母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹,76Please respect copyright.PENANAnKSrqmDUsV
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足;
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詢問:
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「我的母親,還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予,但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「76Please respect copyright.PENANARMhYGMfSEK
我所在處境由妳所把控,不論是優渥或貧困,76Please respect copyright.PENANAdrnqNBX2c7
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。76Please respect copyright.PENANA7btJ0eIJNq
」
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自白 :
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「76Please respect copyright.PENANANxvnEDWhf4
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處,76Please respect copyright.PENANAdOmHBROD0t
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。76Please respect copyright.PENANAlFQOUiRpbE
」
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年幼時媽媽說過:76Please respect copyright.PENANATvsFUkMJ7v
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「76Please respect copyright.PENANAf9d7IFGEMi
如果很痛,76Please respect copyright.PENANAGWRKwjzoye
我們家沒錢看醫生,
所以要忍著,如果很痛,76Please respect copyright.PENANAeRyBUB0xW8
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。76Please respect copyright.PENANA851WQfqe2n
」76Please respect copyright.PENANAdQP6eLDuMV
那之後還身為孩子時的自己,76Please respect copyright.PENANAIqGVq6JATw
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日,76Please respect copyright.PENANAErU5MBXrMi
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況,請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來,我可以幫妳再割掉一些,76Please respect copyright.PENANAn2ik4TfFS0
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固,76Please respect copyright.PENANAuXRIcGFCsr
我只能這樣做,妳要體諒我。
沒關係,現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛,說出來,我可以幫妳,不用害怕。76Please respect copyright.PENANAmdcHHJCz1W
我們只是沒錢而已,還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後,76Please respect copyright.PENANAUQQNq0qF51
會覺得很舒服,
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
」76Please respect copyright.PENANA8lPCd7nhjy
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「為什麼?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1nXB5pYRX
「因為我們是家人。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAWJayRHCyff
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回想以往,以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:76Please respect copyright.PENANALFKaqjb3G1
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是什麼樣的母親,76Please respect copyright.PENANAH2sZJVtDGb
於孩子的撒嬌下,76Please respect copyright.PENANAptnj0Jx4sQ
於貧困、於匱乏,76Please respect copyright.PENANAK05hVSX9if
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸,76Please respect copyright.PENANApQXbnj1cVW
作為玩具獎勵給子女。76Please respect copyright.PENANA39x1bNfEJ0
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣,76Please respect copyright.PENANAzVSMeVauyt
將左胸,那肥大柔軟的哺育器官,76Please respect copyright.PENANA0YEeHXbZ0n
輕易的如無痛覺般割下,賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後,76Please respect copyright.PENANAri9hES2p4J
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、76Please respect copyright.PENANAZtMSn1Weg5
與觸感、與厚大沉重。