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「……音原……同學?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAJ0hpYHzfrr 維尼
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她的聲音輕得像風,帶著遲疑,還叫錯了我的名字。8964 copyright protection33PENANAiWclYZNbpm 維尼
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那一瞬間,時間彷彿靜止了。8964 copyright protection33PENANAhWh5j5Ft5w 維尼
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我看著她臉上的表情——那不是驚喜,也不是疑惑,而是一種……我不想看到的表情。8964 copyright protection33PENANAChQ805aVZl 維尼
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她的眼神像是在確認:「請,不要是你。」8964 copyright protection33PENANA6jlUgMM6iD 維尼
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而當她的目光掃過我手上的奶昔和小餅乾,還有我身上的白T牛仔外套時,她的眼神徹底黯淡了。8964 copyright protection33PENANAYQYISC29xx 維尼
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……她失望了。8964 copyright protection33PENANAeeywd7Byl4 維尼
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失望到幾乎想逃走,但又強逼自己留在原地。8964 copyright protection33PENANA7HZYf5lBeA 維尼
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她抿了抿唇,努力擠出一個笑容,但那笑容像貼在玻璃上的紙花——透明、薄弱、破碎。8964 copyright protection33PENANANycML7HFdv 維尼
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「啊……果然是你啊……素人君。」她輕聲說,然後低下頭像是在閃避我的目光。8964 copyright protection33PENANAiVrt4Guy2w 維尼
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我的喉嚨像被什麼東西堵住了,連「嗯」都發不出來。8964 copyright protection33PENANAPz7HNuu3X2 維尼
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我其實……早就明白。8964 copyright protection33PENANAz5Re94JDQp 維尼
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從她一開始沒叫我名字、從那表情、從那瞬間的猶豫——8964 copyright protection33PENANA76hK5WcNWc 維尼
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她以為「素人君」會是誰都好,唯獨不是我。8964 copyright protection33PENANALeXCpWuYqI 維尼
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我彷彿聽見什麼東西在心裡「啪」的一聲碎掉了。8964 copyright protection33PENANA3QxePwJacI 維尼
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那是我用無數個深夜堆起來的希望,是我唯一覺得自己被喜歡、被接受的證明。8964 copyright protection33PENANArlXPuCCBCI 維尼
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那些訊息、那些貼圖、那些說「不給你吃」的笑話……原來她的笑容從來不是給我這個人的。8964 copyright protection33PENANALx7sF6OU5y 維尼
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只是給那個「不是音城」的誰。8964 copyright protection33PENANAia2iRliH0K 維尼
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我低頭看了看手上的奶昔,還帶著店裡的冷氣微涼,杯身微微起霧——這原本是我為了她精心準備的「見面禮」。8964 copyright protection33PENANA83SKbgFMCL 維尼
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現在卻像個笑話。8964 copyright protection33PENANAguGjhuQls3 維尼
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「欸……」我終於開口了,勉強讓自己扯起嘴角,「你比我想像中的幽幽還可愛一點欸,雖然……」我試圖開玩笑,語氣卻乾巴巴的,連自己都聽得出來有多虛。8964 copyright protection33PENANAVSkloXZ0gq 維尼
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「雖然?」她問,還是在努力讓語氣看起來輕鬆。8964 copyright protection33PENANAPVZhRcP3nC 維尼
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「雖然……沒想到你是松崗。」我低笑一聲,那笑意卻一點也不甜,只剩下苦澀和死撐。8964 copyright protection33PENANAzM59MLFx8N 維尼
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她沒有接話,只有一秒的沉默,然後很輕很輕地說:「我也……沒想到。」8964 copyright protection33PENANArLgriSahe9 維尼
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我知道,那不是驚喜的「沒想到」。8964 copyright protection33PENANApJCFx1qlaX 維尼
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我們之間的空氣安靜到只剩下百貨公司的廣播聲,還有不遠處賣栗子的香味。明明這個場景應該是浪漫的、心動的——但現在,我只覺得冷。8964 copyright protection33PENANA5ZaMpLllif 維尼
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「你……你比我想的高一點呢。」她故作輕鬆地開口,視線卻始終沒有正眼看我,「然後,這些是……奶昔?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAtORsm6t68E 維尼
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「嗯……你說過喜歡甜的……所以就……」8964 copyright protection33PENANAnUkD5d1nOL 維尼
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我把奶昔遞給她,動作不太自然。8964 copyright protection33PENANAGzfseZqVhk 維尼
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她猶豫了一秒,還是伸手接過,勉強笑了笑。8964 copyright protection33PENANAaQ0iJEyoaG 維尼
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「……謝謝你。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAHkB5DzSss5 維尼
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她低頭喝了一口,但我知道,那不是想喝,而是想避免和我對視。8964 copyright protection33PENANA58b6CFpsyu 維尼
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我們就像兩個互相拆穿了彼此秘密的人,被命運惡作劇地推進了這場沒有彩排的劇目裡,卻誰也不願先離場。8964 copyright protection33PENANAeSyxHfjC8h 維尼
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松崗的腳步有些不自然,明明是她提議「那……先去我原本預約的那家店好了」,卻像是她才剛被臨時丟進這場見面會裡。她走在我前面,速度不快,偶爾側頭看我一下,眼神裡帶著一種不安的猶豫。8964 copyright protection33PENANAE3I8bECjEj 維尼
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我跟在她後面,機械地走著。百貨公司的冷氣灌進我胸腔裡,我卻熱得像在發燒。每一步都像踩在自己的神經上,痛,卻不能停。8964 copyright protection33PENANAl27bqkhSDx 維尼
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她帶我來到一間櫥窗乾淨簡約的小店,裡面擺著些日系風格的小物、文具和香氛蠟燭。很「女生的店」。很「幽幽會喜歡」的店。8964 copyright protection33PENANAVaiL46YdzX 維尼
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「我……之前在網路上看到有個限定款想買。」她說,語氣還在努力裝得自然。8964 copyright protection33PENANAwTzbmHlrso 維尼
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「喔,好啊。」我站在她身旁,看著她低頭翻著櫃子裡的小物,不知道該怎麼擺手,不知道我現在該用哪一種身份站在這裡。8964 copyright protection33PENANAwUN09XIBOJ 維尼
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是她班上的那個不說話的男生?8964 copyright protection33PENANA1BoDa39Dx3 維尼
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還是SNS上那個講垃圾話講到深夜、會逗她笑的「素人君」?8964 copyright protection33PENANAKGQFg5THy3 維尼
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還是兩個其實都不是?8964 copyright protection33PENANATSGnVmdhoQ 維尼
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她拿起一個像是北歐風格的記事本,回頭看了我一眼:「這個還不錯吧?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAAkj7TB4pnn 維尼
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「嗯。」我點頭,卻沒看見封面是什麼。8964 copyright protection33PENANAjbbja3XWDy 維尼
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她又試著拿起另一個:「還是這個……?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAauCFgYqnGK 維尼
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我忽然輕聲說:「其實妳可以不用這樣。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAeaTS0HF51h 維尼
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她一愣,手上的記事本差點掉下去:「……欸?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAcKIx9tBXlg 維尼
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我看著她,語氣還算平靜,但指尖已經握得發白:「我說……妳不用這樣強迫自己,硬撐著陪我演這場爛戲。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAmT1XglYxGe 維尼
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她怔住,嘴唇微微張開。8964 copyright protection33PENANAjy3efprPHM 維尼
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「這本來不是妳期待的見面,對吧?」我苦笑一下,「看到我那一瞬間妳就想走了不是嗎?妳失望的表情……我不會看不懂啦。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAowxE3d11Sm 維尼
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「不是……不是失望……只是太意外了……」她下意識辯解。8964 copyright protection33PENANA1yxjoPWShK 維尼
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我打斷她,輕聲卻不留餘地:「沒關係的,真的。你沒有必要這樣強迫自己陪我的……」8964 copyright protection33PENANAgrAbZofGmz 維尼
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我退後一步,對她勉強笑笑,像在說「謝謝你今天還願意走到這裡來」那種溫和而體貼的笑。8964 copyright protection33PENANAbC8jn36Q49 維尼
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但我知道我快笑不下去了。8964 copyright protection33PENANAi92A8TrSwq 維尼
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「我先走了,松崗。你不用陪我。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAbI2sdLtYG2 維尼
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我沒有說「再見」,也沒有說「下次見」,因為我們之間不會再有『下次』這種東西。8964 copyright protection33PENANAujHfPJFr44 維尼
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我轉身,步伐穩定,不敢回頭。8964 copyright protection33PENANAiJxZaEK517 維尼
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百貨公司的冷氣依舊,商場裡音樂輕快無比,彷彿世界一點都沒變。8964 copyright protection33PENANApEH2JMm8Kc 維尼
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但對我來說,這一刻,什麼都塌了。8964 copyright protection33PENANARGq1d1XkFC 維尼
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果然,松崗沒有追上來。8964 copyright protection33PENANACtVmkIli1q 維尼
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也對,畢竟她期待的「素人君」的真面目居然是音城悠斗這個像蟑螂一樣的傢伙。8964 copyright protection33PENANAb0zhs8W5GA 維尼
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那一天之後,我們的聊天頁面就從未更新過。8964 copyright protection33PENANAhc5xndtivs 維尼
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