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Dear diary,
We all wonder if our friends will really last for ever, or until one of us dies. We wonder about the background of a person, their secrets, their feelings about us. We wonder about what they might be doing, where they might be or if they truly think of us as human.
I wonder if someone will take the advantage of using me, just like my parents did. I wonder if they are with me so that i could entertain them until they find another permanent temporary replacement. 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU6SOT51Vn
They make me feel like a childhood toy which gets thrown away once the child grows up. Why? why do people do this? Why do people even use others like a toy? Why do they shatter our trust like a piece of glass? Why? Why do people throw away our hope and faith in humanity? Why...?
I give my time to them, And they won't even think about spending time with me until they are forced too. Why? I gave it everything i could to make them happy and satisfied. I did everything I could possibly do for their own good.19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckdYRzRmOn
I did everything, EVERYTHING THAT I COULD TO GAIN THEIR TRUST AND ATTENTION WHICH THEY DESTROYED IN A MATTER OF MINUTES. But they wouldn't budge. hah, no. They would take every chance, EVERY CHANCE, to take advantage of me. I was just to stupid to realize it, And when i did, it was too late, WAY too late.
I wish they could feel the pain that i did. I wish they could understand how hard it is to move on from a person you love. I wish they could understand how much it hurts to see them with someone else, Or how empty you feel after they leave you alone in nothing but a dark hallway of pain. I wish that they could realize what they had done as soon as they had done it.
(credits to one of my pookies for giving me this topic)
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