隔天一早，山上的霧還沒散，旅館外的木棧道上濕漉漉的。
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四個人簡單吃了早餐，拖著行李準備下山。
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「怎麼有點不想回去上學……」黃炫承嘆了一口氣。
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「又不是只你不想回去。」陳冬月小聲說。
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她望向窗外遠方的山巒，眼裡閃過一絲不安。書包裡那份還沒念完的複習講義，像顆隨時會爆的炸彈。
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賴夏陽注意到她眼神的變化，輕聲開口：「別怕，妳不是一個人。」
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她抬頭看他，他只是笑著拍了拍她的頭。
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那個笑容像是什麼都沒變，卻也像什麼都快來不及了。
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當車子駛回熟悉的城市時，陽光灑在學校正門的牌樓上，白得有些刺眼。
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陳冬月低下頭，緊了緊背包的肩帶。
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旅行，結束了。
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現實，準備追上來了。
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自從旅行回來後，陳冬月就像變了一個人。
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每天早上進教室，第一件事就是打開課本，翻到昨天還沒做完的練習題。下課不去福利社、不去廁所，只趴在座位上繼續寫。
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「冬月，要不要喝奶茶？我多買一杯——」
曹敏站在她旁邊，手上拿著還冒著氣的飲料。
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「謝了，我不喝。」冬月眼睛沒離開習題本，語氣不重，卻冷。
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曹敏愣了一下，把奶茶放下來，咬著唇沒說話。
她轉身走回座位時，黃炫承皺了皺眉：「她最近怎麼了？」
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曹敏搖頭，眼神有點失落：「不知道……大概在拼段考吧。」
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他沉默幾秒，抬眼看向前排那個同樣安靜的男孩。
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賴夏陽正側著臉，看著陳冬月的背影。他沒說話，但指尖在桌下輕輕摩擦著手心，像壓著什麼話沒說出口。
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陳冬月低著頭，像一塊沉在水底的石頭，一筆一劃地抄著課本上的關鍵句。字寫得很慢，像是努力壓著什麼情緒。
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她知道他在看她。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRl3Y5cj7r
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不需要轉頭，她也能感覺到。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHwI7A9MUr
那種安靜又柔和的目光，一直在她背後，不遠不近，不說話，卻讓她幾乎快要承受不住。
可是越是這樣，陳冬月越覺得難受。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURQ4HS0teY
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他那麼聰明、那麼溫柔，什麼都會，考試永遠是前幾名；而她呢？連最基本的題目都還要反覆練十遍，還是錯。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaldkKLPwe
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有時候冬月會想：他是不是只是心軟？是不是只是因為他們從小認識，所以才不忍心放著她不管？27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjvT05ITxv
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她咬著下唇，不敢轉頭。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrFv0XMYhM
她怕，只要一對上他的眼睛，就會忍不住把所有壓在心裡的話全說出口。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLTnw87TON
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「我真的好怕考不好。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx39Rh4J1c
「我不想讓你失望。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGB3WoQGNB
「我也不想再被罵了……我真的已經很努力了……」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sy6BQWFYY
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可她什麼都沒說。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM9MwTaEpT
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因為她怕一旦開口，自己就撐不下去了。
時間快速地流逝，一眨眼就到了放學時間。
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教室裡的光線開始轉黃，喧鬧聲一點點消退。剩下的紙張翻動聲、筆尖刮紙聲，顯得格外刺耳。
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曹敏打著哈欠，收起書包，轉頭笑著說：「我跟黃炫承先走了，小月亮你也快點回家吧！」
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陳冬月沒抬起頭，只淡淡地「嗯」了一聲，像是沒聽清，也像是根本不在意。
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曹敏愣了一下，笑容有些僵住。
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「那……掰囉。」
她試著把語氣拉得輕快，像什麼都沒發生。
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黃炫承站在門口，望了冬月一眼，沒有說什麼，只是靜靜地陪著曹敏走了出去。
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走出教室後，走廊的風有點涼。
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曹敏把頭埋在圍巾裡，悶悶地說：「她最近……都不太理我了。」
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黃炫承走在她旁邊，沒立刻回答。
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「我知道她壓力大，也知道她真的很努力……可是……」
曹敏頓了頓，聲音有些低落，「她是不是不需要我了？」
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黃炫承側頭看她，輕聲說：「她不是不需要妳，她只是……快撐不住了。」
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曹敏低著頭，鼻子有點酸。
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她們從小一起長大，冬月一難過就第一個來找她，講話講一半就哭，哭完又笑。
但現在，她卻連一點表情都不給她了，只剩下一句淡淡的「嗯」。
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教室裡的燈閃了一下，陳冬月終於停下筆，揉了揉眼睛。
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她的脖子僵硬，眼睛酸脹，頭腦一片混亂。
她知道曹敏剛剛叫她，也知道自己那樣回應一定讓對方難過。
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但她真的沒有力氣了。
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她怕一開口，情緒就會像水庫潰堤一樣全部湧出來。
她怕只要一笑，眼淚就會跟著掉下來。
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她不是不想理人，她只是現在連自己都快照顧不了了。
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她低下頭，筆停在空白的習題上，一動也不動。
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心裡突然很想逃，哪怕只是逃個五分鐘也好。
教室的燈越來越暗，只剩最後一排還亮著。風輕輕地從半開的窗吹進來，夾著一點晚霞的餘溫。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYRFd1denx
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陳冬月獨自坐在座位上，翻著剛才錯的數學考卷，一題又一題地重算，卻怎麼都算不出來。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nuu1uPAu2
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筆心斷了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4xqeoiP5O
她吸了一口氣，低頭從鉛筆盒裡拿備用筆芯，手卻微微發抖。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CIgbJ2Gaf
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她也不知道自己是在氣自己太笨，還是在氣自己剛才對曹敏那樣冷淡。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIdVSsrLTG
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她有好多話想說：「我不是不想跟妳說話，我只是太累了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHBtRY71KB
「我怕我一講話就會哭……」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9FP0it2V9
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但她一句都沒講。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuFoske6gS
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「小月亮，又卡住了？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27tsV74Nsm
熟悉的聲音在她身旁響起。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIcIOJzSBS
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她嚇了一跳，轉頭看見賴夏陽正坐在隔壁位子，桌上攤著他的筆記本和補充講義，還有兩杯便利商店的熱可可。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ32q2hDfJ
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「你怎麼還在？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu4fmX08DV
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「本來想走的，但我看到你還在掙扎，良心過意不去。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEM5HKP4Zk
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他笑著說，聲音一如往常輕鬆。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFb0dVH3x0
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「……你不是說今天要早點回家寫物理報告？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zCDQer6UA
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「我早上寫完了。」他咬著吸管，眼神帶笑地看她，「我很聰明，忘了？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYqVLePfjh
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她忍不住笑了一下，但很快又垂下眼。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxfa6amztr
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「你不用一直陪我，真的……我很煩吧。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCUNnb80UB
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他搖搖頭，語氣忽然輕了下來：27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwt0c6kg9T
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「小月亮，你可不可以不要一直這樣想自己？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡna6VV2D5X8
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她怔了一下。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lMGvAIdLO
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「你哪裡煩了？你現在這麼努力，這麼咬牙堅持，我覺得你……超級了不起的啊。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh1zhzdxbJ
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「可我就是……好像永遠都追不上。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ5etXHTij
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「那你就慢慢來。我會陪你慢慢走，不趕時間。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuodp3Pcq6
他看著她的眼神，溫柔得像整個世界只剩她一個人。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbYguNmYty
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「你會一直陪著我嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5XSoNnL6O
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她的聲音很輕，像風一吹就散的那種。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhJvPOKeoU
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他沒馬上回答，只是伸出手，敲了敲她的筆記本。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfns79IoRNg
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「把這題算完，我會陪你。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QnQLAtTiR
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她抿嘴笑了，點點頭，低頭重新拿起筆。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnkSYKaTVa
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那一晚，她什麼話都沒說，但心裡某個角落忽然被照亮了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnSKqVYfAo
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她知道，這個世界很大、很吵、很壓迫，可是她還有一個地方可以安靜地呼吸——27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs2ZCN9E7v
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就在他的旁邊。
