANhsVcYTNFe
作為玩具獎勵給子女。74Please respect copyright.PENANAEUHgQQLyBP
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣,74Please respect copyright.PENANAR2ck0mYx29
將左胸,那肥大柔軟的哺育器官,74Please respect copyright.PENANAzTZK5vCLwu
輕易的如無痛覺般割下,賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後,74Please respect copyright.PENANAD8Bo4J4oHF
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、74Please respect copyright.PENANAoOCOORfZMJ
與觸感、與厚大沉重。