晚上回家後，陳冬月一進門就把自己關進房間。
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她沒有打開電視，也沒有回訊息，只是打開台燈，繼續翻著那本已經快被翻爛的數學複習講義。
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房門外傳來媽媽跟鄰居講電話的聲音，笑得很大聲。但她什麼都聽不進去，只覺得自己的腦子像泡在水裡，沉得喘不過氣。
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每天都是一樣的節奏：
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白天在學校背書、抄筆記、狂刷題目。
中午不吃飯也要去問老師問題，晚上回家繼續熬到凌晨才肯睡。
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她像是一台上緊發條的機器，一刻也不敢鬆懈。
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只要一鬆懈，就會想哭。
只要一停下，就會聽到媽媽那句：「你到底在學什麼，考這麼爛？」
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時間就這樣一頁頁地翻過去，像她課本上那些密密麻麻的筆記。
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不知不覺，日曆上的日期已經逼近那個所有人都在倒數的日子——
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段考，到了。
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校園裡的氣氛明顯改變，連平常愛講話的同學都開始靜下來。
走廊貼滿各科重點、圖表、考試須知，教室裡只剩下翻頁聲和嘆氣聲。
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賴夏陽坐在她旁邊，偶爾還是會丟給她一顆糖、偷偷畫張搞笑的便條塞進她筆記本。
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但他說話的次數也越來越少了。
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因為他看得出來——
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她的臉色越來越蒼白，眼神越來越沒有焦距，手寫字的速度慢了，但壓痕卻越來越重。
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就像一根繃到極限的弦。
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隨時都會斷掉。
考場的冷氣開得太強，陳冬月握著筆的手指有些僵。數學考卷攤在桌上，一眼望去，滿滿的文字和公式讓她腦袋發脹。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7illn7f3mh
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她深吸一口氣，開始寫。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc0RPWpV0f
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前兩題還算順，第三題就開始卡住。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvXR2HkXel
她咬著筆，腦袋裡的公式像雜訊一樣混亂地打結。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rYtXbIJyk
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她不是沒念過，她背了整整三天，可腦袋就是空白。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNp9qeREbU
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時間一分一秒地過，試卷上的空格越來越多，她的心也越來越慌。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHWUS2dOLm
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考完後，她沒有說話，也沒有問答案，默默收好東西，低著頭走出教室。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK6ZcNDpXh
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賴夏陽看著她的背影，眉頭緊鎖。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5ihZ8J9bd
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兩天後，成績出來了。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvuFq13wCB
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陳冬月拿著那張有些皺的成績單，站在陽光下愣了好久。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywqMn8Vyxz
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她真的有進步——11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu7gJzcfzf
從原本班排38，進到了第21名。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWY5mw6st5
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對她來說，是拼盡全力的證明。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jgxv0Kxld
她幾乎沒睡覺、沒休息，把每一分每一秒都用來背書。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72xb4FQjE6
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但她知道——對某些人來說，還是不夠。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kx0MiOc2s
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放學後，曹敏第一個衝過來，笑著抱住她。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX93R3IhgDS
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「你超棒的啊冬月！這樣的進步超誇張欸！」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JL4Pa1vHs
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黃炫承也點頭：「我哥之前補習班有學生進步沒妳多，還被誇爆了。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQukpNodx6
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賴夏陽只是輕輕伸出手，摸了摸她的頭。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIny4pXHDi
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「我就說妳可以的，對吧，小月亮？」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXXJfUw3Ei
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她低著頭笑了笑，眼眶卻有點熱。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC4MhooonC
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她不敢多停留，怕情緒太滿會被看出來。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxYmW7W7uc
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走回家路上，她一直看著成績單。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8tfKWHySW
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她想像媽媽看到會不會笑一下，會不會少說一句「你怎麼永遠都不夠」。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZXfoMtzCK
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一進門，媽媽正坐在餐桌前削水果。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjIZlehcHQ
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「回來啦，段考成績呢？」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTBzlei0RR
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她小心翼翼地遞上那張紙。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkUliUgPnT
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媽媽只掃了一眼，眉頭便皺了起來。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfct1jQZk8g
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「21名？你之前不是說自己有機會進前十？」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkz1ARhY4tO
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她的聲音並不大，但每一個字都像針一樣扎進心裡。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsCXnSY5j7
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「我……我真的有進步很多……」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSlLCbHtiu
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「有進步？這種成績叫很多？你看看別人家的誰誰誰，段考都第七、第八了。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1xIm6dZZH
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「可是我已經很努力了……」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucVVae9hrC
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「努力有用的話，全世界都考第一名了！」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KxKuwJgPd
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那一刻，所有壓抑的情緒在胸口炸開。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniRmhSU74P
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「我每天讀到凌晨，我都沒跟朋友出去，我連你叫我吃飯我都沒去吃！你到底有沒有看到我在幹嘛？！」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q4Q9M5jvQ
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媽媽愣了一下，但馬上反駁。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwDzQ5AUO7
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「你對我大小聲什麼？我是為你好！」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRzqg4fWJe
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「你從來沒有問過我好不好！」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E7BMXS1M1
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那句話一出口，房間突然安靜下來。
媽媽轉過頭不再看她，冷冷地說了一句：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACB9IpxN0a
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「我真的對你很失望。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPinanvkp3L
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陳冬月站在原地，手還捏著那張成績單，指節發白。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3YnQgf1Kl
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她想哭，卻發現自己早就沒有力氣了。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpgHllu2bB
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她轉身跑上樓，關上房門，一頭埋進枕頭裡。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ8CTWjTDa
整個人像崩掉的牆，終於撐不住地垮下來。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoUstDPdY0
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她想打給曹敏，卻怕說不出話。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaMKOONe89
她想傳訊息給夏陽，卻又一個字都打不出來。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj1ijeM5ie
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她只是一直哭，一直哭。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgSKuG1sHF
心裡只剩下一句話在反覆吶喊——11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutZIbfoeK9
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「我真的，已經很努力了啊……」
