《乳房果實樹》其中的一個章節,剛好也是講到幾個心理效應。
如果看不太懂可以只看簡介大略懂意思,剩下的有興趣再看也無大礙。
看不太懂的部分,可以私信或者留言詢問;前提是能回答的情況。519Please respect copyright.PENANA6BcojzmJ2Y
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某個懸崖邊。519Please respect copyright.PENANAXd6xyee0Zk
過往的一段簡略故事。519Please respect copyright.PENANAvg0GO7T03A
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明亮的早上,『日光地』的山中城鎮。519Please respect copyright.PENANAvzvCI38xpm
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一個女人被舉報,而她的丈夫被毒打一頓;這種事情被期待、被渴望、被排斥、被恐懼、被討論、被實現,最後一群積極的人們追趕著那女人,將她逼至那個懸崖,同時也影響了兩個男人。
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一位是那女人的丈夫,另一位是陌生男人。
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女人的丈夫被打暈過去時,女人被一路追趕,而後面則是全部村內的成熟男人、年輕人。同時也是一種好奇心吸引了他們;別人的妻子到底是怎樣的感覺?阿姨會在這時候怎麼反應?
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這時候卻有個微妙的景象發生。519Please respect copyright.PENANA0mqx4g9KA7
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一群男性又驚怕又衝動,但直到一個年輕少年衝過去並且叫喊那女人:「米特阿姨!」這叫喊反而女人信任中又有些畏懼。
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那些畫面不如期待,而是落空。
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就在那懸崖邊。519Please respect copyright.PENANAIzbe3VrM00
她退後了幾步,踩空。
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女人在一腳踩空時,雙手忙一腳亂,另一腳則試圖控制。最後試圖控制的腳還是左右扭了幾下,隨後滑落懸崖邊緣,之後少年的雙手與女人雙手交握住。「阿多蘭!」女人第一次用這種方式喊「阿多蘭弟弟」的名字。
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原本穩住的雙手以及危險狀態下讓少年與女人的關係急劇變化;眼前決定自己生死的少年讓女人已經錯覺、超越平常關係。這之後不久,後面的幾位男人也幫忙助力;同時也要求著女人老實獲救。519Please respect copyright.PENANAgndQdo6yyG
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這些情況下,女人只信任阿多蘭,但是畏懼其餘的男人,而之後少年與女人似乎在猶豫著;女人改變了想法致使雙手逐漸鬆開,少年也猶豫中感受到女人看著她的眼神不是「阿多蘭弟弟」那般。519Please respect copyright.PENANAo2YQo0OE19
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一種不被允許的愛情產生,同時米特依賴著阿多蘭。阿多蘭意外、震驚,同時也感受到背後的助力是對米特的惡意,阿多蘭進入了極短暫的思考並且用眼神與米特確認。
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米特後續會因為阿多蘭的選擇而不同發展;米特放盡了依靠阿多蘭的力氣而鬆手,阿多蘭只能單方面的握住米特的雙手,阿多蘭卻從這動作中感受到自己竟然會去愛上別人的妻子,甚至想要作到那種不被允許的愛情表現。519Please respect copyright.PENANALXzdKgnECq
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米特不管最後會如何,已經有心理準備面對腳下的高度,至少丈夫也無可奈何的情況下,還有另一個男人也會愛著她,而那個男人在剛才還只是少年;阿多蘭現在成為決定她生死的人。519Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5pDwovNCX
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阿多蘭鬆開了雙手。519Please respect copyright.PENANARWUlyJvcKq
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『放手了──放手自己的生命也放手了那不被允許的愛情。』519Please respect copyright.PENANAznkKfxW2iM
『放手了──放手米特的生命也放棄了自己對米特的愛意。』
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阿多蘭這之後強抓著懸崖邊緣,沒有把那情感給表現出來,只有雙手因為過度出力而肌肉僵硬。這之後一群男人冷漠的離開了那懸崖邊,不給阿多蘭任何的理會便離去那裏。519Please respect copyright.PENANAQCT9xqsPNI
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阿多蘭在之後反覆看了幾次懸崖下,最後眼睛沒辦法對焦米特死去的樣子。但一想到米特的臉以及摔落在懸崖的米特,就會不斷冒出想法──『是米特嗎?』519Please respect copyright.PENANABzZT2jzRDX
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阿多蘭沒有太多的感情流露表現,只有坐在懸崖邊看著一群男人跟年輕人慢慢走回去,兩腳伸向他們離開的方向並且微曲著。阿多蘭在那天到傍晚前只坐在地上重複用腳跟跺地板,以及多次確認米特的樣子。519Please respect copyright.PENANAckGiwyRj1s
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偶而。519Please respect copyright.PENANAEkcz5DHvUP
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反覆、反反覆覆回望懸崖下的米特。519Please respect copyright.PENANAalbbqhFpDi
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傍晚時,因為想睡就睡了。519Please respect copyright.PENANAReWbxtDwAT
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隔天起來,看著旁邊一路的小點血跡及到懸崖邊,有個不知何時有的「跳房子」;總共有不到20的格數,每一格都擁有不同的編號、名字並且是用石子刻的。但從第一格看有點想不起來是誰,但最接近自己能想到的。519Please respect copyright.PENANAQtGoY0LBF4
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第二格卻是米特的名字。519Please respect copyright.PENANAZDDu01qtCm
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阿多蘭在回望米特前,玩了跳房子。519Please respect copyright.PENANAz3WhzRyDlQ
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最後兩格時隱約想到了另一個男人跟米特。519Please respect copyright.PENANApJfGzVY8GR
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最後一格,只有逐漸加大的風聲在耳邊聒噪。519Please respect copyright.PENANAFYYqiwpfqd
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危橋效應(吊橋效應)、感覺失常、異常理性、無懼。519Please respect copyright.PENANA1xtoOE661N
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無懼與幽默、最後一格。519Please respect copyright.PENANAXM4gyFCamm
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大風將阿多蘭吹向峭壁,撞擊造成了關節脫落也造成了骨折。同時很「幸運」的沒有立即死亡,這也多虧了風之精靈;將阿多蘭推向峭壁碰撞而緩衝了下墜速度。519Please respect copyright.PENANASIyu7HI6Sb
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調皮的風之精靈,在戲弄著阿多蘭。519Please respect copyright.PENANAleYBxSJxFc
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兩耳,面對地面的耳朵被震破,另一耳受損嚴重;這是沒辦法一次死去的高度。一旁的米特,兩眼面向著阿多蘭。原本面向的位置是米特的丈夫,而兩人之間被阿多蘭給隔起。
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米特的丈夫──洛基,很幸運的頭朝下一擊斃命。519Please respect copyright.PENANAmGJxgDTsUa
而米特則與阿多蘭同樣的受傷程度。519Please respect copyright.PENANAyhqoWInJ6b
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烈日下,兩人獨處的時間,只有剩下不到兩小時,但十分漫長。519Please respect copyright.PENANAH7140SZq4P
米特與阿多蘭用著如同嬰兒的模糊腔調,彼此哭泣。519Please respect copyright.PENANAqQylL22qmz
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之後,模糊的對話時間很漫長,但一般人難以聽懂,很意外的米特與阿多蘭能溝通著。最後阿多蘭好像說了什麼,米特突然哭了。哭不出眼淚、眼睛乾澀。耳、鼻、眼流出的血也早已結痂。519Please respect copyright.PENANAoHf31dy1qP
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米特也聊到快要睡著。519Please respect copyright.PENANAgctqh4DGSd
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烈日下,米特最後將反向折斷的下臂拖在地上,嘗試伸過去。519Please respect copyright.PENANALM9hlF7TtK
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而沒有骨頭支撐架起、垂落的手;扭曲的手臂突然安靜不動。519Please respect copyright.PENANA8PRuPWwVWf
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她睡了,永遠的。519Please respect copyright.PENANACGyurGxrhe
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阿多蘭最後與她的對話模糊不清,甚至米特也幾乎用盡多的生命力氣。519Please respect copyright.PENANASO9JH4rTlQ
之後,阿多蘭半睡半醒,於五天後才真正死去。519Please respect copyright.PENANA7jYhdxVmHb
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第一、第二天。519Please respect copyright.PENANAnQzko4HfWq
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過程,自己只能看著米特與洛基屍體先被烏鴉啄食。不過自己的死去方式卻特別的久,最後看著米特、洛基以及自己的屍身體被慢慢啄食。519Please respect copyright.PENANAykk2KYSZUY
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米特、洛基的屍身體接近脫水的皮包骨,兩頰乾瘪的貼上臉骨形狀。519Please respect copyright.PENANA3NXkkEZnrS
阿多蘭則還有些皮肉感。519Please respect copyright.PENANA4JhKBUV5es
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烏鴉看著『米特』沒有精神的眼睛,已經濁白。兩隻烏鴉的喙,隨著頭的左探右望而不斷傾斜,最後啄破濁白眼球;黏稠的臭液牽絲在烏鴉喙上。烏鴉揚起頭讓少量稠液潤進喉。519Please respect copyright.PENANAlyVRFjJQJY
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之後把整顆眼球連同其他條眼肌扯出,眼球以及一條尾巴。519Please respect copyright.PENANAITjgR9ueqI
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第四天。519Please respect copyright.PENANAUBwt4U6XvV
阿多蘭的生命力衰弱,烏鴉聚在周圍。519Please respect copyright.PENANACBYvMz0aFL
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『米特』之後是阿多蘭,阿多蘭兩眼窩已經黑暗。聽力變得特別明顯;感受著周遭啄食、搶奪拉扯的聲音。阿多蘭內心想法:『身體被啄食也能變得無所謂了』。一條支離破碎的右手臂已經被吃到剩下碎骨頭。519Please respect copyright.PENANArBLnQjHhub
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肚皮也開破洞,『裡面』感受到陽光的熾熱照射;還有蒼蠅飛進去產卵。519Please respect copyright.PENANAOGeX2oYc4d
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這個感覺,好像『裡面』已經長蛆了。519Please respect copyright.PENANAuHf9OAHzoz
像是被安排漫長的過程──519Please respect copyright.PENANAhADyidqxVf
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第五天。519Please respect copyright.PENANAKfOb3XZat1
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黑暗中,腦殼上有著「咚」、「咚」、「咚」的聲響。519Please respect copyright.PENANAiUz9MLe6eK
似乎也要『終程』了。