你有過明明是寒徹骨的冷冬，卻又感到一股暖暖和熙沁入心頭嗎？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt7dx9FaYy
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我有。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDBKrl7pRg
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那是一個細細白雪散落在空中的日子。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduRtXMzHg7
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日子那麼地寒、那麼地冷，但我卻絲毫也感覺不到。 「請問要包起來嗎？」眼前的店員掛著一抹淡淡的微笑，俐落的馬尾隨著抬頭的動作甩了下，她輕聲地問著我。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTALdJMvFZ
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可憐他了，聖誕節還要留下來工作。 「不用了，這樣就好。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4aSn48s1y
「欸？請問這不是要送給女朋友的嗎？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b8rO50t9U
一絲漣漪在我的心中盪起，我常常感受到這種滋味，到現在，我已經可以心不跳動臉不換面地回應這種感情了。 336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ikvaImIqG
「沒有，我自用的。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVFqmVblrA
我回以一個微笑，接著接過了店員手上的兩隻唇膏。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWf2Lxm8oPP
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我很久以前想過，為甚麼我買個唇膏，補個口紅也要被投以異樣的眼光？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbmjUo0O9l
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那時候我還高三，還不太懂得處理這種感情，雖然那時我自認算是滿灑脫了，但換在現在看來，只不過是一隻弱獸保護自己的機制罷了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVmnj3oV3X
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瑕裝著無所謂，但並不代表真的不在乎，一切都只是逢場作戲罷了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNu9jmmTAy
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我永遠都忘不了，那天我與幾個朋友打算去逛街，我在男廁裡補著開架口紅，那時最流行的土紅色，襯白。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LsQSgeCnj
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也許並不是特別針對我，但那時裡邊撇尿的人三三兩兩，看像我這邊，伴隨著的譏笑聲，是我一輩子的夢魘。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUeQfnRiil
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補完口紅，我便把口罩戴上，轉身逃也似地離開了廁所，等到朋友身邊時，心臟還不停地跳動，像是做了什麼虧心事一般。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayY55rEEWR
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但我真的有做什麼虧心事嗎？沒有吧，我想。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMQHzZJqrF
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她們問我：「為甚麼不把口罩拿下，明明才剛補好口紅。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaTuIjCIdh
我輕咳了幾聲，回說：「沒有啦，感冒還沒好。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoty6pSfzdJ
其實我心裡很明白，我沒有什麼感冒，只是我不敢露出來罷了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxtf6d8P9e
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像是我把口紅露出來，我就是這個社會上的異類。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5UZ9RFQkk
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異類，怪物。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIVBYCvqPX
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我不願去記起的字眼。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0UfDoKMNG
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我看著我眼前愣住的少女，轉身便準備要走。 336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZMGBzeJMg
「等等先生。」店員趕緊放下手上的掃描器，到了一個櫃子旁翻找了一下，走到我身旁。 336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfakwMHoENQ
「我剛剛沒有那個意思。」接著她把另一隻唇膏放到我手上：「這個顏色會更適合你一點。」- 「沒關係，我已經習慣了，這隻多少？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWPnc16uIj
「這隻就當我送給你的好了，反正它也快成了滯銷品了。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJRO7ToIw6
我沒有回頭，我看著手上那隻唇筆，當季最新款，想買也買不到，這怎麼可能是滯銷品？ 336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHiLWb0ugq
「謝謝。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDxJEWBtVy
頭也不回走了，我感覺眼眶有點泛紅。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQWb5iSsFw
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也就只是有點。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nHUoXGrWO
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