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母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfR0HjfFXn
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0xetKzkfg
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyWmkV0bXL
」
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自白 :
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「51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mKAploteR
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFt3ES0h2q
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3N9wPpPTy
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年幼時媽媽說過：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGnyiGRx14
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如果很痛，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWumhGvOo3T
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1uA0VDz2I
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMF9bm2yqe
」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6xQe7Jywe
那之後還身為孩子時的自己，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Mv0oL1yac
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLzlzAp38m
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1zIORXzYl
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還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCN8EbcdNF
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIud2LTicQ
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdfAehr6Fu
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3hGLiBB2r
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk9IeKyl4J
「因為我們是家人。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnivsh07pv
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQefiozL39
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是什麼樣的母親，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E7GpdNg0l
於孩子的撒嬌下，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8C1Cm2541
於貧困、於匱乏，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAgv5ebKCo
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhXZanV9TE
作為玩具獎勵給子女。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyYLEf7SMb
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc1af2ofkO
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIBcPFplc1
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaNfGBtMRa
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97otxQDqCU
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
