春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv4hnXSjxK
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQBt7ksQR8
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe9U0dqnT6
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxG6fIJ2vJ
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXFSMsLE3P
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndf9IJM2JZ
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2UhAHrxoz
郭禹震了一下。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsBezYQMPP
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YMQLmaHQk
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyOQhh70dd
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1cwAipSa9
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qJPgtkzle
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU5wlHV5tg
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DpljFcgKx
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXlY0Em6bP
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV2cj9KHC3
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5JyMyAU8m
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMbhzhHr4U
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDxlfH0B92
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDJAuuZc9W
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWTg7ljBFJ
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMddqqdNB2
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY7Z1W0ZKL
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomsDq5cMOR
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPwbn00Uuv
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfXlufZuMq
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpOIh4jWQ8
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCHX1XNlpV
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudahfMZUoJ
「嗯。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4wRZQfXLg
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32tIIR2F96
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H4YX5VJdm
被拉得很長、很長。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1BNn7Lxmi
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3S7muSCXB
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURTgllUmv7
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL91P0lqws1
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWVKymwKh8
她抹抹眼。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34zaZqGWCJ
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf1q111DyB
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ984Xkr9TOE
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzrWbxvx3L
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbhG6KqEgq
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFhmOC88MV
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pO2Ja8UQt
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjT8A3yNM3
「什麼？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEgpRIEnm7
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIVUAjBJRl
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfaroZNg5N
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTLEiY50oN
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWTPSlDGyM
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimE3hW7bNG
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTDTFjWJWM
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz3oLSm78Z
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WdifIRL9r
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Eqw1bOakx
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLKO5g3fGE
回來了。那個熟悉的她。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIhZxLo3aB
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPzDhljJ9p
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxqS0TaJIq
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV3P6PbqYf
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNUJUl7YsI
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放學，郭禹回到家。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk6cyHlU0i
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuks1YgN0z
「好⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNAkVodf0f
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VLjdytjld
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1c15AYeKU
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdeo82zVez
爸爸沈默的看著。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJC4lcmU9v
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIirUDmfqn
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuPHXTNFDu
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkyorT3nfg
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEDSjWTa0T
她吞了吞口水。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLsDUdB16N
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWdiQxez0n
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1tG16fuTz
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwa7R4Kd6B
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ8ieGahPj
唔。她馬上放低眼神。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4gCh1OGKu
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5xkXLReAt
安靜的那種。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbX4yJsK4f
讓人發寒。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd1OxgaPox
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ6TcYyZJr
郭禹點點頭。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssxvPQeZl1
「是。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrJP9AkPSC
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmWnAxU4rV
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRxt4Jk1Nr
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33NI6C4CuX
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRVExMtL9h
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunmeH9qYNP
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1fZJpX1vy
然後，是她今天說過的話。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLspDwY8ZU
——「不會累嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLCto48QVs
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv77KJqL8X
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy30EccssX
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyd1cf1Oeq
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hOSK6QQBU
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYu03L0rbd
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfzYi27rUO
「是啊。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRx65yLoDQT
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l4OPVXQVn
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLsBWb6fto
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWbFcxJGK3
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU39h75dSOp
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8x5vX8JEX
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHEfVt0DIW
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GEDhgfg8c
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN87yyYDrzN
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64z14jFReQ
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZf3Z2FsLF
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6335yodzP
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD71HEKPcXu
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeZfUJKCOA
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW7qwtqqrH
「腦袋有問題。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC5tmiT4qf
「哈哈。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvZV8WL4yc
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzimqwty8SZ
「啊！」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyejoCluOi
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacbJux25Fw
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GuaL1ojUC
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwQmYiQX58
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7Xo67hKC8
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH7T0kRWdp
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LIn5o539V
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZZDKdBflY
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSfMnAcDxj
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn5vqJLuzf
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW2eFCmkIJ
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9QkREXk9r
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnEtFp71Qo
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCSapxacrO
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwZYURq4hb
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYaOwyemgR
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr8oVdQS5e
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDNxax8b18
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZeDjct7NK
郭禹的表情僵住。 528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMMXXc5CfI
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8YNG5cFDH
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJIvV96mzO
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij3PKQxIJz
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmxOyBTnZy
「妳——」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wVbalnEgo
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEG6bdWcjL
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnRFxGr60Y
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkZHCUybmT
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiziGlYd3pp
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmvLhdbTat
——真是可恥。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMZdDO7o73
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzOidsZxY5
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8Yg3zTuT3
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaruuC3QiDs
也許她可以⋯⋯528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD9kkBWE6B
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pvgXbPFAp
她一震。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO6C5JaN0T
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAmaHq9C3H
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyo95KRZS8
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYmkKJDTyt
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4Abv1Hzbt
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8lLbL8hn2
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8pZJVHuMY
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xmy8jkEMw
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZunh5fG8yY
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6ZXQstE58
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCdZYI8jh2
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwjRvH5eEO
「別再說了！」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1k2gFvZ3s
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwvKHpJ5X3
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQEELJC48z
「快追！」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNts1b6JU1S
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl0EXewOL6
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsytQMEQkIF
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcyI65Rjy3
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK2KCbLNWr
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxXp7cnHOZ
「不要，要走就——」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5n4DXKPn7
「拿著。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUHWjoSpTw
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLq24D7a3N
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqPbh19Fg1
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgklAQpEVtj
「騙人——」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBFq85LtD5
「我像是在說謊嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj7n3OJCe5
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMT2S6FJpe
「很好。現在快跑。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgcHIie9GU
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0OOiKsa9Y
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjvSFV9HDI
郭禹。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWYtrK442r
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJOiBfnuZq
而她正在哭。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo8HGMaUZV
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4XNJIFQlb
為什麼。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9LmdwV4YA
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHrtEfIszY
而今天，是大考當天。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4tEBmD6az
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoimaCLPW2m
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodXwwTyMJM
「妳怎麼了？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaHBedrAcZ
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGof6nuBgc
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxyIjfzLsn
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKrA72E5uc
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo1k54NbY7
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JzokwgR4z
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFI4td7Lyb
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ276QisPBFD
「⋯⋯嗯。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILkYCM8qZh
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH3iQcXvV7
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlhUkXqG5Q
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3oOzM8ECx
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V1sQr87e9
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eLUBbrLwy
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12iwqMSLLP
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjuqZAxD6Y
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxYZiQBRAn
那是個墓碑。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtcxny79OZ
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRS4oJBTuX
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dWKH02fTv
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqbgX38V8d
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7eCoqqX7Z
「我不——」她試著開口。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6FKJPjil3
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZQ8KMAI9I
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1EpaEgW3u
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1jr7yQaWQ
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezwxf9xeRX
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7yWh4lpib
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HdrizpRIw
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv0FQTTOsU
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3K7od8Zct
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmo7MrmdcG
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW9PWXDWXI
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCpkfFnFwy
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoDJANkEmW
信封署名是給她的。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDjy9jg7fO
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb4sbBPcGn
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrclk6Ske0J
郭禹 上528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB60zosobt
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegFjkPwtto
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRtEhLRema
或許，是從一開始吧。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzgTyMtO7b
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ECnClJ6zi
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcFL0DrXd9
現在這樣、最好。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqVebOJtx4
看吧，一切都不會改變。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHpmVShTGV
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWFuXPPT3m
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOwDaLIHsH
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW1SvJesFW
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhoK8StMF0
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnXbr38R9b
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGlx9eRFHB
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaALkjzzNBr
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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