每個自卑嘅毒撚都有一段隱忍不言嘅過去,因為佢哋最忌就係有信心。166Please respect copyright.PENANAMSftQmTEge
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「鈴—」第二個小息嘅鐘聲響起,突如其來嘅電鐘聲總係會嘈醒好多由上堂瞓到落堂嘅學生,尤其喺我哋呢種課室落曬簾無王管嘅BAND3學校。走廊上嘅人潮好似樽倒瀉咗嘅咸蝦醬咁不斷湧落有蓋操場嘅小食部,不斷有插隊或者一個人買曬全班食物情況嘅出現,為嘅係果包蒸暖咗,落曬辣椒油嘅魚肉燒賣同一支甜到入心嘅維他奶,呢兩樣嘢對於無心向學嘅學生嚟講,係返學嘅唯一意義。而我自己,明知唔夠人迫,食都食得唔夠過癮,就坐咗喺自己個位度,填緊已經遲交嘅英文暑期作業。166Please respect copyright.PENANAq9pPwlwttV
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「喂呀傑,你發燒啊?好擔心你啊。」佢問。166Please respect copyright.PENANAlUEvgFJpFd
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欲擒故縱,比班同學眼金金望咗半日,終於比佢發現到我有咩唔妥。166Please respect copyright.PENANAbNbTbxUZNH
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「我無嘢啊,做咩咁關心我啊?」我瞇眼笑住咁話。166Please respect copyright.PENANASSMTo1Z6pb
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「咁你做咩成日痴住塊退熱貼啊?。」佢追問。166Please respect copyright.PENANAE9O9p31530
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「你真係想知點解?我有啲唔好意思講喎……」我知道我嘅奸計就快要得逞。166Please respect copyright.PENANAOUkZx9MMpe
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「係啦,係咪生咗粒大暗瘡要遮住佢?我不如介紹你用茶樹油暗瘡膠布吖,粒石頭瘡會好快謝。」佢仲未知道佢已經跌咗入去我專程為佢掘嘅大坑度。166Please respect copyright.PENANAmv3NsKh9ic
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「唔係,其實都唔知點解我好鍾意痴住佢,痴住佢可以令我好有安全感,我迷上咗呢種感覺。」166Please respect copyright.PENANAHN7f30cj6w
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「你係咪痴咗線啊?無病扮有病,快啲諗下一陣LUNCH食乜啦!一打鐘就要衝過去,唔係又無位喇!」166Please respect copyright.PENANAQas2O0r3OX
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「唔係,食乜都唔緊要啦,我只係想話比你聽,我好鍾意痴住塊嘢,真係好鍾意,你明唔明?」166Please respect copyright.PENANA0HFWNIk5nj
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「咁關我乜事姐?你係咪有咩唔妥啊?等我摸吓你個額頭仔,睇吓你係咪燒壞腦先。」
佢想伸手用柔軟嘅手背掂一掂我個額頭,然後,我把握機會一嘢捉住咗佢隻右手。
「我真係好想日日夜夜都痴住你啊,小林。」我用堅定嘅雙眼望住佢嘅雙眼,有人話兩個人對望超過八秒就會愛上對方,喺果次我係望足十秒。166Please respect copyright.PENANA7QgDIgDBaW
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要正式表白嘅表白,根據英國研究指出,十個有九個都係衰嘅。有啲人係為咗啖氣,明知會衰都要做,係都要對方明白自己嘅心意,唔係會唔甘心;而有啲人就真係以為自己係電影嘅主角,可以表白完等對方應承話OKAY,一直以嚟都只係等你開聲,然後打個深情嘅車輪;而有啲人就好似我咁,半講笑半認真,好似跳TANGO咁,你行前一步,我踩後一步,進可攻,退可守,衰咗唔會戅狗狗,得咗,就真係得咗。166Please respect copyright.PENANAosDcnJgQxE
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「你係咪撞邪呀?」然後小林就一嘢甩開咗我隻手,急步衝咗出去課室門口。166Please respect copyright.PENANAfBhvd4Gerg
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於是,成個課室由兩個人,走到靜番一個人,仲有幾聲可憐嘅抽泣。
就係咁,我嘗試咗我人生第一次嘅表白,亦係唯一嘅一次。果日我呃小林話我放學之後去咗睇醫生,實情係我放學之後衝咗番屋企打多次飛機冷靜自己。
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好諷刺地,品學兼優嘅小林大學果陣揀咗內外全科,仲成為咗我哋果屆唯一一個入到U嘅學生,過咗咁多年,學校門口仲係貼住佢張相做生招牌,一車車無辜嘅學生就比佢呃咗入去呢間極品中學。而到今時今日佢已經係一位準醫生,專門負責幫啲嚴重意外嘅傷者做外科手術,學佢爸爸一樣做個杏林精英,聽人講佢係因為中四果陣媽媽失蹤死咗先努力發奮讀書,呢家前途已經係一片光明,係醫學界嘅明日之星。166Please respect copyright.PENANANGI1mqMhf4
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每年都有咁多醫生滿師畢業,個個喺公開試都起碼幾支火箭揸手,英文可能仲講得好過廣東話,但點解得佢係明日之星?唔通係因為佢成績係best of the best?唔通係因為佢曾經做過咩驚人壯舉嘅手術?定係佢對於醫學領域有無限嘅熱誠?166Please respect copyright.PENANAba8Ve4f7s1
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全部都唔係,其實只係因為佢夠靚,去到幾專業嘅領域都好,仍然一樣係咁膚淺。你試下特首係靚女做吖,那怕佢推乜嘢國民教育,都一定有大把厹爭住做佢嘅國民,願意比佢教育。醫生罕有,靚女醫生就係更加罕有,試問經過咁多年寒窗苦讀,正式執業之後仲要考N咁多個試,唔捱到爆曬暗瘡或者千度近視,都總會有個大過筆袋嘅眼袋喇啩?166Please respect copyright.PENANA2sYOC4rD3k
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「天生麗質難自棄」,世界從來都唔係公平嘅。曾經香港興過一個TERM叫「人生勝利組」,人靚聲甜,身高一七零MODEL身型,著住件醫生袍問你有無邊度痛啊?真係未醫都好番九成,聽講佢做手術嘅成功率係非常高,「白衣天使」嘅名銜佢當之無愧,係瑪麗醫院病人嘅福氣。166Please respect copyright.PENANAV4SmnAzJJv
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而最重要嘅係,佢並唔係藍血人,喺畢業之後咁多年都仲同我呢個廁所管理員KEEP住做到朋友,得閒出嚟飲茶食飯。喺公廁做嘢,仲要係男廁,試問又點可能會識到異性朋友呢?不過我哋都可能係因為有啲共通點先做到朋友,一來係我哋都算係「子承父業」,之不過佢係妙手仁心,我係執屎執尿;二來係我哋都係單身,之不過佢係選擇單身,而我係被迫單身,有時我都唔明點解佢咁耐以嚟都無拍過拖。
而喺今個星期日,我又約咗佢食TEA,唔係去酒店食BUFFET,而係約咗去茶餐廳食我哋最鍾意嘅西多士同熱狗,去地痞少少嘅地方,有時可能會有仲多嘢睇。
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