x
No Plagiarism!QOw9fYD8kcp3W90YUZQmposted on PENANA 「……松、松崗?」8964 copyright protection39PENANAZi2pQh9rwf 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAhMsyjn5kGX
8964 copyright protection39PENANAJtEJcXegGe 維尼
「……音原……同學?」8964 copyright protection39PENANAcqwYU7v9BR 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANA7qzWrXaiGe
8964 copyright protection39PENANAzWItQWFXp8 維尼
她的聲音輕得像風,帶著遲疑,還叫錯了我的名字。8964 copyright protection39PENANA8B5LvNy5Xd 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANA0aB652F7Me
8964 copyright protection39PENANAc3jggrQdtY 維尼
那一瞬間,時間彷彿靜止了。8964 copyright protection39PENANAXymCSENuMG 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAJVOWGhcHSJ
8964 copyright protection39PENANApN7umlvoIv 維尼
我看著她臉上的表情——那不是驚喜,也不是疑惑,而是一種……我不想看到的表情。8964 copyright protection39PENANAkb83dfBxwi 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANATYZfIz1hOh
8964 copyright protection39PENANAahXobgiN66 維尼
她的眼神像是在確認:「請,不要是你。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAnk671tt7dw 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANADth80MfbFD
8964 copyright protection39PENANAe9PlmYD8dK 維尼
而當她的目光掃過我手上的奶昔和小餅乾,還有我身上的白T牛仔外套時,她的眼神徹底黯淡了。8964 copyright protection39PENANA3tADd3cT9v 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAQOgdAfDiuo
8964 copyright protection39PENANAcpUlBKazYF 維尼
……她失望了。8964 copyright protection39PENANApXhcVvtX3y 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAkYMp3lvEpi
8964 copyright protection39PENANAb7hF1XmVLJ 維尼
失望到幾乎想逃走,但又強逼自己留在原地。8964 copyright protection39PENANATbDDc6zfj0 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAqgv9s8Y72B
8964 copyright protection39PENANAcBTSB9NKOg 維尼
她抿了抿唇,努力擠出一個笑容,但那笑容像貼在玻璃上的紙花——透明、薄弱、破碎。8964 copyright protection39PENANAKLlZiqz4aG 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANA3MEAxdnfLF
8964 copyright protection39PENANAp2XA6lcldc 維尼
「啊……果然是你啊……素人君。」她輕聲說,然後低下頭像是在閃避我的目光。8964 copyright protection39PENANAXHpxMg3hyA 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAaErhZFIKjG
8964 copyright protection39PENANAXaRji2tlim 維尼
我的喉嚨像被什麼東西堵住了,連「嗯」都發不出來。8964 copyright protection39PENANA84h1QPh153 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAJev0eo0LRg
8964 copyright protection39PENANA5aRWtqOFzW 維尼
我其實……早就明白。8964 copyright protection39PENANA3rKnuycy9T 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAS4s4WPLDDQ
8964 copyright protection39PENANAYPKOJdEujQ 維尼
從她一開始沒叫我名字、從那表情、從那瞬間的猶豫——8964 copyright protection39PENANA4XLucB6vEK 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANA8yeaTuSf7D
8964 copyright protection39PENANAKRmsK2EgLg 維尼
她以為「素人君」會是誰都好,唯獨不是我。8964 copyright protection39PENANAPUCdhrgFfY 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAcjeTR7XZSf
8964 copyright protection39PENANAqZPZ5GAqBk 維尼
我彷彿聽見什麼東西在心裡「啪」的一聲碎掉了。8964 copyright protection39PENANAJd1rYLWI94 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAuKiScPej2V
8964 copyright protection39PENANA1Hi0yYVMBm 維尼
那是我用無數個深夜堆起來的希望,是我唯一覺得自己被喜歡、被接受的證明。8964 copyright protection39PENANAMOSS4RT3m1 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANASQOoBtOn6T
8964 copyright protection39PENANAYwvKYq7rf6 維尼
那些訊息、那些貼圖、那些說「不給你吃」的笑話……原來她的笑容從來不是給我這個人的。8964 copyright protection39PENANAZVynD2YLj5 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAg4HWT1kEVT
8964 copyright protection39PENANAbECvgEb7FN 維尼
只是給那個「不是音城」的誰。8964 copyright protection39PENANA0DL9uSX0G9 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANA5B4scD25Hy
8964 copyright protection39PENANAOxio8AR8O8 維尼
我低頭看了看手上的奶昔,還帶著店裡的冷氣微涼,杯身微微起霧——這原本是我為了她精心準備的「見面禮」。8964 copyright protection39PENANAjQmCObPxZp 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANA05WdsLqSwo
8964 copyright protection39PENANAGZTKCDvB2i 維尼
現在卻像個笑話。8964 copyright protection39PENANAQmEdoPx4PU 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAjn1l7R2gUY
8964 copyright protection39PENANAYAqKnt3FJz 維尼
「欸……」我終於開口了,勉強讓自己扯起嘴角,「你比我想像中的幽幽還可愛一點欸,雖然……」我試圖開玩笑,語氣卻乾巴巴的,連自己都聽得出來有多虛。8964 copyright protection39PENANATy0dTjU73p 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAGU0RFG8pmH
8964 copyright protection39PENANAivDxRQlVSt 維尼
「雖然?」她問,還是在努力讓語氣看起來輕鬆。8964 copyright protection39PENANAxNtghZlEzt 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAK9PyrfDWy3
8964 copyright protection39PENANASZX3y4gwG8 維尼
「雖然……沒想到你是松崗。」我低笑一聲,那笑意卻一點也不甜,只剩下苦澀和死撐。8964 copyright protection39PENANAUpvoO802hu 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAuRr5eHup9a
8964 copyright protection39PENANAPu9QaEX2Xb 維尼
她沒有接話,只有一秒的沉默,然後很輕很輕地說:「我也……沒想到。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAinxOZpK1Cj 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANADlApg69jp7
8964 copyright protection39PENANAIc9eSTOhHc 維尼
我知道,那不是驚喜的「沒想到」。8964 copyright protection39PENANAEIU2g2FX9n 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANA4qmBPVqchw
8964 copyright protection39PENANAghVo8Ir4dg 維尼
我們之間的空氣安靜到只剩下百貨公司的廣播聲,還有不遠處賣栗子的香味。明明這個場景應該是浪漫的、心動的——但現在,我只覺得冷。8964 copyright protection39PENANAzkhTiwulsY 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAAn5QrivBFj
8964 copyright protection39PENANAYrxQ0CH2Mn 維尼
「你……你比我想的高一點呢。」她故作輕鬆地開口,視線卻始終沒有正眼看我,「然後,這些是……奶昔?」8964 copyright protection39PENANATPgq1n3D51 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAvbcNDZgtuR
8964 copyright protection39PENANAPeqaXTO2Tu 維尼
「嗯……你說過喜歡甜的……所以就……」8964 copyright protection39PENANAAkQW4qfdnd 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAhYfveegVry
8964 copyright protection39PENANAUJuppIMCCf 維尼
我把奶昔遞給她,動作不太自然。8964 copyright protection39PENANApXiV9fLc6I 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAGmvpd94vuX
8964 copyright protection39PENANAgyIaxgYwe9 維尼
她猶豫了一秒,還是伸手接過,勉強笑了笑。8964 copyright protection39PENANAe28nudSEws 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAQ63PnWsdon
8964 copyright protection39PENANAuEdCnJMyBc 維尼
「……謝謝你。」8964 copyright protection39PENANA37LCGvr23F 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANArNx8mdJCpq
8964 copyright protection39PENANAG9aUwWb7iX 維尼
她低頭喝了一口,但我知道,那不是想喝,而是想避免和我對視。8964 copyright protection39PENANAdFtYbWnPt1 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAFBTLa5Njb1
8964 copyright protection39PENANAc2o7UekBzU 維尼
我們就像兩個互相拆穿了彼此秘密的人,被命運惡作劇地推進了這場沒有彩排的劇目裡,卻誰也不願先離場。8964 copyright protection39PENANAzCqbjzKGPN 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAhQAKsVyc94
8964 copyright protection39PENANAmKG0d9hzZk 維尼
——8964 copyright protection39PENANA5wnoq1yqCT 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAM77Cd5u142
8964 copyright protection39PENANAnD4R4EzGoP 維尼
松崗的腳步有些不自然,明明是她提議「那……先去我原本預約的那家店好了」,卻像是她才剛被臨時丟進這場見面會裡。她走在我前面,速度不快,偶爾側頭看我一下,眼神裡帶著一種不安的猶豫。8964 copyright protection39PENANACBsoKP6YWB 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAtEoLHvAAut
8964 copyright protection39PENANAeDFNOLrZCo 維尼
我跟在她後面,機械地走著。百貨公司的冷氣灌進我胸腔裡,我卻熱得像在發燒。每一步都像踩在自己的神經上,痛,卻不能停。8964 copyright protection39PENANAZiqlexR0CO 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAZXSR4cFGQG
8964 copyright protection39PENANAEcG2InO3Bf 維尼
她帶我來到一間櫥窗乾淨簡約的小店,裡面擺著些日系風格的小物、文具和香氛蠟燭。很「女生的店」。很「幽幽會喜歡」的店。8964 copyright protection39PENANAiYAglkbi0N 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAWrxLZnl0do
8964 copyright protection39PENANABmhaEBKMRh 維尼
「我……之前在網路上看到有個限定款想買。」她說,語氣還在努力裝得自然。8964 copyright protection39PENANANpvbqdX6Ad 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAP2B86aGEmN
8964 copyright protection39PENANA9JnmPdcuoW 維尼
「喔,好啊。」我站在她身旁,看著她低頭翻著櫃子裡的小物,不知道該怎麼擺手,不知道我現在該用哪一種身份站在這裡。8964 copyright protection39PENANAxT0e0CYCBr 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAbwZ09aJpS2
8964 copyright protection39PENANAdmRrBhAGl5 維尼
是她班上的那個不說話的男生?8964 copyright protection39PENANATdpz15PBnT 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAMR731XSdQo
8964 copyright protection39PENANAZmcGicwes0 維尼
還是SNS上那個講垃圾話講到深夜、會逗她笑的「素人君」?8964 copyright protection39PENANASIR9jCkWHe 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANASKendzFPCp
8964 copyright protection39PENANAKgmVtm7isx 維尼
還是兩個其實都不是?8964 copyright protection39PENANA1PC0EqPvLN 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAl0FVhVT8CO
8964 copyright protection39PENANAfzGnlwxwGN 維尼
她拿起一個像是北歐風格的記事本,回頭看了我一眼:「這個還不錯吧?」8964 copyright protection39PENANALMMpSmubsN 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAoVybdZlt9N
8964 copyright protection39PENANAOt6IhMsTG7 維尼
「嗯。」我點頭,卻沒看見封面是什麼。8964 copyright protection39PENANAtnG2q2xzYu 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAhnn1mTAEsk
8964 copyright protection39PENANALVnqEzoZvT 維尼
她又試著拿起另一個:「還是這個……?」8964 copyright protection39PENANAhygU89gc5Z 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAh3BlNGhbJ0
8964 copyright protection39PENANADxstwLDCWK 維尼
我忽然輕聲說:「其實妳可以不用這樣。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAwsuWoLr42A 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1mlNSsbDe
8964 copyright protection39PENANAxN2RM3zA5X 維尼
她一愣,手上的記事本差點掉下去:「……欸?」8964 copyright protection39PENANAGQUxqB0Oqf 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAdRzALKzsRM
8964 copyright protection39PENANA9IrZ8PwHxF 維尼
我看著她,語氣還算平靜,但指尖已經握得發白:「我說……妳不用這樣強迫自己,硬撐著陪我演這場爛戲。」8964 copyright protection39PENANA0HsMO6DhQ0 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAusb0PNDu4W
8964 copyright protection39PENANAUcSKAiGL80 維尼
她怔住,嘴唇微微張開。8964 copyright protection39PENANAlXSAjuDUz6 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAhmohnG7Vu1
8964 copyright protection39PENANAok76DEJ4Qy 維尼
「這本來不是妳期待的見面,對吧?」我苦笑一下,「看到我那一瞬間妳就想走了不是嗎?妳失望的表情……我不會看不懂啦。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAGOYrOkx6VQ 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAoy2TBzNqnX
8964 copyright protection39PENANAfAJJTjQmLc 維尼
「不是……不是失望……只是太意外了……」她下意識辯解。8964 copyright protection39PENANAE9qvTLDqFw 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAma6tfsPJaI
8964 copyright protection39PENANACtOJuNQXU3 維尼
我打斷她,輕聲卻不留餘地:「沒關係的,真的。你沒有必要這樣強迫自己陪我的……」8964 copyright protection39PENANAYR8NCZyIUx 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAIMYqGG4VrU
8964 copyright protection39PENANAshzMyB8w5v 維尼
我退後一步,對她勉強笑笑,像在說「謝謝你今天還願意走到這裡來」那種溫和而體貼的笑。8964 copyright protection39PENANAYx9vEEj42e 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAN1FwgyejSu
8964 copyright protection39PENANAlvoY75207z 維尼
但我知道我快笑不下去了。8964 copyright protection39PENANAPV59o4k9Xu 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAGlQSMWM7vH
8964 copyright protection39PENANAudvq6skR6A 維尼
「我先走了,松崗。你不用陪我。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAD4Cr4W4C4i 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAvjC4waVBH6
8964 copyright protection39PENANAS9q3DsO3GC 維尼
我沒有說「再見」,也沒有說「下次見」,因為我們之間不會再有『下次』這種東西。8964 copyright protection39PENANAUFVYMUTaA2 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANA0LCShdUA0D
8964 copyright protection39PENANA8FPNTh7KqO 維尼
我轉身,步伐穩定,不敢回頭。8964 copyright protection39PENANAREt0i1cJQi 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAupG2E3gEgs
8964 copyright protection39PENANAasImUSemfZ 維尼
百貨公司的冷氣依舊,商場裡音樂輕快無比,彷彿世界一點都沒變。8964 copyright protection39PENANATym8EIisoI 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAjUc65mhttm
8964 copyright protection39PENANAhraFJQ56vd 維尼
但對我來說,這一刻,什麼都塌了。8964 copyright protection39PENANAffBnQQvT1l 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAbbDlNnOthb
8964 copyright protection39PENANA4WfB0BzVPJ 維尼
果然,松崗沒有追上來。8964 copyright protection39PENANAsoFHftyXUS 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANAraSEljlzdB
8964 copyright protection39PENANA2XAMih1sEb 維尼
也對,畢竟她期待的「素人君」的真面目居然是音城悠斗這個像蟑螂一樣的傢伙。8964 copyright protection39PENANAF8U64Kd2f5 維尼
43Please respect copyright.PENANASNrrK2zDQH
8964 copyright protection39PENANAgd6SQyGLJ5 維尼
那一天之後,我們的聊天頁面就從未更新過。8964 copyright protection39PENANAJmKPxtHJ7L 維尼
216.73.216.10
ns216.73.216.10da2