我感覺得出來,柶和葵嫇並不是普通人,16Please respect copyright.PENANAjKXm9ElxD9
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但我也從來沒覺得自己正常。16Please respect copyright.PENANAqK3ByyKxy7
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其實和葵嫇聊天,是一天當中唯一有人和我說話的時候。16Please respect copyright.PENANA80ThfEBAcx
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我並沒有被排擠,也沒有被欺負,通通都沒有。16Please respect copyright.PENANA9tPH2700Gt
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我只是……很普通而已。16Please respect copyright.PENANAZQjISkBTac
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物以類聚,有相同想法、喜好、生活的人,自然而然形成一個個圈子。16Please respect copyright.PENANAI9MBvWSnpd
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而我什麼都沒有,既沒有目標,成績也普通,對任何事都沒興趣,自然也就不屬於任何一個地方。16Please respect copyright.PENANAZUuDlQBkO6
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每天去學校上學、放學、上課、下課,重複一樣的生活就是我的全部。16Please respect copyright.PENANA5SPnLlSEru
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曾經我也很渴望融入大家,但當他們談論假期去哪裡玩、父母買了什麼給他們、才藝班和補習班的進度時──16Please respect copyright.PENANAkXlK0zvX6j
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我完全插不上嘴,那時候我才明白,16Please respect copyright.PENANAD4Dx3TKnT3
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原來我和他們的世界,是不一樣的。16Please respect copyright.PENANAtgbQ90oixD
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偶爾也會有人好奇的靠近,但當他們發現我的世界空無一物時,就會迅速離開,像是在說:「啊,這裡沒什麼好看的。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAlo6oE1lAN1
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我的身世也很老套。16Please respect copyright.PENANAagIgQxfPEb
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父母感情不好,爸爸受不了媽媽的情緒勒索就走了。16Please respect copyright.PENANAsZbwZywfAX
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媽媽後來跟繼父生了弟弟,就再也沒管過我。16Please respect copyright.PENANACyovH6hete
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弟弟犯了錯,被罵的永遠是我。你知道她最常對我說的話是什麼嗎?16Please respect copyright.PENANAGWW398vE0G
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「我辛辛苦苦把你生下來,還養到這麼大,妳總該報答我吧。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAHDbFc4HTZy
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她知道,我這輩子都還不了她。16Please respect copyright.PENANA1WQCqG4OA1
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那天會離家出走,也是因為弟弟弄壞了我很珍惜的一本書,那是我在一間很舊的書局找到的,我偷偷存了很久的錢買下來,那是我第一次覺得我「自己擁有」的東西,但弟弟撕破了書還打翻飲料。16Please respect copyright.PENANAT2wgmReXct
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在我問媽媽為什麼直接丟掉時,她只是瞥了一眼,然後說:「一本破書,有什麼好生氣的?」16Please respect copyright.PENANA1Fvw4Pgi0F
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我忍不住對她大聲,吼著和她說那是我存很久的錢買的。16Please respect copyright.PENANAnrOZ7RaU4z
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她賞了我一巴掌說:「敢對我大小聲?!什麼你的?那也是用我的錢買的!」16Please respect copyright.PENANA5KezQOT7DB
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那一刻,我的耳朵嗡嗡響,什麼都聽不清了。16Please respect copyright.PENANAz10S2sxvmN
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我離開了。16Please respect copyright.PENANAxE4SduzmnA
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沒有計劃,也不知道能去哪,16Please respect copyright.PENANAm8DC7RMJR8
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我只是想逃,逃離那個家、逃離那個女人。16Please respect copyright.PENANAFnGBX9nwlK
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如果那天,在公園裡沒有遇到葵嫇,16Please respect copyright.PENANAKf6kvinfZA
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我大概會……真的覺得,死了也沒關係吧。16Please respect copyright.PENANAGkiVTlDHG9
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反正不會有人發現。也不會有人在意。16Please respect copyright.PENANA2rYpowQYHx
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但她會認真聽我說話,會看著我笑,會因為我幫她一點小事就閃閃發亮。16Please respect copyright.PENANACI4KdGLGGc
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她讓我覺得我也可以是個重要的人,是個有用處的人。16Please respect copyright.PENANA8F3lTb0rBI
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所以一一16Please respect copyright.PENANAeu7zRjubHS
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「我不會讓妳繼續用保護她的名義,剝奪她的自由,柶。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAtETTeOg0vs
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我知道我在發抖,卻還是抬起頭,直視她的眼睛,一字一句說出口。16Please respect copyright.PENANAsAYarsGCbT
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她沉默了幾秒,然後開口,聲音比任何時候都來的冰冷:「這就是妳的理由?」16Please respect copyright.PENANAwwVYOLKnYL
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