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To that Butterfly,
who landed on my finger.
I haven't really thought this out, what I shall be saying. Not that I have said everything that I wanna say. God forbid, I almost have never had the courage to fully pour my heart out, to you. Maybe because I was afraid I wouldn't find the words or maybe scared that I wouldn't be able to make sense of what I say. Never the less, This letter is dedicated to Y✿U.
I don't know why, I don't know how my heart decided to fall for you on first sight. Maybe it was something about your big eyes or your soft voice, I don't know what it was. I don't know how falling in love even works, why some people just click. What I know is that, you clicked. To me. For whatever reason.
I always knew, there's no way I can be with you that way. I never even wanted to. I was happy loving you from a distance, I still am willing to do that. Forever will be. I just wish I could tell you to your face, what I feel about you. I just wish I could tell you loud and clear:
I LOVE YOU❤
I sometimes wish that I could kiss your face and feel your skin, just once. I know I can't, I never will. And it's fine. Atleast I am lucky enough to see your smile, your face, your eyes and hear your voice. Atleast you are in my life, even if not that way.
This letter is meant for you, but you obviously will never read it. The real reason I am writing this to finally let it all out, and move on. Even though I don't want to admit this, but my heart is tired of loving you this way. I know I will keep loving you like this forever. And I like that I fell for you, not anyone else. Still I am tired of thinking about you, tired of feeling like this about you. It feels useless and I sometimes wish I hadn't fallen for someone I can never ever be with no matter what.
But,
I am also scared of falling out of love with you, you are so precious to me. If it weren't for you, I would have never known what it feels like to be a lover. What it feels like to fall for someone, to lose yourself and go crazy for a while. To just be hypnotized by someone. I am so glad I got to experience these things even though they aren't always pleasent.
And, I think I may never stop loving you. Maybe I'll keep loving you like this till death. Maybe you will always be special to me, always be my first and forever love. Maybe I'll always blush looking at your cute pictures. I guess I will always love you, no matter how tired I get of loving you. I just wish you can be happy, have everything you desire, and be blessed by God.
I don't think I can write more, so I'll end it here.
From someone,
Somthing you'll never know.
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