剛洗完澡，電鈴就響了。有人今天沒帶鑰匙？502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZppHFWT6tI
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我開門，花豹站在外頭。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2U2P51KPp
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我先是一愣，趕忙開門讓牠進來，進到我擁擠的小房間。花豹沒有坐下，牠開口：「我拿這個來跟妳交換。」邊遞出了一個緞帶綁的蝴蝶結，我接過來，滿臉疑惑。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fQxkZo39z
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「我要妳幫我保管的東西。」牠提醒。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWk6gDVFVo
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「啊！喔…好，等我一下。」我翻找自己放飾品的小盒子，拿出牠的領結。自然又順手的就幫牠繫上，調整好位置。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopif9xRjf7
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牠盯著我，幾秒後，牠垂下頭，摸了自己的領結…然後是好長一陣沉默。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ejc1NsQIA
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這個動作……502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xEreYA3bG
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我瞬間明白了牠來找我的原因。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsNArzh9Hx
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等牠抬起頭時，我忍不住擁抱了牠。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4jYYOLqE9
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然後牠說「妳記得『哀悼的原因』嗎？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5KEbIcYWQ
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「我記得。逝去的不會重生，所以哀悼是為了…感謝他們曾經出現…」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeTcaz5sc5
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花豹對我微笑。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE2jN8wFH4
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然後牠在我旁邊坐下，和我說了那條緞帶蝴蝶結的來由。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UXWnbUtxm
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「幾個月前我不想再繼續哀悼了，就去做別的事。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcBYnwLatv
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「『哀悼』如果是一份工作，那『慶祝』就是另一份工作。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXTn3pTgoB
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「這條緞帶，就是『慶祝』時必須用到的。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNCIGyHnJX
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「『慶祝』的內容是什麼呢？」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGeraf0MXQ
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「哀悼為失去，慶祝則是為收穫。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVGRZvXf5H
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牠說牠為懷孕的母親慶祝、為考滿分的孩子慶祝、為成為新嫁娘的女孩慶祝、甚至只是幫一隻餓壞的流浪貓得到晚餐而慶祝。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfdudO3zOa
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「然而，不是每種收穫都值得慶祝。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AMnNaF7rq
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牠為分到遺產的人慶祝、為詐騙集團得手而慶祝、為走紅卻變壞的藝人慶祝、為一個吵鬧不休而得到玩具的孩子慶祝…502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQItvmNT63x
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「『慶祝』根本不管收穫的原因、得到的是好是壞…『慶祝』只為了當下的『得到』與『擁有』。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPWiCgMu5u
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「有時候我才剛慶祝完，就看見負責『哀悼』的在外頭等了…」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCqwcywvkc
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我聽牠說完，點點頭，手中捏著那個蝴蝶結。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAir2tqQoh
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「所以，我也許不適合『慶祝』。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xow2BBh8S
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「那你為什麼要把這個給我呢？只是為了換回你的領結嗎？」我問。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXtYUyATv7
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花豹搖搖頭。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENAUmB3ABQ
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「我拿回領結，重回我負責『哀悼』的身分，回來第一個哀悼的對象，就是妳…」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u9hm0QfaO
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「但是，妳應該收下這份『慶祝』。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYuGuUHC44
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「妳得到了些什麼，對吧。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ763Gqkk8sD
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……我點頭。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq3REMfeQ0
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前幾天，一個重要的傢伙過世了。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKtzWBJDwr
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我在失去的同時，得到了……502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0F9stAEs8
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我想，花豹想說的是，502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07SehMQ6Lv
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有時候，不是「得到」或「擁有」，只是「學會」罷了。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3Z8ptRyxl
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難怪我們常常覺得快樂很假、難過很真，因為慶祝不分快樂的來源，只為了當下的快樂，而哀悼卻不是為了當下的難過。502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCnNUQagP6
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「逝去的，就不會再重生，唯一能做的就是哀悼，感謝他們曾經出現。」502Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBERTqydpi
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花豹走後，這句話還在我腦海裡繞。
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